Soon, the brocade box filled with the tokens of me and Shen Yiwei, the brocade box that stored our memories, disappeared under the mandala flowers, under my nose.

I thought I was doing all this quietly, only God knows, the earth knows, the flowers know, I know.

No, and my "only" cat knows. When I got home, it followed me for fear that I would run away from home again.

"Sorry for my ring, sorry for my bracelet, sorry for my ...... I guess it's not going to rot and rust! Wait a while...... I've really let him go, and I'll take you out again as a memento!"

I thought silently in my heart, and in just a moment, I regretted my cruel burial of them in the field of flowers, reluctance, and uneasiness.

I'm sure the reason I couldn't bear to ruin it was because I was afraid that one day I would regret it.

I'm just putting them out of sight for the time being.

In the eyes of outsiders, I am not a person who can't let go of anything or even be so entangled, only my feelings for Shen Yiwei can't be mentioned like this, and I can't let go.

I don't understand, sometimes I think I can't live anymore, but I can pretend to be strong in front of the desperate Xiao Yeqing.

Sometimes I think I've let go and even found a new hope and direction, but when I'm ready to go, I have to put them in a safe place.

That's how I feel at ease!

I don't know why Qianqian and they can hold their new love's hand and be calm in front of others, but I have a hard time taking the first step.

Alas, what am I doing here? What is the "burial box" doing!

I have seen various versions or fragments of Daiyu's funeral flowers in "A Dream of Red Mansions", "Nong is a laughing idiot at the funeral of flowers today, who does he know when he buries Nong? ”

I also felt that Lin Daiyu cherished flowers and cherished flowers, and her sentimental artistic image was pitiful. But I see that the falling flowers are more of a positive energy idea that "falling red is not a ruthless thing, and turning into spring mud is more protective of flowers".

I'm not born to be a girl with fallen leaves!

Anyway, now, I have made up my mind to bravely and wholeheartedly welcome my new love life!

I even took the initiative to clean the hospital and opened the door, hoping that when Yu Yifan came to my house, it would be a clean environment, and not to mistake me for no one in my house!

What I didn't expect was that my "burial box" and cleaning behavior just now would be seen by Shiyin one by one.

When I was engrossed in digging pits and working, the big cat scurried up and down in confusion, and the cat's strange excited behavior caused Shiyin's doubts.

She watched silently as I focused on all of this, and went back to the house and upstairs by myself.

When I got back upstairs, Shiyin took the initiative to talk to me.

"I told Yu Yifan about you and Shen Yiwei. Shiyin suddenly told me lightly.

"When, how?" I was a little weak in my heart, but I was naturally very surprised.

Before getting off Chen Qiang's taxi, I sent a message to Yu Yifan, but he never replied to me.

I told him that I wanted to talk about such an important thing as "feelings", Yu Yifan must be seriously thinking about it!

Even if I don't have a chance to communicate with him today, I have time for the future.

"We had coffee together last night and we had a casual conversation. I didn't say much, I just mentioned it, saying that the cause of your accident was because of your first love. ”

Last night, Shen Yiwei and I had something to talk about when they had coffee last night!

"Sister, how can you do this! You promised me that we would keep it a secret from each other, or that I would tell him myself!"

I seem to be a little angry.

I suddenly lost my hopeful interest: "How can you casually mention my private affairs without my consent!"

After the anger, I was deflated like a deflated ball for a moment.

"What did he say, how did he react, did he feel upset?" I asked her eagerly.

"He didn't say anything either, he had already said that you are a man with a story. But I can see that he still cares about you very much! I've never seen him look so disappointed! Caiyun, his appearance really surprised me, but you're my sister, I don't care about it, and I don't think much about it!"

Shiyin looked very carefree, didn't even look at me, and continued to type on the keyboard.

"Is he disappointed? Sister, I'm sorry, I ......"

I stood up hopelessly, I was going to rush out to find Yu Yifan, I was going to tell him all this in person, asking for his understanding.

I've completely forgotten how Shiyin feels! how I wish they would understand me.

For a moment, I thought, Shiyin is already an American citizen, she will definitely not stay, she will not really choose Yu Yifan, the two of them are over!

Yu Yifan can't wait for Gu Shiyin in vain, Yu Yifan must like me!

"Shiyin, you're all here! The courtyard door is not closed, so I will come in by myself!"

Ah, Yu Yifan! He's really here!

Shi Yin's and I both looked at the door, when did he come upstairs by himself?

He was standing in the doorway with a spring breeze on his face, holding a large bouquet of bright red roses.

Are the roses still given to me? They must still be the flowers of Lan Guifang!

I was about to pounce on the flowers, but my feet seemed to have roots and could no longer move.

Because I heard Yu Yifan's gentle voice rush ahead of my open mouth.

"Shiyin!

He walked straight behind Shi Yin, wrapped his hand around Shi Yin's slender waist, and held the whole rose on her chest.

Their intimate behavior did not shy away from my feelings at all!

I think I was stupid and watched Shi Yin turn around intently.

Her face was hidden in the red flower clusters, and the flower beauty was even more colorful, and I could even hear her rapid breathing.

"Did you give it to me? Today's flower packaging is a little different! I changed to a flower shop, although the flower packaging is not as delicate as the previous Languifang, but it is more vivid, and the taste has become better. ”

Shiyin quickly glanced at me, as if she didn't believe it, and asked again: "Did you give it to me? Tell me, why are there no colorful clouds this time? What do you mean by this, why do I seem to be dreaming!"

"Of course you're not dreaming, roses can only be given to girlfriends, I went to the rose shop to buy them, there are only roses, no other varieties, and Caiyun's body is almost recovered. Do you remember the first time I had the courage to give you the first rose in the United States, and when you took it, I felt like I was dreaming? ”

"For our red button dreams, I've been waiting for you to come back. I thought I couldn't wait, but now, you're finally willing to come back. ”

"I'm so happy! Thank you!"

The two of them gazed happily in front of me, hugging tightly!

Shiyin unconsciously buried her head in Yu Yifan's arms, and I saw Shiyin crying tears of excitement, they forgot about my existence.

I immediately came to my senses, and realized that they had loved each other, or that they had always cared for each other.

They have always loved each other, so what am I?

Am I really just the person they treated, or the sister of their ex-girlfriend who was emotionally cold?

My appearance is just to adjust the emotional atmosphere between them!

It's ridiculous, where did I get the courage to pursue Yu Yifan again?

Although I have had an unforgettable relationship and received Shen Yiwei's roses, I have just made a brave determination now and want to start over!

I just sent a message to Yu Yifan, wanting to talk to him about "feelings", how ashamed I was just now!

I'm also worried that he will be unhappy to know about me and Shen Yiwei?

I tried my best to adjust my mentality, and I said to myself, "Don't show it, don't show it at this time, you unlucky bastard!"

What should I do?

If I had escaped downstairs, I would have thought I was a big joke if I ran out of the courtyard and looked at the purple brocade box I had just buried!

I can't walk away!

I reluctantly pretended to be very happy, and the room was full of their laughter, and I, laughing and quietly, was ruthlessly annoyed!

And Yu Yifan didn't seem to understand my feelings, and jokingly said to me: "Caiyun, don't you congratulate your sister on getting off the list?"

Alas, the days back home are so frustrating!