Chapter 14: White and Black Holes Entangled
Chen Wangdao, a famous Chinese educator and the first Chinese translator of the Communist Manifesto, said: "The taste of truth is extremely sweet." Min Haoran now has a kind of 'very sweet' taste.
During his studies, the problems reported by the villagers of Pozilab were constantly entangled in Min Haoran's mind, but he could not confide in others.
Obsession is sometimes painful. Do I follow the crowd and let the wind and rain blow, and I will not move? Or do I stick to my beliefs and the original intention of coming to Xinjiang, he is confused and confused, and he does not know how to deal with such a thing.
Min Haoran grew up in the countryside and empathizes with the ups and downs of farmers. The peasants face the loess with their backs to the sky, just digging in the ground to make food and clothing, and have nothing else to ask for, they can also enjoy the joy of heaven. But it's just such a little happiness, and he was smashed by some cadres, every time he thought about it, Min Haoran felt heartache.
Min Haoran didn't want to tell Xu Jiao such a disturbing thing, so as not to increase her troubles. But in Jiangnan County, only Xu Jiao is the person he trusts the most. Every time he heard Xu Jiao's quiet voice, Min Haoran's heart was like being filled with honey and comfortable.
Min Haoran often feels sorry for Xu Jiao. Others are in love, inseparable, like glue, stealing private feelings, enjoying a good youth, and throwing romantic passion. And he can't go back once in the countryside for ten days and half a month, just a couple who 'talk', but Xu Jiao has never complained about him.
Every time Min Haoran called, he couldn't bear to disturb her, and always said something happy. He just wants Xu Jiao to be happy every day, nesting under his roof beams like a swallow, without a trace of wind and rain.
But if he doesn't handle his current sorrows well, it will affect their future. He felt that it was better to discuss it with Xu Jiao and listen to her opinions. can no longer be self-righteous and selfish to impose her decision on Xu Jiao like she did to Zhao Ruyan, which will put her under heavy pressure.
"If you don't experience something bad, it's life, but if you don't want your life, life can be restarted at any time. Be yourself, walk the road well, work hard and have no regrets, and it is enough to do your best. Haoran, I think being true to yourself is the best choice, we are all still young and can't give this world to people who despise and despise you. Xu Jiao said firmly on the other end of the phone.
Xu Jiao is a straightforward person, and she can't rub sand in her eyes. After listening to Min Haoran's hardship, he felt uncomfortable, and after a moment of thought, he clarified his opinion.
Xu Jiao always thought that Min Haoran was a workaholic, and there were no difficulties and obstacles in front of him, but she didn't expect him to have such anxious things in his heart. She knew that Min Haoran would not tell her about ordinary troubles, and this matter must be tricky for him. Since Min Haoran consulted her opinion, her opinion is very important to Min Haoran, and her attitude will affect the direction of Min Haoran's life. Because, she, is his lover.
What is a lover. Lovers are like a pair of blind people holding their other half trembling and trembling on the road of life, the only faithful companion who groped for each other all the way, and no one can see the road ahead. It is inevitable to bump and bump along the way, you need to pick up each other's stumbling stones, and sometimes even have to bear a scar and slash thorns to pave a road of rebirth for each other, and then come to the sentence "I'm fine, are you okay?"
The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear. Xu Jiao knew in her heart that Min Haoran was not deeply involved in the world, and he must be confused in front of him, as long as it was a righteous matter, he should be encouraged and supported, even if he was bleeding, he would not be young in vain.
"However, once this matter comes out, there is no one above to support me, and the ending will be embarrassing. Min Haoran said worriedly.
During Min Haoran's study, he thought about it for a long time, and wanted to suppress the anxiety in his heart with Xu Jiao frankly several times, but whenever the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them back.
Min Haoran knew that Xu Jiao would support him, but he was afraid of failure. Once you fail, you don't care, it's a big deal to start all over again, but this will also implicate and even hurt Xu Jiao. After all, Xu Jiao and he are "family", and he doesn't want Xu Jiao to be hurt a little bit because of him. He hurt Zhao Ruyan, he was so selfish, so ruthless, so naked, and he never wanted to hurt Xu Jiao again.
This call, too, is in a hurry. Xu Jiao inadvertently asked Min Haoran why Tang Jiangbei was so good to him and gave him such a good errand. Min Haoran gave Xu Jiao a rough idea of the grievances and depression in his heart.
