Yun'an walked alone by the river in the townhouse, there is an artificial river, built very quietly, with large fields of flowers and lawns connected together, and the environment is excellent.

Li Chen came against the light, stood under the street lamp, and looked at him quietly.

Yun An stopped, he had been avoiding Li Chen all the time, trying not to meet, especially after suspecting that Li Chen was Brother Gu, he had a sense of weakness and panic, and he had been thinking about how he should face Li Chen.

Does he love Li Chen?

Does Li Chen love him?

"Why do you keep avoiding me. Li Chen walked over and broke the silence, Yun An was slightly shorter than him, but the two of them stood up together but they were almost the same height.

Yun An is thinner and taller, and Li Chen is more like a hanger, more robust than Yun An.

"I'm not hiding from you. Yun An said, he didn't admit that he was avoiding him at all, since he saw him and the fifth brother together, he didn't feel good in his heart, although he knew that he was a good friend of Brother Gu, maybe he misunderstood their relationship, but he was still a little unhappy in his heart.

Li Chen looked deeply, thinking of Gu Xingchen's words in the hospital that day.

Play with fire**.

He also had hardships, but also promises, and things he had to do.

"Yun'an, are you blaming me?"

"Nope. Yun An said, "What do I blame you? If you don't love me, it's not your fault, love Big Brother Gu, prove that you have sunshine, and you don't have anything wrong." If I were a man, I would also fall in love with Brother Gu. ”

Li Chen was speechless for a while, and he didn't know how to refute it, Yun An said it, but there was some happiness, it was really very happy, and there were some gloomy thoughts in his heart.

What did he mean by looking at me like that?

What does it mean not to love him and look at him with such eyes?

Ever wondered how he felt?

"You ......" Yun An was a little angry, "When we broke up, didn't we say that we should not meet again?"

But the intersection of work makes them have to meet.

"What do you want?" Li Chen asked, "Tell me, what do you want?"

"I want Gu Yuanan to live. Yun An looked straight into Li Chen's eyes and laughed at himself, "For a while, I felt like crazy, if only he were alive, I wouldn't be so embarrassed, and I even went crazy and felt that you and him were like a person." I went to investigate your middle school days, to investigate what you said, to investigate your circle of friends, but I found a fact, it turned out that there was really Li Chen, it turned out, he was really dead, only I was a fool. ”

He's a fool.

Five years and so on, one will not return.

Wait for him...... Lost heart.

The past few years between him and Li Chen have been like a joke, and he deeply understands that there is a person who occupies an indelible place in his heart, and he also understands it...... When he was with Li Chen, he didn't dare to think of Gu Yuanan, and when he thought of it, he always felt that he had betrayed him, so he desperately loved, desperately wanted to be happy, and wanted to use happiness to suppress the guilt in his heart, and suppress the thoughts and ridiculous expectations that he couldn't hide.

Because...... Li Chen is too much like Gu Yuanan.

He almost paralyzed himself.

I subconsciously felt that it was God's compensation for him, he waited for no return, and his soul was in another person's body, always accompanying him, at the beginning, he regarded Li Chen as a stand-in, but in the end, he fell in love with Li Chen again.

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