Chapter 19: The Feast at the End (Part II)
Kaneko never had contact with any of his former classmates, except for Orange and Fish. The friendship between the three of them was established in junior high school, I remember that when the school first started, Jin Zi didn't pay attention to each other, Jin Zi was still playing with the other two girls at that time, one was called Wang Shan, the other was called Qiu Yu, Qiu Yu was like a tomboy, Wang Shan was different, she was a little chubby, sweet and a little cute, and she was more popular with boys. Xiao Yu was a class cadre in the class at that time, and her personality was more straightforward, always in accordance with the rules and one eye to do things, the first intersection of gold and Xiao Yu was because of a contradiction, that day it was the turn of the gold group to be on duty, Xiao Yu shouted to Jin Zi to wipe the blackboard, the gold did not go, the two of them were deadlocked, Wang Shan and Qiu Yu also came to Jin Zi to discuss after class, and felt that Xiao Yu was too unkind to do this, and persuaded Jin Zi to stop her after school to "chat", to put it bluntly, I wanted Jin Zi to find trouble with Xiao Yu and teach Xiao Yu a lesson.
Soon it was time for school to get out of school in the evening, and the three of them followed closely behind Xiaoyu, and when they saw the opportunity, Jinzi rushed up with an arrow step, grabbed Xiaoyu and pushed it, but at that time Xiaoyu was relatively tall, and Jin obviously looked very weak, and Jin Zi pretended to be strong and said, "Say, what are you going to do." Xiaoyu didn't panic much, she said to Jin Zi with a little kindness: "Jinzi, I think you are still very kind in your heart, I think we should not do this." The gold seemed to have been poked all of a sudden, and she silently let Xiaoyu go, and Wang Shan and Qiu Yu didn't speak.
In this way, the contact between Jin Zi and Xiaoyu began to increase, although Jin Zi sometimes feels that Xiaoyu is very straightforward, but most of the time she can understand her, she is the second child in the family, and there is an older sister above, and the family conditions are not very ideal, so Taurus She is always working hard like a calf, and there must always be one or two classmates in each class who can often communicate with the teacher, and Xiaoyu can't be blamed, who makes her have this responsibility.
After getting close to Xiaoyu, Jin Zi and the two girls gradually drifted apart, Wang Shan talked about a boyfriend in the third grade of junior high school, and from time to time she would talk to Jin Zi about her relationship status, in fact, in that era, in junior high school, everyone didn't seem to regard falling in love as a shameful thing, and some people felt proud because they talked a lot about love, and it would also attract the envy of many others. At that time, there were many "disc houses" near the school, which was a hotel for junior high school and high school couples, and they didn't need any identification, so they could choose a disc, enter the small room arranged by the boss, and then calculate the money by the hour when they came out. Jin Zi heard Wang Shan say that she had a relationship with the boy in the third year of junior high school, that was her first time, and she also explained to her parents, and brought the boy back to the house, because she was the younger sister of the family, and there was another sister above, so her parents felt that since they couldn't break up the young couple, let them promise to be dating for more than four years, and if they had been dating for four years, they would agree to their marriage in the future. Wang Shan and Jin Zi said this with a happy expression on their faces, Jin Zi didn't understand very well at that time, she didn't think how happy this kind of thing could be, and then her relationship with Wang Shan was not so close, but after graduating from that junior high school, I still heard that this boy came to Wang Shan, and there was still gossip about the two in the class, and the classmates still made fun of Wang Shan from time to time, and Jin Zi was never mixed again.
Children at that age seem to have endless hormones flowing in their bodies, they are always full of curiosity about the opposite sex, Kaneko has seen some girls in the same grade being taken by several boys to the saucer house near her aunt's dormitory, and those girls are always surrounded by many different boys, and there are rumors that these boys are looking for such girls to "give it a try" It's really sad that good girls have become test subjects of ignorance, and Kaneko has seen the filth and shamelessness of human nature since then, and she feels disgusted, and perhaps the parents surround their children, and the main thing is to protect their fragility when they are young, until they can distinguish between good and evil and lies.
I got along with Orange when I was in the third year of Jinzi's junior high school, when everyone was preparing for the final year's sprint, and Xiaoyu was also busy with homework and miscellaneous tasks assigned by the teacher. In fact, Kaneko had seen oranges in elementary school, oranges were chubby and very cute, and in elementary school, she always walked with another chubby girl in Kaneko's class, and she couldn't drown them in the surging crowd after school, which was very attention-grabbing.
