Chapter XXVIII
What Du Yucheng said was just his tragedy, he didn't want to see this kind of tragedy happen again in his daughter, I can understand it, it's just that this paranoid approach is completely according to his own wishes, and he doesn't consider Du Yuan's true thoughts.
"What happened to you, in fact, I can understand, everything is because of your paranoia, you like to do one thing is not wrong, what is wrong is that you think other people are the same as you. ”
Du Yucheng listened to my words and began to stare at me, as if he wanted to put pressure on me.
"I'm here for her happiness, and after talking for so long, it seems that you don't want to choose the two choices I gave you. ”
"If you want me to be with Du Yuan for some purpose, your so-called condition, I won't agree. ”
"Opportunities are in front of you, you miss them, and sometimes you never get to that height, and you can't do what you want to do. ”
Du Yucheng is not dead yet, he wants to finally make me change my mind, no matter what kind of conditions he gave, as long as I accept it, it seems that I am the one who benefits.
The stubbornness in my bones, I don't want to be subdued, and my ambiguous relationship with Du Yuan, even if it is not possible, does not affect us to become friends.
Now Du Yucheng asks me to accept or cut off the relationship with Du Yuan, I can't do it, I won't do that, I am very disgusted that others interfere with my freedom.
"I'm sorry, Uncle Du, I can't accept it no matter what it is, I like Du Yuan, even if I don't have these conditions, I will be good to her. In other words, it's impossible, so why should I hurt her and make her die? We can still be friends. ”
"I'm here today, not to discuss with you, if you don't choose, in the future in this industry, I can let you have no future, at least my words will make many people prejudiced against you. ”
Du Yucheng's threat aroused my desire to resist, and I was unwilling to be controlled by one person like this, and that feeling was uncomfortable to think about.
"It doesn't matter, I only know that your so-called love for Du Yuan is all your selfishness, your stubbornness, you don't know what she wants at all, and you have not been a qualified father all these years. ”
Du Yucheng could clearly see that my non-cooperation, he threatened me again and again, and at this point, I finally lost my patience.
"I'm not a qualified father, it's not your turn to say this, from today on, stay away from Yuanyuan, otherwise, I can really let you be ruined in this industry, the gap between you and me, this is not difficult to do. ”
Just when I thought Du Yucheng didn't have the patience to talk to me, Du Yuan walked out of the bar of the coffee shop, and she walked up to us to face her father.
"Your marriage failed, what are you like to my mother, what is the end of her, your own marriage is a mess, why do you care about me. Do you think I've been doing well all these years? No one has ever cared about me, do you think what you give me is what I want?"
Du Yuan is now facing Du Yucheng, saying these in an extremely flat tone, Du Yuan said these words to Du Yucheng personally, which seemed to have caused a certain impact on Du Yucheng.
Du Yucheng turned the coffee cup on the table, not knowing what he was thinking, and remained silent.
Du Yuan stood there, looking at his indifferent father: "I hope you don't care about my affairs in the future, you have never given me what I want, you think you gave me all your best things, but are those what I want? ”
Du Yuan took my hand and dragged me, looking at the dull atmosphere in front of me, I had to follow Du Yuan's movements to get up.
Out of the door of the coffee shop, Du Yuan let go of my hand, in front of me, she couldn't help crying, she was nervous in front of Du Yucheng, it seemed that she was the last stubbornness in front of her father.
I followed Du Yuan, aimlessly, I didn't know where she wanted to go, and I was worried that she would be in such a state, and she would be prone to accidents alone.
Walked along the road all the way Du Yuan walked very fast I stepped up my steps to follow behind me I know she is very uncomfortable now I am not sure if she heard Du Yucheng those words. Looking at the mist exhaled by Du Yuan, I knew that she had been crying, but at this time, I couldn't comfort her.
I don't know where Du Yuan's energy comes from, she is crying and walking so fast, once I saw her stepping on the pothole of the pavement floor tiles, I realized that she may have broken her foot, I wanted to help her, she didn't care, still quickened the pace.
Du Yuan walked regardless of it, and when she came to the foot of a plane tree, Du Yuan squatted there, I don't know if she broke her foot, she realized that she couldn't walk.
I squatted next to her, she looked up at me, the tears in her eyes slipped down the tears in the corners of her eyes, I reached out and gently helped her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, but instead of wiping away her tears, my actions made her cry more and more fiercely.
Du Yuan is not as unhappy as before, I am by her side, she will hold me to vent, she is crying there so calmly.
"He's actually right, he wants to be good for you, but he uses the wrong method, he doesn't understand you, so he doesn't know how to get along with you. He gave you all the good things he thought were good, but he didn't expect that the things he thought were good were not what you wanted. ”
Du Yuan put his hands on his knees, put his chin on his hands, and stared at the place of my neck: "You don't want to accept me, but you are still so good to me, you know, what will you make me think like this, many times, I think you like me, but I found that you seem to have that attitude towards all women." ”
I thought about what Du Yuan said: You seem to have this attitude towards all women.
Things that I myself never realized, the women around me, I treat them, are all like that, between love and friends.
I thought at the moment that such an approach would give the illusion that people who had a crush on me would think that I had a crush on her.
This has always been something I can't change, when it comes to feelings and women, no one has ever said that I am indecisive, they have joked: this is the typical characteristic of a scumbag, and he maintains an ambiguous relationship with the woman next to him.
Du Yuan's words shocked me a little, yes, treat Du Yuan, we have lived together for a while, after she showed her heart to me again and again, I have never solved it, nor have I responded positively, but I don't want to break that ambiguous relationship.
"You speak, even if you reject me, it's better than this, I thought I saw hope, and in the blink of an eye you would leave me because of her, and when I thought it was impossible, you would care about me again, and be with me when I was most uncomfortable, just like now. ”
I was speechless, what Du Yuan said was the truth, but I never realized the problem, it was like this before, and it is now. I don't think I'll be able to change it in the future, because human desire is to enjoy this feeling.