"So, do you really treat me as a patient? Dr. Yu really just treats me as a patient?"

Thinking of Yu Yifan, thinking of my time with him day and night, I still can't believe it completely.

Am I really just one of his patients, just an ordinary, abnormal caregiver in their many patient files?

How stupid I am, I still think that I am a normal person, thinking that only I am the doctor who really prescribes a good prescription for myself, and the good prescription I prepared is Yu Yifan himself!

"He's not exactly treating you as a patient, you're my sister too!" replied Shiyin.

"If I hadn't been your sister, wouldn't it have been a different story!" I yearn for another appearance.

"Who knows! Actually, he didn't know anything at first, and he didn't know you were my sister until I rushed to the hospital. The world is so small, everything is so coincidental! And if it weren't for you, maybe we would have ...... It's broken!"

"We broke up a few years ago, and for all these years, I have been trying to forget about him, and since I am very busy at work, I have not been thinking about me and him. ”

"But you still can't forget that he is, so every time he comes, you have to avoid him, or can't he face you? so every time he comes, you have to take advantage ......of your absence? Or is there an agreement between you? Are you broken or not?"

I couldn't help but ask.

My father had already lowered his face and said to me: "Caiyun, she will be measured in her sister's affairs, and she can reconcile after breaking up, as long as neither of them has found a partner yet, they will have a chance." This is a great good thing for my family, Dr. Yu and your sister, your mother and I originally wanted to make do with them, Wang Haitao of the Wang family mentioned by those families, and the old Zhao family, in fact, no matter how good people say it, no matter how realistic what they see in the photos, how can it compare to what we see with our own eyes! Such good news, our family is exactly what we can't ask for, and our whole family fully supports it. In the future, you must also pay attention to your identity, and you can't get too close to Dr. Yu again. But then again, maybe one day we will become a family, which is great!"

My parents were overjoyed, and it seemed that all the misfortunes I had brought me no longer mattered.

"Sister, is it still possible for you to reconcile?" I had to continue to ask as my father said.

"I think I might, if he wants to, take the initiative again!" replied Shiyin.

How I wish Shiyin would shake her head, but she didn't, and I completely lost my false hope.

"Maybe you can't understand me, and I can't understand myself. He and I have lived together since we were children, we have not had biological parents since we were young, we are more like sisters and brothers. We had a difficult time abroad, and we were deeply in love with each other. But that's just in the past, and even if I go back this time, I don't think we'll start over, but ...... Actually, he didn't know what happened to me when I was a child, he boarded since I was a child, and I was adopted, and I had a new home, and I never went back to the red buttons, although I went back many times in my dreams!"

She sighed deeply: "But I'm not sure what he thinks, from the first time I went to the hospital and ran into him by chance, I saw him take all the responsibility for Caiyun instead of me, from the first time I learned that he came to visit you at home, I knew that what he likes now may be you, he sometimes doesn't seem to care about my feelings at all, we seem to be just working, just partners, not feelings." ”

Oh, sister, please forgive me, I have made you so uncertain!

I silently thought in my heart: Sister, please forgive me! I don't know about the past between you and Yu Yifan, if I had known, I wouldn't have agreed to go out alone with him again and again, let alone let myself have more fantasies.

Seeing that my mood gradually stabilized, my parents went back to the room to rest, and Shiyin stayed and lay down beside me.

"Caiyun, you have grown up, do you believe in love?" my sister asked me blankly.

Memories have become the wind, dreams have become lost, and I let out a sneer.

Shiyin still believes in love, love is just another dream and struggle that is both happy and shocking!

Did Yu Yifan love her? He told me that he was an unmarried, that I was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen in the world, and that he had a perfect ex-girlfriend like Shi Yin.

Maybe Yu Yifan loves himself, what is the difference between him and Shen Yiwei in essence? He knows that I am Shiyin's sister, but he still deliberately approaches me, which really makes me hateful!

The pale red bedlight permeated the room, reflecting everything in the room, and the two girls who had just opened their hearts, although they still had their own mental scars, looked extraordinarily charming.

With such a warm home and such a dear person, I really don't want to wake up and face the painful memories that have occupied almost all of my life.

"I'm thinking about Shen Yiwei, what kind of boy is he? Can I make my sister crazy for him, and I can't give up for him? I think I'm for Yu Yifan, I probably won't become like you, now, would you like to talk to me about him?"

"Me?" I hesitated.

Thinking of Shen Yiwei, those about his past, he really didn't dip in ink and was stupid, and a word just turned into a few threads of blood, where should I start?

"I'm not crazy about Shen Yiwei, I'm desperate for my stupidity. Sister, you know what, everything really seems like a dream. If it's a dream, how good it would be if he woke up from the dream if he was still alive, even if we wouldn't be together, I just wanted him to live! Sister, you must believe me, Doctor Yu and I, we really don't have anything! Nothing now, and so will we be. Just ask you not to tell him about my past, I am willing to be only one of his patients, he thinks of his patients, now that I have recovered, I don't want my privacy to be known to others!"

