Chapter 82: The End of the World is endless
"Caiyun, are you okay? Do you remember what day it is? I sat all morning looking at Shen Yiwei's photo yesterday, and I seem to have figure......d it out."
"So I went to the welfare home to pick up Ming Ming, I couldn't help but think of you, I can't wait to meet you, and be with Ming Ming in person...... Thank you!"
I was thinking about the scene when I was born, but Xiao Yeqing on the other side asked me with a smile.
Only then did he show a healthy smile, and he couldn't help but start to sort out the scars, but no matter how artificially he took care of them, he still couldn't hide the vicissitudes carved into the skin.
"I've always been good, vegetable girl!" I smiled ashamedly.
"It's hard for you to still find me in the vegetable shop! You don't have to thank me, in the days to come, you will obviously go home, you don't know how happy you are!"
"It's a pity that he only has me, no father, no grandparents, grandparents...... But you, the person who didn't make me think of it the most, appeared in his life for the first time, and let you see the most embarrassing me......"
"Shhhhh
"Children can understand the language of adults!" I added in a low voice.
"Mom-Mom, what-what?" Sure enough, Ming Ming, who was playing with the small toy, raised her eyes and asked Xiao Yeqing curiously, and she looked at me for help.
"Mom asked Auntie if she was pretty! Obviously, did you say Mom was pretty? How should Auntie answer?" I teased him.
"Bleach-bright!" Ming Ming observed her, and replied earnestly and affirmatively.
"Oh, thank you baby!" Xiao Yeqing was flattered and made a triumphant gesture towards me.
"Well, no-thanks!" Xiao Mingming really knew how to be polite, and continued to engage in his fun, unwilling to listen to the boring conversation between the two adults.
"Look, little friend, you are innocent, you don't bother to listen to our chat!" she didn't care.
"What's embarrassing? Isn't it said that a woman who is a mother is the most beautiful!" I disagreed with her.
"But I'm a girl!"
"Yes, you're a girl!, forever!" I echoed, as if we were real friends.
"You were really decisive at that time, I have to admire you, no wonder Shen Yiwei likes you!" Xiao Yeqing said.
"Alright, please don't mention him, I'm about to forget about this man! There's already a little gentleman here, and if there's one more, there's no place for us! But you can mention him anyway, though it sounds a little sour!"
I resisted a little, but I couldn't bear to argue with her, for fear that I would discourage her from talking.
"I don't know if my decision was right or wrong, as long as you don't blame me!"
My mind still can't help but go back to that scene in the hospital again.
Xiao Yeqing's aunt and I stopped anxiously in the corridor, waiting, and from time to time there were the cries of new life and the figure of nurses hurrying to and fro......
Seeing the successful delivery of the mothers outside the door of other delivery rooms, the family happily pushed the mothers out of the scene.
And outside Xiao Yeqing's delivery room, there were helpless us and the nurses who shook their heads again and again.
"Nam no Amitabha, great compassion of Apokitesvara, Nam no Amitabha, great compassion of Avalokiteshvara, Nam no ......"
I saw that the aunt was so nervous that she clasped her hands together and recited words reverently and silently.
"I don't want to give birth to a child, I don't want to see him! I don't want to ...... Let me die!"
This is what Xiao Yeqing has been shouting since he woke up from a coma, and it makes people feel distressed and frightened when they hear it.
"Wang Haitao, you all die!" she finally scolded a person's name.
"Xiao Yeqing, who are you scolding?" the doctor patiently interacted with her, for fear that she would fall asleep again.
"Bastard!" she scolded weakly, but closed her eyes, sweated her clothes, and stopped talking.
"Two family members, can any of you go in and persuade her? This patient doesn't even want to live by herself, and no one can help her if she doesn't work hard!"
The midwife came out and told us helplessly.
"Where's her family, let her family know!" I asked my aunt anxiously.
"Alas, how can she have any family? Her parents are long gone! She herself takes medicine all year round! Only Uncle Wang is still like a relative, but we don't dare to disturb him when others are not in Minjiang!"
"And Taotao, he's abroad! And Xiao Shen, we can't mention him in front of her, otherwise she will go even more crazy!"
"And just a few friends on the scene, there are a lot of them! But even if she dies, she won't tell anyone! Alas, I really have no choice but to let you in, because I've seen your pictures!"
"My photo?" I was a little surprised, but I didn't have the heart to ask!
"Oh my God, why is she so miserable!" I was just worried about Xiao Yeqing.
"I have something to look for a doctor!" I couldn't take care of it anymore, and turned around looking for the head nurse on duty.
After a brief conversation and discussion with the two doctors, I told the doctor Xiao Yeqing's depression and new blows.
"Please, save her, adult, child must be saved!"
"Okay, according to your request, please hurry up and sign on behalf of the family!"
I finished signing and went straight to the delivery room.
"C-section on the first one!"
After a difficult night, in the early hours of the morning, we finally heard the cry of the baby!
The baby finally fell to the ground, but the weak Xiao Yeqing was very resistant to seeing her baby, and her huge sadness had made her unable to be a mother.
I took the baby in one hand and happily handed it to my aunt. I finally burst into tears and sat down on the ground.
"The patient is back in the room now, it's quiet, which of you goes in to see her, but don't irritate her, she's just finished taking the medicine!" the nurse came out and asked us.
"I'll go in. "I stood up bravely and firmly pushed open the sealed door.
I walked in softly, closed the door, and stood in front of her bed.
She was in a blue-striped hospital gown, and her hands hung limply beside the bed. Long eyelashes that concealed her pale and haggard face.
She is the girl named "Xiao Yeqing".
How many times have I thought of her name, of her toughness and coquettishness, of how he was with her.
