"Huh. Zhang Chao didn't know whether it was a mockery or a sneer, in short, he was speechless about Xiang Dong's behavior.

Because in his opinion, Xiang Dong should not have behaved so childishly at all.

Drinking, numbing yourself?

Is this something that a mature young man should do?

If you put it in a big city, it may be understandable, but in this kind of place, this kind of behavior seems very childish and ridiculous!

At least, this is completely different from the image of Xiangdong in Zhang Chao's mind.

couldn't help it, Zhang Chao turned over and snatched the wine jug from Xiang Dong's hand, "I don't know much about you as a person, but I know that you are a good person." But now, this behavior of yours has made me think differently about you. ”

Xiang Dong said in a daze, "What do you think?"

"You're very sloppy, useless, and not fit to be a leader at all. Zhang Chao said directly.

Xiang Dong raised his drunken head to look at Zhang Chao, and asked rhetorically, "What did you say?"

Zhang Chao did not shy away from it, and repeated what he had just said again.

"Sun Yaobin always said before, you are a person who is difficult to become a big climate, if it were not for Lin Tingxue's help, you would not have been able to achieve your current achievements at all. I didn't believe it at first, but now it seems that I think what Sun Yaobin said is very right!"

Zhang Chao continued to stab Xiang Dong's heart as if no one was there.

Xiang Dong took a deep breath, shook his head, and said, "No, I'm not like that. ”

This sentence is not only for himself, but also for Lin Tingxue.

Although, it was impossible for Lin Tingxue to hear it at all.

Because he deeply remembers that Lin Tingxue said that he was a person with ideals and ambitions, but he was suppressed in society for too many years, so that he slowly got used to self-denial.

He still remembered that Lin Tingxue said, people, don't jump to conclusions for yourself, otherwise it will be easy to fasten into which range.

The more you think you can't do it, the more you have to try to do it.

If you fail, it's a big deal to prove that you can't do it, but if you succeed, isn't it a breakthrough?

Xiang Dong has never forgotten these words!

I can't forget it!

He didn't admit what Zhang Chao said, he was a wreck, useless, and he had to rely on Lin Tingxue for everything.

He obviously followed what Lin Tingxue said, and was working very hard to change.

How could it be that it didn't work at all, he didn't believe it!

"There are effects, but your so-called effects are all based on Lin Tingxue helping you by her side. But look at your current appearance, do you still dare to pat your chest and say that you are still the resolute Xiang Dong before?"

In the face of Zhang Chao's reprimand, Xiang Dong didn't know how to refute.

Even though he didn't want to admit it, he still had to face the reality that he was a mess.

He didn't do it at all, as Lin Tingxue said, to face everything bravely, such as feelings, such as career, it was a mess.

In his career, he always needs Lin Tingxue's encouragement before he dares to try to do it.

Emotionally, he is also so passive, he obviously likes Lin Tingxue, but he doesn't dare to confess and face it because of various concerns, so he misses the intersection with Lin Tingxue.

His so-called strong and courageous face it has not been done at all.

He is a wreck, a coward, and a fear......

I'm used to letting others take the initiative in everything, and I just need to be the one who sits back and enjoys it.

How can a person like him deserve to like Lin Tingxue, and how can he deserve to be liked by Lin Tingxue!

He is even more qualified to borrow wine to drown his sorrows, who can he show his worries to, Lin Tingxue is much more uncomfortable than him, a girl in other people, is there a problem like him?

If this continues, what awaits the east will only be one result, that is, to continue to return to his previous state of life.

But is that kind of life what Xiang Dong wants?

No!

He didn't want that life at all, and he was afraid to go back to it.

In the past, there was Lin Tingxue to help, but now without Lin Tingxue, he can only rely on himself.

If he doesn't make changes himself, then this life will be like this.

Live a life of mediocrity and watch the people you like with others......

No!

Xiang Dong stood up suddenly, and his brain seemed to be much clearer at this moment.

He deeply understands that he does not want such a life!

He didn't want to live the same life before, and he didn't want to lose Lin Tingxue!

He's going to change, really change.

He doesn't need Lin Tingxue's help, because he is a man, he should protect Lin Tingxue, instead of always letting Lin Tingxue help him!

"I know what I'm going to do. After Xiang Dong finished speaking, he picked up the wine on the table and poured it directly on his head.

He wanted to sober himself up.

