The winter in the north always looks colder than the winter in the south, but in fact, Jin Zi, the first time in his life, had chilblains in the south, and many children in the north did not know what chilblains were in the past 20 years. The cold in the north will make people feel cold and refreshing, and the warmth in the room will also make people thaw instantly, but the cold in the south is different, it will slowly penetrate into the bone marrow, and there is no place to warm you up instantly after your cold stiffness, some people joke that the southern cities are getting colder and colder because most of the northerners have migrated over, bringing the ice and snow buff that comes with the body, to be precise, the cold in the north is just a physical attack, and it will not hurt the inside in the short term, but will only attack the epidermis, and it will be fine to wear a few more thick clothes, and the cooling in the south is a spell attack, directly attacking the core part, and it is useless to wear thick armor。

Gold will always unconsciously sympathize with some people who are physically handicapped, and if she encounters people on the street who seem to have nothing wrong begging, she will generally ignore them, but if she encounters those who are physically disabled or seem to have something wrong begging, she will also turn around with a bad conscience and put the steel hammer on her body into their bowls after passing by with a bad conscience. In fact, it may be the arrangement of fate, what kind of physique people will attract people with what characteristics to get closer to each other, Jin Zi knows that although she looks good on the surface, but her heart is indeed broken, so she will always meet some people in her life who are not favored by life.

When Jin Zi was in the second grade of elementary school, he had a fixed tablemate, his name was Liu Lin, he looked much shorter than his peers at a glance, and his actions were relatively slow, but people were not so stupid, he often drooled during class, and then he hurriedly wiped it off clumsily, so that Jin Zi Elementary School grew up in an area full of saliva for several years, so when she grew up, she especially hated the taste of saliva after it dried up, every book in Liu Lin had traces of wrinkles after being soaked and dried up with saliva, and his actions every time he cleaned up things were also very clumsy, so Jin Zi was equivalent to half of his nanny, helping him clean up books and desks, reminds him of the homework assigned by the teacher, and often helps him clean up the sand on his head after being teased by other classmates. Jin Zi can see that Liu Lin's family conditions are not bad, his food and clothing are basically the best at that time, but people are defective, Jin Zi doesn't want to take care of him, but he thinks he is very pitiful, and when he is in the sixth grade, his body is still a third-grade student, so he will rest in his seat when there are some collective sports activities in the class, until now Jin Zi doesn't know what kind of disease he is, maybe cerebral palsy? Or polio, or some brain disease, when Jin Zi and they go to junior high school, Liu Lin will continue to go to elementary school, he always has a strong desire to integrate into this collective, and he will also take a lot of rare cards that were popular at the time to please other male classmates, but those classmates will only give him a momentary smile, and they will continue to tease him after a few days of receiving things, and Jin Zi doesn't want to stop it, because this kind of thing is Zhou Yu beating Huang Gai, one is willing to fight and one is willing to suffer, he will have to face something more cruel than this sooner or later, unless one day his illness is cured, if his family has not given up on him。

Before going to school, Kaneko also met a playmate who really had polio, and he was called "Dog Leftover" , is the son of an aunt who runs a commissary in the forest farm, I heard that he was born with this unacceptable appearance, one arm curled up in front of his chest, and one leg can't walk, and his speech is also stammering, Jin Zi feels that he looks like a kangaroo from a distance, with shortened arms and a jumping pace, the people in the forest farm will always make fun of Gou Yu'er and ask him when he wants to marry his daughter-in-law, but at that time, although he was young, Jin Zi probably understood some things, a child like Gou Yu'er, who wants to marry him is a fool, or someone who is also physically disabled, two people may understand each other and live a life with mutual understanding。 Jin Zi will meet Gou Yuer when playing with his friends, and Gou Yu'er will also greet everyone very warmly, but generally only Jin Zi will stop and chat with him, and then Gou Yuer will also see that the other children have run away and remind Jin Zi to catch up quickly and stop chatting with him. I remember that Kaneko liked to eat "Angel brand" potato chips when he was a child, and this hobby is still like this, and Kaneko thinks that "Angel brand" potato chips can kill all potato chips in seconds, especially spicy ones. Once she came to the commissary of the dog leftovers to buy potato chips to eat, how to rummage through the money on the body is not enough, the dog leftovers appeared very generously at this time, he walked behind the counter to Jin Zi took a bag of beef-flavored potato chips, and said to the gold to take it to eat, the gold was very happy, after taking the potato chips, the dog leftovers promised the dog leftovers that the rest of the money would be made up, the dog leftovers waved his hand, that time the gold felt that the beef-flavored angel potato chips were also delicious, and then the gold also secretly took the family's money, but there was no plan, she took all the coins, put them in the breast pocket, but was found by her parents when she was jumping, and the coins in the chest pocket were loud,Anyone who hears it will feel strange.,Later, Jin doesn't remember how to deal with it.,People will automatically delete the result of this unpleasant thing after encountering extremely embarrassing things.,It's a kind of self-protection.,Just like when Jin Zi went to kindergarten in a big city when he was a child.,That time I caught up with the kindergarten to open the June 1st party.,Hot day.,Gold just didn't listen to his grandmother the night before.,Don't wear underwear and only wear a pair of line pants.,As a result, the next day when changing clothes in kindergarten, Gold was asked to take off the line pants.,This made her dumbfounded.,You can only take off the line pants slowly.,Gold doesn't remember what happened next.,Maybe that memory was automatically deleted by the brain. , Now all you can see is a photo of Jin Zimei singing in a gauze skirt, and some unbearable memories are not that people actively want to forget, but that the brain has already made a choice for you.

