I sat on a chair at the bus stop, carrying a bag containing Du Yuan's clothes.

In the hospital, Du Yuan gave me the key and asked me to help her get some change of clothes back, I went to her house to clean up, looking at the underwear in the closet, I stopped, I hesitated to take it or not, and finally packed two pieces.

Subsequently, I touched my somewhat hot face, and it was not the first time I had come into contact with women's underwear, but I still blushed, this thing always has a natural charm, and it is easy to make people think about it.

Back at the hospital, I was carrying a bag of clothes, facing the empty bed, I didn't know what tricks this woman was playing again, they were all patients, and it was not good to lie on the bed. I looked for toilets and all the places I could think of, but none of them could hide a single person.

"Beauty, the patient in the room over there, have you seen where you went?"

The nurse took the record sheet and looked for it: "She was discharged." ”

"She hasn't recovered yet, why was she discharged from the hospital, and you didn't stop her. ”

I realized that it was rude to say this to the nurse: "Excuse me, I'm in a bit of a hurry, do you know where she went?"

"Her father just came and discharged her, and we couldn't do anything about it. ”

I don't know how Du Yuan's father knew that Du Yuan was hospitalized, and took her away, looking at the key in my hand, I walked out of the hospital door, came to the bus stop, and sat on the bench.

I don't know what her father's sudden arrival means, of course, I can't control this, and the intersection between me and Du Yuan is only a few days, and her departure is nothing to me.

It's just that someone I don't know well has pulled away from my life. I took the bus to Du Yuan's house, and for me now, taking a taxi is a bit of a luxury.

I put Du Yuan's clothes back and glanced at her room, the whole blue cold tone, maybe her heart, or maybe her personality, but I don't know much about such a woman who inexplicably broke into my life and then left.

"Hey, Brother Jin, what's wrong. The mobile phone in my pocket rang suddenly, and I sat on Du Yuan's bed and answered the phone.

"Do you have time in two days, I have a few performances in Nanjing, and I have time to come out for two drinks in the evening?"

"When?"

"The performance is over, and it's probably afternoon. ”

"That's no problem, just finish contacting me then. ”

"Well, I'll see you in two days, brother. ”

"Okay, brother, bye-bye, see you in two days. ”

Brother Jin is a magician, and my high school when I was in high school was just two streets away from his school.

When I went to college, he was in the dormitory opposite me, and after getting acquainted, we chatted, only to find out that we are both fellow countrymen, and the high school school is not very far away, and we have become familiar with each other.

I looked at the balance in my phone, and I had a little headache, Brother Jin came over at this time, it was to make matters worse for me, and I couldn't let Brother Jin have a treat.

I left Du Yuan's house, locked the door, looked at the key in my hand, I have a chance to return her, she should come back, right?

I thought that she would disappear from my life, and I hoped that she would come back, and this contradiction in my heart made me forget to press in the elevator, and I didn't realize how long I had been standing alone in the elevator until someone came in.

When I got home, I made myself a cup of tea, and the most important thing for me at the moment was to find a job first, browse some job postings on the Internet, and contact for interviews.

I don't worry about the amount of salary, but in this year's environment, the epidemic and the previous floods, it is very satisfying to find a job to support myself.

The background of the city of Nanjing, it is difficult to be really happy, often the gray sky, which makes people feel more depressed, to survive in such a city, I don't know whether it is right or wrong.

Flipping through the WeChat circle of friends on his mobile phone, Ziming posted a message: "During this time, return to the place where you were born to recuperate." ”

I patted Ziming in the group, and then Aite him, and Ziming quickly replied to me with a question mark.

"What's wrong with the prostate?"

Xiao Mu replied with a shocked expression in the group, and Ah Zhe replied: "I guess yes, otherwise I wouldn't have gone to recuperate." ”

Lao Jin first made an expression, and then replied: "Ziming, are you okay, aren't you so scary?"

Only Xiaobei did not appear, and it is estimated that the work should still be busy. Ziming scolded his mother in the group, and then a group of people went crazy to pat Ziming.

I can probably think of Ziming's state at this time, he should be about to be broken down by a few of us, so I stopped joking.

"Ziming, what's wrong, tell my brothers something, send a circle of friends, say that I was sick and scared me, I thought something happened to you, I was relieved to see that you can still scold people. ”

"It's okay, I just want to relax, but I'm still a little uncomfortable. It's okay, it'll be fine after a while, you just take care of yourself. ”

Xiao Mu: "An, you too, take care of yourself." ”

Lao Jin: "Relax a chicken, you quickly adjust your state, you are a man, give me a serious job." ”

Ah Zhe made an expression of contempt for Ziming, and he couldn't laugh or cry for Ziming.

I watched a few of them joking, it should be okay, but I don't know how Tang Xi is now, I didn't call directly to ask, first tentatively asked Sister Xiang if it was inconvenient to answer the phone, and then called.

"Sister Xiang, how is Xixi now?

"You're worried about her, you won't come and see her, just ask on the phone, I said she's not good, can you comfort her or take care of her?

I really don't understand the two of you, obviously you can't let it go, why are the two of you doing this, Tang Xi I don't know what to say now, it's the same as losing your soul, you have to be really worried about her, come over and coax it now, there is still a chance, Tang Xi is such a beautiful girl, there is no shortage of people to chase, don't regret it when the time comes. ”

Listening to Sister Xiang's pause on the phone, I took the phone and smiled, a little helpless, if only it could really be like what Sister Xiang said.

I Tang Xi belongs to the kind of person who wants to be strong, if one party can compromise, I would not have proposed to break up at the beginning, and I would not have made such a fuss today.

"Sister Xiang, you help me take good care of Xixi, I know I'm sorry for her, but I can't help it, this is life, the adult world can't help my own temperament, I also want to be with Tang Xi over there, but my parents are here first.

Secondly, over there, what I wanted to achieve could not be realized, after all, it is still inland, there are many opportunities here along the coast, and there are great opportunities, I want to make Xixi live a little better in the future, but I didn't expect it to develop into today. ”

There was silence on the other side of the phone, and then Sister Xiang's voice came: "Tang Xi, did you hear me? You are forcing the other party to make a choice like this, hurting yourself, I don't advise you to do anything, you can do it yourself." ”

I heard Tang Xi's voice, and she seemed to cry again: "Li Da, can you give me some time and let me think about it?" I really don't know what to do, but I can't let you go, I'm so uncomfortable." ”

"Xixi, don't cry, okay, I'll go to see you when I'm settled here, I'll go to see you every month in the future, you take care of yourself, wait for me." ”

I hung up the phone, I couldn't stand Tang Xi crying, no matter how he made trouble or cried, I had a way before, but now I don't know what's wrong, everything makes me feel powerless.

I locked myself in my room, staring at the clouds outside the window, they were floating, I seemed to see myself as a child, carefree, lying on the ground and staring at the clouds in the sky for a day, to think if I could stand on them and run.

But now what I think about is that these clouds are very ethereal and illusory, and they can't grasp or hold them.

For the first time in my life, I felt lost about life and the future. Everything that is unknown makes me seem to be a little scared, frightened, I don't know what's wrong, and suddenly this feeling makes my heart a little panicked.

Life always surprises you inadvertently, and then beats you back to your original shape again, just like Du Yuan, who suddenly appeared in my life, suddenly disappeared in my life, as if it had never appeared.

And the beauty of the past has become extremely fragile under the pressure of life, and it will always wear out all your illusions.