Kaneko had seen newborn human cubs, that was when my aunt's cousin's wife gave birth, many little dolls were put into rows of transparent strollers, they almost all looked the same, the flesh on their faces was a little red, their skin was wrinkled, and their eyes were slit, and if they were slightly widened, they would see black eyes. Most of the time they are sleeping, there are many people will look around behind the glass to see which one is their child, but it is almost not easy to identify, unless which child is older than others at birth, that is a glance can be distinguished, especially when vaccination, one by one children are lined up one by one waiting for the needle, they are wearing the same clothes, wearing the same straps, just like looking for differences, some older children will be more special, he lies on that higher than others, crying is much louder, this may be the legend of winning at the starting line。

Jin Zi can also see from the eyes of many family members near the delivery room, which children are born with love, which children are hard to arrive, and which children come to this world with an indifferent task of inheritance, and the feelings of children are actually no different, they are born to laugh and cry, but they are given different emotions by adults when they grow up.

For example, in Jinzi's hometown, if people meet and ask about their children's current condition, the first sentence must be: "Has the child gone to school?" How is his academic performance? But in Zhang Shi's hometown, the question that people ask is: "Is your child fat?" Even face-to-face to see the child is the same, if the child is raised to be chubby and very strong, then the child is recognized as well-raised, on the contrary, if it is thin and wears glasses, although the study is good, but everyone will say that the child is not well-raised, sure enough, Shandong has been a strong place since ancient times, and the soldiers are strong and strong, it seems that there is a reason for this.

When Jin Zi passed by the kindergarten opposite after buying breakfast, he couldn't help but look inside, at this time, the children were either jumping up and down on various toys and equipment, or they were already lining up to do morning exercises, and some late children would get off the bus in the urging of their parents, eat the breakfast in their hands slowly, and then be driven into the campus by the parents by the neck. The children are like loose foals, and they seem to never get tired, but they are also very dangerous, because they don't know how to be afraid.

I heard someone on a show before: "Although a child can't do anything, he can make an adult unable to do anything." "It seems that as soon as they get out of the sight of adults, they will start to destroy the earth, but don't underestimate the human cubs who are a little older, their destructive power is comparable to a two-ha, and two-ha will not be stupid enough to hurt themselves, these children are not, they will let themselves be fatally injured if they are not careful, and they are on the way to the crematorium every minute, so the adults who look at them always have to lift one hundred and twenty percent of their energy, like when Kaneko's aunt was looking at this one-year-old doll, when she just learned to stand, her brother-in-law pushed a stroller and took her for a walk, and it happened that a car came to the door, and the uncle-in-law turned around and stood up from the stroller in such an instant, Immediately the center of gravity was unstable and fell to the ground, at that time there was no consciousness, more than one meter eight uncles hugged the doll all over the community crying, the aunts and uncles of the community were also startled, after being sent to the hospital, the situation was not very optimistic, the child's head fell not light, there was a slight crack in the bone, there was some edema in the brain, and he was hospitalized on the same day, the child's father and mother did not blame the uncle, because their legs were soft when they arrived at the hospital, and it took a while to come back to their senses. Fortunately, the child's body self-repair ability is very strong, the doctor recommended prescribing some drugs to let adults take the doll home to recuperate, but this medicine has some side effects, it will cause epilepsy, the doll's eyes have become a standard cross-eyed, who feels very distressed when they see it, fortunately, after a few days of falling can not make the hand obedient more, she can get up from the bed freely. After more than half a year, the doll gradually improved, but the speech was not very neat, I don't know if it was the sequelae left by the fall at that time, or the doll itself was slow to learn to speak.

As the saying goes, three years old is set at eighty, and some things that people experience and learn when they are young will affect their whole life. When Kaneko was a child in a big city kindergarten, the environment in the kindergarten was very good, and Kaneko liked to play in a black rumbling slide, and she also named the slide "Big Black Hole". After a lunch break, each child will be sent an apple to eat, the gold can't eat a big apple, she still prefers to eat small moon cakes, so after gnawing a circle, she threw the apple into the trash, but I didn't expect that when I was in music class in the afternoon, the teacher's piano put the big apple core, the teacher asked seriously who threw it, the gold nervously rubbed for a while and got up from the seat, admitting that she didn't finish eating and threw it away, the teacher taught the gold, you can not finish eating and the life teacher can say, you can't waste food like this, the gold also feels very teachable, so I remember it firmly。

Since then, Jin Zi did not dare to eat too much in the kindergarten, and the cooking was also eaten according to the minimum standard, which caused her to lose weight in a month, and then Grandpa Jin was not happy, and found the director to complain, the director learned that the child was indeed thinner day by day, and promised Grandpa Jin that he would strengthen the diet in the future, and specifically asked what Jin liked to eat, Jin Zi said that he liked to eat braised pork ribs and roasted eggplant, the taste of the roasted eggplant is really unforgettable, the eggplant is the unique round eggplant, after special fried and braised cooking, there will be a very sweet taste, but the dish itself is salty, this special taste makes people eat specially, so the gold began to slowly gain weight again. Until now, Kaneko also prefers to eat roasted eggplant, as long as there is roasted eggplant, she will eat more, but she herself is not good at making eggplant, and occasionally when there is an eggplant dinner, Kaneko has the opportunity to eat eggplant, but Kaneko has never eaten such a delicious roasted eggplant since leaving kindergarten.