Because the students in the third grade of junior high school have moved to the bungalow classroom, not in the building, so it is very close to the school gate after school, it snowed a lot that day, and the playground was also covered with a quilt, and the gold walked in front of the school, and the orange was not far away, she asked the gold if she could take her a ride if she stopped by, because the orange has a bicycle, and the gold is a balance idiot, as long as she needs to balance things from childhood to adulthood, she will never learn, so the gold nodded and agreed to the orange, and the orange went to get the car, the seat of the car was full of thick snow, and the gold was brushed off with his hands, and the orange said happily to the gold: "You're so nice!" Kaneko was also very happy, and since then he has been walking with Orange and Kaneko from school, and Kaneko sits on the back seat of the bicycle, and every time he encounters a speed bump Orange will stand up from the saddle with his legs, and he will shake the gold heavily, and then laugh very happily. Orange is the kind of girl who doesn't have a bad heart.,Very gentle personality.,It's not competitive.,But when you're in a hurry, she also has her own temper.,But she's generally not in a hurry.,Always laughing.。 I remember when I was in high school, the two of them came home from school as usual, and found an ambulance parked at the school gate, and Orange wondered, "Who drove the ambulance to the school gate." Kaneko said, "Something must be the case." Orange said to Jinzi: "My father drives an ambulance and works in our county hospital. After a while, the two of them were almost at the door of Jinzi's house, and Orange received a call from her father, who said with a little urgency: "Where are you? I came to pick you up from school, why didn't you see you?" Orange stopped the car and asked her father, "Where did you pick me up?" Orange's father replied, "At the school gate!" Orange glanced at Jinzi, and the two looked at each other silently, as if they understood something, Orange said loudly: "The ambulance just now won't be you!" Orange's father replied: "Yes, yes!" Orange said helplessly: " Who knew you drove the ambulance to pick me up, I'm almost home, you can go straight home!" Orange Dad also said with a little apology: "Okay, okay." The two of them laughed back and forth when they hung up the phone, and this incident was still a joke between the three of them many years later.
Jin Zi also came into contact with a few girls older than her when she stayed at her aunt's house, the girl who knew the head of the eldest sister was called Shang Yun, she was very beautiful, but she had a big personality, and that time she called the eldest sister to the school town for someone else because a girl in her class also moved to this dormitory, and lived in the same room as her, Jin Zi lived opposite them at that time, but the new girl was a little sick, that is, she would be incontinent, and she would wet the bed when she slept like a child at night, and she didn't know which boy in the dormitory had passed to the class, and the boys in the class always ridiculed the girl for having a urine smell on her body, The girl who got it always cried in the middle of the night so that Shang Yun couldn't sleep well, and in a fit of anger, she had an argument with the boys in the class, and later called the eldest sister over, and those boys were considered to be restrained, and there was no long-tongued woman in the future to talk about this matter again.
Jin Zi sometimes thinks that many boys on campus are not gentlemanly at all, and even a little annoying, they show a smug smile after playing tricks on girls and even have a treacherous appearance, maybe China's social environment is like this, boys are generally the only pet of the family, parents rarely teach them to respect women from an early age, so they will not have this concept and habit until they grow up, in fact, girls have not been smooth sailing since they were young, and they have to bear a lot of family responsibilities when they become adults, and now many people say that today's feminist society, on the surface, but in fact it is not, only some women enjoy respectMany of the remaining women, including some little girls, are still not respected and do not enjoy the fair treatment they were born with. It's just that most people can't hear this cry of sorrow.
When Jin Zi was in the third year of junior high school, there was a squatting boy who came to their class, he was very handsome, and it was even more coincidental that his girlfriend Gao Yue also moved to the dormitory where Jin Zi lived, and the two of them also lived in the same room, Gao Yue was a very caring big sister, she would tell Jin Zi a lot of life truths, and Jin Zi was also responsible for helping her monitor the handsome guy's every move, but the two of them were also a good match. Before Gao Yue met the big brother's friend handsome guy when he got along with the big brother of a school, so the two betrayed the big brother and came together, the handsome guy was slapped by the big brother, and the brotherhood was cut in two, and the handsome guy also cherished this hard-won relationship, and if there was anything delicious and fun, he took it to Gao Yue first, and once he held a kitten in the envious eyes of many girls and sent it to Gao Yue. But the good times didn't last long, after Gao Yue went to high school, there was less intersection between the two people, and then there was a girl in the class who had repeated a grade for several years, she fell in love with the handsome guy at first sight, and I don't know what kind of ecstasy soup the handsome guy was poured into, and actually chose to give up the beautiful and temperamental Gao Yue, and this slightly chubby and slightly dusty girl came together, Jin always fought for Gao Yue, and later after going to high school, I heard Gao Yue say that she had found her sister and beat the girl, but the handsome guy tried his best to protect her, Gao Yue was also completely dead, and sure enough, how the feelings came will go, maybe only when he was young will he pay for another person without distraction regardless of gains and losses, the love of minors is also embarrassing.
