361: Ji Feixiu 'I can't let it go'

Zhou Yanqing pursed her lips, and then picked up a cup of tea.

"Don't run away!" he grabbed her arm.

Zhou Yanqing was a little helpless: "Isn't it good to be friends?"

Ji Feixiu opened his mouth and stammered, and only after a while did he say with red eyes: "Chu Liumu once asked me, I like you, is it out of my own heart, or because Liang Wenxi." ”

He said he liked her, and it was the first time he had expressed his heart so candidly.

He bit his own lip, and the crimson in the corners of his eyes seemed to be deeper.

"I guess how I got started, it doesn't matter. All I know is that I planted it, and I know I can't let it go. ”

He grabbed her hand in the crook of her arm, and couldn't help but tighten it a little.

Zhou Yanqing put down the teacup, she looked at him, and ...... for a while, "Although you are essentially the same, I must also admit that since I know the ...... My mindset has really changed. ”

She took a deep breath.

"I've got to admit, I can't handle that right. My intellect tells me that since I like someone, I should accept it all regardless of the advantages and disadvantages. It's like you're the same person, and I should accept them all. ”

"But I only have one heart, I gave it to Liang Wenxi in the past when I was young, and now I give it to ask. ”

"I can't grasp the distance between me and you. ”

It's like her correspondence with Xuan Ye, it's like trying not to think deeply after having a relationship with Jiang Jianchen.

She sometimes thinks that she is a scumbag, maybe she is naturally passionate, she will feel guilty, she will feel guilty, she will be ashamed, but she can't do it all.

Moreover, if you count these things that have happened in the past, almost all of them are a bit of a coincidence. For example, she and Xuan Ye are because Xuan Ye has been drugged. She is with Jiang Jianchen because her physique is too strange.

There are always many irresistible factors, and the development of the situation is out of her control.

And she is currently ...... with these people, in addition to asking Including the young man, the maximum that can be accepted is friendship.

Ji Feixiu stared at her for a long time, and suddenly seemed to be deflated, and he collapsed in his chair.

"You were born to defeat me. ”

He looked at the blue sky and white clouds, and he didn't know how much powerlessness he felt in his heart.

He tugged at the corners of his lips forcefully.

"It's always been me who has been making myself amorous, for you, if you can have one less ambiguity, you don't dare to refuse directly, lie to yourself You can be friends with Xuan Ye, is it really open-minded, or are you afraid of breaking someone's heart?"

"Because he is too special to you, and you know that we are all part of him, but you paradoxically treat us as separate individuals. Are you afraid that refusing too directly will make him sad? So what are you expecting?"

"Expect him to love you?"

"If so, what about your ask?"

He sneered, but his eyes seemed to be misty.

"You're really complicated, but if it were you, I'd probably be just as complicated. No...... Maybe I'm wrong. ”

He looked at her: "I don't choose what to say, I apologize." Forget that you said that your heart was given to him before, but now it is not in Him. ”

He smiled hoarsely again.

Some affection is above any emotion.

For example, she is ...... to Mr. Sin

As for the relationship between her and Liang Wenxi, Ji Feixiu felt that she liked Liang Wenxi, but not love.