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He Yang imagined what Yunjing looked like, to be honest, he was already mentally prepared when he saw the mental hospital, and felt that he would not be surprised no matter what kind of mental illness he saw for a while.

However, when he really saw Yunjing, He Yang couldn't help but feel that his imagination was really too poor.

- Because he looks so normal.

The man sitting by the window still looked like a teenager. He sat there in a loose hospital gown, he had a delicate and handsome face, the sun shining on his face, a faint dazzling gold, and behind him, the curtains of white gauze were blown by the breeze. It's like a moment cut from a Japanese literary film, and he is an eternal boy in the blur of light and shadow.

Hearing their footsteps, he folded the book of poems in his hand, gently put the book on his lap, turned his head, and smiled slightly at the south wind. The white shadow smiling like a pear blossom swept over the blue water, short and illusory.

"You're here. He said.

Nanfeng closed his eyes unconsciously, as if he had been stabbed by the laughter. She walked over slowly and sat down beside him.

"Hmm. I'm coming. Her lips moved, and then she pronounced the name, "Cloudscape." ”

He Yang and the others followed her closer, and it was only then that He Yang discovered that this man named Yunjing had many scars on his body. The skin from the right wrist to the fingertips alone was covered with twenty deep and shallow scars. He propped his cheek with his left hand, wrapped a thick gauze around his left wrist, and raised his chin slightly with this movement, and on his exposed neck, a centipede-like scar climbed on it, and from the hideous shape you could imagine the danger of the time.

He Yang suddenly remembered Aimo's words before.

"It is said that the tendency to self-harm is quite strict. ”

...... These wounds are not always ......

Just as He Yang was thinking this, Yun Jing moved, as if he couldn't see He Yang and Aimo at all, he turned sideways and gently leaned on Nanfeng's shoulder, his soft black hair swept Nanfeng's chin. He closed his eyes and slowly took Nanfeng's hand.

"You've finally come to see me, Anan. ”

"Sorry, I've been busy lately......"

The south wind turned slightly sideways, allowing Yunjing to lean more comfortably. He Yang noticed that her body movements were very relaxed, and she couldn't see the tension when she came into contact with people on weekdays. She accepted Yunjing's approach so naturally that she even shook his hand back.

...... Anyway, it's a bit dazzling to look at.

Nanfeng's fingers caressed the gauze on Yunjing's wrist, and his eyes darkened slightly.

"You're committing suicide again?"

"Hmm. They watched too strictly, so I had to take advantage of the fact that they were asleep in the middle of the night and secretly bit my wrist, but unfortunately I was found before I could die. Yunjing sighed helplessly, "It would be nice if they came later." ”

“...... Why?"

Hearing this almost painful question, Yunjing opened his eyes and looked at Nanfeng in puzzlement.

"What, why?"

"Why did you do it all of a sudden?"

"Because I want to die. ”

Yunjing smiled slowly.

"Those guys are here again...... It's better to die sooner rather than be eaten by them. If you are eaten, it will hurt, right? Just listening to my father's screams at that time, you can imagine that it must be very painful. ”

Nanfeng's shoulders shook silently. As if she couldn't stand it, she reached out and clasped Yunjing tightly in her arms.

“...... Won't come. Her voice lowered, "I've locked up Lynn well, so those guys won't come back." What you see is an illusion, not a reality. It's okay...... Don't you be afraid ......."

Her words were cut short by an index finger reaching to her lips. Yunjing stared at her and silently made a shush gesture. Seeing that Nanfeng was quiet, he opened his mouth, with a helpless smile, as if he had already had an insight.

"Anan really didn't believe me. Yunjing blinked slightly, "However, it can't be helped. Because Anan can't see it. ”

"I didn't disbelieve you......" Nanfeng lowered his voice, "I just ...... I don't want to see you hurt yourself anymore. ”

"Why?" asked Yunjing this time.

"There is no why. Nanfeng closed his eyes again, "You're the last ......"

"Because I'm the last survivor, don't you want to see me hurt myself?"

“......”

"Will you be angry if I die?" Yun Jing stared at her, his eyes were dark and dark, "Anan, will you be angry?"

“...... What do you mean by that?"

"You just have to answer me 'yes' or 'no'. ”

"Yes. Nanfeng looked him in the eye steadily, "I'm going to be angry." ”

"I see. ”

Yunjing said.

Then, with his scarred fingers, he gently stroked Nanfeng's cheek.

"So, smile at me. ”

His voice was soft.

"You know, I'm only here for you. ”

Nanfeng stared at Yunjing's face wordlessly, his long eyelashes trembled a few times, the corners of his mouth tensed several times, and finally, he slowly burst into a smile.

Such a sad, yet gentle smile.

He Yang felt that smile, like playing a piano with broken strings, could not be tuned, not in tune, only the residual sound of vomiting and mocking, even those who listened to it would feel heartache.

However, Yunjing smiled at that smile.

"Alright. ”

The boy-like man embraced the south wind, buried his face in her black hair, almost kissed, and whispered his lips to her ear.

"Seeing your smile, I'll probably survive this summer. ”

“...... Don't say such things. Southwind frowned, "You'll be fine." ”

"Get better...... Is it?"

"Well, it's going to be fine. It's all going to be fine. She muttered, "It's all gone." ”

"Do you believe this kind of thing yourself, Anan?"

“......”

"You know, the past has never passed, and it won't get better. ”

Once again, Yunjing showed that illusory, fleeting smile.

"However, Anan is stronger than me, so Anan will be fine. ”

He let go of his hand and slowly sat up straight.

"Next time you come, bring me some sunflowers. He said, "I want to see you holding a sunflower, and the sun shines through the golden petals and reflects the color of the flower on your finger, and it must be beautiful." Don't take the lily, it's too pale to hold in your hand. If you don't have sunflowers, bring a dark blue cornflower or irises, they're just like you. ”

He Yang thought, this is probably the meaning of sending off guests.

Nanfeng nodded. Leaned over and gave him a brief hug, and the touch was gone.

"Yunjing, no one is more important to me now than you. ”

She said.

"I'm leaving. ”

When leaving, she turned back for the last time and quietly looked at Yunjing.

"The next time I come, I'll bring you sunflowers. Next time, I'll bring you cornflowers. Next time, I'll bring you irises. ”

When he said this, Nanfeng's tone was something He Yang had never heard before, almost with a hint of pleading.

“...... I'll bring you flowers. ”

- So, please don't die.

Yunjing sat there, smiling at her wordlessly.

Finally, he nodded very lightly.

"I'll wait for you. ”

He said.