Yi Xin gave up her original name for me, and gave up her time as Xia Yan's sister.

And what did I do?

Constantly hurting her.

"Kid...... Yi Xin really gave a lot for you...... "My mother looked at me and stopped talking.

I know what my mom is trying to say, I really don't know what to do.

I relied on their love for me to act recklessly, constantly hurting their hearts, and they always chose to forgive because they loved me.

But this time, I really don't think Ishin will forgive me.

Wedding is the most longed-for moment in a girl's life, and I gave her such a big embarrassment.

Even if the roles were reversed, and it was me who was run away, I am afraid that I would not forgive the person who ran away from the marriage.

But I want to find her, whether she forgives me or not, I owe her an apology, a sincere apology.

Thinking of this, I looked up and asked my mother, "Mom... Where's Ishin?"

I feel guilty just by saying Yixin's name, looking back on the bits and pieces of the past ten years, she has tolerated me too much, given me too much love, and was also let down by me too much, it is indeed that I am sorry for her.

My mom sighed and said to me, "Not long after you left the wedding, Yixin took off her wedding dress and left, and I couldn't stop it, it seems that I was heartbroken by you." I called her every once in a while, trying to compensate her on your behalf, but the phone kept being turned off and I couldn't get in touch. ”

I nodded, silent.

It was only when I learned all the truth that I realized my own abomination.

I always thought they were lying to me and wouldn't let me know the truth, but I didn't understand their good intentions until today.

This truth is too heavy and too heavy for me.

It's so heavy that even now, ten years later, I can't accept this result calmly.

My life was bought for Xia Yan's life.

When I think about it, my heart is twisted.

At this moment, I am not only burdened with guilt for Yixin, but also for Xia Yan.

Whether it's ten years ago or ten years later, I'm just as bad.

"Chen Ye?" my mother observed my expression and shook my arm with some concern.

"I'm fine, Mom. I turned my head and pulled the corners of my mouth stiffly twice, revealing a forced smile.

The bitter taste of that is known only to me.

"You ......" my mom seemed to want to say something to me, but was quickly interrupted by a text tone on my phone.

Who will be looking for me at this time?

Could it be Xiao Jun?

I picked up my phone from the side of my bed and opened the text message, only to find that it was someone I didn't expect to be messaging me.

【You all remembered?—— Sentimental Psychology Clinic】

Sender: Qin Huai

I frowned and looked at the message, the message had no beginning or end, how would he know that I had remembered something that had happened before.

Originally, after Yi Xin took me to Dr. Gu Suliu for treatment, I regarded Qin Huai as a quack doctor who fooled people and never went to him again, but now it seems that -

He had been in my life in a strange way, as if he knew something unknown.

No, I have to go to him, this Qin Huai is always mysterious.

I lifted the covers, got up and put on my shoes, and prepared to leave the hospital.

Originally, I just fainted because of too many mood swings for a while, and I didn't need to be hospitalized.

It was my mom who made a big fuss and got me admitted to the hospital.

Except for the pain in my heart after knowing the truth, I don't feel any discomfort physically now, and I can be discharged from the hospital.

"Chen Ye, where are you going?" asked my mother when she saw me getting dressed.

"Mom, I have some urgent business to go out, you help me go through the discharge procedures, I may have to drive away, don't worry, I will be fine." I said a few words to my mom and hurried out of the room.

Having said that, my mother was not at ease, but seeing that I was in a hurry, there was really something urgent, so she didn't stop me anymore.

When I came out of the hospital, I was going to drive to the Emotional Psychology Clinic.

But as soon as I got into the car, I received another text message.

If you want to come to me, please come to the Rehabilitation Psychology Clinic. 】

Sender: Qin Huai

I know about the rehabilitation psychology clinic, which is a long-established psychological clinic in Dongjiang City.

Qin Huai asked me to meet there, is he really a serious psychiatrist?

With a lot of questions, I drove to the rehabilitation psychology clinic that Qin Huai said in the text message.

The car had just been parked in the underground garage of the rehabilitation psychology clinic, and another message came from my mobile phone, this time it was more concise, only the room number.

【302】

Sender: Qin Huai

I followed the number on the text message to office 302 of the Rehabilitation Psychology Clinic.

The location of the office is a bit out of the way, on the left side of the third floor.

"Knock knock—" I reached out and knocked on the door.

"Come in. It was the familiar voice of Qin Huai.

I pushed open the door and saw Qin Huai in a white coat sitting on a black leather chair, his hair combed meticulously, and his whole person was fresh and capable.

It's like a different person.

"Qin ......" I looked at him a little unrecognizable, is this really the Qin Huai who often holds instant noodles and always has an indescribable taste on his body?

"Come in and sit. Dr. Qin Huai glanced up at me and beckoned me to sit down.

Compared to the office of the psychiatrist at the Retrospective Psychology Clinic, the office of the psychologist at the Rehabilitation Psychology Clinic is larger, but the furnishings in the room look older and some years old.

I looked around and sat on the leather chair opposite Dr. Qin Huai, but I still couldn't help but ask, "Why are you here now?"

Could it be that I recently got a job as a psychiatrist here through recruitment?

"I've always been here. Dr. Qin Huai ignored my surprise and replied calmly.

Compared to the one I knew before, he seems to be more like a professional psychiatrist now.

"Always here?" I didn't understand what he meant, did he mean that he had always been a psychiatrist here?

"I've been working here, but for some reason I stopped working here for a while and came back recently. I've been working here for fifteen years, including the time I've been away. Doctor Qin Huai got up and poured me a glass of water as he spoke: "Tell me about you, what do you remember?"

"I remember a lot of bits and pieces related to Xia Yan in the past, how do you know that I have recovered some memories?" I said, rather than asking what made him temporarily stop working at the rehabilitation psychology clinic and go to the kind of place where birds don't to open a dilapidated mental health clinic, I still want to know how he knew I already remembered the previous things.