Chapter 12 Sunlight in the Cracks in the Wall

Zhang Shi has always felt that meeting gold is an extremely lucky thing in his life. Jin Zi didn't know that their meeting came from a gambling game, and the salesmen in the 4S store didn't believe that Zhang Shi could ask Jin Zi, the "98 years" customer little sister, to make an appointment, so they gambled on a car's commission, and Zhang Shi also gambled on all his sincerity.

When he saw Jin Zi for the first time, he was attracted by Jin Zi's bright eyes, Jin Zi had short hair at that time, sitting quietly and dignified in Starbucks drinking coffee, Zhang Shi especially liked girls as confident and bold as "Qu Xiaoxuan", and from that moment he decided that Jin Zi could not run away.

Zhang Shi, who was born in 95, didn't know anything about married life at all, he only knew that his mother had suffered a lot of grievances in order to give birth to him, and his father's personality was relatively straight, not so gentle and considerate, so he thought about finding an independent, confident, and thoughtful girl in the future, not like his mother, who has been wronged in life. He still remembers Kaneko's fiery temper before he got married, and he was as easy to blow himself up as pepper in Plants vs. Zombies. I remember the clearest time is when the two of them got along for about three months, Zhang Shi took Jin Zi back to his hometown to attend a small wedding, everything was fine before the wedding began, just when Zhang Shi came to the stage to grab the bouquet, a high school classmate who helped him keep his mobile phone uninterestingly used his mobile phone to send a circle of friends, with a picture of the wedding on the day, the text is: I remembered my high school ex-girlfriend. Jin Zi, who was looking at his mobile phone, exploded all of a sudden, and when Zhang Shi grabbed the bouquet down, he noticed that the atmosphere was wrong, and after understanding the situation, he explained to Jin Zi, he didn't know who sent this circle of friends, at this time a good friend of Zhang Shi stood up to top the bag, he also wanted Jin Zi to dissipate his anger quickly, but he didn't expect the angry Jin Zi to pull his hair and ask him why he did this, and then the high school classmate also stood up and admitted it, and Jin Zi didn't give anyone face, kicked on the person's leg, and then turned his head and left.

At that time, several people came to pull the gold and did not stop, Zhang Shi was also a little at a loss, just at the end of the wedding ceremony when the newlyweds toasted, Jin Zi said sorry to the two newlyweds that they could not wait until the wedding was over, they had something to go first, and then they took a taxi to the station and bought a ticket for the return trip. On the taxi, Jin Zi deleted all the photos with Zhang Shi before, and also deleted the chat history of the two, Zhang Shi followed Jin all the way, or lost the gold at the station, he was anxious, upstairs and downstairs everywhere looking for the figure of Jinzi, he estimated that Jin must be hungry at this time, as expected, he saw the familiar figure in front of the McDonald's ordering machine. Jin Zi was almost angry at that time, she was actually angry with Zhang Shi's attitude of turning big things into small things and small things, so after Zhang Shi's sincere apology, the two of them reconciled on the high-speed train back.

There was another time when the conflict broke out before the marriage, Zhang Shi's parents chatted with Jin Zi after dinner, and asked Jin Zi what kind of wedding he wanted, Jin Zi felt that the wedding was not just a ceremony held in the hotel, and Zhang Shi was already communicating with the hotel and the wedding, probably due to regional differences, the parents-in-law felt that the weddings in the countryside were held at home, and it was difficult for Jin Zi to imagine how romantic the wedding of the flowing water banquet could be, and it didn't make sense to say it, so the final conversation was very unpleasant, Zhang Shi was also counted by his parents after the gold left, and the temper of the gold was too big, and he must be angry for a lifetime if he found such a wifeSo the next day he ran alone to a barbecue restaurant that he used to go to before with Jin Zi to drink stuffy wine, Jin Zi couldn't contact him, he was very anxious, and finally found him with clues to the circle of friends, at that time Zhang Shi was already drunk like mud, Jin Zi also inadvertently heard the voice message of his mother-in-law dissatisfied with Jin Zi in Zhang Shi's mobile phone, so after Zhang Shi sobered up a little, Jin Zi and Zhang Shi broke up, saying that the house and car they bought together before were clearly divided according to the proportion, Zhang Shi cried very sadly, he didn't want to be separated from Jinzi, so the two got back together after a night。

