Suliu Psychological Clinic is the most famous psychological clinic in S City, and its founder is called Gu Suliu. Yi Xin helped me make an appointment with the founder of the Retrospective Psychology Clinic.

He often travels abroad to attend relevant psychological forums and medical conferences, and rarely attends clinics. If it weren't for Yixin this time, I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to ask him to help me with psychological counseling.

If it weren't for Qin Huai contacting me first, I guess I would have chosen to find a way to contact him in the end.

"Gu Chenye?" Gu Suliu looked at the name on the case book and compared it with myself.

"Well, yes. I replied, I don't know if it was psychological or what, but I felt a sense of relief as soon as I entered his office.

The desk is white and spotless, and there is a pot of greenery on the table, which makes the whole space less monotonous.

Gu Suliu stretched out his hand to invite me to sit down, and said to me gently: "Yi Xin told me about your situation, is it that I have always dreamed of a girl named Xia Yan at night recently?"

"Yes, this problem has been bothering me for a long time. I replied as I sat across from him.

Gu Suliu looked to be about thirty or forty years old, he was wearing a white gown, a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, his hair was meticulously combed, and even the nails on his hands were neatly trimmed. He had calm eyes and a relaxed smile on his face, which inexplicably made me feel trusted.

"Let's be specific. Gu Suliu picked up the pen on the table, twisted the pen open, and stuck the cap of the pen at the end of the pen, signaling that I could tell him all the things I was confused about.

I put my hands on the table, and my hands were in the shape of a pagoda: "Some time ago, I started dreaming about a girl frequently, and in my dreams I knew that this girl was called Xia Yan. I would dream of me with her, some of them hanging out with her, some of them on rainy nights and some of us going through something bad together. Some dreams can make me feel very clearly that I have loved this girl, and I always feel that something must have happened between me and her......"

I subconsciously looked at Gu Suliu's expression, if his expression was disdain or something, I wouldn't talk about it anymore, after all, what I encountered was too unbelievable for a normal person, even if he was a psychiatrist.

Fortunately, there was no ridicule, disdain, or some uncomfortable expression in Gu Suliu's eyes.

He looked calm and gentle, and when he saw me stop, he gave me an encouraging look and told me to continue.

The pen and paper in his hand rubbed against each other, making a reassuring rustling sound. "Looks very professional.

"In my investigation, I found out that Xia Yan is a real person, and even I had a car accident with her ten years ago, and since then, all my memories of her have disappeared. If it weren't for the frequent dreams I had during this time, I'm afraid I wouldn't have remembered them for the rest of my life. I wanted to get that memory back and figure everything out, but I always felt like people around me were lying to me, and my mom was hiding something from me. She seemed to know something about Xia Yan, but she didn't seem to be going to tell me. Also, my friend gave me a copy of Xia Yan's diary, and that diary also disappeared from my home, which gave me a deep sense of unreality. It's like ......"

"What is it like?" Gu Suliu kept writing with the pen in his hand, and when he saw me pause, he looked up and asked.

"That's it...... It's as if everything around me is false, and I can't even be sure of my own truth. I said dejectedly, although I promised Yi Xin to see a psychiatrist, I also promised her not to mention Xia Yan again, and forgot about Xia Yan. But I still want to tell Gu Suliu all the doubts, struggles, and pains during this time, and ask him to help me see if those dreams are just dreams, or if there are really secrets hidden under those dreams that others don't want me to explore.

Yi Xin told me when she was in Shuofeng County that she didn't know Xia Yan. Even though I've come to a certain extent to accept that her dream is just a dream, I'm skeptical.

Because there are many things in reality outside of dreams, there is no way to be explained by a dream.

But I would like this to be resolved in this way, if Gu Suliu's diagnosis of me can convince me.

I came to realize that I wanted to get the result that everyone around me loved me more than I found out that everyone around me was cheating on me.

Even if it is possible, it is a deceitful love.

"Is there anything else you'd like to add, such as a dream situation, or something that you remember more clearly?" asked Gu Suliu, pushing the frame of his glasses.

I thought about it for a moment and told him all the dreams that I had in my deep memory.

For about a morning, we all spent this exchange.

It was during this exchange that I trusted him more and more, and even told him my suspicions about Yixin.

"Mr. Gu Chenye, I have a basic understanding of your situation, and now I need to perform deep hypnosis on you to help you explore the memory that you call missing. Gu Suliu got up and opened a small door in the office: "You please." ”

I knew that it should be a hypnosis room, so I obediently followed in, I didn't expect that this Gu Suliu psychiatrist really had two brushes, which could help me find those missing memories through deep hypnosis, although I don't know if I could find it, but he gave me hope.

I don't think I'm crazy.

The furnishings in the hypnosis room are very simple, there is a bed in the middle, there is an open computer in the corner, Dr. Gu Suliu sits in front of the computer, logs in to the system, and calls up my message: "Lie down." ”

I lay down on the bed in the hypnosis chamber as I was told.

"Uhhh

Then, I saw Dr. Gu Suliu get up from the computer and approach me.

"Look at this pocket watch in my hand, relax, and keep looking at it. ”

I stared at the pocket watch in Dr. Gu's hand, my eyes rolling with the movement of the pocket watch.

"You're starting to feel tired now...... Gu Suliu's voice seemed to have a hypnotic effect, just listening to him, I felt my consciousness a little thicker.

"You will find your lost memories in your dreams......"

"Three ......"

"Two ......"

"One ......"

My consciousness completely disappeared after the countdown sound of the valley tracer "one", and I fell asleep.

But what I don't know is.

After I fell asleep, Gu Suliu did not guide me, but closed the door of the hypnosis room and walked out of his office.

Waiting outside the office was Ixin, who helped me make an appointment with him.