When Jin Zi was a child, he was taken to fortune telling, either by a fortune teller wearing glasses, or by a computer fortune teller, paying 10 yuan to calculate once, and entering the date of birth and birth date to calculate the weight of the bone, the attributes of life, and so on. The five elements of gold belong to gold, or sword edge gold, Kemu, afraid of earth, afraid of water, afraid of fire, so Jin always attributes the reason for not being able to support various plants to her life.

Gold is what to raise and what to die, raise flowers and flowers, raise grass and wither, even raise a cactus, but also after half a month can be picked up by the roots, so gold has never been interested in raising green plants, when I was a child, my aunt's house had a lot of plants, all of which were raised by my uncle, including rhododendrons, lilies, orchids, etc., Jin Zi followed his uncle to learn a lot of theoretical knowledge of raising plants, that is, as soon as he got started, he let them die. Dad Gold also likes to raise plants, he has a special room in the unit, which is planted with all kinds of potted plants, whenever which pot of flowers blooms best, Dad Gold will move it home to decorate, but I didn't expect Mother Gold is also this kind of physique, as long as she is kind enough to water the flowers, this pot of flowers will look half dead after a few days, Dad Gold hurriedly moved the flowers away, and then put them back in that room, and when the flowers eased up, after a while to move other flowers home.

When Kaneko was a child, he lived with his grandmother and grandfather in the big city, there was a pot of mimosa, their leaves looked soft and tender, and the oval leaves were neatly arranged, and when they encountered any wind and grass, they would curl up to protect themselves, Kaneko liked to play with the mimosas with his hands, watching them shrink into narrow lines, and then secretly observing them slowly unfolding the leaves, Kaneko felt that this was really the safest plant in the world, and I don't know what kind of pain it experienced to evolve into what it is today, maybe a long, long time ago mimosa was not afraid of swords and swords。

Now the gold only dares to raise some plants that do not always need to be watered, the pothos when moving is also dead only one pot, and the garlic planted has only succeeded in a stubble of garlic seedlings, fortunately, the aloe vera given by the neighbor is still strong and alive, it is really thirsty to digest its own leaves, and in such a difficult environment it also gave birth to a third child, the gold will be transplanted, she carefully moved the small aloe vera under the leaves of the big aloe vera to a new pot, to dig deep enough so as not to hurt their roots, the gold moved out of two, and the remaining small aloe vera that has just emerged is left next to the big aloe vera, the plant is also magical, where there is a small aloe vera, the leaves of the big aloe vera will avoid growing here, By now, the little aloe vera has grown taller, and the gold is too lazy to move, the only impact is that the leaves of the big aloe vera are more open, and if it goes on like this, the big aloe vera will be a word horse, and the gold wants to wait for the weather to be good one day to give the little aloe vera a third child, the third one is almost bigger than the second one next to the big aloe vera, and the boss is still very tenacious to split the fork, and the gold is very relieved to look at them, and he finally has a plant that can be fed. Gold's extinction physique may have been inherited from his mother, sometimes Jin Zi is really envious of his father, he can feed banana trees in the north, it is a small sapling that his friend took back from Hainan, and after three years of careful raising, they all bear bananas, Jin Zi was also shocked when he was in a video with Dad, but any edible plant raised by Dad cannot be found by Mom, otherwise the ripe fruit will enter the human digestive system the next day, and Dad can only continue to water the flowers helplessly after losing the fruit, looking forward to them blooming and bearing fruit again.

Zhang Shi's mother saw that Jin Zi was interested in raising plants, so she asked for two pepper seedlings from downstairs for Zhang Shi to bring to Jinzi, Jin Zi planted them with great interest and put them on the balcony, but the next day they found that they were bending over, Jin Zi hurriedly took them back to the house, just tossing back and forth, and finally they were still yellow and became specimens, Jin Zi was depressed and even threw away the flower pots together, when I went downstairs, I could still see all kinds of vegetable seedlings planted in the garden by the neighbors who picked up waste downstairs, their peppers grew half a meter high, Jin Zi couldn't help but face full of black lines, and she had to classify the peppers and flower pots that she failed to breed, "Kitchen waste, other waste, kitchen waste, other waste. Jin Zi was like chanting a spell next to the trash can, and even the administrator shook his head helplessly.

Every time Jin Zi soaks her feet, she feels like she has become a plant, living motionless and absorbing water, sometimes waking up in the middle of the night, she will peep out with her eyes in the gap of the blinds in the bathroom, the second window on the fourth floor on the left is always on, Jin Zi sometimes wonders what the family does, every time the lights are turned off late and the lights are turned on early, they go out early and return late, and they don't know if they are tired of life, and after looking at the gold for a while, they will withdraw from this dark and silent world, and go back to bed again and try to sleep with their eyes closed.

