Autumn nights are my favorite night scenes, especially on these days when the mountains are green, and the autumn mood is cool and warm.

Looking from the corner of the pavilion, at the end of the maple tops, the moon is slowly raising its head. A cool breeze blows, making people's minds exceptionally calm.

In Yu Yifan's puzzlement and gaze at my doubts, those confusions that once puzzled me suddenly felt that an invisible force was throwing away all my distracting thoughts, making my heart like water.

"Brother Yu, I am indeed not a good girl. You look down on me and belittle me, I can accept it!"

"I did feel different about you, but I found that maybe it was just because at some point you looked a little like him, and you said I used you as a stand-in for him? ”

"Also, I've been jealous of my sister since I was a child, she is beautiful, can learn, and is educated, and I also want to have a good boy like her as a boyfriend, you are the best I've ever seen, in fact, I also know that I'm delusional, and now I'm at peace, and there will be a beautiful picture of my own in the future. ”

"As for Qianqian's little boyfriend, and the boss of my company, they are not what you think, I am not an abusive person, not to mention that I am just such an ordinary girl!"

"Okay, I'm done with what I need to say, let's go back, the family will be in a hurry!"

I'd confessed enough, and I was a little tired from sitting down, so I stood up and stretched, wanting to leave.

But I was forced by Yu Yifan to hold my shoulders and sit down and continue to chat.

"Do you want to slip away? We haven't talked about it yet, and you go on saying, then why are you avoiding me? We're going to make it clear tonight!"

"Then what else is there to say? I won't hide from you in the future!"

I looked at this big brother Yu in front of me, he has such a stubborn side that I have never seen before.

I think of my sister Shiyin, in the future, he will be her husband, when they have problems, will he do the same to Shiyin?

"What if? What do you say if we're together? I'm just saying if? Are we still in time?"

Yu Yifan looked at me tentatively.

"What if, we can't!"

I immediately say no!

"It's all you!" makes our relationship so awkward......

Seeing that I was very decisive in denial, Yu Yifan began to accuse me!

A surge of courage suddenly rushed up, and I couldn't help but raise my voice: "Who do you think you are? Why are you accusing me? Things have come to this point, what are you still hesitating about?"

"And what did I do wrong? I don't know what you had in a foreign relationship, and it's not me that you're going to marry now. Shiyin is a good girl, she is so perfect, you are talking to me like this now, it makes me feel that you are not worthy of my sister, I am very worried about you!"

"I'm not worthy of your sister? You're so right! Everyone thinks I'm a good match for her, only I know that I'm really not worthy of Shiyin, from the beginning of my pursuit of her, she will always be so arrogant and perfect. I thought I could continue to love her, but now I see your shadow in her!"

Oh my God, what can I do about this? My poor sister Shiyin, if she hears these words, she knows how sad she will be!

"Time is such a merciless thing, in the space of seven years, my love for her has really faded. I can't deceive her and hurt her, I like Gu Caiyun instead of Gu Shiyin!"

"Even if you're just an ordinary girl who doesn't learn anything, but during the time we get along, we're very happy, very happy, aren't these true? You tell me, can you completely forget the past? No longer entangle with other men? If you can, I will ruin my marriage with Shiyin, and Shiyin will understand our ......"

Oh my God, why is he the same as Shen Yiwei? It's just that the other girl, Xiao Yeqing, has been replaced by my sister Shiyin!

Is this really Shen Yiwei's ghostly soul possession? Is this Shen Yiwei torturing me all the time?

Could it be that from the very beginning when he met Yu Yifan, Shen Yiwei's soul was already attached to Yu Yifan's body?

Shen Yiwei, for the sake of me helping to take care of Xiao Yeqing and Ming Ming, come and help me get rid of the calmest person in the world!

I want to cry without tears, I can't escape anymore, I must brainwash Yu Yifan successfully, and I must wash away the distractions in his heart before leaving.

"Brother Yu, you can't have such thoughts! You can't ruin your marriage with my sister, and don't think that Shiyin can understand and forgive you! Although she is a woman with a Western education, she is more traditional than me in her bones!"

"I'll tell you again, I may have had a crush on you in the past, but I really don't like you now. Maybe I've never really liked you!Although I don't admit that I'm a girl who doesn't know how to learn, but I've always been jealous of Shiyin, I just want to prove to her, I just want to get what she wants......"

I searched my stomach for the words I really wanted to express.

Yu Yifan bent down and picked up a branch, breaking them with both hands.

The sound of the branches breaking is like an hourglass of time going backwards, and our conversation is passing little by little.

"Say it, I just want to hear what you say in your heart, maybe, we really don't have such an opportunity in the future, have a good chat. ”

Yu Yifan calmly encouraged me to continue.

"Brother Yu, I'm really sorry, in fact, I should be the one who says I'm sorry. I never wanted to be your girlfriend, maybe I really never liked you, maybe I was just lonely and lonely. Yes, I once had a special liking for someone, and you know, he died, but my heart didn't die, and I wanted to live. ”

"That morning, as you also saw, I soon had other friends of the opposite sex, and I could quickly let go, but Shiyin couldn't. You said she wouldn't have children of her own, do you still want to break her heart?"

"How warmly your home is furnished, how much sweat Shiyin has put in, your home, your common cause, we will always gather together in the future...... What a future for you"

My phone vibrated and I couldn't help but glance at it.