Jin Zi had a playmate named Song Mei when she was a child, she was a child of a family of doctors, her grandparents, and her parents were doctors, but half of her face was born with red birthmarks, which was very attention-grabbing, and even her family members who were doctors couldn't help her, because they also took her to a big hospital to see, her birthmark was too special, the area was quite huge, and there were dense capillaries under the skin, so it was almost impossible to have surgery to completely remove it, until she was about to enter junior high school, Song Mei was still like this when they played together, but she was really beautiful, but her appearance was affected by the birthmark, and Jin Zi had seen it in a book, say that the birthmark is the location of your fatal wound in your previous life, generally the birthmark on the butt is a natural old age, if there is an obvious birthmark elsewhere, it is a fatal injury in the previous life. Jin Zi once felt that Song Mei was very pitiful in her previous life, and she might have been chopped in the face, so when they went to school in the city, because they lived very closely, they always played together, sometimes playing Barbie together, sometimes playing with each other.

In the memory, when they had the most fun playing in the forest farm, when they were skiing in the back mountain of a little friend's house, because it was winter, the snow in the north was always very heavy, and the snow on the mountain was very thick, like the ground covered with soft feathers, the gold they would take the cardboard shell to the mountain, jump out of a smooth path, and then sit on the cardboard from the highest place and slide down, the little friend also has a golden retriever, and the golden retriever will run down like a joy at this time, like a race with someone who will arrive first, the gold always falls on her back because of the speed at the end of the race, and the golden retriever will trample on her, as if declaring the sovereignty of the first place, I remember that year, Kaneko's mother bought a pair of slippery leather pants for Kaneko, and Kaneko accidentally found that it was faster to use a paper shell than to use a paper shell, because the pants themselves were slippery, so after playing for a few hours, when I came home, Kaneko was also scolded by my mother, because the place where the pants butt was cut by the branches and stones on the mountain, and the good new pants looked like tattered old pants, but Kaneko didn't feel distressed, because she was really happy, and skiing was so fun.

There are bears on the mountain of the Kaneko Forest Farm, as well as wild boars, they are fatal aggression to people when they are in self-protection, and in the autumn of the second year, after a little friend's grandfather was shot to death by a bear while collecting medicine in the deep mountains, they rarely go to the mountains to play, so the pleasant skiing Kaneko has only experienced once. I heard that the bear will not take the initiative to attack people, unless there is a bear next to it, the grandfather of the little friend also took medicine and walked too deep, accidentally walked near the nest of the bear blind, in fact, it is called the bear blind, the bear's eyesight is not very good, but its body strength is full, one step can run more than two meters, a palm can smash the person's head, pretending to be dead is useless for them, because it hurts people is not for eating, it likes to eat honey the most, hurting people mainly to protect themselves and children, you lie on the ground and pretend to be dead, it will also step on you a few times and jump a few times, a few tons of coffee on the body of a few stomps This person is not dead or half-disabled, and it is useless to climb on the tree, it will shake the tree vigorously until you fall, so the chance of surviving the bear is basically not high, the only effective thing is to run in a circle or someone with a shotgun to save you, the bear's eyes are very small, it can't see completely when it runs in a circle, it will lose its way, and maybe it can pick up a life.

