Leaving may mean going our separate ways from now on, never to be in touch again.

Everything that happens here, everything that is built, is like a bubble, and with the arrival of the word "leave", it will eventually turn into a bubble and disappear.

To the east?

Soon, Xiang Dong will become the useless little clerk he used to be, living a busy and hard job every day, struggling for life.

Soon, Xiang Dong will become a complete person, like a lonely leaf.

Spinning, the wanderer, briefly landed in a sea of flowers, and thought that his life had been changed.

After the flowers have withered, he will eventually return to the embrace of the earth and become a touch of fertilizer to nourish others.

Joy belongs to others, and what is left to the east is only a helpless "hehe".

In the evening, everyone convened a bonfire party, and when the bonfire was burning, it was bright to see.

Everyone was busy preparing food, wine, and choreographing beautiful dances.

Many people have the words happiness and joy written on their faces.

It's like I'm leaving here tomorrow.

Xiang Dong, who had been on the beach for an afternoon, finally came back when it was dark and he couldn't see his fingers, and what he saw was such a picture of singing and dancing.

Lin Tingxue is still like a nobody, blending in with everyone.

She was also busy and preparing for all this, and the look of despair that had appeared on her face before seemed to suddenly disappear again.

Xiang Dong wasn't sure if she had really let go of everything or if she had disguised herself too well, but he hoped it was the former.

He hoped that Lin Tingxue really let go of everything and lived happily for herself.

Because, he is not equipped with Lin Tingxue at all, no matter how worried he is, he is a bastard.

A bastard like him doesn't deserve Lin Tingxue's love at all.

Xiang Dong found a quick open space to sit down, far away from Lin Tingxue, and then watched the picture of everyone singing and dancing like this.

He poured himself a glass of wine, tilted his head, and drank it all in one go.

This sake is a grain wine that has just been brewed, and it is very fermented and has a very spicy taste.

Xiang Dong was choked, that feeling was really uncomfortable.

But in this way, he seemed to be in a less uncomfortable mood when he was briefly paralyzed by alcohol.

Is this what it is like to drown your sorrows with wine?

First experience to the east!

It's really uncomfortable!

I think that when I had a quarrel with Song Wei, Xiang Dong had never been like this, why? Because Lin Tingxue was there, Lin Tingxue encouraged Xiang Dong, and she opened to the east, Xiang Dong was not very uncomfortable at all.

and Simona, Gao Mei and so on......

Xiang Dong has never felt so uncomfortable, only Lin Tingxue said today, Xiang Dong really experienced the feeling of a knife piercing his heart.

Hurt!

Unconsciously, Xiang Dong's nose was very sore, and his eyes were moistened.

He didn't want to cry, because he wasn't so hypocritical, and he could think of what Lin Tingxue said in the afternoon, and Xiang Dong couldn't control himself.

That feeling of losing a loved one is really uncomfortable.

The last time Xiang Dong was uncomfortable like this, it was when his parents were in a car accident.

For so many years, Xiang Dong has worked hard and struggled alone, and slowly developed a more tenacious character, he thought that he was like a weed, and he could live wherever he was lost.

He has experienced all kinds of winds and waves, so there is nothing to fear.

However, Lin Tingxue made him afraid.

He thought he had no weakness, but he didn't know that Lin Tingxue had already unknowingly become his weakness.

He is a relative, a friend, and a person who likes and loves beyond Lin Tingxue......

He relied on Lin Tingxue and was accustomed to the days when Lin Tingxue was there, and completely regarded Lin Tingxue as his own relative and never left for the rest of his life.

But now, Lin Tingxue was lost by him, he had no relatives, and he was lonely again.

Xiang Dong lowered his head and quietly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"Hey, what are you doing here, come and play with us. Gao Mei suddenly ran over and pulled the clothes of the cart to the east.

Xiang Dong hurriedly wiped away his tears so that his emotions would not be seen.

But he was really in a bad mood and didn't have the heart to play at all.

He turned his hand away, "You play, I want to sit alone for a while." ”

"What's wrong, you're in a bad mood?"

"No, it's just a little tired and I don't want to move. Leave me alone, play by yourself. ”

Gao Mei didn't listen to him, and pulled Xiang Dong up, "On such a happy day, how can you do it without you." Hurry up, come with us. ”

Not only Gao Mei, but also several other girls also gathered around and pulled Xiangdong to play with him.

Xiang Dong was surrounded by a crowd, they were singing, dancing and singing loudly, Xiang Dong was like an alternative, and he seemed so unsociable in the middle.

The more lively and happy others are, the more uncomfortable Xiang Dong's heart becomes.

