After returning to the company to connect with the wedding and the newlyweds the next day, and then communicating with the bride and groom, because it involves shooting in advance, and the newlyweds are a little rushed the next morning.

In the afternoon, I went to the couple's home with another cameraman from the company, finished filming some of the content that could be filmed in advance, and then returned to the company to copy the materials, received the equipment needed for the next day's shooting, and went home with it.

I got up at four or five o'clock the next day, and it was raining outside, so I put on an umbrella and went out with my camera bag.

Arrived at the agreed place, the groom found a car to pick me up to the flower shop, because the rain is getting heavier and heavier, the outside scene can not be photographed at all, after a series of things in the morning to pick up the relatives, to the hotel only to find that there is nothing to shoot in the morning.

At the beginning of the luncheon, the machine was put there, except for the few links of the ceremony handover, which needed to run, and the machine was always at the front of the stage.

After filming these things, I went back to the company to cut a trailer, and until the evening, I saw that they were still working overtime.

I didn't leave either, I was tired for a day, I thought that the physical and mental exhaustion would make me forget what had happened in the past few days, but I sat there, as long as I was free, I would think of Tang Xi.

I tried my best not to think about it, but as soon as I saw the wedding films I usually cut, I would think about Tang Xi marrying me in a wedding dress.

I controlled my emotions not to collapse, I didn't eat much lunch provided by the wedding company at noon, and now my stomach is empty, but I don't have the slightest desire to eat, I watched the others still working overtime and lay on the table, and soon fell asleep.

At nine o'clock, they patted me, I knew it was off work, I picked up my phone and went back to the dormitory, I packed up my things and left at six o'clock the next morning. When I got home, I sent a WeChat message to my boss: "I won't go today, I'm resigning." ”

Then I put down my phone and lay down at home, and I slept like that, until noon, when I looked at my phone, my boss and my colleagues were asking me what was wrong.

I didn't reply to any of them, and just lay quietly in bed.

After resting at home for almost a month, I found that I seemed to have an anxiety disorder and a depression.

Not interested in anything, I realized that I couldn't stay idle like this forever and started looking for a job online.

While looking for a job, I saw a WeChat message from Du Yuan: "Do you have time, the Starbucks in the city is waiting for you." ”

I don't know what Du Yuan, a woman we have only met once, suddenly asked me to do, but I still have some expectations for Du Yuan in my heart.

After all, such a beautiful woman, I admit that I have been attracted to her, but I don't know what it means for her to come to me at this time.

I quickly took a taxi to the Starbucks in the city, and when I went in, I found Du Yuan sitting in the corner, I walked up to her and sat opposite her: "Find me something." ”

"I thought you weren't coming. ”

I asked for a cup of coffee and looked at Du Yuan in front of me: "I don't know, I came here when the ghost sent me, maybe it's fate, or maybe I feel your urgent need for me, let's say, what's the matter with me." ”

Du Yuan seemed to be indifferent to my flamboyant tongue, and it was strange that at this time, I was in the mood to joke with Du Yuan.

I haven't forgotten what kind of state I am in these days, and I don't know how to redeem Tang Xi now, or give up.

Regarding me and Tang Xi, it seems that Ziming and Dog had just broken up with the original state, Ziming drank in the bedroom every day, drunk himself, and slept until the next afternoon.

Du Yuan in front of me waved his hand at me, I came back to my senses, Du Yuan just stared at me like that, I was stared at a little unnaturally: "What's wrong, staring at me like this." ”

"That's what you just stared at me, and I don't know what you're thinking, of course I'll have to keep an eye on it. ”

I don't understand this woman's logic, and I said things that are embarrassing to me by staring at people so naturally: "Let's talk about something, we don't know each other too well, don't waste the opportunity to exchange one-sidedness." ”

"I want you to do me a favor, it shouldn't be difficult for you, my father is also a screenwriter, some things are complicated to say, I won't say more, and you will slowly know in the future. ”

"Since your father is also a screenwriter, relatively speaking, he should know more than me, I wonder if you don't ask him directly about screenwriting, look for me, maybe I don't know if I can answer it, you are wasting our time. ”

"What I want to know is not about the position of screenwriter, but about the identity of a screenwriter, what I want to know is something about being a screenwriter. ”

I don't understand what Du Yuan means, about the identity of the screenwriter, this identity is an interest to me.

It also seems to be a mental poison, because at night, when I am on the verge of an emotional outburst, I can only hold back the bad negative emotions by picking up the pen and writing something, and more often it may be emotion or I want to write something in my head.

Only when I pick up the pen will my whole state calm down, and the feeling of typing the keyboard makes me feel very irritable, and even bring the whole emotion to the verge of exploding.

I looked at Du Yuan squarely: "I seem to understand what you mean, but I don't fully understand. ”

"I'm looking for you today just to make an appointment with you to see if you will come out, now that the goal has been achieved, the rest of the things can be done slowly in the future, can you give me your address, I will look for you directly in the future, and I will save you from running again." ”

After speaking, Du Yuan got up directly and looked at her long flowing hair, in fact, when I first fell in love with junior high school, I wanted to find a girlfriend with loose hair and extra good looks.

Du Yuan is still wearing a dress today, with a pair of silver-gray high heels under his feet, and the slender legs are crossed under the rhythmic sound of the high heels.

I looked at Du Yuan's back, a little stunned, as if Du Yuan was the image of my lover in my mind at the beginning, I don't deny that I have a good impression of Du Yuan, especially such a beautiful woman.

Aside from the fact that she's a bit confusing, this should be my ideal person.

However, I soon received a phone call, it was Tang Xi's best friend Li Xiang called, after I answered, Li Xiang first said to me, I think she probably didn't know what happened between me and Tang Xi.

The conflict between us seems to have started since the time of integrating with this society, and neither of us wants to take a step back, which leads to the fact that it is really impossible, but I still asked Li Xiang what happened.

"Li Da, what happened between you and Tang Xi, I don't want to know, and I don't want to ask, I didn't want to care about this matter, but I really can't see Tang Xi all day long, you said that you are a stinky man, what's wrong with giving in to women. ”

Li Xiang paused and took a breath: "She's your girlfriend, right, I remember that once you had a meal, you said that you would always be good to Tang Xi, but look at it, what have you made of a young and energetic girl now, don't you feel guilty in your heart?"

"Sister Xiang, you give the phone to Xixi and let me have a few words with him. ”

There was silence for a while, and then Li Xiang's voice spoke to Tang Xi: "You are talking, people are waiting for you with a phone now, you Tang Xi is for a man." ”

"Hey, Xixi, I know you heard, I don't ask if there is any possibility between us, you have to take care of yourself, you have to wait for me to find you later, there are some things we can tolerate each other, but time is at this stage, we can't handle it well. ”

I resisted the urge to cry: "We're still young after all, so let's calm down for a while, okay?" I don't want to end up like Ziming and Gouzi between us, you give me some time, okay, I'm sorry, Xixi, don't cry, okay. ”

Listening to Tang Xi's sobbing sound on the phone, I couldn't help it, my voice trembled, we felt uncomfortable with each other, but there was no way to solve it, at this damn age, we were powerless to change.