Xiong Zhihao has not been discouraged since he finished fighting with Min Haoran, he believes that one day he will move Zhao Ruyan and capture Zhao Ruyan's heart, so he will go to Zhao Ruyan's house to help whenever he is free, as usual. Especially after Zhao Ruyan was bullied, Xiong Zhihao's desire to protect Zhao Ruyan was even stronger, and he was busy at Zhao Ruyan's house almost every day, helping to work openly and protecting Zhao Ruyan secretly. Xiong Zhihao appeared at Zhao Ruyan's house every day, and the frightened Scar-Eye and Cross-Eyed no longer dared to hit Zhao Ruyan's crooked idea.

Zhao Ruyan, Xiong Zhihao and Min Haoran were classmates from elementary school to junior high school, and their villages were not far away. Their way to school converges in three directions into one. I don't know when it started, they seem to have made an appointment, and they can always meet together when they go to and from school, and with them, there is Wan Qingguo. Wan Qingguo and Min Haoran are from the same village, one level higher than Min Haoran. The four of them can always enjoy a youthful time of chasing me, hip-hop playing, fighting and crying in the song of "Waiting for the end of class, waiting for the end of school, waiting for the game of childhood" every day.

Wan Qingguo is not very good at studying, not tall but thick, belongs to the first brother class at school, three days without being beaten by his mother will go to the house to uncover the tiles, good trouble, but also uneven, every day is not fighting, or on the way to fight, leading a group of fart worms from time to time to shave other classmates with blue noses and swollen faces, teachers often visit his home, the only way for him at home is to use slender bamboo tips to 'swish' to pump him. Bamboo shoots have an advantage, they don't hurt the skin, but they hurt like peeling the skin. Wan Qingguo's mother grinned and pumped every time she tried her best to eat, and after smoking, the bright red marks on Wan Qingguo's body were painful to watch. As soon as she heard Wan Qingguo's ghost crying wolf howl, Min Haoran's grandmother would always swing the three-inch golden lotus and come over to stop in front of Wan Qingguo's mother: "Child, alas, you can't beat it, it's good if you do the wrong thing in Xili, how can there be a grudge like you, and the fine man will hold a grudge." Wan Qingguo took the opportunity to hide in Min Haoran's house and asked his parents to look for him for a while, so the relationship between the two was like brothers.

Xiong Zhihao belongs to the monkey category, jumping up and down, climbing trees dexterously, and from time to time running up the tree to pick up a few feathered birds to the school to 'flirt with girls'. The brain is also lively, loves to be smart, can speak, and will always tease a few of them to turn back and forth, from time to time there is a silver bell-like laughter of Zhao Ruyan, and her academic performance is comparable to Min Haoran.

Min Haoran is at the top of the class in his studies, he is a good student every semester, plus he is tall and handsome, he is a role model for his classmates, and he has also attracted the attention of many girls, including Zhao Ruyan.

Every time Wan Qingguo was smoked, his mother's mouth rolled and spat Xingzi's words were "Tender short-lived ghost, why don't you die, Xili can't learn a good thing? ”

Unexpectedly, in the third year of junior high school, after Wan Qingguo was beaten, he disappeared, and he searched all over the village and found no one, his father had no intention of taking care of his family, and washed his face with tears all day long as he lost his soul. Hearing the sound of rattles, children of all ages in the village will flock to exchange their toothpaste shells that they have collected for many days, iron wires picked up on the ground, rubber-plastic foam soles, chicken feathers, duck feathers, goose feathers and other waste products to exchange for candy to eat. Wan Qingguo's father was looking for his child in the pile of children. Some greedy children even secretly squeezed out the unused toothpaste at home, took off the plastic slippers they were wearing, and tricked their parents into taking a bath in the river and lost the sandals to change the candy to eat. Eating sugar is cool for a while, and my mother's feather duster is not vegetarian, and every time the 'Fang Dan' leaves, the chicken flies and the dog jumps. It's a pity that I don't know how many rattles have been broken, but there is no news of Wan Qingguo.

Zhao Ruyan also dropped out of school this year, Min Haoran heard from her classmates that the reason why Zhao Ruyan dropped out of school was that Xiong Zhihao often pestered her, and sometimes went to Zhao Ruyan's village to find her, and after Zhao Ruyan's parents found out, they no longer let her go to school.