Zhang Shi is also very clear in his married life, he is taken care of more by gold, he is a little white in life, the house from decoration to layout, and then to the cleaning and finishing in life, it is generally gold to be responsible, his favorite thing when he comes home from work every day is to nest in the sofa and watch the NBA game, Jin Zi has also complained about his irresponsibility to the family countless times, and the things at home are broken by gold and find a way to fix them, Zhang Shi is also used to being taken care of by gold, and the food and clothing at home are arranged by gold, and he is only responsible for paying off the mortgage and car loan every month。 Until Jin Zi was sick and had no intention of taking care of many things, Zhang Shi also grew up a lot in the family, took on most of the housework, and from time to time bought some things that Jin liked to eat to please her.

Zhang Shi graduated from college and was assigned to work in the automobile factory here, and later felt that there was no development in the factory, and a year later he applied for an internal transfer, and came to the 4S store as a salesman, he liked to study automobile knowledge very much, and slowly developed into a seed lecturer in the company, his idols were Kobe and James, that day when he heard the news of Kobe's unexpected death, he cried as sadly as his grandfather died, and he was listless for a few days. After Jin Zi fell ill, Zhang Shi rarely watched the ball game, he always dragged the gold who was reluctant to go out to the park to exercise, Jin Zi always used some evil crookies to prevaricate, what: life lies in stillness, how long the turtle lives motionless. Zhang Shi scoffed at Jinzi's excuses, and he also admired Jinzi's ability to always come up with some plausible truths, and always bullied him for his tendons and brains that couldn't turn.

Zhang Shi actually has a sister, but before giving birth to him, his parents saw that they gave birth to a daughter, so they entrusted it to a family to help give it away, this kind of thing often happened in the countryside in that era, but no one wanted this child after inquiring around, and the family was put in the hospital again, and there was no news of this child again, and then Zhang Shi grew up and his parents also looked for this sister, and found that there was only one with a similar background in the end, but through DNA comparison it still didn't match the number, and this matter became a lifelong regret in their hearts。

Zhang Shi also discussed with Jin Zi whether to continue looking for this sister, Jin Zi voted against, because she thought that finding back could make up for the previous relationship? Who knows what she has experienced over the years, you didn't want her because she was a girl at the time, and later gave birth to a younger brother, how can you guarantee that she will miss her biological parents? If people are living well now, then don't bother, it's a person, not a thing, you can throw it if you want, you can pick it up if you want to.

Zhang Shi also knew that Jin Zi didn't believe in family affection, and he had actually seen a lot of deception at work. Once there were two young men of about the same age in the store, one of them was deaf and mute, his friend accompanied him to buy a car, after taking a fancy to a model, the two of them talked about the price with Zhang Shi, Zhang Shi also received them very seriously, who wanted to go to the office to find the leader to approve the price, the deaf and mute friend came to Zhang Shi to communicate privately, he said that he was the deaf and mute man's hair small, so that Zhang Shi no matter what price was approved, on the basis of this price plus 5000 yuan, the money earned can be shared equally with Zhang Shi, Zhang Shi couldn't help but feel shocked, he didn't want to help this person deceive the deaf and dumb man, but also angry at the darkness of the human heart, He thinks that the deaf and dumb must trust him very much, but he is still trying to cheat him out of his money. When Zhang Shi returned to the reception area, he didn't dare to look directly into the eyes of the deaf-mute customer, that person's eyes were really clear, more clean and clear than the eyes of many people Zhang Shi had seen, every time the deaf-mute smiled at Zhang Shi, Zhang Shi felt extremely guilty, and finally he came up with a way, he did not refuse the black-hearted proposal, because he was afraid that if he rejected him, he would do the same in other 4S stores in the future, or he couldn't avoid the deaf-mute being deceived, and he couldn't remind the deaf-mute that he might know that the person who believed would make him more sad when he deceived himself, Zhang Shi thought of a way, and he wrote it on the order: If the bank refuses to provide the loan due to the buyer's disabled status, the deposit will be refunded in full. After a few days, the bank did reject the loan application, and Zhang Shi informed the deaf and mute man and his friend, and they gave up the plan to buy a car.