In fact, plants know about human life, and they can observe everything quietly on the windowsill. Kaneko remembered that when she was in elementary school, her classmates volunteered to donate plants to decorate the classroom, and she went to the morning market to buy a pot of tropical plants with yellow flowers, and also equipped it with a beautiful flower pot, and then it was placed on the windowsill in the middle of the classroom, as if looking at gold every day. At that time, Jin Zi had an unspeakable habit, that is, he always liked to clamp his legs on the seat and rub it, there would be a very comfortable pleasure, but he would sweat profusely, and even the red scarf would be soaked, the head teacher was a male college student who had just graduated, he once thought that Jin Zi was sick with something, and his family also took Jin Zi to see Chinese medicine and Western medicine, Jin Zi could not explain the process of sweating, he could only cover up the past, and the conclusion given by the doctors was only spleen deficiency and kidney deficiency and night sweats, only Jin Zi himself knew that their diagnosis was useless。

This feeling is really comfortable, causing Kaneko to be like an addiction, and sometimes he will do this behavior during class, until one summer vacation, Kaneko took advantage of his mother's nap to clamp his legs around the table and start moving, but he was seen by his mother who woke up, and his mother scolded Kaneko: "Do girls know how to knock it!" Kaneko wished there was a crack in the ground that could get into it at that time, in fact, she didn't know at the time, this was a zw behavior, like her age to do this kind of behavior is already a mental illness, Kaneko can remember that the earliest start of this behavior was when she was five or six years old and her grandparents were at home in a big city, usually she would sit on the sofa while watching TV at noon to start, and there would always be a sense of shame after being comfortable, as if the eyes of the people in the TV series had seen it, and sometimes it made Kaneko feel nervous and scared. Jin Zi didn't dare to look at the plant at school, as if it knew about it, so he could only keep his secret silent.

Maybe if there were adults who could pay attention to Kaneko's mental health at that time, maybe Kaneko's depression would not be so serious today, she knew that many of her negative emotions came from the lack of childhood feelings, and it may be a disguised psychological satisfaction to make this kind of behavior, and when she grew up, Kaneko would occasionally have this kind of behavior, because she still couldn't resist the pleasure that this behavior brought her, but it was also because of the side effects after taking the medicine and the symptoms of the disease itself, so that no matter how hard she tried now, she couldn't achieve that feeling, maybe this could also slowly help Kaneko quit this behavior, which is also a good thing。

Green life really has a healing function, every time gold sees them, you will feel the vitality of life, the magnolia flowers under the window always bloom every year, and there is not a single leaf on the tree when it blooms, like a curse, the flowers and leaves will never meet. Kaneko also loves acacias, fluffy pink-orange acacia flowers embedded in lush foliage, like well-protected elf dolls. When the wind blows, it is also the time when these plants are active, some of them are waving their hands, some are shaking their heads, some are moving their cervical vertebrae, some are arranging their hair, Jin Zi likes plants very much, likes every branch and leaf of them, likes the moss under their feet, likes every little animal that depends on them to live, plants give life to the brown earth, make this blue water ball not so lonely.

But in this city of high-rise buildings, Jin Zi can see plants less and less, remembering that Jin Zi used to see creepers all over the wall in the kindergarten of the big city, and also pinched the red air bags climbing on the fence in the home of the forest farm when he was a child, and ate a sour triangular leaf plant, as well as the horse manure bag that smokes when he steps on the river, the horseshoe with yellow flowers, the fresh and tender bracken on the mountain, the thorny old sprouts, cat's claw vegetables, Jin Zi has not seen them for a long, long time, and it seems that he will never see them again in this life.

Today's dream: Jin Zi dreamed that he came to a collective dormitory that was guarded, there were many high beds in a large factory, Jin Zi chose a bunk against the wall, and found that there were many beds next to it without bed boards, and there were many bunks with quilts and daily necessities, but there was no one, Jin Zi also had three companions, all of whom were members of the Korean boy group (what a dream), Jin Zi also had special functions, he could make time stand still with a snap of his fingers, and he could control the movement of items with a wave of his hand, and even modify people's memories (it really feels more and more blockbuster) 。 The purpose of the four of them this time was to assassinate a brutal usurper ruler, but when they approached him, their identities were revealed, and the gold was chased by the ancient terracotta figurines controlled by the usurper, and the handsome little brothers fought with the usurper while helping the gold, and after a fight, the gold finally broke the clay figurine, giving the usurper a fatal blow, and the four of them quickly withdrew after finishing the task, and walked to the next task in a long shadow in the afterglow of the setting sun.