After losing two classmates, Min Haoran was stunned and didn't go to school with Xiong Zhihao anymore. He felt as if he had lost something, and he felt an indescribable distress, and he was more focused on studying.

Time passes quietly like a stream in front of the door.......

The life of high school is tense and boring, and Haoran's dream is to study hard to be admitted to university, jump out of the "farm gate" and enter the "dragon gate", so that his parents and family can be proud. There has not been a single college student in the village since ancient times, and he not only carries the expectations of his parents, but also carries the hopes of the whole village. Therefore, he redoubled his efforts to study, and two thick pieces of glass were erected on the bridge of his nose.

During the evening self-study, Zhao Yanqi, who was in the same class as him, handed him a letter. After returning to the dormitory, he couldn't wait to open the letter. Zhao Yanqi and Zhao Ruyan belong to the same village, and Min Haoran has guessed nine times out of ten.

"Haoran, how are you? I'm about to get engaged. I feel so uncomfortable, I don't want to marry someone I don't love, but Xiong Zhihao pesters me every day and often comes to my house to help. His parents asked someone to come to propose, and my parents agreed. But I don't know what to do, the person I like...... It's you ......."

After reading the letter, Min Haoran couldn't sleep for a long time, and tears of joy gradually blurred his vision.

Min Haoran likes Zhao Ruyan, and it is a very special kind of liking, but he doesn't dare to express it, for fear that his parents will be sad when they know about his early love, afraid of Zhao Ruyan's rejection, and even more afraid of the ridicule of his classmates.

Min Haoran, who was ignorant in junior high school, once stuffed a note of "Zhao Ruyan, I love you" into the stone crack of the classroom, and Zhao Yanqi, who was naughty and dirty in the same class, liked to use wooden branches to dig out the 'zuzo' in the hole in the wall

g) Play (a small bee in Jiangnan, generally hiding in the hole of the earthen wall or in the crack of the brick wall), Min Haoran's note was taken out by Zhao Yanqi when he took out the '哫冫', in front of Min Haoran and Zhao Ruyan was not a big deal to read aloud in the class, and also added an 'ah' in front of him with emotion, so ashamed that Min Haoran wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into, and then every time he saw Zhao Ruyan, he hid far away.

After reading Zhao Ruyan's letters, the scene of going to and from school with Zhao Ruyan played out in his mind, especially when he remembered the heartbeat when he occasionally made eye contact with Zhao Ruyan and then quickly flashed away. He regretted his cowardice, regretted that he was not as brave as Zhao Ruyan, and bravely expressed his inner love.

In the past few days, Min Haoran has always been listless, either tearing the corner of the book, biting the tip of the pen, or staring at the tree outside the window in a daze, listening to the voice of 'knowing' and feeling restless. Zhao Ruyan's gestures occupied his brain, and his heart wandered in the coffin of emotion, no one to talk to, he couldn't pick it up, he couldn't put it down, he didn't know what to do, he didn't think about the tea in his heart, and he didn't want to eat.

"Ru Yan, did you laugh at me for being cowardly, I didn't dare to confess to you in person, I didn't even have the courage to look at you at that time. After a few days of entanglement, Min Haoran decided to face love bravely, otherwise he would die of suffocation, so Zhou Wei asked Zhao Ruyan to the hill behind the village.

The two who were in love for the first time were back to back, chatting about the happy times in the past.

"I'm a rural girl now, one day you are admitted to college and go to the city, will you abandon me!" Zhao Ruyan closed her eyes slightly, enjoying the sweetness of her first love, and asked Min Haoran squeamishly.

"No, I will always love you, or shall we pull Gougou?" Min Haoran said and stretched out his little finger, Zhao Ruyan also stretched out his little finger, and the two fingers hooked together: "Pull Gou, hang yourself, for a hundred years, you are not allowed to change, whoever changes is a puppy." ”

The two of them are wandering in the ocean of love, the world is so beautiful, and it feels like every leaf is blessing the drum leaves of their 'Xi Suosuo'. The wind was blowing lightly on his cheeks, and from time to time there was a refreshing sound of birdsong in the woods.

"I don't believe it, they all say that if a man's words can count, sows can climb trees, and once they are developed, they forget what they said at the beginning. I hope you don't want to be Chen Shimei, if you do Chen Shimei, I'm not as weak as Qin Xianglian, I'll chop you, hum. ”

The woman's heart is in the sea, and the girl in love is happy for some reason, and she says insincere words coquettishly with a 'sadomasochistic' mentality, stimulating the boy to talk sweetly.

