I turned my head sideways, and Shiyin was holding my hand tightly.

Under Shi Yin's beautiful big eyes, two lines of tears flickered in the hazy light. When she saw me, she quickly wiped it off with a tissue in embarrassment.

"Sister, why are you still crying? a silly girl, a past, a story!"

Strangely, I seemed to be telling someone else's story, but my sister listened attentively and was fascinated.

When I was done, I was relieved!

How far away it was, it seemed to have nothing to do with me!

"I suddenly felt that my sister was such a magical being!" Shi Yin smiled.

"Sister, you won't look up to me because of this!" I laughed, which was kind of self-deprecation!

"How could I forget Shen Yiwei? I thought I would never be able to forget him in my life, but I didn't expect that there would be accidents. Actually, I should have forgotten about him!"

"And Xiao Yeqing, and their baby Mingming! I don't know how they are now? Have they gone to the welfare home to go through the adoption procedures? Will she be in trouble?"

"You don't know, she sees how much she likes him now. At first, she was so resistant to him! It seems that mother and son are really connected, and they actually like her, which is really pitiful to think about! I love to see them reunited now!"

"I didn't expect that even the two of them suddenly disappeared from my memory! Without them, everything would have gone on in my life, which is really strange!"

I was still acting relaxed, but suddenly I talked to my sister about them again!

"You're really weird! Why do you start worrying about this and that when you think of them? They are somebody else, that's somebody else's life! Why are you so concerned?"

"But you almost gave a small life for someone's back! You didn't think about your own life? What should you do for yourself, have your own direction and goals, is what you do worth it?"

Shiyin blamed me distressedly, but stopped me.

"I never thought about whether it was worth it or not, and I didn't know if it was right or wrong! It was as if there was a drive within me that drove me to do what I had to do, as if everything I did was my responsibility, and if I didn't, I would have a bad conscience. ”

I told Shiyin the truth.

"You haven't done anything wrong, what's your conscience disturbed!" Shiyin wondered for me.

"But it's none other than Shen Yiwei! It really looks like him! I wonder if it's his wandering spirit who saw the scene of our reunion and left with peace of mind!" I said quietly.

I suddenly remembered that back again, and Shen Yiwei's shadow gradually crept into my mind again.

"My life is like a dream? I can hardly believe it! I'm sorry for my parents and you, I've always gone the wrong way, and you've done your best for me. ”

"I really didn't know that you had to suffer so much at such a young age. Shen Yiwei is gone, don't think about it. What about you and Yu Yifan? Don't like someone easily, think about whether you like him or not? I'm really afraid that you will be hit by feelings again!"

Shiyin asked me tentatively.

"Brother Yu only cares about me and accompanies me for my sister's sake, but I don't want to associate with him anymore. I wish it wasn't him who saved me in the first place, I just want to be a good daughter, a good sister, I just want to stay at home without going anywhere!"

Speaking of Yu Yifan, my heart inexplicably became uncomfortable.

During this time, the bits and pieces of getting along with Yu Yifan emerged in front of my eyes.

Does he like me? Does he like him? It's plausible, it's hard to say.

If it weren't for Shiyin, maybe I would have decided that he might have liked me.

As for myself, I really can't tell what it is.

Is it dependence? or something else? a lifesaver? subconscious feelings fill?

Suddenly, I was full of complicated feelings for Yu Yifan.

Hope and disappointment, he accompanied and saved me in such a short and happy time. I should be grateful to him.

But I have some regrets, why did he know Shiyin in the past?

How nice it would be if the two of them were just strangers!

I hate my selfishness, I hate that I can't think anything wrong about him anymore, and I hate that I still have an unforgettable feeling before!

With all that said, I should have felt a little relieved. But when I thought of Yu Yifan, I was relieved, but I quickly added a new burden.

In what capacity should I get along with Yu Yifan again? Is it the patient's girlfriend's sister or the self-confessed little sister?

