We entered the dining room, with carved cement design and blue glass windows. On both sides of the walkway are doors, arranged in a neat and orderly manner, until the end. The elegant and high-end style, accompanied by the melodious music in the restaurant, makes people feel very comfortable.

But I wasn't in the mood to enjoy the comfort, because just now, the psychiatrist forwarded me an article that read: "There are many unsatisfactory things that happen in everyone's life, some of which will soon be forgotten, but some of which will always linger. Those things are torturing my fragile nerves repeatedly every minute and every second every day, and I keep wandering on the verge of collapse. Shame, anger, grievances, etc., are all entangled in complex emotional deception. Forgetting, perhaps, is the best way to protect yourself......"

I don't know what he means, but does he mean that I have experienced something particularly painful? What does Ha Yeon's affair have to do with this? I fell into deep thought, so much so that I forgot everything around me.

"Chen Ye, let's sit here. Yi Xin tugged at my clothes and pointed to a spot next to me.

"Ahh Good. I shook my head, heard Ishin's words, and sat down with her. "Ishin, look at what you want to eat. With that, I handed the menu to Ishin.

"This is good... This one can too... This spicy diced chicken looks good too. It's a pity that it's just the two of us, and I'm afraid that we won't be able to finish eating too much. By the way, Chen Ye, do you have anything you want to eat?"

I didn't notice what Yi Xin said, and my mind was all on the article that the psychiatrist had just sent me, why that guy always didn't explain it directly. "What do you mean by that?" I messaged him back.

"Chen Ye... Chenye, what's wrong with you?" Yi Xin waved her hand in front of me to get my attention.

"Hmm... I'm fine... I... What did you just say?"

"I'm asking if you have anything you want to eat, stop playing with your phone, let's have a good meal together, okay?"

"Okay, okay, I can eat anything, just order it according to your taste. I didn't notice the toughness in Ishin's tone just now, and waited intently for the psychiatrist's reply.

"Alright, that's all, thank you. Yi Xin handed the ordered menu to the waiter and turned to look at me. "Chen Ye, have you been worried about anything lately? I always feel that you have been absent-minded all this time. ”

"No, don't worry. ”

"That's good, it's been a long time since we've both gone out to eat together like this. This time I just called you and ...... with you."

I didn't care at all what Yixin said to me at this time, because I saw my phone screen light up, and I took it out again to see what the doctor had to explain to me. I saw him say, "Mr. Gu, your dream lover named Xia Yan, there may have been something painful between you. ”

"Chen Ye, what are you doing? Are you listening to me? Why are you playing with your phone again?"

"Don't play, don't play. I hurriedly replied. He quickly replied to the doctor's message, and then looked at Ishin, but his mind was reminiscent of what the doctor had just said.

"Chen Ye, why don't we go shopping after eating later, I'll buy you a few clothes to dress up. Look at what you're wearing now, and the rest of your company will say you're dirty. ”

"They can say whatever they like. I replied as if I didn't care, but I was still thinking about something else. I saw the doctor message me back and took my phone out again.

"Gu Chenye, you're enough. Yi Xin said as he snatched the phone from my hand and threw it to the ground. "Do you know that I've put up with you for a long time? From just coming in to now, you have been careless, I eat with you and talk to you, I want to help you relax, I'm afraid you will be too stressed. Originally, I thought you were quite responsible, and you would make girls happy, but now that I think about it, I was so naïve. You see the way you look now, and you don't know what the hell you're thinking. I'm telling you now, I don't want to spend a day like this again, and if you're interested, you'd better get serious with me. ”

Yi Xin said these words in a daze, then turned and walked away. I sat in my chair in a daze, looking at the phone she had dropped on the floor, not knowing what to do.

Since then, Ishin has been a different person and has never spoken to me again. Even if I took the initiative to go to her, she chose to bypass me and never pass by me.

I often wonder if this is really the life I want the most? I used to have a happy and beautiful life, have a beautiful and sensible fiancée, and a stable job, but now I have lost so much because of my attachment to a dream, is it really worth it? Whenever I finish work or am alone, I will unconsciously open my phone to see if there is any news from Yixin.

It's been a week since Yi Xin got angry, and life without Yi Xin is like calm water, calm and uneventful, but also boring. I even regret my actions at dinner with Ishin that day, but I should still focus my life on reality. I want to apologize to Yixin, but I don't know where to start.

When I got home, I sat down with my mom to eat, and I was still familiar with those dishes, which my mom used to cook for me since I was a kid. Back then, my dad died early, and it was my mother who pulled me up with a handful of and urine, and she basically knew what I liked to eat and what I liked. Although I am a single parent, my mother has always given me no less love than two people.

"Son, why haven't you seen Yi Xin come to the house for dinner these days? This is not good, find time for her to sit with her mother and chat. ”

"I had an argument with Ishin and I haven't spoken to her in a week. "I didn't hide it from my mother about Yixin's anger, except for the psychiatrist, I told my mother the truth.

"Oops! Yi Xin also wants to have a meal with you, and you are still so indifferent to people. ”

"Then what can I do? I was also bent on finding out about Xia Yan, and I didn't mean to. ”

"Xia Yan, what do you know about Xia Yan?"

"I don't know anything, I went to the place where we used to live, but I didn't find anything, so I always cared. ”

"I look at you! Don't care about Xia Yan, you can't fight the relationship with eight poles. You don't cherish such a good girl as Yixin, I really don't know what you think. ”

"I... So what should I do?" I did regret my actions, and I lowered my head and didn't know what to say.

"Mom thinks you still have to apologize to Yi Xin, otherwise, I'll try to call her later, and then you go to her house tomorrow and explain to her carefully, Yi Xin is a sensible girl, and she should be fine." ”

"Well, that's all there is to it now. "I listened to my mom and thought about how to apologize and what to bring. I think I should let go of my attachment to Xia Yan for a while.