"It's a big deal. However, Secretary Yuan Jing has a good reputation in other counties, and you know that Secretary Yuan 'fled' to our county in the middle of the night. It would be more appropriate for you to hand over your investigation report directly to Secretary Yuan in person. Xu Jiao helped Min Haoran with ideas on the other end of the phone.
Yuan Jing did 'escape' to Jiangnan County in the middle of the night, and everyone in Jiangnan County knew it.
When they knew that Yuan Jing was going to be transferred, the people in the place where Yuan Jing used to work were very reluctant, and they spontaneously organized a farewell to the people who passed on ten or ten hundreds. The person who led the organization asked the director of the office about Yuan Jing's parting itinerary.
The geese have left a voice, and the people have left a name. Politicians are a few pounds and taels in the hearts of the people, and the people often weigh it in their hearts. For good cadres, the people will put a red tick on the tip of their hearts, and for bad cadres, the people will paint a black dot in their hearts.
It's okay. When the director of the office told Yuan Jing the news, he was so frightened that Yuan Jing carried a suitcase and 'fled' to southern Xinjiang overnight.
Xu Jiao knows Min Haoran, and it is impossible for him to be blind with his eyes closed. Even if he is blind, he will suffer for the rest of his life, and even change his outlook on life in the future. Instead of suffering for a lifetime, it's better to get straight to the point. Success is in the sky, and the plan is in the people, Xu Jiao and Min Haoran 'conspired' to solve the problem.
"Doing what you don't want to do is called change, and doing what you don't dare to do is called a breakthrough, no matter what the outcome is, you have to support Min Haoran to fight hard, even if Min Haoran grows in a breakthrough. Xu Jiao thought to herself.
"That's not good, I'm just a deputy in the township, and I report the situation directly to the secretary of the county party committee, will I say that I don't work hard and am a villain who makes a 'small report' to the leader?" Min Haoran said hesitantly.
"All you have is first-hand information, and the facts are conclusive. Besides, you are also a party member, and it is both your right and your duty to reflect problems. Xu Jiao added fuel to Min Haoran.
Under Lang Lang Qiankun, there are still people who are so pretentious, this is not a child's play for the cause of the party and the people, but you can't let such a moth become a black sheep, Xu Jiao has her mother's righteous dedication and that capable and pungent perseverance and stubbornness.
"Okay, just do as you say, and I'll go to Secretary Yuan to report after the study. After Min Haoran finished speaking, he chatted with Xu Jiao about some love words and love words between you and me, hung up the phone, washed and fell asleep.
With Xu Jiao's support, Min Haoran felt a lot more relaxed, and the depression in his heart suddenly became clear. "This is a moral responsibility, not to do something bad to harm someone. A political party must stir up turbidity and promote purity in order to win the trust of the people of the world. Min Haoran was relieved.
Xu Jiao resolved the knot for Min Haoran here, but Yingerguli was upset for her, but she didn't tell Min Haoran that it was better for women to solve the matter between women themselves.
"Yingergul, I asked you out today to clearly tell you that it is impossible between you and Min Haoran, no matter how many letters you write, it is useless, and you can't shake the relationship between me and Min Haoran. Xu Jiao stood beside the bicycle and said indifferently. Yingergul sat on a motorcycle, looking at the lake with sad eyes.
After Min Haoran studied, Yingerguli kept confiding in Xu Jiao in the form of letters about her thoughts and love for Min Haoran, and advised Xu Jiao to let go in the letters.
At first, Xu Jiao didn't pay attention to Yingerguli's letters, but then the letters came like snowflakes, disturbing her upset, and she felt the need to talk to Yingerguli.
During Min Haoran's hospitalization, Xu Jiao and Yingerguli had met many times, although there was no in-depth contact, but they were not strangers. When Xu Jiao was suspicious, Min Haoran confessed the story of his relationship with Yingerguli's family, and understood in his heart that Yingerguli was just wishful thinking. Maybe Min Haoran didn't pay attention to his words and deeds in his daily life, and provoked Yingerguli to fall in love with each other, so he invited Yingerguli to a poplar forest on the edge of the county town and told the story, so as not to get Yingerguli into the wrong emotional quagmire and find it difficult to extricate herself.
