Li Chen, you say...... You love Big Brother Gu, just because he instructed him before he died, so take care of me. Yun An took a deep breath, but there was no one to take care of his beloved and take care of him in bed.

He looked at Li Chen fixedly, "Do you love me?"

Why, he said, just for Big Brother Gu to take care of him.

He didn't love him.

But he could see from Li Chen's eyes that the attachment and love were not that he had no feelings at all, why did he deny all this, he didn't even dare to admit that he loved himself.

Li Chen wanted to speak and stopped, his eyes were silent and sad, "Do I love you or not, don't you feel anything at all?"

"I'm asking you!" Yun An yelled, "If I ask you anything, you can answer me well!"

It is rare for him to speak loudly, he is not a roundworm in Li Chen's stomach, I don't know what he is thinking, it is he who said it himself, he loves Brother Gu, and he just takes care of him.

Take care......

What a care!

"Now, you answer me, do you love me?" Yun An asked.

Is this question so difficult to answer?

Not love, love, just a matter of words.

But he was silent.

Li Chen's silence is not a question that is difficult to answer, but after answering? Whether he loves Yun'an or not is not a difficult question to answer, he told a lie and did something wrong.

Lies and wrongs are constantly rolling up like a snowball, all the truth has been buried, and it doesn't matter what the truth is, he is most afraid that Yun An will be disappointed, and in the end, he will also let him down.

"I see. Yun An closed his eyes in pain, he couldn't look at Li Chen's eyes, and said that he liked him, but he didn't say anything about this matter, but he was never happy in his heart.

Love or not, he knows it very well in his heart.

"When Brother Gu died, I was very embarrassed, I was in a mess for a while, if I didn't have you by my side, I'm afraid I would have been dead a long time ago, after he died, I drank heavily, I took drugs, I degenerated, I indulged myself, people are not like people for half a year, ghosts are not like ghosts, I lost friends, lost my job, lost everything, no matter where Gu Xingchen and his wife took me to relax, I seemed to be able to see Brother Gu's figure, I said it well in front of them, I will work hard to live, live well, in a place they can't see, I go to find drug dealers, I go to buy drunk, I and a group of bad teenagers huddled in a dim room to take drugs, drunk and dreaming of deathIt was like I was living in a swamp. ”

"I promised him that I would not commit suicide, but I couldn't find the slightest hope of living, I was wondering how long I could last, half a year, a year, two years? Or ten years, life is too cold, too lonely, only drunk, quiet in the life of nine deaths of drugs, I can indulge, I think I should die in a year at most, maybe one day the social news will have a scandal of a teenager appraiser who died of a drug overdose. ”

"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have been able to get out of that quagmire, because you are too similar to Brother Gu...... You're as tall as he is, you're as reassuring as he is, you're as fond of the same scent as he is, you have the same reassuring eyes as he is, you're as warm as he is to give me the warmest hugs, and you're so gentle when you even call me a waste...... Li Chen, I treat you as him, for a long, long time, I don't love you, but I love your breath, your voice, your eyes, and your ...... Hug, but I don't love you. ”

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