"I set up this mountain as proof, if you violate your word, you will be buried in this mountain, is it okay?" The boy sometimes has zero IQ when he is in love, Min Haoran really thought that Zhao Ruyan regarded him as a half-hearted person, and hurriedly raised his right hand to swear loyalty.

"Fool, the mountain can't speak, how can you testify, if one day you dare to betray your oath and become Chen Shimei, I will ......" Zhao Ruyan didn't know how to say it for a while, giggled and got up and ran away.

"What are you going to do, ah, what are you doing, say ......" Min Haoran caught up with Zhao Ruyan and pulled Zhao Ruyan over, and the two looked at each other.

"Not very good. Zhao Ruyan raised her delicate face slightly, the corners of her mouth were slightly upturned, and her eyes stared at Min Haoran with warmth like water, melting Min Haoran's heart.

Min Haoran gently hugged Zhao Ruyan in his arms. The two sat down again and fell backwards at the same time, Min Haoran was facing the blue sky, his right foot was on his left foot, Zhao Ruyan was lying on Min Haoran's right shoulder, and the tender grass fell happily one by one to make a happy bed for the two.

The breeze is gentle, the white clouds in the sky are happily lined up and laughing, and the northern geese will line up into the word 'one' and the word 'human' for a while and fly south, as if telling them that they will only love you in their lives. In the fields below the mountain, the villagers work quietly.

"I bow my head and go to the ravine, chasing the passing years. Wind and sand fill the valley. I don't see my childhood. ”

"I looked up and swam to the blue sky, the white clouds to my heart's content, and nothing changed. ”

"The geese have heard my songs. ”

"The river kissed me on the face. ”

"Shandan flowers bloom and fall"

"Over and over again. ”

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"I miss it forever. ”

Min Haoran and Yue Ruyan sang "Xintianyou" one by one, their voices were melodious, and their faces were filled with happy smiles.

Min Haoran studied harder and was admitted to his ideal university as he wished. In order not to worry about his parents, he studied hard to get a scholarship and worked part-time as a tutor outside, and the income he earned could fully cover his tuition and living expenses.

Min Haoran and Zhao Ruyan kept writing letters and complaining to each other.

Xiong Zhihao has never relaxed his entanglement with Zhao Ruyan, and there is always a far-fetched reason to come to her house. Zhao Ruyan is lukewarm to Xiong Zhihao, and there is no way to take him, every time he does not contact him for various reasons, but Xiong Zhihao is desperate to please Zhao Ruyan's parents. His skillful kung fu won the hearts of Zhao Ruyan's parents.

Min Haoran often dates Zhao Ruyan.

There is really no impermeable wall in the world, Min Haoran and Zhao Ruyan were discovered by Xiong Zhihao on a date on the mountain.

"Ru Yan, Haoran, I didn't expect you two to have a leg. Zhao Ruyan and Min Haoran were startled by the sudden shouting.

"Haoran, we have been friends for so many years, and you actually had a private meeting with my girlfriend behind your back. Ru Yan, are you still human, I didn't expect you to be a water-based poplar flower, a person who is in the twilight of Qin and Chu, and you actually stepped on two boats. Xiong Zhihao was furious, angry and panting and roaring like a lion.

Xiong Zhihao didn't know that Min Haoran and Zhao Ruyan were in love. Although Zhao Ruyan was lukewarm to him, she didn't obviously refuse, and thought that Zhao Ruyan was a girl who was ashamed and embarrassed to contact him, so she dodged and dodged. The custom in the countryside is the words of the matchmaker for the marriage event, since her parents agreed, it is a matter of eight or nine inseparable ten, and the soon-to-cook steamed buns only steam in one breath. Thinking that Zhao Ruyan would be his pillow person in the future, Xiong Zhihao's heart blossomed with joy, how could he have expected that Zhao Ruyan and Min Haoran would be "willow tops on the moon, and people will marry Huang".

"Your girlfriend?Zhihao, have you asked Ru Yan if she likes you, don't you know that Ru Yan doesn't like you, why do you keep pestering her?" Min Haoran asked Xiong Zhihao angrily, his eyes full of anger.

Min Haoran didn't want anyone to know that he was in love, he was still a student, and he was afraid that the people in the village would gossip. Since this layer of paper was pierced by Xiong Zhihao, he had to face it bravely.

