Chapter 35 Birth, old age, sickness and death are not far away

The world will always joke with you, sometimes it's just a little joke that doesn't hurt, sometimes it's about life and death.

After eating, I was about to go back to the room, but my mother looked at Du Yuan, and then at me again: "Your dad has something to tell you." I watched my mother pull Du Yuan aside to chat, and then walked to the balcony.

Li Yun held a small plastic bench more than ten centimeters high in one hand and put it on the balcony, and then ran to sit honestly next to Du Yuan.

I sat down first, and my dad sat down and handed me a cigarette, which I took and lit.

Dad lit a cigarette and looked out the balcony window, and didn't start talking until the cigarette was halfway on: "What are you going to do?"

I know what he said about me and Du Yuan: "Bring it back to you this time." ”

"Just take a look? What you have decided, you will not listen to what I say, this girl I look very good, and if you decide, you have to treat others well. ”

"I'll take her to see her grandfather tomorrow, and the marriage will be postponed for two years, and then you may have to give me some of it." ”

"That's all I have, and Li Yun, the family has to support, I see, you have to think about this matter yourself, or you have to rely on yourself. ”

I know what he means by saying this, since I was a child, I have to be sensible, starting from the college tuition, the college banquet collected so much money, in the end it is still not enough, and the family does not even have extra savings.

Since then, I can not ask him for money, just like he doesn't say, I myself know to be sensible, but at this time I really hope that the family, he can pull me.

"When the time comes, you give me some, and I will borrow it, and I will pay it back to you for two years. ”

He was silent at first, and lit another cigarette: "It's still up to you." ”

My body has been cleaned, and all the money was given to Ziming before I came back, and I gave it to Xiao Mu's parents together. I don't know what to say, after all these years, I really hope he understands me.

"You transfer me some money first, I have passed the current difficulties, and I will pay you back a lot of money when the time comes. ”

"The bank still has interest!"

"After all these years, you can't understand me, you never know what I want, instill in me your mind. ”

"Anyway, I'm your father, you were born to me, and you have to listen to me for that. ”

My emotions collapsed in an instant, and the last straw that broke the camel's back was his sentence, you were born to me, you have to listen to me.

I've always known this, so all my grievances were broken and swallowed in my stomach. But when this sentence came out of his mouth, I was still very uncomfortable, and my whole body fell to the bottom in an instant.

I went back to the room, Du Yuan followed me into the room, she closed the door, looked at me lying on the bed, and took my hand: "What's wrong? ”

I pulled Du Yuan into my arms, and we lay on the bed: "Let me hug you, don't say anything, okay?"

Smelling the fragrance of Du Yuan's body, my mind went through the events of the past few days, and now, I was penniless, my father refused to lend a helping hand to me, and even in my opinion, his words had hurt me.

I know it's not easy for him all along, but he takes my sensibility for granted, and I can't accept it.

I plan to take Du Yuan to see my grandfather tomorrow and then go back, I have been very depressed, in such a family, my mother is very good to me, but I know that once she gets along with others for a long time, she will look at anyone uncomfortable.

Gradually, I fell asleep again, and in my dream I dreamed that Ziming, Lao Jin, and Xiaobei were here at my wedding with Du Yuan. Then Ah Zhe pulled Xiao Mu to come at the end, and he told me breathlessly: "Da'er, I have been looking for Xiao Mu for a long time, and finally found it, your wedding, my brothers have to be there." ”

In my dream, I pulled Du Yuan and looked at them in front of me, I didn't know if I was crying or laughing, I always felt very happy, they were all there.

In the middle of the night, I woke up and looked at Du Yuan who was asleep in my arms, we didn't take off our coats, I was afraid of catching a cold, so I went to turn on the air conditioner, and then, I took off my coat myself, and then took off my coat for Du Yuan, covered it with a quilt, and Du Yuan didn't wake up during the period.

I looked out the dark window, my mind drifted far away, thinking back to the scene in my dream, and at one moment I felt close, but at the same time it felt far away.

Looking at Du Yuan who was breathing evenly in front of me, at least at this moment she was in my arms, I was very relieved, so I couldn't sleep, and kept looking out the window with my eyes open until the sky began to slowly brighten.

I got up and got dressed, and Du Yuan struggled to see my squirming voice: "Do you want to sleep for a while?"

Du Yuan looked at me and shook his head, and then he did it, I handed her the clothes, and after she put on her coat: "Go wash up, I'll see grandpa later." ”

Du Yuan walked away, I packed up the things I brought back, and went to wash up, and after everything was done, I waited for Du Yuan at the door with my things.

Du Yuan looked at me a little strangely, and I smiled: "I'll go back directly after seeing grandpa later, and I'll not come here." ”

And then you go downstairs and take that iconic minibus all the way to your hometown, where grandpa is sitting in front of the house.

I stepped forward and shouted, "Grandpa." ”

Grandpa looked at it for a long time: "Alas, Da'er is back!"

I pointed to Du Yuan: "Grandpa, this is my girlfriend, bring it back to see you." ”

Du Yuan called grandpa.

Then grandpa also looked at Du Yuan for a long time, showed a smiling face, went back to rummage through the cabinet for a long time, took out a gold ring and handed it to Du Yuan. At first, Du Yuan didn't answer, but under the hard plug of my grandfather, I nodded to Du Yuan.

Du Yuan took the ring: "Thank you, grandpa." ”

Grandpa looked at Du Yuan very happily: "This is what your grandmother left behind, when did you do it." ”

Grandpa was asking me when Du Yuan and I were going to get married and hold a banquet.

I remembered when I was a child, my grandfather teased me for a long time: "Da'er grows up and goes to college, what do you do to earn money." ”

At that time, I would always reply, "Buy candy for grandpa." ”

In the blink of an eye, so much time has passed, and it has grown up.

I looked at my grandfather with a smile: "In two years, when the time comes, I will get married and let you hold your great-grandson." ”

Grandpa smiled kindly, looked at me and Du Yuan together, and said silently: "Okay, okay." ”

After dropping down the things I bought, I said to my grandfather, "We still have something to do, we have to go back, you have to take good care of yourself, you are old, you have to pay attention to everything." ”

Grandpa watched me and Du Yuan sitting there with their backs, and his raised hand was not lowered until Du Yuan and I got into the car.

I was thinking, grandpa doesn't know how long it will last, and now that he is still healthy, maybe one day he will suddenly collapse, and I am afraid that one day I will not see him.

I lived with my grandfather when I was a kid and I was really scared, and for a moment I already thought about what that day would be like, and I couldn't accept it.