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After the mint was incensed, he took the initiative to walk near a middle-aged woman. That was her aunt, who was also her cousin's second wife.

She is not related to Shi Hui by blood. Shi Hui's biological mother committed suicide due to depression when he was very young. Shi Hui rarely mentioned her, only once, he hated He Yang and said, "Mom was forced to death by him."

He Yang doesn't have any special feelings for this cousin, although he is said to be a relative, but this kind of relative who is three thousand miles away is no different from a stranger who is a little familiar.

What's more, He Yang can't like this cousin.

Although this cousin was well-dressed most of the time, He Yang always felt that there was something about him that was annoying. It is a kind of despicable and obscene that is different from the appearance of his successful person, and comes from the essence.

This is especially evident in the way he educates his son. It was not a big deal to openly yell at Shi Hui at a family gathering and let him stand facing the wall, and he would even forbid Shi Hui to go to his mother's grave because his test scores were only one point short of his high standard.

"Your mother is ashamed to see you. ”

He said this in front of all his relatives. At that moment, Shi Hui's expression, He Yang felt that he would not be able to forget it for another ten years.

In the end, it was He Yang's aunt who came out to play the round and said a few nonsense such as "Our Xiaohui is good enough", "Don't be too strict with your children", "Don't say such unhappy things during the New Year". He Yang's father lowered his face on the spot, and privately counted a few words from his cousin, asking him not to say so much in public, and save some face for the child.

And rightfully so, he was pushed back.

My cousin said confidently: "He is my son, can I still harm him? The face is earned by himself, and he is shameless himself, why should I save his face? I am embarrassed to look at him if he thinks kindly! If he is not strict with him now, he will not be allowed to go to prison in the future!"

After saying this, he probably felt that he was too He Yang's father, and put on a bitter appearance.

"Third brother-in-law, don't you know, this kid is too slippery, he thinks about how to be lazy all day long, and loves to lie, he fishes for three days and dries nets for two days, and I spend so much money to register him for classes, and he will repay me with this grade?

Shi Hui trembled angrily, and said several words of "I didn't" and "I'm not" and was scolded back. He wanted to leave angrily, but his cousin snapped the chopsticks and suddenly raised his voice.

"Oh, I can't tell you anymore? How old are people so arrogant, and they plan to drop the bowl and leave when they say two words? Who do you throw it to? Show it to your father? Teenage stinky boy, dare to throw your father's face? If you are older, do you have to slaughter me? Why did I raise such a bastard thing as you!"

Shi Huiqi's neck was red, but in the end, he could only sit down with anger. He Yang was dissatisfied in every way, and there was no room for him to speak to the elders at the dinner table, so he had to take a breath silently and give him a chopstick dish that Shi Hui loved to eat. The aunt thought of reassuring the cousin and diverted the subject. A group of people pretended to be too peaceful to eat and drink well, only Shi Hui lowered his head, gulped down the rice, and tears fell silently into the rice bowl.

He Yang's parents did not try to dissuade him. However, everyone is a relative, and the words can't be too heavy, so as not to hurt the feelings. After all, the child is his, not theirs. In addition, the relationship between my cousin and the He family is not very close, and it is even more difficult to say if there is.

In the end, they could only look at the children and sigh silently. In addition, I can only try to make up for Shi Hui in other places.

He Yang also once persuaded Shi Hui to study hard and strive to be admitted to a university in a foreign country, away from his father. At that time, Shi Hui just nodded silently, his eyes gloomy like cumulus clouds before a thunderstorm.

Seriously, before coming here, He Yang had been wondering if it was a bit out of place for him to persuade Shi Hui to mourn.

However, when he saw this child with a numb expression and empty eyes, He Yang felt that blood was still thicker than water.

Even such a bad man is a father to him. His father died, and he couldn't help but be sad.

He Yang thought for a while, took out a handful of candy from his pocket, and handed it to Shi Hui wordlessly. After the other party took it, for a long time, he suddenly smiled bitterly.

"Stuff me with food. ”

"Huh?" He Yang was puzzled.

"Every time I get scolded by him, you stuff me with food. Shi Hui grabbed the candy and said slowly, "The big man also carries things like chocolate and fruit candy, just like a little girl." ”

He Yang grinded his teeth: "You can not eat, little bastard." ”

Shi Hui lowered his head: "Why don't you eat? Only when you are full will you have the strength to continue to be angry with that bastard." ”

He Yang was stunned.

One or two droplets of water fell on the candy wrapper, but Shi Hui still lowered his head and refused to lift it.

"That guy is a complete asshole," he said. I thought several times that I would just die for him. Both sides are pure. ”

He Yang listened silently.