In fact, teachers will take special care of those children who have a lot of things, some children themselves are liked, some children are not easy to provoke by parents, and those children who are not very lively and parents are not active will become the "public people" in the class group, because teachers know that under normal circumstances, no one will work hard for these children, even if they suffer a little grievance, it doesn't matter, as long as the collective harmony is ensured.

Jin Zi believes that nature is protecting the cubs of all kinds of creatures, and many children or small animals will heal intact after being injured, or the behavior that should have been seriously injured did not cause them corresponding harm, and the old people always say that this is the fetal god. With the blessing of the bed god, Kaneko also felt that she would rather believe it, because she was hit by a three-wheeled Minada when she came out of the green house store to cross the road, she was holding the bumper of the car tightly at the time, and was not thrown out, even the driver was startled, and quickly stopped to see if she was okay, but Kaneko saw that the car stopped, let go and jumped down and jumped to go to school, at that time Jinzi only had his arm strangled by the bumper, and the onlookers also felt very surprised. Another time, Kaneko saw a male classmate fall on the road and was driven by a big truck, but after the truck drove over, he patted the dust on his body and got up and ran to the side of the road.

At that time, Jin Zi was in elementary school, just in time for noon school, Jin Zi ran into her classmate Zhou Hua on the way to the school gate, at that time there were many people on the road very strange all to Jin Zi their school near the back of the high school by the river, Jin Zi was very puzzled at first, but she generally did not like to join in the fun, Zhou Hua saw Jin Zi, and said to her: "Haven't you heard? There is a dead child in the back of high school, everyone went over there to see it, let's go and see it!" Jin Zi hesitated to go with her, and was pulled over by Zhou Hua without waiting for an answer, and walked for a while Jin Zi saw a dense crowd of people, they were all around a dry ditch near the back wall of the high school, and heard the bustling crowd around him say that this is a child born by a high school student last night, and he didn't know what to do with it, so he threw it here, when the autumn was almost over, and it was relatively cold in the north at that time, and the child was frozen to death after a night, Jinzi's eyes kept looking, she didn't see where the child's body was for a long time, but she kept hearing some people describing, what: "My body is frozen purple. "It's still a boy. "There's a plaster thrown next to it. At that time, Kaneko did not understand what a "tile" was, but could only understand it as a "ring". She also looked everywhere for a ring, whether it was a gold ring or a silver ring, and when she grew up, she realized that it was a child's diaper.

When I returned to the classroom that afternoon, Kaneko also heard a classmate say that she had heard crying when she passed by there last night, but she didn't care too much, thinking about how there would be a child by the river, but she didn't expect it to be a human life, Kaneko felt a chill in her back when she heard it, although she hadn't seen the dead child with her own eyes, but she was really scared and constantly described that she had probably made up that picture, that time she was really scared, so that she didn't even sleep well that night, and got up at two o'clock in the middle of the night to wear a small red cotton jacket made by her mother for the New Year and sat against the wall, and her eyes were blue the next day。 Auntie, they saw at a glance that the gold was frightened, and found a person who would "call" in the dormitory to help the gold "scream", either literally with the meaning of the voice, or let the frightened person lie on his stomach or stand, and the other person bent his middle finger and index finger into a figure 9 shape, grabbed the skin at the joints of the waist and spine and "pulled" hard, if the person was scared more seriously, then his joints would click, and the joints of the gold also sounded a few times, this time "calling" Even if it's over, it looks a bit superstitious, but it does work, and the gold is fine in two days after the "call".

I don't know what the girl who gave birth to the child went through, abandoning a small life in the desolate cold autumn and letting him die gradually, it's too cruel, in fact, every child comes to this world with hope, maybe they didn't think of many endings, they can only blame it on not being reincarnated, I hope he will be more cautious when he chooses his mother in the future.

