Fanwai Yuan Yuan

Yuan Yuan has had the problem of losing everything since she was a child.

When I was a child, it wasn't obvious, but I often forgot to bring my homework, I didn't know where I put my stationery, and I didn't remember the names of my classmates and teachers...... Other children occasionally make this kind of mistake, so adults don't take it seriously.

The problem was when she was in the fifth grade of elementary school.

One day she woke up and forgot where her school was. From that day on, her memory began to appear like an avalanche-like landslide.

The old woman who has lived in the commissary downstairs for many years, the knowledge learned in class, and the girls who grew up together with the door...... As if something had eaten her memories, she gradually forgot about them all.

Her parents took her to the hospital in a panic, but the doctor couldn't diagnose the cause. A CT scan of her brain showed a slight anomaly, which did not explain her forgetfulness.

Psychogenic amnesia. The doctor diagnoses it this way.

For her parents, however, this assertion could only be interpreted as an explanation.

That is, Yuan Yuan is pretending to forget.

Mental causes, that is, the heart wants to forget, that must be pretending, she must still remember.

Physiological forgetfulness is acceptable, but psychogenic forgetfulness is not forgiven. The mother even resented the unconscious child, thinking that she was deliberately causing trouble for herself. However, my father still remembered the doctor's advice and kept reminding himself that "she was sick, she didn't mean it...... However, this patience was worn out little by little in the process of Yuan Yuan causing them trouble again and again.

If Yuan Yuan's illness stops there, then at most it will be a common tragedy in the families of amnesiac patients.

However, her "illness" gradually unfolded strangely.

The first person who noticed that something was wrong was to quit her job to take care of her mother at home.

When she chatted with the little girl on the other side of the door and said, "I have time to come to my aunt's house to play, Yuan Yuan misses you", the little girl looked at her suspiciously and asked her, "Who is Yuan Yuan? Auntie, you remember wrong, I don't know this person."

Then there was the old woman downstairs, I don't remember that there was a little girl who liked the watermelon gummies she sold very much, and she would deliberately leave a pack out every time she arrived, waiting for her to buy it.

Even when Yuan Yuan went through the withdrawal procedures, the teacher would say with a confused face, do we have a child named Yuan Yuan here?

......

Yuan Yuan's "amnesia" was like a plague, infecting the people around her.

Fearing the daughter's parents, they planned to send the child to a psychiatric hospital after discussion.

However, before they could do anything, someone from a medical institution came to them to talk about Yuan Yuan's "condition". After a lot of deception, such as "this disease is a new type of brain disease", "very rare and very valuable for research", "the government has special funds for the research of this disease", ...... and so on, successfully convincing the already exhausted couple.

They handed over the child.

At that time, the person waiting for Yuan Yuan in the car was Minister Xi.

"Poor little girl. The old woman rubbed the girl's head, "You're not wrong. ”

She opened her pale white eyes, looked at her gently, and said to her, "You are not wrong."

"You're not sick either. ”

The old woman stroked the top of her hair with pity, over and over again.

"You're just...... It's not the same as the average person. ”

Yuan Yuan thought at that time that this was a euphemism for "you are sick".

Later, she learned that the old lady was right, that she was not sick.

She's just awakened.

A memory-devouring ability.

Her brain waves can affect others within a certain range, stifling the memories of the time. However, this erasure is irreversible - because it directly kills the brain cells that carry that memory. Brainwaves also affect herself, so her own memories are lost the fastest.

The above is a scientific explanation given by the researchers of the institution.

Yuan Yuan herself has different feelings.

She felt as if she was keeping a youkai that fed on memories, and if her memory wasn't enough for it to eat, it would go out and eat the memories of the people around her.

The agency is full of Inhumans, but even Inhumans can't resist Yuan Yuan's power.

Only Minister Xi was unaffected. Because the Xi family is an observer who is detached from the timeline, they can see the past, the present and the future, and even the things of the parallel world, so Yuan Yuan's power cannot interfere with her.