When Jin Zi was in junior high school, he also had a special classmate named Wen Yue, who was a little fat, and looked much clumsier than others when he walked, and his speech was always stumbling, and it took him a long time to say a complete sentence. In a geography class, the classmate sitting behind Wen Yue found that he had been putting the book under his buttocks, and the gold seat was a little far away so he didn't notice anything abnormal, so it happened that the geography teacher asked Wen Yue to stand up and answer the question, he didn't stand up for a long time, and finally stood up slowly, and the classmate next to him immediately said: "It stinks, what does it smell?" Wen Yue immediately sat down again, and then everyone reacted, Wen Yue may have pulled his pants, and the geography teacher was also in a state of confusion, and he could only let the two classmates accompany Wen Yue to the water room and toilet for a while, and then asked Wen Yue to go to the head teacher to ask for leave to go home. Wen Yue has always been unable to raise his head in the class since that incident, and there are always good classmates around Wen Yue who intentionally or unintentionally mentioned the things that made him embarrassed, and then it didn't take long for Wen Yue to squat, because his grades were also difficult to go to high school, Jin Zi also saw Wen Yue once in the community at home after going to high school, he and his family were playing badminton, and it seemed that his movements were much smoother, I hope he can forget the unhappiness of the past, Jin Zi thought silently.

Some people's lives are always smooth sailing, and the greatest hardships they experience are not as good as the smallest ups and downs experienced by some people, and they are also called unhappy, everyone has everyone's difficulties, but gold can guarantee that if life can be exchanged, these people with good lives are definitely not willing to exchange, unless they want to go down to the earth. Some people are born in the cold winter, and they have experienced bitter wind and frost all their lives, so that others have no choice but sympathy, and perhaps they have also complained, "Why me?" like gold, sometimes thinking: Why me? Why do I have to go through this? But these questions of fate will never have answers, and life will not let you gain more than others because you have experienced more suffering than others, maybe you have tried your best to live only the daily life of others. People always want to make life meaningful, but what is meaningful, for you, it is meaningful to get a sense of accomplishment and success, but for some people, living well every day is the meaning of working hard, so don't look at those cookie-cutter chicken soup for the soul, the very fragrant chicken has been eaten up by others, so only the soup that has been mixed with water is left, and the nutrition is in the soup.

May these people's lives get rid of the cold winter as soon as possible, or they can find a way to withstand the cold and be able to keep warm, so that their hearts will not be frozen by the cold, and will always remain hot and beating.

Today's dream: Jinzi's dream is a little irritable, always dealing with some strange contradictions, in the dream Jin came to a training camp, responsible for teaching them is the math teacher of Jin Zi in junior high school, the teacher is always against Jinzi, while letting Jin pay a lot of money, while deliberately wearing small shoes for her, the scolding speech is very ugly, Jin Zi said seriously that the speech is a little respectful, I didn't expect the math teacher to beat her, was stopped by others, Jin Zi returned to the classroom to prepare materials to report the math teacher, and let her prepare for a lawsuit, the head teacher persuaded Jin Zi not to do so much, Jin Zi is very firm, but the seal of the material bag is always not firmly sealed, The documents inside fell to the ground, the gold was picked up in embarrassment, the classmates packed up their things and walked away after school, and a classmate just woke up. Kaneko woke up and remembered a conflict with her math teacher in junior high school, it was a math teacher who came to substitute for the teacher, that is, the neighbor who also opened a dormitory next door to Aunt Kaneko's house, Kaneko was grabbing erasers with a classmate next to her in class, but she didn't expect to be dragged by her to the wall to punish the station, the classmates next to her were so frightened that their mouths opened wide, Kaneko's clothes were pulled above the waist, she was very gentle to another classmate, let him come out of the penalty station by himself, and then the math teacher arrived in time, and said to the substitute teacher that their grades were very good, this time it was playful, and then let them return to their seatsLater, Jin Zi later had an inexplicable disgust every time he saw the neighbor teacher, and then Jin Zi guessed that it was possible that she recognized Jin Zi as a student in the dormitory next door, because of some contradictions between the dormitories, she was just angry with her, their family came to this alley later, she was a working teacher, and it was a violation of the rules to open a dormitory herself, and her aunt's business was always very good, many of the students in her own class did not live at her house but at her aunt's house, maybe she also had a grudge for a long time, Jin Zi first experienced what it means to kill chickens and make an example of monkeys, this matter Jin Zi did not tell his family later, so it was over, but the knot may still be there, it's really a dream day and night.