Chapter 223: Lin Tingxue's heartfelt words

I just want to help you, nothing else!

This sentence made Xiang Dong a little trance-like.

The meaning of Lin Tingxue's words is definitely not just the meaning on the surface, can it be ......

Impossible, how is this possible, I and Lin Tingxue are not people of the same world at all, how can Lin Tingxue like me?

As soon as this idea popped up, Xiang Dong hastened to deny it.

He knows himself too clearly, a poor college graduate with a bad temper and no connections, since he entered the society, he has been wandering in the small staff positions of various companies, so many years, he has not even done it at the supervisor level.

People like him, who grasp a lot of money in society, say that they have a job to support their families, and if they don't sound good, they are just a little better than the workers at the bottom.

People like them are like this in this life, and they can't do anything big.

Would an ordinary salaryman dare to marry the female president of a large company?

Can't!

Even if you dare, it would be a pipe dream.

Therefore, Xiang Dong never thought of such an unrealistic thing, nor did he ever think that there would be other feelings between him and Lin Tingxue besides friendship.

However, Lin Tingxue's words just now gave him a heavy blow.

What he didn't dare to think about, Lin Tingxue was thinking.

Even if this sentence was said by Lin Tingxue himself, Xiang Dong still felt that it was incredible and unrealistic.

This sentence made him ease up for a while, and he also got used to it for a while, but he found that he couldn't adapt to it at all.

Because he couldn't believe it anyway, Lin Tingxue's feelings for him would be liked!

A high-flying female president would like someone who is nothing?

This is reality, this is not a novel, Xiang Dong does not dare to dream like this.

He relented for a while before he finally had the courage to speak, "Listen to Xue, you—you're not kidding me, ......are you? This gap ......"

Xiang Dong didn't say it directly, but his embarrassed expression still said it all.

Lin Tingxue smiled bitterly and continued, "I knew that you must be worried about these, and it was the same as I guessed. To the east, in my heart, there is no hierarchical difference between you and me at all. I have never regarded myself as a high-ranking female president, nor have I ever regarded you as an ordinary small worker. Because in my heart, you will always be the one who would desperately protect me when I was in danger when I was a child. ”

"That's right, I like you, I've liked you since I was a child, and this liking has never changed. ”

"I didn't dare to tell you before, because I was a girl, a girl, I always have to be a little embarrassed, I also thought I was good to you, you can feel it, you will be like me, you also like me. So I waited for you to confess to me, I waited and waited, I didn't wait for your confession, but waited for the fact that you were with another woman. ”

"When I knew you were with Simona, my heart hurt like a hammer, it hurt so badly. But at the same time, I told myself, you don't like me, I shouldn't force you. To like someone is to support him in all the decisions he makes. Simona is a good girl, so when you're with her, I can tell myself that as long as you're happy. ”

"Later, you broke up with Simona, and I wondered if you would reconsider me. For a while, I couldn't sleep because of this, and you said it was ridiculous, or not?"

"I'm still the same as before, stupidly waiting, waiting, waiting for you to find out what I like about you, and I'm alive waiting for you to understand what you like about me. You'll confess to me that the two of us can still be together again. But you didn't, you're with Gao Mei......"

"You tell me, people in this kind of place, don't talk about feelings and feelings, it's very unrealistic, it's ridiculous, men and women are together, not only can they talk about feelings, but also about sex. I really didn't expect these words to come out of your mouth at that time, and it was like ...... It's like you've suddenly become someone I don't know. ”

"Obviously, your face looks so familiar, obviously you are the person I know, but every time I stand with you, I only have a strange feeling, as if I don't know you at all. ”

"Maybe you've changed, or maybe I'm too stupid, and I'm still thinking about you when I was a kid and said I would protect me for the rest of my life. I actually believed it to be true, thinking that the words we said and the things we did when we were children, you would achieve them one by one. ”

"Hehe, you say me, aren't you stupid?"

Although Lin Tingxue was laughing, Xiang Dong saw an expression of despair on her face that was more desperate than despair.

This is a kind of helpless despair, a kind of despair that realizes that you are stupid after recognizing reality.

This expression deeply pierced Xiang Dong's heart, making him feel that it hurt even to breathe.

He didn't expect that Lin Tingxue would have such strong feelings for himself, and he didn't expect that this stupid woman would actually endure so much.