"It's a pity that Shen Yiwei is here at such a young age! You don't have to explain Yu Yifan's matter again and again, even if you like each other, what does it matter? I really don't doubt it, you don't have to be so taboo. Look at your current Dr. Yu is long and Dr. Yu is short, it makes me feel so strange when I listen to it, you still call him Brother Yu more kindly!"

Shiyin lifted the hair that I deliberately covered my eyes: "Look at you, your hair has grown again." Yes, sometimes the past is like a dream! But no matter whether it is a nightmare or a dream, it is the imprint of our real-life consciousness! I also have the same feelings as you, for example, since I was a child, I knew that I was not the biological daughter of my parents, so I always behaved very well, and I wished it wasn't true, I wouldn't have another parents! But it was a fact, and I couldn't avoid it. I really don't know what I'm going to do if I'm facing my own parents, will I want to, will I hate them, will I ignore them? Who knows? I hope it doesn't get as good as that day. That's why we're doing everything we can to find a way to wake you up and face the reality, maybe it's painful for a while, but you yourself will grow up because of it, so that you can have the courage to live and move on!"

"No, sister, you will always be my own sister!

Shiyin actually took the initiative to mention her life experience, and my tears couldn't help but flow silently.

She stretched out her hand, wiped the tears from my face, and said softly: "Let's talk to my sister about Shen Yiwei! Do you remember the game we played when we were kids? Write down all the unhappiness in each other's hearts on a piece of paper, crumple it into a paper ball, and then turn on the lighter, burn the paper ball, and the troubles will be gone. ”

"Sister, please forgive me, it's not that I don't want to say it, it's just that those are really in the past! If you must want to know, if it is the need for your medical research, then I will say it, you should listen to other people's stories, but only this once. ”

I began to describe it to her with great difficulty, searching for words I might use that would replace the melancholy, so that I could save some effort to continue.

Fortunately, Shiyin looked at me so softly, and fortunately, the light was so warm now, and I slowly closed my eyes.

There was a girl named Caiyun and a boy named Shen Yiwei, their young and innocent shadows jumped in front of my eyes, and their names hung on my lips.

Shi Yin, did she use any magic, or were they applying their techniques in the medical field, no matter what, she and Yu Yifan were really successful this time!

I took all the secrets stored in the black box of amnesia in my brain and began to convey them all in one go.

I've completely gone back in time, my past that I don't dare to think about, I dare not talk about.

I led Shiyin, Shen Yiwei and Gu Caiyun, back to the autumn of the seventeenth year, how warm and vibrant the campus of Yucai Middle School was wearing school uniforms everywhere.

"At that time, our family was still in that three-partition bungalow, and my parents went to the vegetable market every day to sell fruits and vegetables, and the family house was crowded. Sister, our family sent you on the plane, and you went abroad to study......"

"I failed the college entrance examination, you chose to stay in the United States, I was worried about the poor economic conditions at home, insisted on not wanting to repeat the study, I submitted my resume everywhere on the Internet, I was very lucky, I went to a company I liked, in Litian company, I and Shen Yiwei life is only as ...... as first seen"

"In Litian, I have a bunch of beautiful colleagues, life flies, I moved to the apartment dormitory, have my own little world, and many of the same big companions in the company, we are like a bird out of the fence, fly into the beautiful nature, all day crazy like a group of happy little angels........."

"However, Shen Yiwei, he has a fiancée, and they have children, I can't, I can only choose to give up, what I didn't expect is that he turned out to be ......."

I can't bear to say any more about the bad news of that morning.

"How the hell did he die? Are you sure he really died?" Shi Yin asked me mercilessly.

"It was the leader of the unit who told me, the whole company knows, I don't even know where his family lives, I also want to go to his cemetery with my own eyes, I haven't had the courage, I was going to go last time, I also asked his fiancée, but I just crashed into the car!"

"His fiancée?

"Yes, and his children. I remembered, I didn't go to the airport to pick you up and bumped into Brother Yu, I seemed to see his shadow, I went to chase, but I didn't catch up, so I suddenly ......"

"Whose shadow?" Shiyin took my hand and encouraged me.

"It's Shen Yiwei!Oh, sister, maybe I miss him too much and I'm dazzled. I didn't see his face, I only saw his back, I called his name but he didn't answer me, how could it be him? Why am I so confused? I chased after him unconsciously!"

"Where did you meet him? What happened to Xiao Yeqing later? Oh, there is new news on your mobile phone, is it Yu Yifan looking for you!"

I swiped the screen away.

"Are you there?" I saw the wheat field greeting me.

I almost didn't think about it, and I deleted it.

"It's not Brother Yu, it's a stranger. ”

I continued to chat with Shiyin, talking about how I met Yu Yifan that day, and all my memories were so clear.