"Sister Xu Jiao, you don't know him as I am, I am by his side every day, I know what he needs, I understand him. I really can't let go of Brother Haoran, my soul is in him, during his absence, my heart is like a kite with a broken string, wandering without direction, you just let go and fulfill us. Yingerguli looked at Xu Jiao and said shyly.
"Actually, you don't understand Min Haoran. She told me about your parents saving his life, and his feelings for you are only between brothers and sisters, and you may have misunderstood his kindness to you and your family. He just shares happiness with you, but have you told you about the hesitation, sleepiness, and anxiety he encounters, so you don't understand him. Xu Jiao did not fight jealously, but calmly told Yingerguli not to misunderstand Min Haoran's affection for her.
"He likes me, I can feel it, she shushes me, takes care of me at work, cares about me in life, he must have me in his heart, but he can't let go of you in his heart. Yingergul said stupidly.
"I admit that he likes you, but liking and loving are two different things. Haoran's study is almost over, if I don't believe what I say, you can ask him face to face, I don't need to say more. Xu Jiao saw that Yingerguli was obsessed, and said a little angrily.
"I don't believe it, don't lie to me, he loves me. Yingergul tilted her head to the side and said stubbornly.
"Believe it or not. Xu Jiao put down her words, stepped on the bicycle, and walked away without looking back.
"You lied to me, it's not what you said, Brother Haoran loves me. Yingerguli looked at Xu Jiao who was far away and shouted, and when she saw that Xu Jiao didn't look back, she squatted down and sobbed in pain.
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Min Haoran sat on the sofa in the office of Yuan Jing, secretary of the county party committee, nervous. As soon as he came back from his studies, he came to Yuan Jing's office, handed the investigation report to Yuan Jing, and let Yuan Jing 'send it down'.
Although Min Haoran was full of confidence, he was also prepared for the worst.
"Chairman Mao said that the investigation problem is pregnant in October, and the problem is solved once the child is delivered, and you have worked this investigation, done a good job, and has weight. We really need another voice to bring us calm thinking, and you have brought me this other voice, and some of our cadres have to deal with the unhealthy tendencies and evil tendencies. Yuan Jing muttered to herself while reading the report.
"Some of our leaders came back to report to me, saying that the leading group of Pozilab Township has courage and ideas, and that they are ahead of the curve in all aspects of work, and they have held several on-site meetings there, which is really a big joke. They go to the countryside to sit in the car and watch through the glass, and at night they hold wine glasses around the table, and let the township leaders fool around, and when they come back, they don't have a good understanding of the people's conditions and social conditions. Yuan Jing's expression was solemn, and she raised her head and said to Min Haoran.
Min Haoran's investigation report has attracted great attention from the county party committee. The county party committee formed a joint investigation team and stationed in Pozilab Township to conduct an investigation in the form of dissecting sparrows.
The lid on the problem of the work style of the cadres in Pozilab Township has been lifted. A number of rural cadres such as Tang Jiangbei, Bian Yinglong, and Dawuti who embezzled, took bribes, and demanded money for violations of discipline and law were investigated and punished, and a large number of hot and difficult problems that the masses strongly resented were resolved. For this purpose, the county party committee specially convened a meeting on warning education for cadres, and announced that Min Haoran would temporarily preside over the work of Pozilab Township, and Min Haoran recommended Yingergul to the organization to be promoted to deputy township head.
"Wu Kang, I'm getting married next week, please do me a favor. Min Haoran was busy all day, and came to Maimaitijiang's house with cigarettes, wine, and fruits, and told his Anaada about the wedding event. Seeing that Yingergul was also pushing a motorcycle to enter the house, he greeted him.
"Don't be so polite, you can arrange for me to implement something. Yingergul pushed the door open with the head of the motorcycle, and said sourly. Since meeting Xu Jiao, Yingerguli has been holding back her strength with Min Haoran, and she ignored Min Haoran when she saw her.
"I discussed with Xu Jiao, please be her bridesmaid on the wedding day. Min Haoran helped push the back seat of Yingerguli's motorcycle and followed.
"I'm not, the sparrows in the countryside can't climb high, you can invite someone else, I don't have that leisure. Ingul stopped her bike and muttered angrily as she took off her backpack and wanted to enter the house, catching up with her mother as she lifted the curtain from her room.
"What's the matter, I'm crazy every day, I'm crazy today, I'm pulling a donkey's face. Seeing Yingergul enter the house in a hurry, Yingerguli's mother reproached.