Xiang Dong didn't know what to say because he felt that he didn't have the face to say anything.

Lin Tingxue silently paid so much for him, but he was stupid and didn't feel it at all, and did so many things that hurt him.

It's that he's too wooden, it's that he's too stupid!

He didn't even find out early that a girl helps a boy unconditionally, it is love, it is deep love!

In this world, no one owes anyone that.

Even if the relationship between two people of the opposite sex is good, it is impossible to live their lives.

However, how many times did Lin Tingxue almost give up her life in order to go east?

When she was in the quagmire, she went down to save Xiang Dong regardless of her own life, and when she fought the crocodile, she desperately blocked the picture in front of Xiang Dong, and when Xiang Dong was not confident, she built up a picture of Xiang Dong's confidence little by little......

This is not only what two good friends should do, but also because it is all based on Lin Tingxue's special feelings for Xiang Dong.

Because she loves Xiangdong, she doesn't want to have an accident with Xiangdong, Xiangdong is not confident, so she helps Xiangdong build up her self-confidence little by little.

She sat all this for Xiang Dong in obscurity, put this love in her heart, and watched Xiang Dong kiss me and me with other women......

Xiang Dong didn't dare to think about it anymore, the more he thought about it, the more he felt that he was a bastard, and a person like himself didn't deserve to be liked by Lin Tingxue at all.

After a short silence, Lin Tingxue continued, "Whew...... I didn't plan to tell you these words, I thought we would stay here for the rest of our lives, but I didn't expect that the world was changing, and we actually discovered the power gear. ”

"Now that I'm leaving here, I feel that there is no need to hide some words in my heart anymore. Because if you don't say it now, you won't have a chance to say it in the future. ”

"You don't know how uncomfortable these words have been hidden in my heart for so long, and now that they have finally come out, how relaxed my heart is. Ahh

Lin Tingxue made a trumpet shape with her hands and shouted in the direction of the sea.

Xiang Dong opened his mouth and wanted to speak, but his voice seemed to be stuck in his throat, and he couldn't make a sound.

Because he found that he didn't even know what to say at the moment, apologize, or make amends?

It doesn't seem to work!

He knew that he had completely broken Lin Tingxue's heart, so she had the courage to say all this.

It's not what she wants, but she thinks about it, and she wants to put an end to this fruitless relationship.

In other words, when Lin Tingxue decided to say these words, it would no longer be possible between her and Xiangdong.

Xiang Dong couldn't tell what his mood was at the moment, he only knew that he was sorry for Lin Tingxue.

No matter how many words you say, you can't make up for the damage to Lin Tingxue, and no matter how sincere you blame yourself, you can't change what happened in a shock.

Xiang Dong's heart was heavy, as if he was pressing a stone.

He doesn't know when Lin Tingxue left, he doesn't know what kind of relationship he and Lin Tingxue will become in the future, and he doesn't know if there will be an intersection between him and Lin Tingxue after leaving here?

He looked at the sea, watched the waves roll, and his heart felt as if he were dead.

Xiang Dong is not regretting the things he did, nor is he regretting why he didn't find out Lin Tingxue's mind earlier, let alone thinking about how to make up for the mistakes he made......

He was just thinking that from now on, would he and Lin Tingxue only stay at the level of ordinary friends?

Xiang Dong is reluctant to listen to Lin Tingxue, this kind of reluctance is a kind of reluctance that cannot be separated.

It could be a liking, a dependence, or a habit......

Anyway, in short, he just can't bear it.

He didn't want to become the most familiar stranger with Lin Tingxue, and he didn't want to leave here, and the two of them would never contact each other again.

He has no relatives in this world, and Lin Tingxue is his only relative.

And now, Lin Tingxue suddenly said such a thing to him, which made him feel in a trance that he was about to lose his last relative.

Since then, he has really become a loner, and there is no one in this world who can accompany him and take care of him.

Every time I think of this, Xiang Dong's heart throbs.

However, who can he blame, he and Lin Tingxue have come to this point, and they are not all caused by himself?

He likes Lin Tingxue, but he always doesn't dare to express his heart to Lin Tingxue because of some concerns.

If he could have taken the initiative and had less worries, then he and Lin Tingxue might already be lovers.

It was his cowardice and lack of self-confidence that brought the two of them to this point.

It was he who pushed Lin Tingxue away from his side.