"Ru Yan's parents promised me that when my house is built, they will let Ru Yan and me get married, in the past few years, I have been helping others to do farm work and make money desperately, and I am ready to build a house immediately, Ru Yan is the driving force for me to live tirelessly like a cow. Xiong Zhihao roared at Min Haoran.

In the disturbed world, everyone has different ways of expressing love, some people like to express their emotions directly, and some people like to express love with actions. Xiong Zhihao thinks that companionship is the most affectionate confession, and he runs to Zhao Ruyan's house every day to help with work, just thinking about accompanying her all the time. Although he is lively by nature, in the world of feelings, he is a shy person, and love is difficult to open in his heart, he believes that Zhao Ruyan must understand that she is already the lover in his heart. Seeing her and Min Haoran together, his heart hurt as if he had been bitten hard by a wolf dog.

"Ru Yan's parents promised you, did Ru Yan agree? Have you asked her? She is just a classmate to you, she takes into account your feelings, she doesn't want to hurt you, thinking that it is to make you feel interested, can't you see it?" Min Haoran was not to be outdone, and his voice became louder and louder.

Love is selfish, exclusive, and desperate, unless the love is not deep and the love is not true. In the face of his former friends, Min Haoran did not retreat.

"Feelings can be cultivated, as long as I am sincere to her and good to her, she will be touched one day. Xiong Zhihao turned to Zhao Ruyan sadly and said: "Ruyan, I like you, you know, you are the source of my life, why I dropped out of school, it was because I saw that you didn't go to school, I dropped out of school, so that we can 'be the right person' and live together." Do you know how much I love you Ru Yan, your name is made of honey, and my heart is sweet when I shout your name. ”

Love is like a nightmare, sinking into it and indulging again and again, making people get carried away. Xiong Zhihao willingly persevered, willing to work hard for Zhao Ruyan, give up everything, and press all the courage to be brave. He was full of endless thoughts about Zhao Ruyan, and the galaxy was unswerving.

"Zhihao, I'm sorry, I've never liked you, I only have Haoran in my heart, I've liked him since elementary school, I know you're good to me, you help my family work also want me to be grateful for your kindness, I also tried to accept you, but I can't deceive myself, and I don't want to hurt you. Zhao Ruyan had cried into tears, and her two fragrant shoulders kept shaking.

Women are born with a bodhisattva heart, but emotionally, although they are fragile, but they are so strong, if they fall in love with someone, they will be dead on the ground, without distractions, without mixed thoughts, and resolutely.

"Why, you know that I like you, why didn't you tell me early that what you like is not me but Haoran, if you reject me early and tell me, I won't be so affectionate, I will bless you. But now you have taken my soul, and my heart is full of you, and I can no longer tolerate her. At this time, Xiong Zhihao's snot was mixed with sad tears, and he was so helpless and pitiful.

"Ru Yan, tell me, I still have a chance, don't you? What do you want me to do to accept me, I will do whatever you ask me to do, except for the stars and the moon in the sky, I will give you whatever you want, I will treat you as a cow and a horse, as long as you don't leave me, okay?" Xiong Zhihao grabbed Zhao Ruyan's shoulders with both hands, like grasping the last straw, staring at Zhao Ruyan's eyes like a grim reaper, hoping to see a chance to come back to life from Zhao Ruyan's eyes.

Zhao Ruyan lowered her head and cried even more.

"Zhihao, our friend for so many years, I hope you understand Ru Yan's feelings, love is two-sided, only if both parties like each other, will they live happily together, you won't let Ru Yan live with you painfully for a lifetime. Min Haoran said coldly.

"You are talking nonsense, I love Ru Yan a hundred times ten thousand times more than you, you are a college student, you will live in a bustling metropolis in the future, you will lose your eyes in the bright lights, it is Ru Yan who is in pain at that time, not you!" Xiong Zhihao turned to Min Haoran, and his roaring voice wandered and faded away in the empty field.

"Zhihao, you are sober, Ru Yan and I have long sworn that I will treat you as a good friend, so that Ru Yan will not reject you directly, so as not to hurt you, I just want you to retreat with interest, today since you know, please respect Ru Yan's choice." Min Haoran stepped forward to peel off Xiong Zhihao's hands that were holding Zhao Ruyan, blocked the middle between Xiong Zhihao and Zhao Ruyan, and forcefully pushed Xiong Zhihao away.

