On the side of Mother and Shiyin, Father actually stood emotionally, looking at them with pity at a loss. I am not at home in this family of three, the scene is so harmonious and warm, it seems that I have just come home and I am redundant.

I had been immersed in the chaos of thoughts and preoccupied all the way, and at this time, I was even more afraid of disturbing the peaceful scene of my family without me.

I quietly turned around and prepared to go back upstairs to my room and carefully sort through the day's messy thoughts.

But the conversation they accidentally drifted into my ear and made me stand still.

Because I heard my name in their conversation, it turned out that they were talking about me behind my back!

"When we were young, Caiyun never let us worry about it, and if we didn't go to college, we wouldn't go to college, but I didn't expect her to become what she is now. She doesn't have a job now, she can't find a suitable family, and she almost lost her life, it's really distressing and headaches!"

"What's the headache? Isn't it almost better? You see she's getting better these days. Besides, she has been looking like she has lost her soul for the past two years, and we haven't survived this day!"

"What the hell is wrong with her? Didn't she get a job before?" asked Shiyin.

"She used to find a job on her own, but this job is a job that many people can't get into, so why did she go in? Sure enough, within a few years, she came back and stopped doing it herself. When we asked her why, she wouldn't tell her, so I had to go to that company. ”

After a pause, my father continued: "We also wondered, I always heard her say that she was doing a good job there, what happened? I found her leader, and the leader only said that this time it was really not the company that fired her, it turned out that she was still rising, maybe she encountered something that she couldn't get over, so she automatically submitted her resignation." This kid is really annoying! He didn't say much about the specific reason for his resignation, only said that let's go home and ask Caiyun himself. ”

"What did she say about Caiyun herself?" Shiyin asked.

"Ask her? She either doesn't say anything, or she loses her temper! She doesn't have much ability, but the bigger her temper gets, I think she has been stimulated by something, and her brain is burned out!" the father answered.

"Then what did Caiyun do at home after that? You didn't tell me at first. Shiyin did not blame her parents, but was full of understanding and her tone was softer.

I continued to hold my breath outside the door.

"Later, she was silent and closed all day at home, and we were busy building houses, moving, and chain stores were listed for business, and we couldn't take care of her, as long as she didn't go out and run around. Later, Caiyun herself said that she wanted to go to the vegetable store to help, so we asked her to look at the store and register the cashier, but she was listless all day long, and her soul was not possessed, so what was the material for working in the store......? If it goes on like this, sooner or later she will think of the past, and I really don't know if she can stand it. ”

The mother said: "Caiyun, this child's life, how can it be so bitter, she is really a piece of her mother's heart."

"No matter what happened before, I really hope that she will continue like this forever, watching her live happily day by day, she really doesn't want to think about it, no matter what happens to Caiyun in the future, I am also your biological daughter! ”

I was taken aback, Shiyin's words were so clueless!

"Shiyin!" the father was obviously really angry: "You are knowledgeable and educated now, and you should have your own home." You should go to your biological parents, maybe they need you more. ”

I couldn't move my feet anymore, and naturally they didn't notice me outside the door.

"Last week, we put up a notice for you, we didn't write your name, we just left anonymous contact information, and there were many people who came to recognize you. However, we know in our hearts that none of them are your biological parents. ”

"yes, because they don't even know the most obvious sign of you. I think your biological parents should be older, and they may also regret leaving you in the first place. How can a person not make mistakes in his life? And you don't have the idea of staying and taking care of us, for our family, you have paid too much, to help you find your biological parents and become a family. No matter how high your knowledge is, you have to marry a good family after all, and we can only feel at ease when you have your own home. Mother's old voice.

Oh my God! How could it be? Shiyin is not my parents' biological daughter!

"Dad, Mom, I will never find my biological parents! I only have you, I was abandoned as soon as I was born, and I don't even have a token to recognize my biological parents. I grew up in the Red Button Orphanage, and my mother has loved me since I was a child, but I still look forward to the day when my parents will adopt me, and I long for a normal family. Until I saw you for the first time when I was three years old, you came to adopt me. At that time, I cried and called Mom and Dad, pulling the corners of your clothes, and I shouted in my heart at that time, if you become my Mom and Dad, I must be the most obedient and competitive child in the world!" Shiyin's eyes were filled with tears.

"Shiyin, my good boy, what do I still remember to do with such a small matter? You have suffered all the sins with us, at that time our conditions were too poor, the family was not well fed and clothed, it was really difficult for you, and you suffered a lot with us!"

"But when we went to volunteer in the orphanage, we saw you, you were so sensible, so well-behaved, not like ordinary children. At that time, Mr. Fan, whether we were willing to adopt you or not, we were afraid that we would wronged you. We were afraid that you would be unhappy and didn't plan to have any more children of your own, but you begged us to give you a younger brother and sister, and we asked for Caiyun later. It's rare that you've been pampering your sister like a baby. Now that the conditions at home are getting better and better, we are not at ease when you are alone abroad. Mom and Dad don't want you to have a big career, they just want you to have a good home, and we are worried that you will delay your own happiness in order to take care of your family. Mom's staccato voice.

