That night, lying in bed, Liu Qing tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.

There were always various pictures of Jiang Li he saw during the day flashing in his mind.

While he was making breakfast, Jiang Li washed his face and brushed his teeth beside him.

When he was cooking lunch, Jiang Li helped him wash the vegetables, and stood at the kitchen door watching him cook and cook.

And at night, Jiang Li was cooking in the kitchen.

These are very life-like pictures, but such pictures actually did not exist in his previous life.

Over the years, he has been a person, and he has always been a person.

The family conditions are not very good, and when he was in school, he was a student with low self-esteem.

Although he also has a favorite object, he never dares to confess, he knows that he is not worthy.

Needless to say, after entering the society, self-reliance, struggling at the bottom of this society, sometimes even food and clothing can not be guaranteed, what leisure is there to fall in love?

- Even if he had that kind of leisure, no girl would take a fancy to him.

He thought he would be lonely all his life, until he was old, until he died.

even exonerated himself, anyway, there will be 30 million singles in this country in the future, and there will not be one more of him.

But after all, I still feel lonely in my heart, and I still yearn for the nourishment of love.

Later, when I met Shang Hao, the conditions slowly improved.

But he also knows that the so-called better conditions are only for his former self, in this city, strictly speaking, he can only be regarded as a poor person.

People who don't even have their own houses are, of course, poor.

With the amount of money I have now, it's really nothing in this city.

He has not yet reached the point where he can attract girls with his wealth.

Even if you can attract it, it will definitely not be the one you like.

With hundreds of thousands of deposits, even in the village of my hometown, I am not a rich family, let alone in this first-tier city.

He felt that if he wanted to rely on his wealth to attract the attention of girls, he would probably need to work hard for several years.

At least to own your own house in this city, you must have at least a few million dollars.

He is not as good as those young and handsome men, and he does not have the attraction to the opposite sex in appearance.

So his mind was also on work.

For him, there would be no family without a career.

Love, a legendary thing, he feels that he probably has no fate with himself.

Families can also pursue it.

There is no shortage of realistic women in this society, as long as they can earn enough wealth, they will still have their own families after all.

can choose, that is, don't be too materialistic, it doesn't matter if you marry yourself for money, but at least you have a minimum of morality, then the one who comes over will live in peace, instead of thinking about how to get his money in his hands and kick it away, or something more terrible.

There is no way, a humble life can only have that kind of humble thoughts.

After the company recruited some beautiful girls, my mind slowly became a little lively.

Jiang Li is the one he likes very much.

However, he still has low self-esteem.

Even if he is Jiang Li's top boss, he still doesn't have any confidence when facing this girl.

Don't say that you don't dare to confess, even if you look at it seriously.

How humble can a person with low self-esteem be?

- to be humbled to the dust.

He's in that state.

I feel that I am not worthy of such a young, beautiful, youthful and lively girl, and I dare not say a word of offense.

However, I still like it after all.

No matter how mature he is on the outside, he is still a 22-year-old young man on the inside, and he still has all kinds of impulses and needs.

Whether it's emotional or physical.

There's no way to avoid this.

If you can't let go, you can't get it, and sometimes it will bring him a lot of pain.

However, he feels quite happy to be able to work with such a beautiful girl.

Sometimes I think that it is probably impossible to get the love of such a beautiful girl in this life.

But it would be nice to have a relatively close contact with this girl in life.

This kind of humility is not much different from the humility of those star-chasing girls, but he is not chasing stars, but a girl in life.

A girl who chases stars like that is called a brain-dead fan, and a man who treats a beautiful girl like that is called a licking dog.

Whether it is licking a dog or a brainless fan, it is an existence that is discriminated against by this society, and it is also a common existence in this society.

- You can like it with integrity, but who wouldn't choose to like it with integrity?

He is not a saint, he still has these fantasies about Jiang Li, and even these very obscene thoughts.

Sometimes I can't help but imagine one of my hands as this beautiful girl.

And when recording such a literary and historical show, when choosing a partner, the first candidate that appeared in his mind was Jiang Li, and the only candidate was Jiang Li.

This can also be regarded as the abuse of power for personal gain.

He knew that this was a personal gain of power, and he knew that there was something wrong with it, but he did it anyway.

He is not a saint, he just wants to create some opportunities to be with the goddess of his dreams.

Unexpectedly, during the recording of the show, there would be a confirmed patient in this building, which made this building blocked, and also made this dream goddess have no way to leave and have to live with herself.

Although this cohabitation is cohabitation without any ambiguous meaning, after all, he lives under that roof, which also makes him very excited.

Of course, he could also feel Jiang Li's vigilance against him.

There is some resentment in the mood, but I can only pretend not to know.

In his opinion, vigilance is also normal.

After all, he looks quite average, and he looks so old, he really isn't the object of this kind of young and beautiful girl's favor.

Having said that, if Jiang Li was tired of living with him and was not wary of him at all, he might still have some disillusionment.

The goddess in my mind should be like this, ice clear and jade, stick to the bottom line.

In the few days that two people have lived together, it is false to say that there are no impulsive thoughts.

It's just that he knows what the consequences of impulsiveness look like, and he really doesn't want his image in the eyes of the goddess to become like a devil, and he doesn't want to ruin his goddess's life.

So he still controlled his impulses.

I also comforted myself - even if I can't do anything, at least I have had such an experience of living with the goddess, and my life is complete.

But today, Jiang Li's performance as a good wife and mother made him a little melancholy-why can't such a good girl be his woman?