Love can make people lose their minds, and Xiong Zhihao at this time was angry like a mad dog who was defeated and ridiculed, and threw Min Haoran to the ground with all his might. The two scuffled together, and Zhao Ruyan on the side kept shouting, "Don't fight, you two don't fight." ”

Seeing that the two of them didn't listen to their shouts at all, Zhao Ruyan ran away crying, leaving two crazy people at a loss.

"I won't give up, no one loves Ruyan more than me, she will only be happy when she is with me. Xiong Zhihao stood up and pointed to Min Haoran, who was still lying on the ground, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth after speaking, and shook his hand away angrily.

"Time passes and never returns, and the past can only be recalled. Recalling the childhood bamboo horse and green plum, the two of them were with each other day and night. The spring breeze has blown the stamens red, and you have added a new year. You're going to change your mind like time is hard to turn back, and I can only snuggle up to each other in my dreams......"

Since then, Min Haoran fell into deep thought: one is the person he loves deeply, and the other is his good friend, he didn't expect Xiong Zhihao to give up his studies for Zhao Ruyan at that time, and he loved Zhao Ruyan so deeply. Does Zhao Ruyan really have no feelings for Xiong Zhihao at all? If she really doesn't have any feelings at all, she should refuse in person, and Xiong Zhihao can't chase her for so many years. She has more opportunities to contact Xiong Zhihao than herself, and she has been in love for a long time, Zhao Ruyan must have feelings for Xiong Zhihao. Who is the spare tire, he or Xiong Zhihao, the emotional entanglement cannot be relieved.

Min Haoran also wanted to be quiet, so he didn't go to Zhao Ruyan again.

"When the swallow whispers, do you meet Mo Shang?" Although he was reluctant to give up in his heart, he was always concerned in his heart, but he was young and crazy, and he was a little stubborn, so he didn't take the initiative to find her. Several times, Min Haoran deliberately passed by Zhao Ruyan's door, wanting to meet unexpectedly, but unfortunately he was disappointed.

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"The little sister sent the lover, sent to the outside of the gate, the tears were in a row, and they fell, and the world and the north and the earth were tender to carry a letter, don't forget that the little sister is tender in her heart. Sent Lang to Qingshui Pond, locusts came out of Qingshui Pond, the locusts were entangled with duckling's feet, and the mistress was in love with a good lover. Send Lang to the edge of the bamboo forest, the two snakes are in love, the tender is the love brother is the sister, and it is not too ·····much to send five miles."

In the south in October, the weather is still hot. It was almost dark, Zhao Ruyan was pulling sweet potato vines in the vegetable garden and carrying a bamboo basket to go home to help her mother chop vines and feed the pigs, humming a playful hometown tune while walking back. Dressed in tight shorts and short sleeves, she was full of youthful energy, and she walked with a regular jump like a rabbit on her chest.

As she crossed a wooded path, two hooligans from neighboring villages suddenly jumped out of the way. She also knew these two hooligans, one was a thin man with long legs and an obscene back, with a neck at least a foot long, and the other was a scarred eye with five big and three thick bodies and a horizontal flesh, with a goose-egg-shaped figure. The two of them steal chickens and dogs in a nearby village, doing all kinds of evil, and there is no one in the village who does not know them, and when they see them, they hide like seeing a plague god. These two things are also a barometer of the economic situation, when the economic situation is good, they go to the city to make a living, and when the economic situation is bad, they go back to the village to 'rob the house' and do all the dirty things.

It's not a good thing to meet these two bastards, Zhao Ruyan felt nervous, and scolded angrily: "What do you want to do?"

"Be Ciri, good sister, guess, the two brothers can be Ciri. Cross-eyed showed an evil look, stepped forward, stretched out his index finger like a chicken claw to tease Zhao Ruyan's chin, and Zhao Ruyan skimmed her face to avoid it.

Ruthless people don't talk much, and it doesn't take much to say what they can do. Scar-Eye didn't say a word, went up to a hungry wolf to pounce on her, pressed Zhao Ruyan to the ground, and cross-eyed and Scar-eye grabbed one of Zhao Ruyan's hands and dragged them to the grass next to them. As soon as Zhao Ruyan's voice of "help" came out, Scareye held her mouth down, and cross-eyed pulled Zhao Ruyan's shirt vigorously.