"Kid, come in, come in, you're in the back room. Seeing Min Haoran carrying things in the yard, Yingerguli's mother hurriedly greeted.
"It's okay for Wu Kang, I'm getting married, no, I'm here to give good tidings to Anaata. I just told Wukang to let her be a bridesmaid, maybe I'm shy. After speaking, Min Haoran shouted 'Atta' and entered the house.
On the day Min Haoran got married, Yingerguli still became Xu Jiao's bridesmaid.
It didn't take long for Yingergul to have a sweetheart.
In southern Xinjiang in May, early-ripening melons and fruits began to go on the market.
At this time, the date flowers are blooming, and the beekeepers have stacked the beehives on the side of the road.
Pure wild jujube honey is the king of honey, and the jujube flowers have been sold out before they bloom, and they are generally not available on the market.
Jujube tree is a desert tree species with strong vitality, resistant to wind and sand, salinity, barrenness, also known as silver willow, fragrant willow, Qilixiang, cinnamon willow, as the name suggests, the flower fragrance is similar to the osmanthus in the south of the Yangtze River, and is known as "desert osmanthus".
The sand jujube tree with a brown cracked body, not with the willow to grab the spring, not with the apricot peach to fight the beauty, in the wind and sand raging season, the wind can not blow, the sand buried does not die, I am silent in the strange, in the courtyard, beside the road, in the desert, guarding the living beings, full of life expectations, only with four petals of yellow flowers, fragrant nearly a prosperous life. When the flowers bloom, someone breaks the branches and puts them in the office or home, and the fragrance fills the house in an instant.
In this month, when the sand dates are fragrant, Yingerguli and her lover ascended to the marriage hall in the blessing of everyone.
Hundreds of miles of different sounds, thousands of miles of different customs. The marriage customs of the Uyghur people are slightly the same as those of the Han people, but the ethnic characteristics are distinct.
During a relationship, neither man nor woman can take each other home. Therefore, it is common to see couples sitting or standing together in remote places, ditches, under trees, and in parks, hiding their faces and flirting with each other. Sometimes they push and shove, sometimes babble, sometimes whisper, sometimes chase after each other.
Before men and women get married, they generally have to go through the "five naan" marriage proposal and "singing ceremony" marriage ceremony, and the procedure is more cumbersome.
There are also young men and women who have long been in love, and both parties have privately agreed to marry and then invite their family members to propose marriage.
The wedding takes place over two days.
On the first day, the marriage ceremony is held at the woman's home, and no other people are generally invited, only the parents and relatives of both parties are invited. The groomsmen of the man surrounded the groom and went to the woman's house to welcome the bride.
When welcoming relatives, in the sound of piano singing, all the guests sent blessings such as "happy marriage and eternal eternity" in unison. Young men and women sang and danced happily, beaming with joy, and sat down for dinner after the dance.
In the afternoon, the bride wears heavy makeup, covers her head, puts on her wedding dress, and gets on the horse or rides a car surrounded by the girls to bid farewell to the man's house. Along the way, blowing and beating, singing and dancing, it was very lively.
The next day is the wedding, and the unveiling ceremony is held at the man's house, which will be attended by the closest relatives of both men and women.
In front of the guests, the white cloth sheet is full of candy, dried fruits, and cakes, and the host entertains the guests with roasted naan, pilaf, and mutton.
The guests chatted while eating, and sang and danced when they were in the mood, which was extremely lively.
After the meal, when the older ones leave, the young men and women stay and wait to unveil the bride's head (a bit like making a new house).
When the hijab is removed, the main guests of both men and women are present, the female guest is on the left and the male guest is on the right. At this time, one of the man's guests (usually a young girl) suddenly ran out of the crowd and removed the bride's hijab with dexterity and agility, and the whole new room became hot.
Accompanied by tambourine and Rewapu, a pair of young men and women stepped on the drum and danced a traditional folk dance to the music, and Min Haoran and Xu Jiao also enjoyed it as their mother's family. The bride and groom will also dance gently and slowly at the invitation of everyone, and everyone present will join in. After that, they sat down for a wedding feast, and after the meal, they began to invite each other, singing and dancing.
Since you can't be a partner in life, be a good partner at work. Yingerguli poured her love for Min Haoran into supporting Min Haoran's career.