Chapter 90: I rejected Gu Lanzhi
"Little girl, I've been waiting for you here. ”
Under the stars, his eyes looked at me with tenderness and pity, and they were so bright that I knew that as long as I took a brave step forward, I could have the vast stars.
But I couldn't do it after all.
I shook my head and cried, "I'm sorry. ”
Hearing Gu Lanzhi's sigh, he lowered his eyes and said: "Two months ago, you still chose Gu Tingchen, I don't know what kind of thoughts you have, but as long as it is your decision, I will support you, I hope you are happy from beginning to end, and I hope that you will be happy and healthy in this life! But little girl, you are not happy at all, in this case, why don't you give me a chance to let us go back to the past?"
Back to the past?!
Gu Lanzhi and I have no history.
But I was self-righteous and followed him for nine years.
The lights in the school building were slightly dim, and I stood downstairs at a loss, not knowing how to answer him.
But I know in my heart that Gu Lanzhi and I are a dream of my youth after all.
I couldn't get close to him, I couldn't hold his palm.
I can't give him a childless self.
I looked up at him with my head up, and said with a rare open heart: "I used to like you very much, I like it almost to death, reading your name can make me break my liver and intestines, even if I die, I am fearless, even now I meet you The mood is thrilling, and there is nowhere to put it! But Gu Lanzhi, too many things have happened in the nine years that I have followed you, such as I married your younger brother Gu Tingchen, for example, I have cancer and cannot have children; for example, I have now become a woman who is laughed at by the whole country!" Gu Lanzhi, how can it be so simple to go back?"
Gu Lanzhi knew the fear in my heart, and he gently comforted me and said, "Shi Sheng, you don't have to think about anyone or anything now, I just want to ask you, are you willing to be with me?"
Would you like to stay with me?
Gu Lanzhi asked the simplest and purest thoughts.
But there's no going back.
He and I will never go back.
After a pause, he said in a warm voice: "I've seen that video...... I feel sorry for you from the bottom of my heart, and I wonder how my little girl can be bullied so unprincipledly?"
Being bullied without principle......
I pursed my lips and refused with a very difficult feeling in my heart: "I'm sorry, I don't know why I became the way I am now, and I don't know why I didn't dare to go to you, but thank you for the warmth you once gave me." ”
I rejected Gu Lanzhi after all, his expression couldn't tell the joy and sorrow, but I could feel his heavy heart.
He asked me in a lingering voice, "Are you willing to give up on me?"
My face was stunned, I never thought that Gu Lanzhi would ask such a humble question.
I thought about it for a while and replied seriously: "You once said that there are too many people in this world who can't ask for it, whether I want it or not, I will give it up after all." ”
Gu Lanzhi, he should have his own happiness.
He shouldn't be with me, a woman who doesn't even have the ability to have children!
He should have a happy family, even a son and a daughter.
I admit that Gu Tingchen's statement that I can't give birth to a child really hit me hard, and it has become a wound in my heart that can no longer heal.
"Then can you listen to me play a song on the street where the wind lives?"
The street where the wind lives is the beginning of my fate with Gu Lan, and I always thought that it would end here.
But I said goodbye to him many times, but we never left completely.
Like old friends, they always have to find a time to get together and talk about some past bosom friends.
I raised my lips and smiled sweetly, "I can't ask for it." ”
Gu Lanzhi turned around and went to the classroom, I sat outside the wall and listened like a young man, tears rained down, I think my love when I was young can't go back after all!
The four-minute tune was fleeting, and I got up and left before I finished playing, and the summer wind blew my dress, blowing away my years and the love that I had worked so hard to forget.
......
It was late when I drove home, and I was tired of lying in bed and sent me a message before seeing my assistant, "Mr. Shi, the company has no other problems except for the five percent stock drop in the past two months due to the fallacy, and the business is in good condition, and I look forward to your return." ”
The impact of fallacies......
It should be the video of me begging Gu Tingchen in the rain.
I am the face of the Shi family, and I have definitely affected the company by doing this kind of thing.
I didn't reply to the assistant's message, I put down my phone and lay on the bed in a daze, very unstable.
When I woke up, it was already noon the next day, and there were many missed calls on my mobile phone that had been turned to silent.
Chu Xing, Ji Nuan, Yuan Yu and so on, including assistants.
Early in the morning I felt slightly tired to see these spirits.
I clicked on WeChat and saw the message sent to me by the assistant.
"Mr. Shi, look at the hot search. ”
It was like something terrible had happened.
I clicked on Weibo——
The first hot search is written Shi Sheng.
The second hot search is written pianist Gu Lanzhi.
The third hot search is the street where the wind lives.
The fourth hot search is Shi Sheng's men.
Men, these words are speechless.
I frowned and clicked in to see a video.
A video of me and Gu Lanzhi.
He was standing upstairs and I was standing downstairs.
He looked at me affectionately, I looked at him with tears, under the stars and moon, we are like a pair of beautiful people in film and television dramas.
This video recorded our words last night word for word, and even the picture was very high-definition, when I heard the sentence again, "I have looked for you, I have looked for you without hesitation, just like you have followed me for nine years, I have kept you in my heart for nine years." I forced myself to close the video.
I looked down at the comments, and all of them were scolding me for being a vixen.
Speaking of which, I've been on the hot search three times, and each time it's with a different man, and it's all in just two months.
It was difficult not to be misunderstood, and I became the target of everyone's attacks in an instant.
I quit Weibo and sent a message to my assistant, saying, "I'll deal with it at the company later." ”
This matter must be dealt with after all, otherwise Shijia stocks can't support me to toss like this.
I really feel unlucky, every time someone records a video, who is this?!
Who followed me to that school building?
I checked my enemies and found that those who had disputes with the interests of the Shi family were suspicious, and the scope was too large, so I simply stopped thinking about it, sat on the bed for a while and went to the bathroom to wash.
I changed my dress and drove to the company.
I was very surprised when I saw someone downstairs in the company, and I muttered, "Third brother, why are you here?"