I saw Mai Tian suddenly send me a sentence: "The heavy curtains cover the lights, the wind is uncertain, the people are quiet at the beginning, and the sunset should be full of red tomorrow." ”

Where is he now?

I looked around, and I wondered if the wheat field was watching me from a short distance away. Otherwise, what he said is exactly like what I am looking for?

"What hill are you on?" a mysterious smile must have appeared on my serious face.

I was about to send it to Mai Tian when Yu Yifan asked me, "Who are you talking to?

"Oh, it's one of my netizens. He sent me a message, which was very interesting. ”

I hurriedly withdrew the words I was about to send to Mai Tian, I was afraid that I would not have time to reply to Mai Tian in time, so I simply did not see his message.

"He's a handsome guy, right? What are you? Can you send it to me? I'll help you see if your netizen is a good person? You're energetic enough, there are so many people of the opposite sex around you, and there are a lot of them on the Internet!"

"This is my only netizen of the opposite sex, and he is a warm-hearted and stomach-warming boy. No, I can only read what he sent me. "I didn't mean to.

"Well, I have no right to control you! You must remember what you just said, I am just refuting the law, just trying to make you understand that it is impossible for us. We are not suitable, and we can't break Shiyin's heart. Don't hide from me in the future, I will always be your big brother Yu, your brother-in-law, remember our relationship!"

Yu Yifan was deliberately inducing me just now.

"Brother Yu, it's really terrifying to be with you knowledgeable talents! If you are not careful, you can fall into your trap, and you have relatives!"

I picked up a branch in disgust and pretended to beat him, and he happily led the way in front, sent me to Mingyueju, waved to me, and went back to Fulian Hospital.

When I returned home, my parents and Shiyin were still busy at home.

"I'm working overtime again!"

My family was not surprised by my late return.

"Well, the company won't be so busy in the future, if you need my help with my sister's wedding, just call me!

"Look at her little colleague, look at her are all married, you master is studying with her!" the mother couldn't help but ramble.

There are only more than ten days left before the National Day, and I count with my fingers every day, feeling that time is like an old mill, and I can't push it no matter how I push it.

Sometimes I feel that time passes really fast, and the Yu Yifan I once met and liked, like the hope bubble I saw in my dreams, has been swirled and dizzy, and gently shattered.

Yu Yifan Shiyin's wedding will be held in the VIP building, and all their preparations and processes are happily spread in my house every day.

Shiyin, who still sleeps at home every day, says she is going to give her best of everything she has to her wedding night.

I think that in this era, people with perfectionist complexes like her may be dying of extinction, and I laugh that she is really the perfect crystallization of Chinese and Western cultures.

I said to the 'catcher in the Rye' online, "You know, my lightness is finally no longer heavy and sinful, because my heart is full of blessings. ”

I told him everything that happened with Yu Yifan, and he was unexpectedly silent for a long time.

Then he laughed on the screen and said that he had never seen anyone who talked about his sins all day long, especially a girl, and I corrected it was a woman.

He sent me a song, and I clicked on it, it was Dick Cowboy's "Love Innocence".

I listened to it a few times and asked Wheat Field, "Are you comforting me?"

"You have a kind girlish heart, and you just want others to be good and forget your own pain. ”

"I'm afraid I'm always emotionally bless others. I sighed.

"Alas, it's a pity that I'm not the god of war, if so, I must blow up your past with a heavy pound ** bag, so that you can really start over, the first time you start over, the first thing you see will be me now. ”

"Are you saying that if life is only as it was first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan?"

Then he actually asked me, "If so, would you possibly like me?"

I said, "If that's the case, I'll definitely like my 'happy' and not anyone, and I don't want to be in painful love again." ”

"Why?"

He said, "You have no conscience, my ** bag, the cost is not low, almost at the cost of life." Besides, we still have a lot to talk about, and I don't mind, you can try to like me, I'm actually pretty cute. ”

"Senior Brother Mai, are you confessing? Sometimes you are like a big brother who sees everything. Sometimes you're like a milky little boy who even sells cuteness in front of me!"

Then Mai Tian quietly asked me, "Are you going to pretend that nothing has happened in front of your sister? ”

"I won't see you, but I'll always treat you as my best friend. I'm not going to try to like you, but please, don't bother me when I need to. After the National Day, everything will be over, just like I am a very selfish girl. ”

"Yes, each of us is a selfish person, why always blame ourselves? I'm just joking with you, don't worry, I won't like you either, because I also have my 'happiness', but I also need friends like you, because when I comfort you, my troubles will be lessened. ”

I was surprised and asked, "Do you have any troubles, life, work, or relationships?"

He laughed and did not answer, then replied, "My trouble is my name, and you think about it." The loneliness that this name brings to me, loneliness is also a close friend of trouble, just like you and me. ”

"'Catcher in the Rye'?"

I asked, confused, "Who is your 'wheat field'?" or who are you 'watching' in the wheat field?"

"You're so smart! I'm in the wheat field watching the moon at night, and that's a thought. If you climb to the moon, the miss is you!"

"Poor mouth, you are watching Chang'e, you deserve to be lonely!" I laughed.

Wheatfield and I laughed unabashedly on the Internet, and I thought if he had glasses, he would have laughed off his lenses while sitting in front of the keyboard.

Chatting with him, he can always effectively control my emotions at the beginning of sadness and ending at the end of happiness.