In fact, the school is a small society, and many things in it are not necessarily simpler than in society, and they also have a law on the protection of minors, and it is even more presumptuous to do things, I remember that Kaneko heard some high school students sigh: "High school and junior high school are really two worlds, look at those little children in junior high school." In fact, this is just the second disease, and when dealing with children who are about to become adults, Jin Zi now respects their "second disease", because the school circle is not easy to mix, and one day when they are truly independent, they will naturally understand some truths, and they will slowly be smoothed out and lose the courage to question the world. So don't think they're naïve, everyone comes over like this, the word naïve is really accepted when you evaluate yourself, otherwise it will only be used as ridicule.
There is another girl who makes Jin Zi remember deeply, her name is Liang Xiu, she has long black straight hair, she always likes to comb her hair after washing it, and everyone is very envious of her excellent hair quality. And her handwriting is also very good, square is just like the words typed out by the computer, once the gold did not have time to make a hand-copied newspaper, or she helped the gold write, the aunt helped the gold to play the grid, the gold only drew a masthead, as a result of this hand-copied newspaper won the second prize in the school competition for the first time, during that time the gold would feel guilty every time he walked past the blackboard showing the award-winning hand-copied newspaper, as if he had taken something that did not belong to him.
However, disaster also befell Liang Xiu, her parents divorced, her father was doing business in other places, he would not come to see her often, and her mother was never heard from again, every time she lost something in the dormitory, especially money, Liang Xiu was always her aunt's first suspect, Jin Zi could always see her at the door of the bathroom, combing her hair and crying aggrievedly, Jin Zi couldn't help but feel the same way, and she would never forget the feeling of being framed for the rest of her life. Liang Xiu refused to admit it, and in the end, she couldn't hold on and moved to the dormitory opened by the neighbor next door, and Jin Zi also saw her a few times after she moved away, but she didn't communicate like a stranger.
There is also a beautiful sister Xiaolin in the dormitory, she is two years older than Jinzi, she is very outgoing, good at making friends, but she is not good at learning, and she is also a "problem girl" in the eyes of the teacher at school, in the eyes of Jinzi, she is really old and young, most of the boys in the dormitory have bowed down under her pomegranate skirt, she always disagrees, and calls those boys as tools, and then she graduated and moved away, and also came back once, wearing black stockings and stepping on high heels, I heard that she was working as a nurse. Maybe there will be such a charming woman in every boy's life, and I don't know if she is married now and what kind of life she lives.
When I was in college, I didn't have a very close relationship with the girls in the dormitory at first, and they would feel that gold was a little difficult to touch, but after getting along for a long time, they got along a lot, and similar people would always get together. Xiaohui and Qingqing, there is also a girl Meng Qing because she has a boyfriend, so she doesn't often stay in the dormitory, Jin Zi is in college in Shandong, except for her a northerner, the dormitory is all Shandong, Xiaohui has a very straightforward personality, smoking and drinking tattoos can do anything, but she is the kind of person who is a good girl even if she smokes and drinks tattoos, she likes girls, and they have long seen the gold, and even once Xiaohui brought her "boyfriend" back, and gold was also popularized from then on What is called "T" , what is called "P". Qingqing is very simple, she is a girl who likes Miyazaki, the first time Kaneko watched "My Neighbor Totoro" was also what she desperately Amway Kaneko watched, sometimes there are two people left on the weekend, Kaneko and Qingqing, they will get up lazily and order a takeout, and then watch the just-updated "Where Are You Going, Dad" while waiting for rations hungrily, Kaneko once felt that the dishes cooked by the dads in it were also extremely delicious. In the afternoon, the two of them would go shopping in the mall or clothing store, and go back to the dormitory in the evening. I remember that Kaneko was drunk at the graduation party, or Qingqing took her back to the dormitory to remove her makeup, and when she woke up the next day, Kaneko couldn't cry or laugh when she saw a pile of cotton pads next to her pillow. It's really reliable to have a good sister.,You must know that the most important thing for a girl every night is to remove her makeup.,If you don't remove it in special circumstances, it must be the explosion of the earth.。
Jin Zi was the first to leave the dormitory when she graduated, and then she felt sad when she saw the empty dormitory photos of the last Qing Qing on QQ, after all, it was a place where she lived for four years, I remember that once Jin opened the door and splashed water accidentally on the leg of a girl who was talking on the phone in the dormitory next door, apologized for borrowing a hair dryer and didn't work, angry Xiaohui pulled her hair and scolded: "What do you want, I also apologized to you and let you dry it, who let you call at our door!" Then the other two people also joined the battle, no matter how the gold was pulled, they couldn't pull it, but fortunately, the girl didn't complain to the mentor, otherwise they wouldn't be able to eat the gold and walk away.