"But...... He also has times when he doesn't jerk. Shi Hui suddenly laughed, "Although it is rare...... But that bastard wasn't without any good. When he sent me to cram school, such an expensive class, 20,000 yuan a month, he did not hesitate to report to me, looking at the wad of cash on the teacher's desk, can you understand that feeling? At that time, I almost had to forgive him. Although it was only then. ”

His voice lowered: "Once, when he came out with me, he touched my head. Can you imagine, it was the first time I was touched by him. His kind of person's hands are actually hot. ”

For children, sometimes, this warmth is enough for them not to die.

Shi Hui didn't hate his father to the point of wanting to kill him.

Children actually prefer to kill themselves. Instead of killing parents. This is both revenge against the parents and a hidden self-blame - the pain of not being able to be the child the parents wanted, not wanting to accept this fact and not wanting to accept this self. That's why I want to use death to erase this self who can't meet my parents' expectations.

I don't want to die, and there are generally two reasons. One is unwilling, unwilling to die because of his parents. The second is because they will be sad.

Love and hate sometimes go hand in hand. And love is more painful than hate. Hate is as poisonous as a poison, corrupting the heart and bones, and always reminds you of its existence with the pain that pierces your heart. And love is the hand of the devil, holding you tightly, imprisoning people so that they can't go anywhere, and they can't resist even if they die, not even if they die.

In Shi Hui's feelings for his father, love exists. The reverse is also true. The cousin is not without love for his son, although the desire to control accounts for more of it, but there is also love in it. That kind of love is the hand that caresses the boy's head.

That is also the reason why Shi Hui has endured so far and has not been able to resist.

Love is something that can never make people despair. It's because there's hope that it's so painful.

But......

He Yang stretched out his hand and touched Shi Hui's head.

"You're still so young, don't talk about being dead. He looked at him, "You still have a long way to go, don't just say that you don't go, don't go to the end, how do you know what your life will become?"

Solon, the wise man of ancient Greece, once traveled to a country, it was rich and powerful, and the king asked Solon on the throne, who is the happiest person you have ever met, and Solon gave three examples successively, from commoners to warriors, but did not mention the king. The happy king couldn't help but ask, don't you think I'm the happiest person in the world?

Solon bowed to him and said, "Great king, only after the end of a man's life can we judge whether his life is happy or not."

So don't talk about life and death lightly.

If you choose to give up when you are in pain, then life is an unfortunate life with a coffin closed.

Instead of this, it is better to try your best to live and do your best to strive for happiness for yourself. In this way, at least when you close your eyes, it will not be a miserable appearance.

"Come to me if you have any questions. He Yang smiled, "Although your brother and I don't have any skills, it's no problem for you to go to college." ”

Shi Hui raised his head in surprise. He Yang wiped away his tears for him. It seemed that he was not used to such warmth, and Shi Hui's whole body stiffened.

"Alright. He Yang motioned for him to rest for a while, "Wait a while, you will be tired, keep some tears and cry later." Such a handsome young man, don't keep your head down, it's not handsome at all. ”

Shi Hui was stunned for a moment, and slowly relaxed his expression. He opened the candy wrapper in his hand, threw the candy into his mouth, and immediately wrinkled his face.

“…… What is this!"

He Yang looked down and was immediately embarrassed: "Ahhhh

"You did it on purpose, Brother Yang!"

"With the head of the Great General, I guarantee that this is definitely an accident...... Whew, General, you loosen your hands and let go ......."

Mint felt like he hadn't unscrewed a piece of meat off him, and it was so nice to him.

There was a sudden commotion at the door, and He Yang heard Mint's aunt roaring there, "What are you doing here?"

He hurried over, only to see Mint's aunt beating a woman. A half-grown boy stopped between them, and he was slapped several times in the face, but he still tried his best to protect the woman. When He Yang went over to grab Aunt Mint, he heard her yelling at her to get out.

The woman stood firm with the help of the young man, and after taking the young man's hand, she bowed deeply to the door, and left amid the buzz of others.

"Why is she so embarrassed to come?"

"She is also an unlucky woman, her husband has always been that virtuous, drunk and gambling lost, he came back to beat her and her children, and now he kills people. ”

"It's a pity that his kid is a good kid...... Alas. A woman really can't marry the wrong person. Even the children were ruined. ”

……

From these discussions, He Yang pieced together the approximate truth.

It turned out that when my cousin died, there was another man who also disappeared. He was a driver for his cousin's family, and he was of bad character, very violent, and had some gambling vices. This time, a large amount of cash and a car from my cousin's house were gone. The police suspect that he has absconded in fear of crime, and a warrant has been issued. The woman and the boy were his wife and son.

He turned around, only to see Shi Hui leaning against the door, looking at the back of the two people leaving with a complicated look.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

Shi Hui's Adam's apple moved, and it took a while to find his voice.

"Nothing. He smiled wryly, "It's the old days...... We had a pretty good time. ”

In the future, probably not.