I feel like I don't understand the distance between people's hearts more and more now, sometimes when you're in a crowd, you will wrap up layers of hidden thoughts. And in front of a stranger, he can occasionally pour out his own unspeakable secrets.

After we finished lunch, Chen Qiang continued to run a taxi. He drove me home, and he kept laughing along the way.

After passing through Minjiang Municipal Avenue, I saw all kinds of small advertising flags on the side of the road waving in the wind, as if to welcome my safe return.

"You can see that the city is really beautiful, but there are too many advertisements to confuse the road signs, especially to affect the sight of our drivers. Chen Qiang joked.

"yes, what's the new ad? and it's all over the place?" I asked.

"This season, it's usually drinks and beer, as well as real estate sales. However, you can see that what is shining on the advertising electronic screen is 'cloud only network, invisible mastery', which seems to be a large company that does networking. Robbed the limelight of Litian Real Estate and Henderson Real Estate!"

"I haven't heard of a large company. ”

I just casually repeated: "This word sounds quite fresh and smooth! Now is really the Internet era, you don't need to bring a wallet when you go out, you can buy a car and a house online, and you really can't do without the Internet." ”

I didn't know that in the municipal building at the end of the municipal avenue, the bidding results were announced, and the 30 million ** network maintenance bidding project was won by S City Yunwei Company.

Fucheng Building Yunwei Network Minjiang Branch is holding a meeting to deploy the launch plan of the project, and the meeting is personally presided over by the head office Mai Tian.

"Brother Chen, have you thought about buying another suite?"

It's really a people's job to be managed, and in the past, I have served the rice bowl of Litian for two years, and now I am still working hard for it.

"My family is used to living in a house, and buying a house is too expensive! Now is not the time to buy a house, and even the houses of big real estate companies such as Litian and Hengdi are not easy to sell now. Housing is not speculation, real estate companies are in a hurry to transform. ”

"Oh, you know a lot. "I looked away at him, he was holding the steering wheel tightly, not squinting.

Finding that I didn't seem to have any psychological burden, Chen Qiang asked me, "What was so sad about you last night? Drinking like that? Brother, you are so uncomfortable!"

"It's all a happy thing, some of my old friends are reunited after a long absence, and I have drunk too much. "I'm still hiding my thoughts.

"Then you can't be too real when you drink as a girl, don't take the initiative to drink yourself, and don't drink if you want to drink! Next time you want to drink, you call me, and I'll help you block the wine! Besides, if I drink, you don't need to drink and drive, and find a chance to stop work!"

I laugh. This Brother Chen, being a person is really refreshing! My heart began to leak a trace of cracks.

"It's good that there's nothing you can't think of, remember, old girl, you've heard of those five words that fell from the sky......"

"'That's not a problem!'" we both said and laughed at the same time. He added six more words: "It'll be over in a moment!"

Chen Qiang called me my old sister, which is reassuring to listen to. I finally couldn't help but ask him.

"Brother Chen, I want to ask you two questions, you have seen a lot of the world and experienced a lot of things, tell you the truth!"

"Just ask, as long as it's not a college entrance examination question, you're welcome. "He had a hunch that the question I asked might have something to do with my condition last night.

"Why do you think a girl always likes someone she shouldn't like, and why do you sometimes have two people in her heart at the same time?"

I was afraid that he wouldn't understand, so I continued to make it clearer: "For example, this girl first likes someone who has a girlfriend, and then she likes her own sister's ex-boyfriend. As a result, one can't forget, and the other can't start again. You say, is this girl inherently a character problem, should she feel guilty, or is she wrong?"

"What do you think of yourself?" he asked me rhetorically.

"I think everyone has their own initial feelings when they are not very sensible, and they may not be able to let go of them in this life. This feeling may be sweet, it may be bitter, or it may not be worth it, but it will always be hidden in a corner of the heart. ”

"I thought time would dilute it and it would make a beautiful recall. But I didn't expect that when one of them left this world, the remaining one didn't know what she was living for! Those memories would haunt her from time to time, and she wished that there was the right person to help her!"

I seem to be talking to myself.

I haven't been able to find the right person to confide in these words, but now that I say them, I feel a lot better.

Hearing this, Chen Qiang was stunned for a while, and looked at me with big eyes and puzzled.

"The world is so big, why embarrass yourself if you find a normal person!" he said.

"Tell me what you really think. "I just want to know what he really thinks, even though I'm just getting to know him.

"What's this, a girl looking for a boyfriend has the right to choose and like as long as the man is not married. As for the ex-boyfriend who likes my sister, if my sister and they do break up, the two later, if they like each other, they can also fight for it. But you have to deal with your sister. ”

"If you want to invest in a new relationship, you don't have to rush to let go of the previous relationship first. Find a way to put yourself in order first, and time will surely let you go slowly. If you still can't let go, it's not that you're not good enough, but that the time isn't long enough!"

This time he replied seriously, but I didn't seem to understand.