"However, Caiyun's matter is like this, I am also responsible, I am really responsible. It was I who shared her fatherly and maternal love that made her feel left out. I haven't been home in all these years, and I haven't cared about her, and I can't imagine that so many things have happened. Caiyun now suffers from intermittent amnesia and doesn't want to think about the past. There is also the matter of me and Yu Yifan, I really don't want to tell you about my past with Yu Yifan, tell Caiyun. He has repeatedly asked me to return to China with him to start a business, it was I who ruthlessly proposed to break up with him and insist on developing abroad, I broke his heart, I don't know if Caiyun also likes him, I am afraid that Caiyun will be hurt in the future......"

I can't listen to it anymore, Shiyin, Red Button Orphanage, Yu Yifan...... It's all a mess!

The blood was pouring up, and I pushed the door open in a daze, like a blind man who couldn't see the way, and I fumbled against the back of the door.

My family members all looked at me in amazement, and they called me in unison, "Caiyun, what's wrong with you?"

I looked at Shiyin, looked at my parents, and asked in disbelief, as if from hell, "Is what you said true?" Sister, who are you......? What kind of people do I think we are? Who are we?"

I almost floated over, hugged Shiyin and said, "Sister, they are talking nonsense! You are my own sister." I'm sorry, why am I so stupid, I ........." and fell at Shiyin's feet.

They scrambled me into my bedroom, and I closed my eyes, and this time, I really didn't want to wake up again.

Shiyin is not my own sister, the family knows it, but I don't know!

Shen Yiwei, Xiao Yeqing, their children, I think of them all! How can those unforgettable stories that we once thought we would never forget for the rest of our lives be so easily emptied from the human brain for a period of time, and then sneak back so completely?

Yu Yifan, my sister's ex-boyfriend, I seem to have doubted that I could have thought that they were really a match made in heaven, but unfortunately now they are really paired!

I had just experienced the spring flowers, and I thought that the phoenix was about to be reborn after Nirvana, and my soul was washed in the water, and I was about to start a new life. But it turns out that everything is just clouds and fog in the sky, and the galaxy wants to turn a thousand sails to dance!

I was trying to hold on to that glimmer of hope, to try to fill my youthful and painful dreams.

But how can I get it, another piece of the unknown sky of my sister Shiyin!

What Qianqian said was really true! Those unbearable dark shadows and dreams, my worries and worries, everything was really true.

It's just that I didn't expect it to happen so quickly!

I couldn't believe it, if I hadn't heard my family's conversation behind my back, I wouldn't want to wake up and never believe it!

No wonder I feel at a loss every day and don't know why I have such a happy and happy life. It was only for a short time, and they didn't scold me, they didn't blame me, they served me every day.

I finally understood why Shiyin came back from abroad in a hurry, and I didn't go to pick her up but ...... But......

My God, why was the car I hit Yu Yifan? Why did Yu Yifan want to save me? Why is he Shiyin's ex-boyfriend?

Why do they pretend to be just a general idea, and why are all the people so nice to me?

I'm such a big fool!

I still hide from them every day and imagine starting a new relationship with Yu Yifan, breaking Shiyin's heart, what kind of person am I?

Why did fate play a repetitive joke? I fell on the bed, unable to stop crying.

My parents surrounded me at a loss and comforted me, only Shiyin sat quietly on the sidelines, looking at me quietly.

I cried enough, and while wiping away my tears, I said, "Why should I open my eyes? How good it would be to think about nothing like that! One day I will have to face all this, I might as well die, I thought my tears were gone, I didn't think that I still had tears, I could still cry." ”

Shiyin was also crying on the side, so I buried my head in her: "Sister, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you." ”

And Shiyin said: "I'm sorry for you, I should have made you sober to face the reality, I know that my sister has always been a dreamer." But your parents don't want you to be sad, and we don't want you to be sad. I have discussed with Yu Yifan many times, and I have consulted many famous doctors, telling me that it is useless to tell you directly. Saying that you need a process, we have to try all kinds of ways to coax you, so we have to ...... I didn't expect it to really work, you remember everything in the end, no matter if those are sad or what, it's a life that you have experienced, right, you are such a big person, you should be strong, you can't hide. ”

"Then, does Dr. Yu Yifan also know? He is also helping me with you? I just heard that Brother Yu is my sister's ex-boyfriend. Oh, I should have thought that you can't use him to help me, how can you use Dr. Yu to help me? ”

"Do you like him?" Shiyin asked me.

"Of course not! I have someone I like in my heart, and I always have it!"

"Who is he, can you say?" she said.

"Shen Yiwei!" This is the first time I have said these three words in front of my family, strange, there is no trace of surprise on the faces of my parents and Shiyin!

"We expected that. Shiyin said.

"What about Brother Yu!" I asked.

Thinking of Yu Yifan, I am really unspeakably disappointed!