And why do I want to grasp that ray of hope so much in my heart?

"Sister, please, don't tell Brother Yu about me and Shen Yiwei!"

"Okay, if you have a chance in the future, you can tell him in person, and my affairs are the same, let's keep them secret!"

We still pull hooks like we did when we were kids!

I was worried that Shiyin would tell him about my past, and that he would be even more disappointed in me after knowing everything about my past!

Yu Yifan, what should I do?

It's a pity that he is not with me, and I will no longer be able to be with him casually in the future!

"What are you thinking about? Don't think too much, go to bed early. The weather is good tomorrow, Yu Yifan is going to come to our house to see you, and it just so happens that I have to go out to Fulian Hospital to find him!"

Shi Yin shook my hand again before leaving the door.

"It's good that you have your own career, I feel like I have nothing, no job, no friends, no hope!"

"Alas, it's me who is young and doesn't work hard, and the boss is sad!"

I sighed, suddenly anxious about what I had left.

"Anonymous said well, persuade the gentleman not to cherish the golden clothes, and persuade the monarch to cherish the youth. The flowers can be folded straight, and the branches must be broken without flowers. These words also apply to everyone's moment, and it is never too late!"

Shiyin comforted me and left with peace of mind.

I stood alone in front of the window, looking at the bright moon in the sky, and I really didn't know what was going on in my heart.

In short, all I thought, it was a mess!

Sure enough, the next day, as soon as the sunlight reached the foot of the curtain, I heard movement downstairs.

"Shiyin, Dr. Yu is here!, all of you go downstairs!" my parents called us downstairs.

"Okay, let's get down right away!" Shi Yin replied, I didn't hear it.

"Caiyun, let's go down!"

"I didn't sleep well late at night, I want to sleep a little more!" I said as she pushed the door.

Unusually, Shiyin ran downstairs so actively and brightly.

I only heard them downstairs in my room, but I didn't want to hear what they were saying.

But strangely, every sound of theirs drifted into my ears.

“Iva

You're coming!" Shiyin also began to call him by his English name at home!

It's like it's their exclusive nickname.

“Sei

This name is a little unfamiliar! What about Caiyun? Is it okay?"

"It's good, my Caiyun and the little lazy cat are sleeping upstairs!"

Naturally, the parents received them warmly, and then left with a sense of humor, leaving space for both of them.

I heard Shiyin and him talking in the living room, and then they talked more and more speculatively, and in a moment I would hear their careless laughter.

I even thought, I wonder if they are holding hands?

For example, handing out teacups, such as handing fruits, such as Shiyin handing him the clothes he forgot to take when he was leaving.

Now every time the two of them chat and contact, it must make Shiyin feel extremely happy, right?

Shi Yin's face must have been covered with a touching halo of love?

There's so much they can talk about! And the one who talks the most is the Red Button Orphanage.

Yu Yifan said that Shiyin listened to each other and responded positively to each other!

Up to now, Yu Yifan still doesn't know the secret of Shiyin's life experience, Shiyin is really trustworthy!

The calm Shiyin makes me secretly admire!

"After these rounds of negotiations, I finally locked in Litian and Hengdi, with their current strength in the Minjiang real estate industry, to come up with a special land for the elderly care project, for us, can start our plan in the safest and fastest way, which is definitely a win-win good thing for both parties. ”

"Litian?" Shiyin asked rhetorically, she seemed to remember the company I had just told me Zeng worked for.

"What's wrong? Litian is a young manager, speaking of which, Litian can use young people, and they are very dedicated, which makes me very impressed!"

"It can't be a beauty trick!" Shi Yin joked.

"How could it be! Although people are indeed beautiful, but I pay attention to professionalism and feelings! Through the first contact through the video, I felt that the other party is very dedicated. We met again again, and the other party paid more attention to doing a conscientious career and devoting a contribution to pension and poverty alleviation, rather than selling a house to make money, which made me impressed!"