Kaneko once guessed a riddle that her grandfather gave her, and the riddle was: What is four legs in the morning, two legs at noon, and three legs at night? Kaneko thought for a long time but didn't come up with an answer, and his grandfather told Kaneko the riddle with a smile, and the riddle was "people". When people are young, they are like the sun that has just risen in the morning, they are always full of novelty and crawling around, and when they grow up, they are the sun at noon, walking upright on two legs, and in their later years it is the sun at dusk, and they can only barely walk with crutches, and there are many people with bad legs and feet who simply sit in wheelchairs. Kaneko had never seen this kind of actual situation at that time, but only roughly understood the meaning of this riddle from the surface, and then in the process of growing up, she had a personal experience, she could always see outside the fence outside the kindergarten staring at the parents of the children while playing, some were mothers, some were grandmothers and grandfathers, their expressions, as if looking at all their hopes, as if there was light in the children, could illuminate them. There is also a nursing home near Kaneko's house, where there are always some old people on triangular crutches coming in and out, they are full of gray hair, leaning on their bodies, chewing food but looking tasteless, this may be the state of life before the end, from the vigorous departure, to the exhaustion of moving forward, to the exhaustion after the final sprint, and finally to be able to let go of all the ease to meet the results of life. Everyone's track is long and short, there are those who want to give up halfway through the run, and there are those who haven't run enough to the finish line, but no one has the opportunity to start again.

Kaneko hadn't seen death with her own eyes, and she didn't get the news until her grandparents were gone, and death was only heard about for her. Nowadays, the average life expectancy of people is getting longer and longer, and some people on the Internet say that if a person is 29 years old, then everyone will say: "Oh, he is 29 years old, which is really not small." But if the person dies at the age of 29, these people will say, "Oh, he died at 29, so young." Therefore, it is not the age that measures whether a person is young or old, but the state in which the person can be.

Kaneko also heard of death when he was in junior high school, it was one winter, Kaneko heard the rumors that spread when he arrived at school early, at that time the dormitory of the high school was next to the gate of Kaneko's school, I heard that a male student in the dormitory often jumped out of the window and secretly went to the Internet café in the middle of the night, many times before, it was like this, and it was considered to be a master, but I didn't expect a light snowfall the day before, the snow did not melt, and it became frozen in the middle of the night, he stepped on the ice when he jumped down, and he slipped instantly, and his head fell on the ice due to inertia, so he lost too much blood and died, and the first person to find it was the principal of Kaneko Junior High School at that time, I don't know what kind of terrifying picture it is.

Maybe this kind of unthought death will make people feel that the person who died because of this is very pitiful, if he committed suicide by jumping off the building, then maybe many voices will be different, "Why don't you cherish life." "It's a pity that the good years are like this. "It's so selfish for parents to raise them so much. "Every minute of gold's darkness is tortured by countless words, as if it were a judgment from hell.

It would be nice if there was a little life by her side, even if Jin Zi's mood would be much better when she was there, although it was very energy-consuming and made Jin feel very tired, but her heart would be much more at ease. A few days ago, Wei Shao picked up three puppies and wanted to raise one for gold, gold is not that she doesn't want to raise, she doesn't dare to raise, she is afraid that she can't take care of this little creature, can't be responsible for it wholeheartedly, Jin Zi also met three abandoned puppies in the flower bed near the unit before, she didn't dare to pick it up at that time, because it is difficult for people to raise themselves, let alone raise dogs again, but Jin Zi always regrets seeing the photos of the puppies afterwards, and I don't know if they have been picked up, how are they doing now, sometimes people want to leave some things around just for a peace of mind, only the good that they can see with their own eyes every day is that they are really good, and not distant fantasies and nihilistic self-soothing.

Now most of the human cubs have their own paradise, I hope they can be happy and happy to run on their own runway, don't care how long the runway is, only care about running happily, don't use force on it, run tired on the rest for a while, look at the scenery on the road, grow up a little with their own responsibilities to run together, and finally come to the end with a smile, there will be a lot of familiar people waiting for you, continue to live a happy life hand in hand.

Today's dream: Jin Zi dreamed that he and his mother went to attend the big banquet of his aunt's house, but he didn't expect to suddenly encounter a big flood, Jin Zi was trapped in the place where the banquet was held, and the others were trapped in the aunt's house, there was a very deep river in the middle, because some people trapped in the aunt's house swam over by themselves, so the gold side could not open the gate to release water, and when they swam to the end, the gold pulled down the gate, the water gradually receded, and people poured out, and the uncle began to cook the dishes, and the cousin also came to help, and the gold also saw that the mother came from afar, but he didn't see each other, and the gold sat on the table to eat, and couldn't eat enough, and there was an obese middle-aged woman at the same table who always put the dishes to her children, The rest of the people have nothing to eat, Jin Zi came to the back kitchen angrily, and her father also came to help her find food, and found that there was meat and vegetables that her mother specially left for her, and Jin Zi finally didn't have to eat only flower rolls, she was happy to eat and drink in the back kitchen.