Then the city woke up again, the lively shouting, and the constant traffic on the road, so that Tao Jingjing was in a trance, trance of the replacement of this world, trance of the world of immobility, and the world is so not happy with things, the most important thing is that the individual is small, no matter what you have experienced, and what has happened, the world will not stay because of your unfairness and unhappiness, the sun in this world will still rise according to the law, and the people of this world still look back at the sunrise and then start a busy day to welcome the arrival of this day......

Especially watching the sun break through the thick clouds, and then come out little by little, Tao Jingjing realized the greatness of this world and her own insignificance and her influence on the world is so thin, so Tao Jingjing didn't think about anything and didn't do anything, just stared blankly at the arrival of another new tomorrow and a new beginning.

There are new things in a new beginning, and then there are new goals, everything new, no matter what the ending is, no matter what the process is, no matter how it was, not to mention what the invisible future is, at this moment Tao Jingjing is more firm in the present, maybe it is to say what he wants to say, venting the aggrieved thoughts in his heart for so long, so Tao Jingjing at this moment is very calm, and her heart is very peaceful towards the new sun, and then she has a calm attitude towards the present, maybe this is a change in life, and then there will be a more different future。

Thinking of these, Tao Jingjing faced the sun, stretched deeply, then stood up, walked to the window, pushed open the window, let the cold wind blow in, and then she was more awake, the cold wind slapped on her face, so that the expression that had not slept all night was completely awake, and then she was very calm to face everything in the future , Tao Jingjing felt that she would be like this, she would not lose control again, she would not say some things that she guessed about again, and then hurt those who loved her, Tao Jingjing swore that she would reply, let this be the last time. Then taking a deep breath, Tao Jingjing turned around and walked towards the door with her back straight.

When Tao Jingjing was locked in the room alone, facing himself alone, Tao Zhongming had a heavy heart, just kept looking at Tao Jingjing's door, he wanted to knock on the door but didn't know if his granddaughter would open the door for him, he wanted to explain everything he had just said but felt that the more he explained, the worse things might be, more often, Tao Zhongming was actually recalling the bits and pieces of what had happened over the years, thinking about whether what he had done over the years was really hurting his granddaughter silently, whether his requirements were too much, no...... Tao Zhongming was thinking about whether he was in charge of too much, whether he was too involved in his granddaughter's life and work, so he made his granddaughter feel that she had always been nostalgic for the past, and then she tried to prove herself to herself, all things are thinking about not disappointing herself rather than whether she is willing, liking or not, whether she is happy or not to do this, especially now that Xiao Xiche is back, he doesn't care about this person, even if he knows that the cause of everything is this to light the fuse, but Tao Zhongming swears, swears sincerely, he is to the child named Xiao Xiche, really didn't have any emotions from the beginning, and he didn't care about it now, but what he cared about was his granddaughter's attitude towards this person, and what he cared about most in his heart was this, so he would continue to tempt, and constantly test his granddaughter again and again Everything about this person, sincerely speaking, Tao Zhongming didn't care about Xiao Xiche, but he cared if this granddaughter would be entangled with this person again, maybe, Tao Zhongming thought that this was the root cause, this is the reason why he was constantly anxious and constantly testing his granddaughter, after all, he still couldn't accept that this granddaughter of his family would be with this person again, and then at that time, Tao Zhongming felt that he really didn't know how to face all this, and he didn't know if he would lose control and then break up the parent.

Thinking about all this, Tao Zhongming's heart was constantly irritable and then inexplicably flustered, he was afraid that he would say more words that hurt his granddaughter and do more excessive things, at that time, he really didn't know how to face all this.

Watching a new tomorrow arrive, watching the warm sunshine sprinkle on his body little by little, Tao Zhongming couldn't feel a trace of warmth, and then he couldn't stop shivering, after all, there was a future he didn't dare to face.

......

When Tao Jingjing opened the door, she felt that something was wrong, the house was deserted and terrible, as if this family was only by herself, as if she was still in the evening yesterday, grandpa was like she had never come, as soon as this idea came out, Tao Jingjing's originally strong heart suddenly fell apart, and then the whole person ran to Wanwan's room anxiously, shouting "Grandpa, Wanwan, where are you?"

