Chapter 29: Give Yourself Answers

Du Yuan's words echoed in my mind, because of Tang Xi, I didn't accept Du Yuan, our relationship was between friends and lovers.

"You can reject me, I can like you, it's just that you haven't given me a positive answer, I'm like tugging at the last straw, you know what, I don't want to give up even the slightest hope. ”

I began to take a serious look at the relationship between me and Du Yuan, about Tang Xi, we have too many contradictions, even if we go to change each other, but then I am too tired to live.

The more I thought about it, the more confused my brain became, and then I didn't think about it at all, I picked Du Yuan up from the ground: "Is it painful to run so fast even if your leg is broken?"

"It hurts. ”

"I'll take you back, or where do you want to go. ”

"Take me to the edge of the Yangtze River, look at the river, my heart can sink with the calm river. ”

"Then you go to the river, and I'll carry you. ”

Du Yuan hugged my neck tightly, I dragged her whole person, the posture of the princess hugging, she was very light, on my body, I felt her slowly quiet.

I tried to keep walking as smoothly as I could, and Du Yuan fell asleep in my arms under my bumps, all the way to the river.

I found a position by the river and went down, I tried to stabilize my body as much as possible, so that Du Yuan could sleep comfortably, but she was still woken up by my movements.

Looking at the sleepy-eyed Du Yuan, I wanted to kiss her for a moment, and at this moment she was the same as Snow White in her sleep.

Du Yuan grabbed my hand, supported her body and did it, she turned her head to look at the river, the continuous high temperature, the water level dropped again, and the continuous rush to the sea, back to the same height as before.

There are still a lot of boats on the river, these boats are not for fishing, the Yangtze River has entered a ten-year fishing moratorium, I am a little puzzled by what these small boats do, from small to large, I have seen a lot of boats, but many I don't know what they do.

Sometimes I can watch the river for a day, and in the summer, the clouds in the sky drift by, leaving a shadow, and I will applaud happily as I watch the boats slowly pass through the shadows left by the clouds and be hit by the sun again.

Du Yuan's previous emotions really calmed down at this time, she sat there, looking at the river, and she hadn't moved for a long time.

Nearby, a boat was swimming upriver from in front of it, and the sound of the engine left behind the waves of the water.

I was worried that Du Yuan would be blowing the wind by the river and get sick again when I went back, so I hugged her from behind: "Go back, forget all the unhappy, it's almost the New Year, isn't it? ”

Du Yuan turned her head to look at me and opened her hand to me, I knew that she was asking me to pick her up, her feet should have been swollen, I let go of the hand around her and changed positions.

I picked up Du Yuan again and walked for a while, I stretched out my foot on the side of the road to stop the car, and after getting into the car a little bit, the driver asked me where I was going, and I looked at Du Yuan.

"I'll live with your dad now, and I'll send you back. ”

Du Yuan struggled in my arms and shook her head, I knew she didn't want to go there, but I couldn't bring her back to my house.

"I don't want to see him, I've heard those words, and for a moment I wanted you to agree to him, even if I knew that you were for his terms, at least you were willing to be with me, didn't you?"

Du Yuan said and rubbed it into my arms: "But I'm also afraid, I seem to have seen that kind of ending, and I'm glad you didn't agree, otherwise we might really be impossible." ”

Yes, as long as I promise Du Yucheng, Du Yuan and I may end up as strangers. My refusal still has a certain impact on Du Yuan, and I can feel it.

"Maybe over the years, his neglect has led to little understanding of you, but as a father's position, I can understand him. ”

"Where did you come from as a father?" Du Yuan was stunned after speaking, and then she seemed to think of something: "Li Da, if you are willing to accept me one day, will we have a daughter in the future, and then you will talk about your position as a father." ”

Du Yuan's emotional changes made me unable to react, one moment she fantasized about beauty, and the next second her expression and the emotional changes of the whole person, the change overwhelmed me.

"What's wrong, I was fine just now, but suddenly I'm unhappy again. ”

"For so long, you haven't said that you like me, where did you come from, where did you come from, where did you come from as a father. ”

As soon as Du Yuan talked about this question, I didn't know how to answer her, and now Tang Xi and I are really going in two directions.

We are no longer children, I can realize that Tang Xi's departure is really disappointing, we can no longer possibly, although we may love each other, but there are some things, I know that I should not be forgiven.

This is a topic that will be brought out every time there is a contradiction in the future, if it is because of one thing at the beginning, the ending that can be thought of, whether it is Tang Xi's rationality or my sensibility, we will make the right choice.

I knew that I should give myself an answer, and I also needed to give Du Yuan an answer, so I pinched a few of Du Yuan's hair and rubbed it, Du Yuan didn't stop me from playing with her hair.

"Can you let me think about it again, now that I promised you, there is still a mountain between us and your father, and I need to give myself an answer, and then go and tell you the answer. ”

Du Yuan was just about to speak, but I stopped her: "It won't be long, I will give you the answer to everything a year ago, and I will also give me my own answer." ”

Du Yuan looked at my serious expression, close to my chest, and hugged me tightly.

"I feel so close, I hear it, it's the first time I've felt so close to you. ”

Du Yuan smiled again, I think I will slowly adapt to the change of expression on her face in the future.

In an instant, a warm feeling flowed through my heart, and that feeling of happiness filled my whole being.

After a long time, the driver's voice interrupted us: "Where are you going? I've been waiting for you here for a long time." ”

I realized that we were still where we were just now, and the master did not interrupt my conversation with Du Yuan, waiting for us.

I said sorry to the master, and then reported the location, and when I got home, I carried Du Yuan upstairs, and when I opened the door, I asked Du Yuan to take the key from my pocket.

Du Yuan took it out for a long time, but he didn't take it out.

"Isn't it right there, why don't you take it out when you touch it, I'm standing here with a person as big as you, I've been tired for a long time. ”

Du Yuan only took out the key at this time and shook it in front of my eyes: "I just want you to hold me for a while." ”

When I opened the door, the room was still the same, and I put Du Yuan on the bed, glared at her fiercely, and told her not to move.

I took off her shoes, I could see that the ankle was obviously swollen, and I looked up at Du Yuan: "Does it hurt?"

Du Yuan shook his head, and then screamed at me.

I adjusted her movements and told her not to move: "I'm going to buy some medicine, don't move." ”