Chapter 37: His Heart

Very light, very light kiss.

So light that I could only smell the faint aroma of wine between his lips and teeth.

My body was soft in his, and he put his arm around my waist and lent me strength.

I looked at him in a daze, wanting to ask him if he would like to have a relationship with me, spoil me, love me, and love me.

Naturally, he can leave at any time like he treats other women.

But just as I was about to ask, he deepened the kiss, and I hugged his neck and kissed him passionately, without any lust, but found a place of driftwood in the vast sea where I could wait.

After a long time he let go of me and stared at me like a seductive goblin, there was a burning light in the depths of his eyes, I looked at him and smiled, he touched my cheek and asked, "How does the wine taste?"

I laughed and said, "It's not like I haven't drunk." ”

Fu Xi smiled without saying a word, and then pulled me out of the bar.

I was gasping for breath in the car, and when he saw my unproductive appearance, he started the car and joked, "Look at the world you haven't seen the world, baby, I have a question for you." ”

I asked, "What's the problem?"

He held the steering wheel with one arm, and fastened the seat belt for me with the other, looking at me with heavy eyes at the moment, such a serious Fu Xi made me a little uncomfortable, "What is the problem?"

He retracted his smile and asked, "How does it feel to kiss me?"

Me: "......"

I don't know how to answer his question.

It feels complicated, except that there is no lust.

At that moment, it was the excitement and joy of life that there was no rejection.

Besides, I don't want to turn him down.

After all, the purpose of my coming to Tongcheng is also him.

I bit my lip and thought about it and said, "It's fragrant." ”

He squinted and asked, "What smells good?"

"The wine tasted good. ”

Fu Xi sighed and said, "It's not promising." ”

Then he drove me to dinner.

After eating and chatting about the current situation for a while, Fu Xi has been living as usual, he asked me what I plan to do next, I exhaled and said melancholy: "I don't want to go back to Wucheng in a short time." ”

There were so many people there that I didn't want to meet.

He suddenly said, "You give me Chu Xing's contact information." ”

I held the glass and asked, "What are you going to do?"

"I know a few professors in medicine who have made a lot of achievements in uterine cancer, and I can tell you about the past. After being silent for a while, Fu Xi said angrily: "In this world, you are stupid, tossing yourself like this for a man, Gu Lanzhi's side...... Are you sure you want to give up?"

I just told Fu Xi all my recent experiences, and I can find myself a listener, I thought for a while and said: "How can it be so easy to give up after nine years of obsession? Fu Xi, what is more terrible than nine years of obsession is to pay the wrong sincerity, I really have nothing now." ”

All that little pure love I had was gone.

", don't you still have a master?"

Hearing this, I looked at him with burning eyes.

He frowned and asked, "Why are you staring at me like this?"

"Seriously, I'm looking for someone who can get out of a relationship. ”

Fu Xi was silent, I got up and said, "Send me back." ”

The hotel is not far from where we eat, Fu Xi sent me back on foot, at the door of the hotel I suddenly stood still, looked at him hesitantly, he asked, "What do you want me to do?"

"Fu Xi, I want to fall in love with you. ”

Fu Xi asked me calmly, "Give me a reason." ”

"I want to get a taste of what it's like to be pampered, and it's okay to pretend to be fine. ”

That's the reason I've always wanted to fall in love.

I want to experience what it's like to be loved and pampered.

Under the street lamp, our figures dragged on for a long time, Fu Xi chuckled lightly, stretched out his hand and gently flicked the corner of my forehead, and said with a smile: "Silly girl, you want to pamper me and give it to you, but I'm sorry I can't fall in love with you, because what I want is reciprocal love, and you don't ......have me in your heart."

I thought that the one who would not reject me the most was Fu Xi.

But at the moment he still rejected me.

He lowered his head and kissed the corner of my forehead and said, "We have known each other for so many years, I can spoil you, love you, and I can fall in love with you or even marry you like a man, but do you love me?"

Fu Xi, who has always adhered to the principle of not marrying, said that he could marry me.

His words were sincere, and I never thought of them.

I hurriedly withdrew from his arms and said, "Sorry to interrupt me." ”

Fu Xi lowered his eyes, still smiling and said, "Rest early, see you tomorrow." ”

After Fu Xi left, my mood has been very chaotic.

I seem to have provoked someone I shouldn't have provoked.

I never thought he had the same thoughts he had for me.

I took out my phone and messaged him and asked, "Do you love me?"

If he loves me, I will leave Tongcheng immediately.

Fu Xi replied to me, "Not for the time being." ”

I was relieved to see his untrue answer, and just as I was about to put away my phone, a black Mercedes parked on the side of the road opened the door.

Then I saw a familiar face.

I was shocked and asked, "Why are you here?"

The man under the street lamp had a cold face, his eyes looked at the direction Fu Xi left, and his voice was sarcastic: "Shi Sheng, are you happy to find a man to fall in love all over the street?"

Am I happy?!

Gu Tingchen asked me a fatal question.

I've always wanted to find someone to fall in love with, but I'm afraid that the person I'm looking for is someone who really loves me.

For example, just now Fu Xi, I was really afraid that he would love me.

I was afraid that my absence would cause him extreme pain, and besides, I would not be able to respond to his wishes.

The person I want to find should be like this, he is not stingy with his love, but he also has to keep his feelings, and he can get out of me at any time, so that I don't have psychological pressure.

A few hours ago, I thought Fu Xi was the best choice, but just now he rejected me because I didn't love him.

It dawned on me that I was going to find someone to fall in love with.

I sighed and said, "It's nothing to do with you. ”

Gu Tingchen knows my whereabouts well, except for accidents, Ji Nuan must also be helping him, thinking of this, I sneered and said, "You are obedient to Ji Nuan." ”

Gu Tingchen's eyes kept staring at the corner of my forehead, he ignored my words and suddenly came over and reached out to wipe my forehead vigorously, I took a step back and scolded coldly: "Are you crazy?!"

Gu Tingchen was silent with a cold face, he pulled my shoulders and imprisoned me in his chest, his palm kept rubbing the corners of my forehead, even if I cried out in pain, he turned a deaf ear.

I knew he was angry, angry Fu Xi kissed my forehead.

He had already restrained his temper in this way.

Gu Tingchen wiped me for a long time before letting go of me, he sighed and hugged me tightly into his hot chest, and said in a low voice: "Shi Sheng, if you want to fall in love, can you find me?"