362: Because she has no future
The relationship between men and women occurs because each other is a mature soul, as if it came into being.
For her, Liang Wenxi can probably comfort her more, whenever she is tired, as long as that person is by her side, her heart can be calm, and she can be soothed by Liang Wenxi.
If she hadn't lost her memory, she would always have only one Butcher in her heart.
And if she doesn't recover her memory, maybe one day in the future she will really fall in love with the silly Liang Wenxi......
It's a pity that there is a personnel dilemma.
Once upon a time, now, there were too many entanglements, and she remembered too much.
On the other hand, the recovery of memories also put her feelings in a catastrophe, which is the beginning of a complicated situation.
Maybe even she feels lost, and her mood has nowhere to put it.
Ji Feixiu buried his face in his palm, he took a deep breath, and only continued this posture for a long time before asking, "If one day, I disappear, will you be reluctant?"
Zhou Yanqing looked over with a stunned expression.
He asked himself, "Yes." ”
"It's a good acquaintance, people like you are actually very nostalgic and emotional. So if one day I'm gone, at least you'll think of me once in a while. ”
"Ji Feixiu?" Zhou Yanqing suddenly grabbed his wrist.
He raised his eyebrows and smiled: "It's just a joke, what are you nervous about." ”
Zhou Yanqing pursed her lips: "Your tone doesn't look like a joke." What do you want to do?"
Ji Feixiu smiled weakly: "What do I want to do, what can I do?" I feel like my heart is broken now. But if it's broken, it's broken, so what?"
Zhou Yanqing looked at the blue sky outside the pavilion: "If you ...... Write to me like Xuan Ye did, and I'll write back to you. ”
Ji Feixiu gritted his teeth: "I'm not Xuan Ye!"
Zhou Yanqing glanced at him and asked, "I shouldn't have replied to him, right?"
She was moved by Xuan Ye's 'friend' at the time, but maybe she was thinking too simply, and she was not thinking about it.
Ji Feixiu shook his head: "You can do whatever you want, just be happy." ”
Zhou Yanqing was silent.
He laughed a smile that was uglier than crying, and raised his hand to rub her head fiercely. "Everyone is coaxing you, they all want to make you happy, don't live up to their wishes, or I will force you. ”
Zhou Yanqing was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "Okay, I'll try my best." ”
He was afraid that she would be unhappy, so even if he was jealous to death, he didn't think about using it seriously.
Zhou Yanqing held his cheek with one hand and peeled a lychee for him.
"What do you think of us?"
Ji Feixiu said lazily while eating lychees: "You ask me about the future, can you see the future?"
Zhou Yanqing was speechless.
A long silence ensued, until the two of them shared a plate of fruit.
Ji Feixiu got up, and he smiled a little sadly: "Do you think, am I stupid?"
She thought for a moment before she said, "Maybe it's a little silly usually, but it's a big deal, and you can handle it clearly." ”
Ji Feixiu continued to laugh: "Then let me tell you, do you know why you don't dare to be vigorous and dare not love without scruples?"
“......”
"Because you don't have a future. ”
He looked at her with pity.
"The future you see is blood and sacrifice, life is dying, maybe even you will die, so you don't think about the future. And even if you have thought about it, the future you imagine is not yourself. ”
Ji Feixiu stretched, and he walked outside the pavilion with his back to him.