We are all waiting in the corridor of the hospital, Ziming, Xiaobei, Lao Jin and I, we don't have the happiness of getting together, we are all immersed in too much sadness, afraid that Xiao Mu will not be able to hold on.

Finally, the door of the operating room opened, Xiao Mu's parents first fell next to the doctor, I watched Ziming and them slowly surround them, but they couldn't move, I didn't know what I was afraid of, as if I was afraid of death.

There was crying outside the door of the operating room, my heart tightened, Ziming came over and patted me: "Go and see Xiao Mu for the last time." ”

Ziming didn't hold back his tears in the end, he squeezed my shoulders, and for a moment my tears flowed out uncontrollably under Ziming's infection.

When the second uncle left, I couldn't cry, and at that time I felt that death was far away from me, and it was not very real.

But this time, Xiao Mu's death was really in front of him, it was a feeling of being close to death, very close.

Xiaobei came over and pulled me, Ziming and Lao Jin over, we looked at the white cloth, no one wanted to step forward to lift it, and a living person was now lying there quietly.

Xiao Mu's mother slowly crawled past the doctor's lap, and the heart-rending sound could be heard throughout the corridor as she lifted the white cloth.

Xiao Mu's father staggered to the side and pulled his aunt, I can know the pain, but the painful feeling of losing his son is impossible to empathize with without personal experience.

I walked over and looked at the bloodless face, crying in my ears, and Lao Jin came over to hold my back.

Then seeing that he was pushed away by the nurse, we helped my aunt and uncle up and asked them to go back to rest, after all, Xiao Mu left suddenly, and his funeral had to be done.

Send the aunt and uncle back, it is impossible to let them rest at this time, they can only think quietly, after all, Xiao Mu has a younger sister.

The four of us walked on the road, and Ziming knew that I had always valued my feelings: "Da'er, no one expected this kind of thing to happen, let's mourn." ”

I squatted on the ground suddenly: "What will Ah Zhe say when he comes back, he went in as a soldier for a few years, and when he came out, there was one less, you forgot what he said." ”

"I don't forget, he said, 'You all have to be well, wait for me to come back'. Ziming also squatted next to me.

Then Xiaobei and Lao Jin also sat down, and the four of us looked at the sky, and none of us spoke.

Ziming scattered cigarettes for me and Xiaobei, and the surprising old gold also asked for one, Ziming said: "Brother, let's make some money, just take it as a heart." ”

I transferred all the money on my body to Ziming, leaving only the money to go back, and Lao Jin and Xiaobei also transferred it.

"Go and withdraw the cash tomorrow, and put it at home when you leave, and if you turn around, it is estimated that your uncle and aunt will not accept it." ”

Xiaobei's feelings are the most sensitive, and he couldn't help crying: "People don't feel anything when they live, and when they suddenly leave, really, the kind of gap in their hearts." ”

I lowered my head and picked up the stones at my feet: "Some people have already seen the last face in their lives, and some people have not had time to see the last face." ”

Ziming looked at me, and at this time Ziming would make fun of me: "Last time was the last side, this time it's too late to see the last side." ”

After speaking, several people were silent.

I suddenly remembered the cause of the incident: "No one should complain about the dog, even if you have a complaint in your heart, don't tell the dog, Xiao Mu has always had a good relationship with the dog, and he also contacted." ”

After smoking a cigarette, several people got up and walked back together, and tomorrow we will let Xiao Mu go with peace of mind.

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After finishing Xiao Mu's funeral, we put the cash we took at Xiao Mu's house, and no one left in a hurry at night.

On the side of the road, I bought a lot of beer and drank it from night to midnight, but the original six people became the current four people, a little lonely, but none of us mentioned it.

Sometimes, about death, which happens every day, we subconsciously know that everyone will have that day, but the one who walks in front always makes the latecomers feel depressed and want to be abandoned by the whole world.

Although I often joke with Ziming, the one who left later slept on the coffin board of the person who left first, and the brother who slept on your top bunk.

A few people drank until dawn, and then when they parted, I looked at the backs of several of them: "It's all good, sometimes be selfish, don't put yourself in it." ”

I turned around and left, Ziming, Xiaobei, Lao Jin and the three of them went back by the way, I went back alone, about the future, I was in a trance how to face it, and I remembered Du Yuan.

I turned my head: "Ziming, I will take your sister-in-law to your house to play in the future, and tell your mother in advance, I will recognize my godmother when the time comes." ”

Turning around again, I walked to the intersection and took a taxi, and when I got into the car, I waved my hand to Ziming and them.

Came here in a hurry all the way, and left in a hurry again, as if he had never been here, and the memory didn't want to become profound, Xiao Mu always had to live in our memory, didn't he?

When I got home, I didn't say a word to my parents, so I went back to my room and covered myself in the quilt, and fell asleep until six o'clock at night.

When I woke up, I saw Du Yuan sitting next to me, and she looked at me: "I don't ask you what happened, just have me with you." ”

I got up and picked up Du Yuan: "Don't leave me, don't leave me easily, okay?"

Du Yuan was held in my arms, but she was comforting me: "I won't leave you, I can't ask for it by your side." ”

I inhaled it heavily, and the air with Du Yuan's fragrance made me feel real, and Du Yuan gently earned me.

"Go out, your uncle and aunt are still worried about you, and my little sister doesn't dare to disturb you. ”

I got out of bed and walked out of the room with Du Yuan.

looked at my parents who were obviously worried about me in their eyes: "Dad, Mom, I'm fine, don't worry!"

Li Yun came to my side at this time, but she hugged Du Yuan's leg first, I touched her head, and looked at my parents.

"Do you have anything to eat, I haven't eaten for a day, I'm a little hungry. ”

My mother walked to the kitchen and turned on the gas stove: "I'll help you heat up, you sit down and drink saliva first, and see that your lips are dry." ”

I nodded, looked at my father, who had already walked to the balcony to smoke, and pulled Du Yuan to the sofa: "I'm sorry for worrying you." ”

Du Yuan didn't speak, shaking his head at me.

I knew she was saying she didn't care, but I couldn't help it: "Come with me to see grandpa tomorrow." ”

Du Yuan was stunned, I thought he didn't want to.

"If you don't want to go, forget it. ”

Du Yuan interrupted me directly: "I want to go." ”

I smiled, took the freshly hot rice from my mother's hand, and ate it until I felt the temperature of the world.

Looking at my mother and father, people have to not reject death, and they can't look forward to hope too much, and no one knows what will happen tomorrow.