Yuan Yuan likes Minister Xi, but she is also afraid of her.

Because this person is the only one who is not affected by her ability. In her completely out of control life, she is the only stable existence, but it is also the greatest uncontrollable force.

"Do you remember when you became like this?"

The old woman asked her.

Yuan Yuan shook her head.

She only remembered that she was "sick", but she could not remember when it had deteriorated to this extent.

At that time, Yuan Yuan didn't know that the deviation value of the alien was closely related to the mental state, and the increase in ability corresponded to the increase in the deviation value. In the Agency's records, the vast majority of Inhumans only experience a traumatic event that their abilities increase dramatically.

At that time, Minister Xi had not completely lost the ability to see the past and the present, so only she saw it.

The past that has been completely erased, the incident that even the parties themselves don't remember.

A little girl in the fifth grade of elementary school was molested by her friend's father when she went to play at a friend's house. The familiar uncle turned into a strange beast, which made her very painful and disgusting.

The little girl didn't know what was going on, but she knew it was a bad thing.

So she wanted to forget.

To be precise, she wanted it all to go away.

She succeeded, or should I say, too successful.

The events of that day faded from the memories of all involved. And Yuan Yuan's ability has since gotten out of control.

Before he knew what kind of abilities he had, the child relied on instinct to erase all unpleasant memories.

Dropped the plate. Forget about it.

Said shameful things. Forget about it.

It made my mother sad. Forget about it.

......

Forget all the unhappy things.

"Do you want to come to work? We need your abilities. ”

After seeing through Yuan Yuan's past, Minister Xi said this to her.

"It will give you a lot of money, you can buy whatever you want, you can go wherever you want. ”

"Can I buy expensive sugar?"

Yuan Yuan blinked.

"Yes. ”

"Can you buy one of those one-man dolls? I really want it. ”

"Yes. ”

"Lots and lots of beautiful clothes are fine?"

"Absolutely. ”

"Isn't it a bad thing? Won't it hurt like those older brothers and sisters?"

She was referring to the injured members of the Investigation Department.

"No, it won't. Your abilities are precious, so they won't put you in danger. ”

Yuan Yuan smiled: "Then I'll do it." ”

Remember that fairy tale?

The young man wanted a lot of money, so he made a deal with the devil and sold his shadow for a bag of gold coins.

Young people without shadows are regarded as outliers wherever they go. He had no friends and no family. He lost so much more than he gained. It's not a good business.

The young man cried, and he wanted to redeem his shadow. But where is he going to find the devil?

......

I can't remember how the story ended.

Yuan Yuan is like the young man in the story, constantly cleaning up the aftermath of the agency, constantly taking away the memories of others, and at the same time, his own memories are also paid as a price. Before she knew it, her memories slipped through her fingers like sand. She no longer remembers her parents, nor how many hours she remembered.

By the time she returned home, her parents had completely forgotten about her. The agency disposed of Yuan Yuan's things left over from his family, and other relatives also forgot about her under the influence of the side effects of the ability.

Yuan Yuan has become a non-existent girl.

No one remembers her. She doesn't remember them either.

Memories are evidence of past existence. Without evidence, everything that happened in the past is as if it never happened.

And Yuan Yuan is still doing this job.

Why?

Because that's the only way she can live.

Yuan Yuan has seen the fate of those aliens whose deviation value is extremely high and cannot be used by the organs. They were isolated, treated with drugs that God knows if they worked, and spent 20 hours a day sleeping or in a trance.

She was able to have such a free life because her abilities were useful to the organs.

Moreover, when people lose their memories, they also lose their feelings.

Most of the so-called emotions, feelings, and emotions are based on memory. If you lose the memory of your parents, you will also lose your love for your parents.

To forget is to never have.

This is how Yuan Yuan deals with feelings.

On the other hand, she cherishes her friends.

To be precise, "a friend who remembers her".

Whether it is Lu Xiaowei or Shi Hui.

While the relationship is still there, she will definitely do her best...... Protect them. 166 Reading Network