I remembered that on the playground of Yucai Middle School, the strange one called me "Tubaoer" for the first time!"
Her indispensable youth with long hair flying!
If it weren't for her, how could Shen Yiwei stand up to protect me, and how could there be everything we did later?
Alas, what kind of fate do I have with her? Could it be that everything in the dark has its own destiny?
But at this time, she is so powerless and helpless, I have nothing but love for her.
I bent down and gently put her limp hands back into the coverer.
The room temperature in the ward was extremely high, and after a while, I was sweating profusely. And her hair was damp, but her hands were cold.
I watched her silently until she opened her eyes and saw me.
"Sister Xiao, you have suffered! Congratulations, mother and son are safe!"
"Who are you?" she said.
Her voice turned out to be so good, so gentle and clear.
"Gu Caiyun!"
I spat out three words softly, for fear of disturbing her.
"It's you, why did you come to see me?"
"I wanted to see what I could do and heard from the nurse that there were a lot of paparazzi watching you outside the hospital. ”
"I don't want to see you...... You go away......" she turned her face away.
"I also want to tell you that I have left Litian Company, and I just want to say to you in person: 'I'm sorry'!"
"You apologize to me?" she could barely believe it.
"Yes, I'm sorry!" I repeated.
"Xiao Ye, if you want to blame me, this girl guarded you for a day and a night, and I let her in. "Auntie came in suddenly.
"Get the child away! Please! Don't let me see it! I want to go home, I don't want to go back to Jade Xuan, I want to go back to Haiguan. "She suddenly pleaded with us.
"The doctor said that we would be able to go home in two weeks!" said my aunt and I said at the same time.
Sure enough, a week later, outside the hospital, there were still a bunch of media in front of the hospital who were reluctantly waiting for the news of Ye Lei's disappearance.
I pretended to be a mother, wore a hat, held the baby, and under the cover of my aunt, successfully hid from everyone's eyes and sent the child to a remote welfare home.
"Give the child a name!" said a young girl as we left.
"Let's call Mingming, when her mother recovers, we'll pick him up!" I said.
After another week, we finally secretly sent Xiao Yeqing to the most professional psychiatric hospital for professional treatment.
During the two years of treatment, I occasionally took Ming Ming with the staff of the welfare home to see her. The lazy and cute Ming Ming gradually made Xiao Yeqing show a gentle smile.
We only hope that every time such a smile is superimposed, it can spell a warm sun for Xiao Yeqing and warm her heart.
I came back to my senses, and now this warm woman is miraculously sitting at my table!
The aunt she had with her was playing on the slide with Ming Ming in the children's section on the side of the café.
"I finally have a new beginning, how about you, have you found a boyfriend?" Xiao Yeqing asked me.
"I ask you, why can't you live without onions, ginger and garlic?" I replied.
"Why?"
"Because life is verdant, if you can ginger, you can just ginger, if you can't ginger, you will have garlic! Haha!"
"It's worthy of selling vegetables at home!" Xiao Yeqing said with a smile.
"In the past two years, thanks to your help, my health has improved a lot. Would you like to hear me talk about Shen Yiwei and me?"
She asked me that we were like good friends with mutual friends.
"Let's stop talking about him, why don't we go shopping with Mingming?" I proposed.
"Why don't you want to mention him now, and what would you have done if he hadn't died?" she asked, curiously.
"I'll watch your family reunite! He will be very happy to see Mingming!"
"But why do you think about these unhappy things? In the future, we all have to start our lives again!"
I replied without hesitation, fearing that she would have something to think about, and continued to comfort her.
"You know what? Every time I think of him, I always think of you, and so many other women's names, and your name doesn't come first. I've been struggling with these names since I met Shen Yiwei. He never mentioned Gu Caiyun, your name, compared to those girls, you can't register at all. ”
She chatted with great interest, and repeatedly mentioned Shen Yiwei!
"But before we were about to get married, I could feel that you were in his heart, Shen Yiwei said that when our two-year contract marriage expired, we would break up completely!
"Two-year contract marriage?"
Shen Yiwei seems to have told me before, but I didn't think much about it, I just remember that he asked me to wait for him for two years!
It's just that what's the point of mentioning it again!
"Sister Xiao, in fact, you are really a beautiful girl. He chose you, and he thought of the past as a memory! He told me that you were the most important woman in his life. But that was a long time ago, and we're all looking forward, and we're all garlic!"
"Look at your children, they will all call their mothers, you will have your own home in the future, be a good mother, forget about Shen Yiwei. ”
We were chatting about our hearts, but Xiao Yeqing suddenly ran towards the slide.
"Mingming!" she exclaimed!
I casually looked sideways, and I was standing on the railing of the second-floor slide, my feet preparing to step out of the railing.
I couldn't think about it, so I rushed over with her. But Xiao Yeqing's movements were faster, and he had already hugged him, and several aunts surrounded him.
"Baby, how dangerous, scared mom to death!"
I returned to my seat, breathed a sigh of relief, and looked out the window.
Across the road, I suddenly saw a familiar walking figure.
In that street, once Christmas, he was like Shen Yiwei who once suddenly held my hand and didn't let go!
"I'm really sorry, I'm in a bit of a hurry to leave!" I waved to Xiao Yeqing, but I didn't have time to explain, so I ran away with my bag!
Hurried downstairs, crossed the street quickly, and I followed all the way!
Turn the corner, and then move forward. There was always a familiar figure fluttering and swaying in front of me.
Is this in a dream?
Spring is not green, and temples are not silky. Don't be sad for a long time in the world?
A black car came up to me, and I suddenly lost consciousness.
"Shen Yiwei, is that you!" until the end, I was still shouting in confusion!