In the past two days, I interviewed several companies, all of which were short videos, one of which was a gunfight game base, and made a plan for them, the theme was to save Mr. Tree, and the first thing that came to mind was Wang Baoqiang, and then a whole set of plans was sent over, and I was waiting for the notice.

Brother Jin ended at about three o'clock in the afternoon, called and asked where I was, and then found me.

"How do you arrange it in the evening, eat or drink?"

"I want to drink, I'm a little tired from the performance these days, the weather is hot, I'm going crazy, I'm really tired of moving bricks, I may have to go to Shanghai for a month in two days. ”

"What are you going to do? There's work over there?"

"A few friends set up a studio over there, went there to learn from experience, and performed for a while. ”

"It's good, I'm tired of watching your set, I really need something new. ”

"Don't you owe a beating? Go to a bar at night, we won't have a chance to get together after graduation, let's have enough drinks tonight." ”

"Listen to you, I'll book a seat first, won't I?"

"Let's find a lively place. ”

I called and asked the bar here, booked a seat, and then pulled my brother into to eat something first, it is certain that I can't drink and eat at night, and I can't go to drink on an empty stomach.

Pull into the brother to eat something casually, when I went out, it was not dark yet, and it was not appropriate to go to the bar at this point.

"Let's go to the Confucius Temple, go over there and have a look. ”

"Brother, there's nothing to see, the commercialization is too serious, let's change places. ”

"It's okay, let's take a look at what the ancient Qinglou was like. ”

There was no way, I took a taxi with Brother Jin to the Confucius Temple and came to Li Xiangjun's former residence, and the ticket cost nineteen.

After Brother Jin and I bought tickets and went in, Brother Jin pulled me around, and after turning around, I went out to walk along the Qinhuai River.

"Do you know why you went inside?"

"It's not sick, the ancient Qinglou, there is not even a person, and there are twenty-one tickets. ”

"Tell me a story, and you'll understand. When I was learning magic, don't look at how glamorous I am when I go out to perform now, I look handsome, when I will practice kung fu, it is really boring, and I don't even want to practice, I happened to watch a movie "Liu Ruyi" at that time, and then I learned about Qin Huai Bayan, they are all geisha, Chen Yuanyuan You should know, it is the most famous one. ”

Brother Jin thought about it and gave me a cigarette, I took the cigarette, Brother Jin lit it for me first, and then lit it himself.

"I actually admire these people inside, you know, living in an era like the late Ming and early Qing dynasties, they had the money to donate money and send their art money to the front line, just for the Ming Dynasty, what I crave most is their love, and the love is so vigorous, I didn't care about the world's eyes.

I think about myself, it's actually very sad, you know, love seems to have really become a forbidden fruit at this age, you go to taste it, and it is mostly fruitless. ”

Listening to what Brother Jin said, I didn't seem to understand, looking at the people coming and going in front of me on the Qinhuai River, these ordinary scenes made me feel like I was in a trance for a moment.

I have experienced a lot during this time, and many things can't go back, about love and life, weaving the two together, and one day they will be separated.

When we arrived at the bar, there were not many people, so Brother Jin and I found a place to sit down, booked it in advance, and served it directly.

"Brother, if there is something unpleasant, put it in the wine tonight, drink it in the stomach, the bitterness of life will still be broken and swallowed in the stomach, I won't say what will happen to my brother or anything in the future, you weigh it yourself, I think I am a reliable person, you can call if something happens." ”

I lifted the wine glass and poured a glass of wine, raised it towards Brother Jin, and drank it all, Brother Jin saw that I drank a glass directly, picked up a bottle and blew it directly.

"Happy. ”

I watched that there were more people over there, men and women drinking together, playing games and drinking, and it seemed that drinking here has become the best way for us to decompress, and the cheapest way.

I also picked up the bottle directly and blew it, and Brother Jin, you come and go, bottle after bottle of wine, Brother Jin didn't know if he drank too much or what, and talked about life with me.

"Brother, when I left school, I realized that I missed a lot of things, and what I actually regret is not that I left there, but that I didn't have time to do a lot of things I wanted to do.

But I regret that I have never done it, I usually take on performances outside, and I don't have much time to get together with them and you, and I seem to have lost the most important thing for the sake of life. ”

"Actually, I also started last year, I know what is important, I took Tang Xi to visit the ancient towns near Chengdu, Luodai, Huanglongxi.

Last year, the Dragon Boat Festival and a few of them drove a car and went on a trip to Guangyuan, Jianmenguan, and Nanchong. In Guangyuan, I rode a bicycle with them to visit half of Guangyuan City, went to Jianmen Pass to eat the most expensive tofu in this life, and in the ancient city of Langzhong in Nanchong, Dengteng Wang Pavilion. Think I'm so much better than you, my brother and girlfriend are not left behind. ”

Brother Jin listened to my words and fell into deep thought, and after a long pause, he picked up the wine bottle and drank with me again.

"In the future, let's work together, life will always be a little rushed, I want to find a girlfriend now, but I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I can't give happiness now, but I'm afraid that in the end, I will lose the courage to love. ”

"I can't give you any advice on this, just follow your heart. ”

I drank with Brother Jin, I knew that I should have drunk too much, and my brain was no longer sober, and in the end I only remembered that Brother Jin and I helped each other out of the door, and I can't remember the rest of the story.

I woke up in the hotel the next day, touched the side, and I thought it was my brother who had opened a room.

But when I felt that something was wrong, there was a trace of softness in my palm, and I touched left and right in my uncertainties, and symmetrical thoughts popped up in my mind, which made me wake up instantly, and I sat up and looked at the woman sleeping next to me, who seemed to be woken up by my movements, and opened her eyes to look at me.

The woman put on her clothes in front of me, starting with the innermost underwear, I didn't feel embarrassed at all, I turned my head and smoked a cigarette and lit it, took a deep breath, and then looked at the clothed woman next to me.

"I'll take care of it, if you think it's necessary. ”

After saying that, I waited for the woman's answer, but the woman naturally dressed herself and did not look at me until she was dressed.

"I don't want to be responsible, I picked you up last night, I slept with you, do you understand, it's a one-night stand. ”

I was speechless by the woman's words, looking at the woman packing up my things.

"Were there any security measures in place last night?"

"I don't care, what do you care? I don't want to be responsible, but don't rely on me. ”

The woman went out with her bag, I sat on the bed and smoked a cigarette, and couldn't help laughing, what is this, I am a big man, and I was picked up by a woman.

I don't know the woman's name, I don't know how old she is, I don't know anything about her.

It's just that last night we slept and as she said, we just had a one-night stand and nothing else.

I went to the bathroom to take a shower, got dressed and left the hotel, I don't know what these things are.

Tang Xi, Du Yuan, and the woman who left just now, except for Tang Xi's accident, these two women who accidentally broke into my life seem to have really become an episode in my life, but now the past between me and Tang Xi has become an episode of the episode.

I'm still interviewing, several companies have come down, some of them are unintentional interviews after I went to see them, and some of them need relative work experience, in short, the accidents in life and these trivial things seem to be only painful in life.

I didn't understand the bitterness of life before, but once I tasted it, it was hard to think about it again.