"Dog, what are you doing?" Not far away, Xiong Zhihao walked in the footsteps of Guan Yu's warm wine and slashed Huaxiong, shouting and rushing towards this side.

Cross-Eyed and Scar-Eye heard the shout and hurriedly got up, Cross-Eyed took out the dagger he was carrying with him and turned around to fight. The short knife is no match for the long stick, and seeing Xiong Zhihao with a flat pole in his hand, the two lewd ghosts were startled, and fled like rats. Xiong Zhihao picked up the pole and smashed it at the cross-eyed and scar-eyed, but because he was angry and didn't grasp it steadily, the flat-arm flew towards the two of them, and smashed it on the back of the cross-eye's head.

Scar-Eye looked back and saw the flat pole on the ground, picked up the flat pole and rushed over and slashed at Xiong Zhihao's head, and Xiong Zhihao fell down in response. Scareye continued to slam Xiong Zhihao who fell to the ground with a flat pole, and when he touched the back of his head, he was bleeding, and he got up and picked up the dagger angrily and stabbed Xiong Zhihao in the abdomen, but Scareye blocked it with a flat pole: "Don't make a silver life." The headache of the cross-eyed being smashed by the flat shoulder was cracking, and he was unwilling, and his fist rained down on Xiong Zhihao. At this time, Zhao Ruyan screamed in fright, and quickly picked up Xiong Zhihao's body, cross-eyed heard Zhao Ruyan's scream, pulled up Scareye and quickly got into the night.

Zhao Ruyan knocked on the door of the house and helped Xiong Zhihao, who was in a coma with blood all over his face, into the hall with great difficulty.

"What's wrong Ruyan, what's wrong with Zhihao?" Zhao Ruyan's father asked in surprise while helping to put Xiong Zhihao on the bamboo bed by the hall.

Zhao Ruyan told her father what happened. Xiong Zhihao's forehead was bulging with an egg-sized bag, Zhao Ruyan's mother brought a wet towel to scrub the mud and blood on Xiong Zhihao's face, and kept chanting a spell in her mouth: "Why hasn't the king of Hades come to take away these short-lived ghosts, stay here to scourge silver." ”

"Ru Yan, run, run. Xiong Zhihao was still in a coma, screaming like sleepwalking in his mouth, and his hands were dancing in fists.

"Zhihao, Zhihao, don't worry, it's okay, I'm here, I'm here. Zhao Ruyan held Xiong Zhihao's hand tightly with one hand, stroked Xiong Zhihao's face with the other, and tears dripped on Xiong Zhihao's eyelids.

"Ru Yan, are you okay. About half an hour, Xiong Zhihao came to his senses.

"Uncle, I'm going to find the two dogs' accounts!" Xiong Zhihao said as he struggled to get off the ground, struggled to get up and sat down on the bamboo bed.

"Don't be in a hurry, don't be in a hurry, if you are an opponent like this, you will lose it. Zhao Ruyan's father pressed Xiong Zhihao.

"Ru Yan, call the police and arrest those two dogs. Xiong Zhihao looked at Zhao Ruyan angrily.

"Hey, Zhihao, Nen knows very well to Uncle Lang, if this matter spreads, Nen will let Ru Yan live in the future. ”

Zhao Ruyan's parents are honest people, only Zhao Ruyan is a daughter, who has no son, and she can't hold her head up in the village.

"Just let those two dogs go like this?" Xiong Zhihao looked at Zhao Ruyan dumbfounded and distracted.

"Hey, Zhihao, you can't afford to mess with you in the house. Silver is doing the sky and watching, the wicked have their own evil retribution, but the time is not up, one day the sky will take away these short-lived ghosts. Zhao Ruyan's father squatted helplessly on the threshold, sighed deeply, took out the dry tobacco pipe he carried with him, stuffed the tobacco into the pipe, and took a few puffs of '呲呑'.

The poor old man has nothing to do, and he is even more afraid of things, and he has always swallowed his anger in the village, blaming all his joys, sorrows, and sorrows on God's arrangement, and leaving everything to fate. I thought that even if the two bad cowards were caught in, what could they do, they would come out in a short time, and they didn't go in once or twice, and they wouldn't retaliate when they came out?

