Chapter 25: A Sudden Departure
You always pick up that glass of wine in the morning, pour it and shake it in front of your eyes, and I think if you were in the middle of the afternoon or evening, it would be the best sunset I've ever seen on your face.
Some things, the calmer you are, the more you don't know how to deal with them, just like the first confession, you want to confess in front of her soberly and calmly and handsomely, to improve the possibility of success, but you can't open it, but let her see your ugly posture after drinking.
You will comfort yourself that the so-called drunken confession is true, but who would really fall in love with an alcoholic, someone who doesn't even have the courage to stand in front of her and say that he likes her.
You must know that there is a hero walking in every girl's heart, but you are full of alcohol and glaring at Miriwa, shaking your head.
I know Tang Xi's rationality very well, she came to me with joy, but it was unforgivable to see another woman beside me.
I went to my room, now Du Yuan's room, I went to open the cabinet, I wanted to find the pendant that Tang Xi once gave me, it was a panda decoration.
But the cabinet was full of Du Yuan's clothes, from down jackets to dresses, and bras and underwear that I was not in the mood to look at at the moment.
Du Yuan was woken up by my movements, she rubbed her eyes, she didn't look like she was awake, yes, it's only half past three in the morning.
I rummaged through my drawer again, but I still couldn't find it. Du Yuan sat up at this time and first looked at the sky outside the window.
"What are you looking for?"
I just wanted to ask Du Yuan if he had seen the panda pendant, but my eyes stopped at the head of the bed, and the familiar little thing was quietly placed there.
"Did you get this?"
"Well, I look pretty good, I like ......"
"Who let you touch it? Why do you always go through my things at random, from the manuscript I wrote to the pendant now?" I walked over and picked up the ornament, turned my head and yelled at Du Yuan.
Du Yuan was frightened by my sudden roar, and looked at the thing in my hand: "I think it looks good, I like it, so I ......"
"You have to keep everything you like, don't you?
"Li Da, can you listen to me well?"
The strange thing is that Du Yuan was scared by me this time, but she was not scared to cry, she was so timid, I don't know if it was because she was not awake at this point in time and her reaction was a little sluggish.
My wine is not fully sober, I don't want to listen to her explanation, because of her, Tang Xi and I will be like this, because of her, I almost thought that this ornament was lost.
I raised the ornament in my hand to Du Yuan, "Do you know what this means, do you know how precious it is, how important it is to me?"
"Li Da, then do you know where I found it?" Du Yuan's voice increased in volume, and she was also angry.
I stepped forward to pinch Du Yuan's shoulders and shook her body vigorously, and I, who was carried away by anger, did not realize the consequences of doing so, until Du Yuan raised his arm and bit my hand.
The pain in my hand stimulated the nerves in my brain, and I let go of Du Yuan, and in an instant my emotions collapsed again.
"I'm sorry, Du Yuan, I didn't mean to, really, this is really important to me, this is the first thing she gave me. ”
I'm like a split personality, the only difference is that I know exactly what I've done. I turned around and ran to the next room, sat down on the bed, put down the ornament in my hand, and grabbed my hair.
After sitting for a while, I packed my camera bag, took the charger for my camera and mobile phone, picked up my bag and pushed open the door, and glanced at the door of Du Yuan's room.
I booked a ticket to Pingwu, first the train, and when I got there, it was already night, and I sat outside the station all night.
I caught the first bus, and then took a private car over there to reach the outside of the Huya Grand Canyon, and walked for nearly two hours to finally reach the Huya Grand Canyon.
The Huya Grand Canyon is full of glaciers during this season, and during the melting season, it is prone to landslides, mudslides, and the unlucky ones are easily hit by falling ice picks.
In the middle of the canyon is a glacier full of rocks, and I used to think that this place is not completely developed, and everything is still untouched.
I wasn't in the mood to take out the camera in my bag, I didn't sleep all night and I wasn't in good spirits, so I lay on the glacier, closed my eyes, and felt the breath of nature around me.
It seems to be asleep here, far away from the impetuous and bustling city, I can hear the voice of the city in my heart, and here it seems to come to life.
Looking at the sky, I fell asleep. My phone was turned off, and suddenly the world was completely silent.
I don't know how long it took for me to feel the presence of someone around me, as if they were discussing something. I looked at the people around me.
"Are you alright, young man?"
I shook my head and looked at the middle-aged couple in front of me with some blankness.
"Why did you faint in the canyon? If you hadn't gone over there to herd sheep and saw that there seemed to be a person in the canyon, something might have happened. ”
"It's okay, what can happen then, I'm just a little tired and want to sleep there, but I didn't expect to sleep so deeply. ”
"It's okay, there's a mountain outside this canyon, and if there's a wolf, you'll be its dinner." ”
"Thanks, I'm just really tired, so I lay down there and fell asleep. ”
"Although this season is a good time to see the glaciers, there are not many people coming, and you are here alone?"
"I've always wanted to come, and I came when I had time. ”
"You rest, go to the kitchen to get something to eat when you're hungry, and I'll go to the sheepfold to have a look." ”
The middle-aged couple left after the man finished speaking, and closed the door for me, and the room was suddenly dark.
I turned on my phone, Du Yuan called me a lot of times in a row, and sent me another message, and she asked me where I went.
At this time, she was still caring about me, I flipped down WeChat, and saw the message sent to me by Tang Xi: I'm going back, don't come to me, you've hurt me enough, my heart doesn't want to hurt anymore.
I turned off my phone, and the last thing I wanted to happen happened, it was my own fault, and I couldn't blame anyone else.
The door was pushed open, and in came a little girl of eight or nine years old, who brought me a bowl of water and placed it on the table at the head of the bed.
"Are you awake, I'll put the water here. ”
I wasn't in the mood to answer, "Hmm." ”
Then I fell asleep again, and the next day, looking at the eldest brother who pulled me back, we chatted, the eldest brother's surname is Yang, and he is from here. After learning some basic information, the eldest brother got up and pressed his waist: "I can't talk to you anymore, I have to go out to herd sheep." ”
I heard that Brother Yang was going to herd the sheep, I followed, followed the sheep, holding a branch stick in my hand, driving the sheep forward, looking at the scenery in the mountains, my mood was a little better.
I know that here I can forget the pain for a short time, and that the purpose of my coming here has been achieved. I might feel more uncomfortable leaving here, but at least I don't think about it at the moment.
The mountains enclose my heart here.