"How can you say that you are so light? Just wait for the time to come, and then go to the old and welcome the new! How do I know how long the time is, life is too short, anyway, it is still messy!"

"It can't be you, is it? Old girl, you asked me the wrong person, and I'm a bachelor!"

"You little girl, why do you make all this complicated thing? If it's really you, you can bring the person you like to let my brother and me see it? I see that men are not far from ten, I will check for you, don't be blind yourself, you will be fooled if you are not careful!"

"It's not me, it's not me!

I waved my hand again and again to deny it, and even regretted a little that I shouldn't have told him so much just now. Anyway, since it's already spoken, there's no way to take it back.

I found out that Chen Qiang's house was really not far from our house, and the car only drove five kilometers to our house.

I really wish the distance could be extended a little longer, Brother Chen Qiang's jokes seem to have no end, and his enlightenment also made me seem to pull out the clouds.

But I still can't bear it, I know that he has to rely on taxis to make money to support Chen's mother.

The car is a little dilapidated, but he is in this dilapidated car, raising a mother-in-law who is not his biological mother, and I can't help but be moved by his optimism.

I really should find a way to let go of Shen Yiwei! And Yu Yifan, can I be brave enough to pursue him?

Why can't I try it?

Even if I'm really just trying to forget Shen Yiwei, I'm going to try!

Who said the difference between love and like, love is restraint, and liking is presumptuous!

At this moment, my thoughts, I was so presumptuous that I even put Shiyin aside for a moment!

I really admire Yu Yifan, he is excellent in everything!

I hurriedly sent a message to Yu Yifan: "Brother Yu, are you free today? I want to talk to you alone!"

"What are you talking about?" he quickly replied.

"Feelings!" I was in a hurry to get out of the car, so I sent these two simple words, and I didn't have time to see if he replied to the message.

I want to have a good and serious communication with Yu Yifan face to face, and I even want to tell him that I once liked a boy named Shen Yiwei, and I am willing to confess everything to him without reservation!

Everything is in the past, I want to go to the future and have a new beginning with him Yu Yifan!

The reason for my self-confidence in doing this comes from the fact that Yu Yifan's care and companionship for me seems to have gone far beyond the fact that he is just my family's family doctor or the perpetrator of the accident!

I still can't fully believe that I'm just a test subject for Shiyin and him to try to use their methods to cure my heart disease!

When I arrived at Mingyueju, I got out of the car. Chen Qiang also got out of the car and took out a bag of peaches from the trunk: "My mother picked it, asked me to bring it to you, Bao Tian!"

I said, "The next time I meet you on the street, you have to stop, I'm going to take your free taxi." ”

"Okay, just if you're sober. Otherwise, I will only take you home, busy my mother, and double the accommodation fee!"

"Thank you, Brother Chen, say thank you to Chen's mother!" We shook hands and said goodbye.

We waved, and we waved again. I watched as someone got into the car, he turned the car, and soon his car disappeared from my sight.

I went home happily, as if I was happy to come back from a party.

Shiyin fluttered her Qianqian jade fingers in her notebook, and I remember she once said that she was actually a workaholic.

I leaned over and I saw that she had written a bunch of English.

"Sister, actually, I didn't sleep at my colleague's house last night. "I can't help but tell you the truth.

"Then where do you sleep?" Shiyin couldn't help but ask me with concern when she saw that I had returned home safe and sound.

"Yesterday I was drunk, and who would believe that I was actually sent home by the driver and slept with his mother-in-law for the night. He sent me back for free this morning!"

"Ah, you? You lied to me to send a message saying that I would live in a colleague's house! How dangerous this is! Don't do this next time, my parents know how worried they are!"

Shiyin showed no interest in the content of my meeting, and did not ask any more questions, but said to me lightly: "Mom and Dad left for the countryside yesterday afternoon, and they will not come back for a few days." Yu Yifan and I still have a lot of things to do, you can arrange your own affairs. ”

"Well, okay. ”

I quietly took out the purple iron box that I had just found, which contained the story of me and Shen Yiwei, but I had forgotten the password.

I found several more plastic packages, sealed them heavily, and walked to the bushes of mandala flowers that were blooming under the courtyard wall in the courtyard.

Under the greenest mandra branches, I dug a pit, put the tin box in it, and filled it with earth.

I clasped my hands together, shook hands and prayed:

Shen Yiwei! I still miss you very much! But you are long gone, Xiao Yeqing is now and obviously good, and your Ye Ye is now Litian's deputy minister.

I'm sorry, I don't want to stay where I am anymore! I want to pursue my own new life. We're really going to see you again!

I don't want to hide it from you, there is an excellent boy named Yu Yifan, I seem to like him, please bless me all the best!

I said goodbye to Shen Yiwei again ten million times in my heart. In the heavens, I wish to be a winged bird, in the earth, I wish to be a branch, but in the next life we will meet at the most appropriate time!

The mandala flowers are like small flower umbrellas blown by the summer wind, and we are gradually blown away.

Flowers and leaves cherish each other, I thought that flowers and leaves would never meet again.