This letter is heavy in my hand, I have just found it, but I didn't think to open it, after all, it is a relic of Sweet Frost, I am not interested, but Sino left it here!

And I was amazed that Ganshuang actually wrote letters!

It's as if I knew that my life was short!

I put the letter in my handbag and entered the old house, and went to the hall under the guidance of the servant, Xi Zhan had already put her mother in the coffin, because the last time the main mother was buried, so this time I could not invite the side of the Xi family, so I could only quietly bury Gan Shuang beside my father, although I don't think she is qualified!

But people have passed away, and they have left in such a cruel way, and I will no longer judge who is right and who is wrong.

I was standing guard at the door of the hall, and Xi Zhan knelt in front of his mother's coffin to keep vigil for him.

Too many people have left us!

My biological father, Xi Zhan's two mothers, my biological mother, Xi Zhan and I have been to the funeral four times.

I didn't stay long in the hall before I returned to Xi Zhan's courtyard, where the daffodils had withered and the maple leaves were turning red in April.

I sat in front of the threshold and looked at the artificial lake in the courtyard and kept thinking about things, whether it was my biological parents leaving or Xi Zhan's two mothers leaving, I didn't have much sadness in my heart, I just felt sorry and sad for my mother, after all, we have only met a few times and don't have much affection, but I know that she loves me!

I sighed and said, "I'm not cold-hearted. ”

I'm never cold, it's just that the blood is hot.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have loved Gu Tingchen so much.

Jing Yu heard Jing Lu on his side and asked, "What did the head of the family say?"

"It's nothing, just lamenting the impermanence of the world. ”

I never thought I would be the only bloodline of the Xi family.

I never thought that the Xi family would be my power.

I took Frost's letter out of my handbag, and I hesitated to open it, but I felt a hard object.

I opened it and saw a necklace inside.

The pendant is a diamond tear.

Look, there are some years.

I opened the letter and found that Ganshuang had written a lot of last words.

"My Zhan'er,

Mother killed Shi Sheng's mother, this is my mother's long-cherished wish for many years, so my mother doesn't regret it, even if she knows that Shi Sheng won't let me go, even if she knows that the woman's adopted son won't let me go, my mother doesn't regret it, because my mother finally got a big hatred in her heart, and there is no longer any concern in this world, including you.

Zhan'er, don't blame your mother for being ruthless.

You are a wild seed born to your mother.

Even your mother doesn't know who your biological father is!

Mother really, really, really never loved you.

Even if your mother dies, your mother never loves you.

Mother's dear is a feast from beginning to end.

It's all my Shen Nian brother.

Mother loves him, to the core!

When my mother was young, she silently followed him behind him for more than ten years, and then finally became his wife, and he also went to Tibet to pick Gesang flowers for me in order to please my mother!

So you're going to say that he doesn't love his mother......

Mother will never believe.

If he doesn't love me...

And how did he treat me like this?

Zhan'er, you always say that he doesn't love me, you always say that I live in my own world, and you always persuade me to let go of everything I once had......

But how do I let it go?

Obviously, he was the one who said that he would marry me alone.

But he was the one who picked up his aunt's wife and entered the door later!

Even later, in order to marry that woman, he even wanted to divorce those aunts, and even wanted to divorce me......

How could the mistress of the Xi family ever have a precedent for being driven back to her parents' house?

Do you want me to accept the world's insults and poke me in the back?

Mother didn't do anything wrong, why should she bear this?

Zhan'er, Brother Shen Nian really loves me!

He just doesn't remember very well......

He just tends to forget our feelings.

Actually, he loves me!

He really loves me......

......”

There are still several pages to follow, and I can't read what Ganshuang wrote, because the perfidious man is really my father!

Sweet Frost is paranoid, but it's also my father's fault first!

But her ......

Mother really, really, really never loved you.

Say the important thing three times.

Ganshuang didn't love Xi Zhan......

Let Xi Zhan see it, it will definitely be cold.

But this letter is precisely addressed to Xi Zhan!

And Ganshuang also called Xi Zhan a wild species.

I sighed deeply and asked Jing Yu beside me, "Ganshuang wrote in the letter that she didn't love Xi Zhan, should I show it to Xi Zhan?"

Jing Yu hesitated to reply to me, "This is a letter for Mr. Xi." ”

Jing Yu secretly persuaded me to give it to Xi Zhan personally.

I asked him puzzled, "Is there really a mother in the world who doesn't love her children? I am willing to give birth to Run'er and Yun'er, even if I take my life, how can she treat Xi Zhan like this when she is dying? Ganshuang This woman is really ruthless!"

Jing Yu thought for a while and said: "The head of the family can think about the problem from a different angle, maybe the housewife didn't want Mr. Xi to worry about her anymore, so she said this! After all, how can there be parents in the world who don't love their children? The housewife may have a lot of guilt in her heart." ”

When Jing Yu said this, I felt a little better!

I continued to read the letter—

"Mother is too stubborn in this life!

stubborn to the point of being separated from him for decades, stubborn to the point that on the day of his death, he still quarreled with him and still asked him who he loved, and stubborn to the point that he was dying and did not let him go.

Mother is too stubborn.

Stubborn to the point that he has done too many wrong things in this life.

But my mother really never regretted it.

Even if it is death, there is no regret.

Zhan'er,

The mother really sensed that danger was approaching.

I am more aware of your disappointment in me.

You won't shelter me anymore, will you?

You really won't shelter me anymore!

Because you see that your mother's eyes are very thin and cold.

But even if you don't shelter your mother anymore, I won't blame you, after all, I have never been half kind to you from beginning to end!

Zhan'er,

I hope that in the next life we will no longer be mother and son!

I hope that in the next life you will no longer be a wild seed.

......”

No wonder Ganshuang wrote this suicide note!

Because she sensed that Xi Zhan had given up on her.

I wasn't interested in reading the rest of the content, but put the letter away and gave it to Jing Yu, "You can return it to Xi Nuo." ”

Xi Nuo will give this letter to Xi Zhan!

After Jing Yu left the courtyard, I got up and walked to the hall, Xi Nuo was accompanying Xi Zhan, I didn't go in to disturb the two of them!

But Sino inadvertently turned around and saw me.

She bowed to me and left the hall!

Sino is quite aware of the advance and retreat now.

In fact, she has always known how to advance and retreat.

Never overstep.

After Xi Nuo left, I walked to Xi Zhan's side, I hesitated for a long time and knelt beside him, "I'm sorry. ”

I knelt down for the sake of Xi Zhan.

But that doesn't mean I've forgiven her.

I will never forgive her in my life.

Xi Zhan's thin and cool voice replied to me, "You are not wrong. ”

Xi Zhan said I was not wrong.

He never blamed me anytime or anywhere.

Even if I directly caused his mother's death!

I whispered, "Xi Zhan, you can blame me." ”

Xi Zhan condensed, "Why don't you call me second brother?"

I was stunned, "Huh?"

"When you call me Xi Zhan, it makes me feel alienated. ”

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