"Grandpa, grandpa......"

"Late?"

......

"Bang" , There was a loud noise, Tao Jingjing hurriedly pushed open the door of another room, and then saw that she was sleeping quietly on the bed at night, maybe she was disturbed by her sudden push on the door but she hadn't woken up yet, she just slept incomfortably, frowning, Tao Jingjing looked at such a scene, and was deeply relieved but suddenly thought of another scene, the door was not closed and then hurriedly ran to another room, and before she ran to find that the door was wide open, she walked in and looked, Tao Jingjing found that there was no one, Tao Jingjing gently put a few sounds of grandpa, but no one answered, Tao Jingjing knew,Grandpa must not be 8 this home.,If you're at home.,I'm in such a big place.,Grandpa would have heard the movement a long time ago.,But now there's no reply.,It must be out.,It must be gone.,But where can you go if you go.,It's like an aunt.,Hurry 7 left quietly like this.,Just don't care about anything.,Don't you want yourself and late...... Thinking of these Tao Jingjing's sorrows, the tears that could not be controlled were left like this, and then her legs were weak, Tao Jingjing sat on the ground like this, endured silently, and the pain was silent, and she couldn't cry by herself, many times, Tao Jingjing told herself to be strong, don't cry, and can't see anything, and it is true, she rarely cries, it should be said that there are almost no ifs, since her father died, Tao Jingjing knows that it is useless to cry by herself, so she can't cry, she can't be defeated, but now Tao Jingjing really only wants to cry, all the worries, anxiety, self-blame, and regret are really mixed feelings at this moment, all of a sudden burst out.

......

Yu Xiang took out the key to open the door at the moment he was still hesitating whether it was not good for him to come over like this, he should actually make a phone call, I wanted to see Tao Jingjing's attitude, but I couldn't help it, the last time I broke up unhappily, there was Tao Jingjing's suspicion of himself, and his anger at himself, in fact, he knew it, but there were some things, he couldn't explain it now, and he didn't know how to explain it to make Tao Jingjing feel reasonable and acceptable, be able to understand yourself, and you can't say that you will forgive yourself in the future, but at least you can be considerate of yourself. But after the New Year, I went to work normally, originally Yu Xiang thought that she could see Tao Jingjing justifiably, at that time, there were so many people, it was impossible for her not to give herself face, so it was logical to meet like this, and she didn't have to find any excuses, but although the holiday was postponed, Yu Xiang was very big, what kind of company is this, it didn't take a holiday according to the statutory holidays, this once made Yu Xiang very crazy, and he didn't want to be so embarrassed to quarrel with Tao Jingjing about the topic of the last time, and he couldn't argue with her and it would only make her misunderstand herself more, but Yu Xiang really wanted to see Tao Jingjing, and he had to go crazy for a moment, but fortunately, I received a phone call yesterday, which gave Yu Xiang a reason to come over but never thought that he just felt that there was a reason, and there was a more good reason to come early in the morning.

"Grandpa, is this okay? Huahua won't want to see me, will she ...... me?"

"No, how is it possible, don't think too much, hurry up and go in and see if Huahua comes out!

Yu Xiang was very helpless, although he really wanted to see Tao Jingjing, but now in this state and he didn't think about how to explain the previous things at all, come over now, what did he say, looking back at Tao Zhongming was very anxious, Yu Xiang always felt that something was wrong, and he always felt that someone was trying to harm him.

"Alas, no, grandpa, why don't you go yourself, why don't you persuade Huahua?"

Yu Xiang suddenly remembered, obviously Huahua and Grandpa Tao have a better relationship, Grandpa Tao, why don't you persuade Huahua? Why do you want to touch this mold by yourself? And he clearly knows that he has a contradiction with Huahua and has not yet been resolved, so let himself persuade Huahua, there is definitely a trap in the middle.

"I persuaded her, she won't open the door, what can I do? It's not that you have such a good relationship, you and Ziyu, you have been in a relationship with her for so many years, she listens to you, and it's not a matter of locking yourself in the house alone during the New Year, and you don't eat, it's been a day. ”

Tao Zhongming said worriedly.