He was going to find Lin Tingxue, and he wanted to tell Lin Tingxue these words.

Excited, Xiang Dong hurriedly ran out, but the strength of the wine had not passed, and the stumbling appearance made his walk look very funny.

"Listen to the snow, where is the snow?"

"Over there. ”

Stumbling east to the bathroom, there was the sound of running water.

Xiang Dong's mood is very excited and surging now, and he can't restrain the words that are about to be spoken.

He leaned against a large rock, panting, "Listen to the snow, it's me, to the east." I have something to say to you, you don't have to respond, you just have to listen quietly. ”

"Huh......" Xiang Dong took a deep breath and continued, "Tingxue, I didn't know that you actually liked me too, I thought you were treating me as your best friend, so you helped me so lowly." But in fact, sometimes I also think that even if I am a good friend, I am not to the point where I have to die for each other. I also wondered if you would do this because you liked me. But as soon as this idea pops up, I quickly reject it. ”

"Because I can't believe that you can like a man like me who is nothing, I always feel that the gap between the two of us is too big, just like people from two worlds, there should be no intersection with each other. It's just that we were implicated by those experiences we had when we were children. ”

"I know that all this stems from my low self-esteem and lack of self-confidence, my family is not good, and I have no education, and my job is like that. I've never seen a female president like me, so I subconsciously thought, you won't like me either. ”

"I always put myself in my own shoes, ignoring your feelings and thoughts, and I didn't put myself in your shoes, and we missed each other again and again. I, I hate and regret it, I regret why I didn't perceive your mind earlier, why I couldn't be brave and strong like a man to bear everything, instead of letting you help me silently behind my back and pay so much for me. ”

"Listen to Xue, I like you, no, I don't like you, to be precise, my feelings for you, beyond liking, should be described as love. It is precisely because of this love that I have become more cautious, because I am afraid of hurting you, afraid of losing you, afraid that after I say what is in my heart, you will leave me. ”

"I'm damned, I'm really damned, feelings aren't a rational thing in the first place, but I'm always using those things as excuses. I—I've done so many things to make you sad, and I've stabbed you hard in the heart. ”

"It's useless to say that, because what has happened won't change, and the damage that has been done won't go away for no reason. Call...... Listen to Xue, I tell you this, I don't mean anything else, I just want to tell you, in fact, I also have you in my heart. ”

"I don't want to lose you, and I don't want to be separated from you. But I know that I am not qualified to pursue you now, let alone ask you to do anything. I don't dare ask for any of this, because I don't deserve it. But I don't want to just give up on you, I want to try hard, like you said, don't give up on something easily, only if you try hard, you will know if it's worth it. ”

"Tingxue, whether you are willing to give me this opportunity or not, I have to try, even if I fail, it doesn't matter. I just want you to know that I have the same feelings for you as you have for me. ”

After saying these words in one breath, Xiang Dong only felt that a big stone in his heart could finally land.

Maybe what he said was a little messy, a little incompatible, a little incomprehensible, but it didn't matter, he said what he wanted to say.

No matter what Lin Tingxue's reaction or attitude is, Xiang Dong will do what he thinks.

If you have worked hard, even if you fail, you will have no regrets.

Touching the tears on his face, he turned to a sad smile to the east, "Okay, I'm done with my words, you wash it slowly, I won't bother you." ”

With that, turn around and leave.

But in fact, the person in the bathroom was not Lin Tingxue at all, but Song Xin.

Song Xin stood stunned, like a wooden man, letting the flowing water wash down.

A line of clear tears slowly slipped down her fair cheeks.

In fact, Song Xin likes Xiangdong in her heart, otherwise, she would not have willingly given herself to Xiangdong on the night when Xiangdong confessed her mistake.

However, this kind of liking is hidden, it is quiet, and it is not dared to be known.

She can only put this love quietly in her heart.

But this does not affect the possibility that she can fantasize about whether Xiang Dong will also like herself.

Even if it's a little bit of a liking.

However, what Xiang Dong said today can be regarded as completely shattering Song Xin's hopes.

It turned out that Xiang Dong really just treated her as a little sister, and he never had any love between men and women.

Her illusions were shattered, her hopes were shattered, everything was shattered.

It's painful, but it's not the kind of pain that can't be relieved.

Originally, her love for Xiang Dong was unrequited love, so how could she expect Xiang Dong's response.