The next day, at the instigation of my mother, I called Yixin, but luckily this time the call was not hung up as before.

"Hey, Ishin. ”

"Is it you?what's the matter, what are you looking for me?" Listening to Yi Xin's voice, he seemed to have just woken up, but obviously he didn't have the same indifference as before.

"That day was my problem, forgive me, okay? I was wrong, I will definitely love you well in the future. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Yixin, I want to meet you, let me go to your house in the afternoon to find you, and I will make it clear to you in person. ”

"Okay, come over here. ”

After hanging up, I went out shopping with my mom and bought a bouquet of flowers, and my mom said that the starry sky was one of Ishin's favorite flowers, which is exactly the same as I remember. After shopping for the groceries and flowers, I sent my mom home, and then immediately left for Yixin's house.

Although I rarely went to her house before, I was quite familiar with some of the furnishings in her house. Yi Xin lives alone, so the house is not big, there is a balcony inside, the floor of the balcony is covered with a yoga mat, and the small flower field is planted with a lot of flowers and plants potted plants, and there is a small milk cat. I walked downstairs to her house, and there was a small park next to it, and there were always couples on the benches and seesaws in the park, either cuddling or flirting.

I called Ishin and told her that I was already downstairs at her house, and found a bench to sit on. Actually, Yi Xin and I have been dating here before, but I can't remember the exact time, and no matter how hard we try to remember, it won't help.

"Chen Ye. ”

When I heard Ishin's voice, I immediately stood up and looked at her. I hadn't seen her for a week, and she seemed to have changed a lot, her hair had fallen to her shoulders, and her eyes were a little red, but they were still clear, as clear as the water of a lake. The red eyes are proof that she has cried, and I believe that in these days of the Cold War, she is not in a very good mood.

"Yixin, I was trying to find out what happened to my car accident ten years ago, and a doctor told me that I might have lost my memory. Because of this incident, it was so unnatural to behave around you some time ago. So, I'm sorry. ”

"Amnesia...... Even if you find your memory, what if you find it? It was already ten years ago, lucid and confused, and life still has to pass. ”

Hearing this, I was unconvinced. stubbornly retorted: "It is not only the memory of ten years ago, but also a part of my life, our experiences and memories constitute the present us, and the memories of the past are signposts that guide the direction of the future." To love someone, you must first find yourself. Yixin, only when I find my complete self can I be more responsible for the people I love. ”

Yi Xin was silent after listening to what I said, and I was also stunned, I couldn't even confirm whether I really had amnesia, so I said something like "I have memories is my complete self". I took a step back distractedly, feeling that what I had just said was a bit redundant.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, and I'm not sure if I've had amnesia. It's ...... anyway."

"It's okay, it's not okay at all. "Ishin came over and hugged me.

It's the first time I've felt such an emotion. My heart beat suddenly, and it seemed like Ishin and I hadn't spoken so distractedly for so long. It may be that Yixin has her job, and I am also obsessed with my own things, so the communication between the two of them will become less and less.

"Chen Ye, I want you to stay with me. Ishin whispered to me.

"I'm not leaving. I said firmly. I don't know why Yi Xin would say such a thing, but I answered her without hesitation, but the scenes flashed in my mind, all of which were Xia Yan's face.

After the rain, the cold war with Yi Xin passed, and couples always love and kill each other, and Yi Xin and I are the same, and we will forget all those unpleasant things after every time. As the days passed, Xia Yan's affairs were like a floodgate broken by a tsunami, and all of them were swept away with the waves of time. Not only because of my relief, but also because I found that Xia Yan and Yi Xin are becoming more and more alike, and it seems that overnight, Yi Xin has become the person in my dream, or perhaps, they are the same person.

Actually, I had this transformation when I took Yixin to the movies. It was the first weekend of July, and I called Yixin at noon to ask her to go to the movies, and she naturally agreed. Then I drove to pick her up and went to the cinema with her.

The arrival of July has caused the temperature in the city to rise sharply, everything is slimy, and there is nothing around that can be described as refreshing. The hot climate makes people feel tired, and even the trees and flowers outside the window stand there dejectedly. When the clock hand pointed to 3:10 p.m., we bought our tickets and sat in the lobby waiting for the movie to start.

"Ishin, would you like something to drink?"

"Okay, but I want to drink iced coffee, is there a coffee shop around here?"

"Yes, they should sell them in the cinema here, so which one are you going to drink?"

"I'm going to have an iced latte, do you want to go by yourself?

"No, I'll just go myself, ice latte, right?"

"Yes, come back soon. ”

I walked over to the counter and bought Ishin an iced latte, thinking about her options this time. The heart said, maybe I really thought too much about it last time, how can I doubt my partner because of the drink?

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a sense of relief, as if the problems that were hidden in the deep sea of my heart before, and the various thoughts I once had, had all been wiped out. I finished buying my drink and went back to look for Yi Xin, when I saw a smile on her face that didn't mean anything, and I was about to ask her what she was laughing at.

"Hey, Chenye, look at what this is?" said Yi Xin, pulling out a small box.

I looked at it, opened the box, and immediately saw that there was an album inside, with JAY written on it, and a photo of Jay Chou next to it.

"Chen Ye, do you remember the scene when the two of us first met, we are in the same art troupe, you are my senior. You play the guitar, I sing, and the first time we performed together on stage, we sang a Jay Chou song called "Sweet". ”

Of course, I remember, I think I changed a few lyrics at the time. What are the lyrics?" I tried to recall my college days, and there was indeed such a thing, and the song I sang was indeed the one that Yi Xin said.

"If you remember, this gift is just for you. ”

"Oh yes, the lyrics are 'I'm clapping my hands, staring at you, you're content, smiling with tears', how about I'm better than you remember the original song. I kissed Ishin on the forehead, "I love this gift, thank you, Ishin." ”