The current gold does not have any classmates, has not participated in any class reunion, and will not be in the future. It's not because she hates anyone, but after so long, everyone didn't bother and greet each other, and the relationship slowly faded down, people are like this, when you walk through a section of life, there will always be a group of people who will suddenly rush to walk with you, and when you encounter a forked intersection, they will separate, no one knows where their respective roads will lead, just like a banquet will always end, full of wine and food, clean up the tables and chairs, and the lights will end dim. The feelings that have been forgotten do not need to be described clearly, otherwise it will only be time-consuming and laborious, Jin Zi is not good at communicating, she also thinks that a lot of memories are good in her heart, there is no need for everyone to get together again after a long time to greet the strange past, unless it is profitable, or feelings or forces, through the aftertaste of friendship and mutual use, the real relationship of people will continue to trouble each other, big or small those things that do not feel twisted, feelings are mutual trouble will accumulate deeper and deeper, otherwise they will be like passers-by working in the same building, familiar with each other and nodding and smiling silently away, the more you care, the more often you think and contactAs long as the person is real, it doesn't matter how long the banquet lasts, even if there is nothing to eat, you can have a good conversation while grabbing the tablecloth, this is the friendship that really requires time and energy, not the friendship of fame and fortune.
Today's dream: Jin Zi came to a street with stalls in her sleep, many people pushed carts to sell books, some were very neatly placed, some were very messy, Jin Zi walked into a bookstore, the bookstore owner and his family are Mongolians, she bought two Yilin and readers, she wanted to buy aphorisms but no, then she saw a girl like she used to pick fashion magazines, Jin Zi also came over to pick, but she generally likes to buy magazines with giveaways, pick and choose only one magazine with giveaways, or AUPRES cream trial pack, Jin Zi felt useless, so she didn't buy it, but the covers of those fashion magazines were really good-looking, a little girl looks proudly at the camera in the gold dust. Jin Zi turned around and saw that there were many new magazines coming out now, and she had never heard the names. There is also a noodle restaurant in the bookstore, which is opened by the owner's wife, but it can really fill the spirit and stomach together. In a trance, Jin Zi walked to a rich area, his uncle-in-law lived in a big house, his uncle said that this was a friend's house of his, and his friend was not there, and let him look at the house, Jin Zi also walked around the house, and came to a room with a movie screen to watch the movie, and then suddenly a giant crocodile appeared on the screen, it turned over and fell into the water, and the splashed water soaked the gold from head to toe, and many onlookers were so frightened that they ran away, Jin Zi approached the screen, and watched a stream of water seep out, the whole screen was like a big fish tank, the giant crocodile swam in front of her, and the gold even smelled a trace of fish, and then the heroine in the movie appeared, and she was also wet with water, but her body mutated, the whole person began to grow taller, became huge, and then the agents found her and placed her in a station, then she found that there were many girls like her, some were even taller than her, the leaders decided to pick out a few of these girls to resist the giant crocodile, gold saw this and turned and ran, she found her uncle who was sleeping on the side of the road, and told him to go quickly, there will be a disaster soon, the uncle said you are watching a movie, the effect is very real, he has seen it before, gold can't tell him, so he has to go away, then there was a loud noise, the whole mansion collapsed, and there were many waves of water gushing out, just as the uncle-in-law was covered with all the manhole covers that shook the fly, and it was like a coffin, and Jin Zi turned around and began to flee. She has had this dream of fleeing because of natural disasters more than once, sometimes the earth shakes, sometimes the flood floods, people are hiding on the top of the high mountain waiting to be rescued, every time she wakes up, gold is more environmentally conscious, people can no longer harm the earth on which they live, otherwise one day, life will become a real escape.