Zhang Shi also sighed when he told Jin Zi about this, there are really any kind of people in this world, when the sales pressure is very high, but it is not boring to be able to contact different people, he is very glad that he chose to transfer at the beginning, the biggest gain is to meet Jinzi, he is very grateful for this wonderful fate.

Jin Zi is also very glad that he met Zhang Shi, he never asks Jin Zi about the past, sometimes Jin Zi also asks him: "Don't you wonder what I have experienced in the past, or how many boyfriends have I had?" Zhang Shi replied: "I don't care so much, if you want to say it, you will take the initiative to tell me, but it doesn't matter if you say it or not, what I care about is your present and future, not the past." Jin Zi was very moved, but she also knew in her heart that Zhang Shi was an invincible straight man, even if she sometimes inadvertently mentioned some small things when she made friends in the past, she could see Zhang Shi's face that wanted to kick her out of bed, she knew that although Zhang Shi said that he didn't care, he still cared very much in his heart, if you don't say it, he will treat these things as if none of them happened, so why bother himself.

Although Zhang Shi's brain is not very bent, but his heart is still relatively fine, he noticed that Jin Zi and his family had a conflict, and he would take the initiative to call Jin Zi's mother, he would help Jin Zi say a lot of things, and he would also feel aggrieved for Jin Zi, which made Jin Zi feel extremely warm, fortunately, he was still there, which was the only thing that Jin Zi couldn't rest assured.

Sometimes Jin Zi would ask Zhang Shi in the middle of the night: "If I die, you won't die with me." Zhang Shi asked Jin Zi not to talk nonsense, and Jin Zi said to himself: "I can't just leave, I want to leave you some money, I will find a way to make more money." Zhang Shi also increased the frequency of calling and sending messages to Jin Zi every day, and Jin Zi always said to him generously: "Don't worry, I won't die today, I still have a lot of things to do." This made Zhang Shi feel crying and laughing, and finally he could only take the words of the family and his niece one by one, he thought that it would be much better to have a child by Jinzi's side every day to distract her energy, this trick really worked, Jinzi originally liked to chat with one by one, and children would always say something more reasonable than adults, such as about the deaf and mute man buying a car, she told Jinzi a story about conscience, she said: " People's conscience is triangular at the beginning, every time they do a bad thing, they will grind it in their hearts, and they will feel pain, and slowly the more and more bad things they do, the triangle will be ground into a circle, so if this kind of person does bad things again, his conscience will not hurt. "Jin Zi thinks it makes sense, if you do too many bad things, your conscience will not hurt. Sometimes children understand the truth, but adults just don't understand, so people are really more and more confused.

Jin Zi does have a lot of things to do, Orange is about to get married, my aunt's cousin is about to get married, Zhang Shi's best hair is about to get married, Jin Zi feels that it is not that suddenly there are more and more people around you who get married and have children, but that you have reached this stage of life, when you are a teenager, everyone is looking at your studies and homework, when you are an adult, you have to face the formation of a family and reproduction, when you are middle-aged, you have to be responsible for the health of your parents, and when you are old, you have to face birth, old age, sickness and death, this is the law of life, and there are many people who break the law, and they are also walking the road outside the law。

The story related to Zhang Shi continues, to be continued.

Today's dream: Zhang Shi dreamed that he and a few good friends came to a small ditch, everyone lined up to jump over the ditch one by one, only a fat friend mouse, the body was clumsy and couldn't jump over, and the funny shape made him laugh. At this time, Jin Zi, who was sleeping very shallowly, was woken up by Zhang Shi, who was smirking, she shook Zhang Shi, Zhang Shi woke up with a smirking expression, Jin Zi also felt very funny in his heart, and someone actually dreamed of laughing out loud, it was the first time to see him.