Chapter 38: Am I a Dove Occupying the Magpie's Nest?
Listen carefully, there is a touch of fragility in his words.
and frustration with the status quo.
If I had ever heard that, I would have rejoiced.
I closed my eyes and didn't speak, nor did I break free of his embrace, the two of them were frozen here for a long time, and after a while, Gu Tingchen let go of me, and asked in a faint voice: "What room do you live in?"
I frowned and said, "You might as well open your own room." ”
Gu Tingchen entered the hotel as if he didn't hear my words, I stood at the door and waited for a long time before entering, entered the elevator and pressed the fifth floor, went out to find my hotel room and opened the door.
The moment I pushed the door open, I was stunned, "How come you even know what room I live in?"
I definitely didn't tell Ji Nuan about this.
Gu Tingchen took off his tie and explained indifferently: "It's really unfortunate, you live in the hotel property under my name, and there is another matter, Ji Nuan has never contacted me at all." ”
I looked at him in surprise and asked, "So you knew I was in Tongcheng from the time I checked into this hotel and registered with my ID card? When did you come here? How long have you been waiting outside?"
I obviously want to escape from Wucheng and escape from him.
But he got into his realm like a fool.
Gu Tingchen hooked his lips and smiled without saying a word, he seemed to be in a very happy mood, but he was obviously angry to death.
I was also depressed in my heart, I went in to find my suitcase, and seeing that I was packing my clothes, Gu Tingchen didn't stop me, and he said lightly after watching me finish packing, "You can't escape, Shi Sheng, I'll go wherever you go, anyway, I have time to spend with you now." ”
I paused and asked with a cold expression, "What do you want?"
The two of us are like a dead knot, the kind that can't be untied, it's not because of me, it's because he's stalking.
After the amnesia, Gu Tingchen treated me stubbornly.
"Remarry me and be my Mrs. Gu. ”
I subconsciously said, "No way." ”
I will never be his wife Gu again in this life.
Seeing that I refused too resolutely, Gu Tingchen's face was ugly, he raised his hand to touch my cheek, I turned my head sideways to dodge, he squatted down and looked at me who was squatting on the ground, his eyes were deep, as if there were thousands of bright lights, my eyes hurt, and my eyes were sour.
I still can't be heartless, I will still be emotionally aroused by him.
These emotions all come from the past, pain, depression, helplessness, and greed.
I suddenly understood why they all said that it was Gu Tingchen who had been with me for three years.
This man is a pain in my heart, and it is also the love in my heart, even if this love is passed on.
As Ji Nuan said, Gu Lanzhi's appearance was short-lived, he was the one who brought me to know Gu Tingchen, thinking of this, my obsession nine years ago seems to be a little broken.
This feeling made me super depressed and made my faith falter.
I lowered my eyes and heard him say: "Shi Sheng, I lost that memory, I don't know what happened to us, this feeling of not being able to control my own hands is very hesitant, you are the president of the Shi family, you are used to controlling everything, you can understand my feelings! Shi Sheng, I want to get back that memory, the doctor said that I want to have more contact with people and things in the past, and you are the most critical person." ”
I am the president of the Shi family, and I am often in a high position, so I naturally understand the feeling that the big people are used to being in control of everything.
I stood up and smiled indifferently and asked, "Why do you think I'll help you?"
Gu Tingchen also stood up, he turned his head to look at the slightly rippling river outside the window, and said softly in a low and magnetic voice: "If you want to fall in love and want to be pampered, I can give you all of this, I want to get back my memory, we just hit it off! Shi Sheng, let's give each other a chance." ”
He said, if you want to fall in love and want to be pampered, I can give you all of this......
He once gave it to me, but he didn't last a few days and left my world.
When we met again, he was going to send my friend to prison, and no matter how much I begged him, it didn't help.
Even if I was talking about the child at the time, "Gu Tingchen, I didn't mess with you when you took away my child two years ago, even if the doctor said that I would no longer be qualified to be a mother, I didn't mess with you! You took away my qualification to be a mother, and now I let you let Ji Nuan change one, is it okay?"
At that time, Gu Tingchen was very kind to Wen Ruyan, and he was extremely cold and cruel to me, so I looked very pitiful in comparison, after all, he had no love for me at that time.
A man who doesn't have love for me can understand what he does.
But I can't forgive him, after all, he was like this when I was his wife.
He never respected me, he didn't respect his own wife.
I walked to Gu Tingchen's side and held his palm and clasped his ten fingers, he looked stunned, I raised it in front of me and asked indifferently: "Why do you think I lack your love?"
Gu Tingchen: "......"
Whoever I am looking for to fall in love with will never be their Gu family brother.
I asked, "Don't you want to know what happened to us?"
Gu Tingchen tightened his palms suddenly, my palms were white, and I pretended to be calm and smiled and said: "Nine years ago, I fell in love with a man and often followed him as my own faith, but soon after he left my world, six years later, your father found me and asked me to marry your Gu family, you know the Shi family at that time, high up, looking at Wucheng, and your Gu family is just a technology company that has just emerged for ten years, I naturally rejected him!"
Gu Tingchen pursed his lips, was silent for a while and asked, "Then what?"
I still remember that when Chairman Gu took out that photo, my heart trembled, and I had hope for life, and my only thought at that time was to marry him, no matter what the price was.
So when I learned about Wen Ruyan's existence, I took the initiative to find that woman, like other wealthy women, to solve the warbler grass outside her husband, and even had to suffer this by myself.
I moistened my eyes and asked, "Your father took out your photo, and I thought you were him, so he married you without hesitation, and you tortured me for three years and killed the child in my belly! How do you think my son's uterine cancer came about? How do you think my body was destroyed?"
In the face of my voice accusation, Gu Tingchen's pupils constricted and he took a step back sharply.
I stretched out my hand to cover my eyes, and silently shed tears and said: "When my body has not recovered, you forcibly have sex with me! I can't bear to refuse you, because I think you are Gu Lanzhi, so I can never refuse you! Even if you hurt me like that, I can forgive you unconditionally and do my best to treat you well! I am willing to give you all the Shi family until I die!"
The more selfless I say, the more it hurts Gu Tingchen, because these are all referring to Gu Lanzhi.
I don't know why I did it, I just felt happy to say it.
Give him back little by little the hurt he once gave me.
Gu Tingchen's voice was like a thousand catties of iron, and he asked heavily: "So, I'm a dove occupying the magpie's nest?"
I let go of his palm and looked up at him.
His eyes were red, probably because of my words.
After all, he is a very possessive man, and he can't allow himself to enjoy the love of others as others, so I thought about it and said truthfully: "Yes, at least the man I love is not you." ”