Yu Yifan unconsciously talked about the orphanage again and talked about their former ideals.

People who don't have ideals in life are poor people!

And this idealless me is lying in bed at the moment, ashamed of my eavesdropping!

The Red Button Hospital that is now opened was once their common dream, and it is also a testimony that Yu Yifan once loved Shiyin!

They are a natural pair, I secretly wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes!

"I want to stay and open up a new world, I don't want to go back to the United States. I want to live up to my dreams here. "I heard Shiyin say.

"However, starting a business abroad used to be your dream. You are as stubborn as a cow!" Yu Yifan asked as if he didn't believe it.

"Yes, maybe I'm growing up now, and I know that no matter how high a woman flies, what she wants most is a perched branch!"

Silence! Yu Yifan is silent!

My heart is almost suffocating!

Yu Yifan and I are like a natural chasm, and the distance is getting bigger and bigger.

I know I've lost Yu Yifan, since I regained my memory!

No, the moment I dared to face reality, I knew that I was forever losing hope of trying to grasp a life-saving straw!

I can't change the facts, and I can't escape the past when Yu Yifan actually had a relationship with Shiyin.

Shiyin, you might as well not return to China!

Why do you say it so directly? Yu Yifan, you big fool, don't you still understand that your sister has always loved you?

Can't you hear it, even the stupidest fool in the world can hear the meaning of Shiyin's words.

Such a proud Shiyin, such a wonderful Shiyin, at this moment, she just had to say to him: "Can you forgive me? We will get back together! As long as you agree, I will stay!"

But I don't want to hear her say that!

I hope that Yu Yifan takes the initiative to mention it to her, or even ask her!

And why should I not let her say it?

They used to love each other, and they have been in love for so many years, can't I understand?

If it weren't for them at this moment, it was Shen Yiwei standing in front of me, could I ...... Will it only be a language?

I'm afraid I'll be desperate to hold him......

Alas, I'm thinking about something!

Whatever they talk about together, it's understandable!

But my heart is very uncomfortable!

Am I jealous?

I don't have the qualifications and qualifications!

At the moment, she can talk and chat with him freely.

And I, on the other hand, will only lock myself in the room, heal myself from old wounds, and seem to lick new wounds!

The scenes of acquaintance and interaction with Yu Yifan are becoming clearer and clearer.

When he first introduced his name, he said: "My surname is Yu, Yu who heals without a heart, Yi who is comfortable, and ordinary Fan." ”

It was the first time I had seen his face so clearly.

He told me the story of his childhood, about his ideals: "I want to do everything I can to try to change the fate of those orphans and the vulnerable!"

When he told me not to cry, he told me, "Do you know the first time I saw you? When I washed your bloody face, you had a face like my mother!"

In Minxin Park, he asked me tentatively, "Why don't you be your boyfriend, I'll think about it?"

......

While immersed in these memories, I don't know what Yu Yifan and Shiyin said later.

He finally left, and when he left, he raised his voice and said to Shiyin: "Look at Caiyun, like a child, hang on the door if you have a mind." ”

"Then you can hang a lock, and anyone who wants to take her heart can take it away at any time!" replied Shiyin.

"Then I don't know who has this blessing!" Yu Yifan smiled.

Hearing the conversation between the two of them, I couldn't help but open my phone and click on the interface of the wheat field.

Since the last time Mai Tian talked to me, I didn't reply to him in time, and he stopped talking to me for several days.

This person in the wheat field really has some personality!

Yu Yifan walked out of the hospital, and his parents appeared in time to say goodbye to him with a warm smile.

And his words floated in my ears: "I will come to see Caiyun every day until she is completely well." ”

As long as he says it again now, I will definitely open the door and run downstairs!

I'm not a child, and I can't hang my mind on the door for him.

It's a pity he didn't say it.

I threw myself by the window, and I saw Yu Yifan's back leaving.

His straight back was staring at me indifferently and he didn't look back.