Because he knows that this kind of excitement and happiness will not belong to him in the near future, he is a loser, an ordinary ordinary person who can no longer be ordinary.

Happiness and happiness belong to others, and Xiangdong only has no confidence and self-blame!

If Xiang Dong could use sadness to hide his emotions just now, then now, he suddenly didn't want to hide it.

He wanted to cry and laugh out loud!

Because the pain that was suppressed in my heart was so uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

"Hahaha...... Hahaha...... "Dancing to the east, writhing around in the crowd like a psychopath."

When others saw it, they thought he was cheering, but only Xiang Dong knew in his heart how uncomfortable he was.

He can't cry because it will attract the attention of others and make people want to be crooked.

He could only use laughter to hide his sadness and his reluctance to Lin Tingxue in his heart.

Xiang Dong didn't know how he got back to the house, and he didn't know how he came back, and in the end, his consciousness was hazy, he would cry and laugh for a while, and his emotions were not under his control at all.

"What's going on with this to the east?"

"One will cry and one will laugh, like a madman. ”

"Maybe he doesn't want to leave here at all, you think about it, he is here to read the scenery and Dora Feng, if he leaves here, he will be nothing, and he will have to return to his previous life. ”

That seems to be the case. ”

"That Xiangdong is too pitiful, life has finally been counterattacked, and this time there is a return to the past. ”

"Everything is like a dream, it comes and goes fast, hey!"

The crowd left one after another.

Xiang Dong was rolling on the bed, very uncomfortable.

I didn't want to drink so much, but then I couldn't control it while drinking, and I drank too much when I couldn't control it.

The newly brewed grain wine is very strong, and Xiangdong is now dazed and uncomfortable.

Isn't it said that alcohol can numb people's nerves, why does Xiang Dong not feel that he is paralyzed at all now, but the shadow of Lin Tingxue appears more and more clearly in his mind.

Her smile, every move, every time she pays for the east......

The bits and pieces that he and Lin Tingxue have experienced here, every day they have lived, and everything they have done, are like playing a movie, appearing frequently in Xiang Dong's mind......

Xiang Dong didn't want to think about it, because when he saw these pictures, he would think of Lin Tingxue about to leave him, and he would be so uncomfortable.

But at the same time, he wanted to think about these pictures, because these pictures were so precious and happy.

In these pictures, he and Lin Tingxue are still as careless as before, they can say whatever they want, laugh when they want to laugh, cry when they want to cry, and do whatever they want......

He's conflicted and entangled right now.

He didn't know if he should think or not.

Xiang Dong wants to cry!

"Listen to the snow, listen to the snow......" murmured to the east.

The more this is the case, the more uncomfortable his heart is, but the more uncomfortable he is, the more he can't let go.

Xiang Dong didn't know that he originally regarded Lin Tingxue as more important than his own life, and he would rather lose his life than Lin Tingxue.

It's a pity that all this woke up too late, and Lin Tingxue was already lost by him.

Xiang Dong hugged the quilt and cried very unproductively, making a fuss for a while, calling Lin Tingxue's name for a while, like a person in lovelorn.

Zhang Chao on the side looked at him and sighed helplessly.

However, Zhang Chao didn't say anything, just found a free place to lie down and prepare to rest.

But Xiang Dong has been chanting Lin Tingxue's name all night, where can he sleep.

This night, Zhang Chaoke was miserable.

The morning sun shines through the window, and the strength of the wine has not passed, and Xiang Dong still has a headache.

But he was awake and conscious, and his head was heavy, as if it had been filled with lead.

The stamina of the grain and wine is really big, and Xiang Dong's head is as uncomfortable as if it is about to crack.

"Suck ......"

Headache, head just so much.

The mouth was also dry, and Xiang Dong wanted to drink water, but when he moved, he ran into Zhang Chao on the side.

Zhang Chao turned over and continued to sleep.

Xiang Dong didn't pay attention to it, and climbed straight out of bed.

The water in the kettle was empty, which made Xiang Dong speechless.

"Hu ......" sat down on the table to the east, feeling tired, having a headache, and being in a bad mood, and the whole person was uncomfortable.

But he still seems to be drinking, because he drank too much, his consciousness is hazy, and he doesn't remember the pain anyway.

Seeing Xiang Dong pick up the wine bottle again, Zhang Chao couldn't help but remind, "You still drink, I was uncomfortable all night last night, it's not enough?"

"Goodong", Xiang Dong ignored it and took a big sip directly.

He said listlessly, "It's uncomfortable, it's uncomfortable anyway, it's better when you're drunk, you don't know anything, and it's not so uncomfortable." ”