Xiong Zhihao also earns a lot of money, and his family is building a small second floor. Xiong Zhihao built the house between his house and Zhao Ruyan's house, thinking that he would take care of the old people on both sides in the future. The place where Zhao Ruyan had an accident that day was not far from the place where Xiong Zhihao built a house, Xiong Zhihao heard Zhao Ruyan's call, picked up the flat pole and quickly ran to follow the call.

Since then, Zhao Ruyan's attitude towards Xiong Zhihao has been much better, and she takes the initiative to ask for warmth from time to time. Zhao Ruyan's parents treated Xiong Zhihao as a son, and asked Zhao Ruyan to call Xiong Zhihao when they made delicious food.

After the 'decisive battle' with Xiong Zhihao, Min Haoran did not go to Zhao Ruyan again, and Zhao Ruyan was very sad. She loves Min Haoran, how she hopes that Min Haoran will appear in front of her to comfort her and talk to her in her heart. What made her especially sad was that Min Haoran went to school and didn't come to squeak her, her heart hurt so much. She is also a strong person, since you Min Haoran didn't come to me, I wouldn't go to you, so I didn't even write a letter.

"Maybe it's fate. and Haoran are destined to have no fate. Zhao Ruyan thought so in her heart.

Zhao Ruyan didn't expect Xiong Zhihao to give up his studies for her, and after Xiong Zhihao explained, a trace of warmth flashed in her heart. After Xiong Zhihao rescued her, her heart had ripples in Xiong Zhihao, but she still remembered Min Haoran, like a frosted eggplant every day, weak and powerless, and didn't know what to do.

The days always flow between his fingers, but Min Haoran spends it in torment.

The taste of love is to stand on tiptoe and willingly want to meet. Min Haoran's feelings for Zhao Ruyan were deep-rooted, and he just wanted to be angry with Zhao Ruyan at that time, so he didn't go to her, but during the days when he didn't go to Zhao Ruyan, Min Haoran was restless, and Zhao Ruyan's smile and frown gnawed at his brain like an ant at night. How he wished that Zhao Ruyan would stand in front of him and murmur to him.

Missing someone is like drinking a glass of ice-cold water, and then slowly turning into a drop of hot tears, Min Haoran turned into tears.

"No, I can't be a walking dead like this, I'll be insane, I'm going to find her. Min Haoran really couldn't stand the torment of lovesickness, Zhou Wei, it was not dawn yet, so he couldn't wait to rush to the station and really went to Zhao Ruyan's house.

"Haoran, it's impossible for us, Zhihao and I are already engaged. Zhao Ruyan was as cold as ice.

"Engagement, don't be kidding, it's only been a few months, what about our agreement, you forgot it so quickly?" Min Haoran roared.

"Haoran, you left without saying a word, have you considered my feelings? Do you know how I came over these days? I was waiting for you every day, looking forward to it, but you were so ruthless, you left without even saying hello, and it was a few months after you left, and there was no news, I lived like a year, you know, I was almost humiliated, you know, where were you when I needed you the most?" Zhao Ruyan was heartbroken, with tears in her eyes.

"Didn't you say that what you love is me and not Zhihao, how can you say that it will change, I just want to listen to the truth in your heart, do you love me or Zhihao in your heart?" Min Haoran didn't know that Zhao Ruyan was bullied by cross-eyed and scar-eyed, and thought that Zhao Ruyan had changed her mind.

"We are destined to have no part, and we are all well. Zhao Ruyan turned her back and cried even more.

"Ru Yan, in the past few months, I have been thinking about you all the time. As for not contacting you, it's because one is my friend and the other is someone I love, I'm so entangled and miserable, I need to be calm. But love is selfish, and I really don't know how to live without you, so I came to you today to explain to you that without you, I might as well live as dead. Min Haoran pulled Zhao Ruyan over.

"Don't say it. There's really no way we're going to be together, I'm going to drag you down. Zhihao was very good to me and also got engaged. If you had come earlier, I might have changed my mind, and it would be too late for you to come. Zhao Ruyan covered her face with her hands and sobbed.

"Ru Yan, it's me who is wrong, give me a chance, one time is enough, isn't it not married yet, is it okay to let your parents withdraw from the marriage? Min Haoran stroked Zhao Ruyan's shoulders and begged in a choked voice.

"Haoran, I'm really not suitable for you, your future is so broad, your future is so bright, you will find a gentle and beautiful city girl, I am just a rural girl who has not graduated from junior high school, even if I agree, what about your parents, can you pass the level of your parents? You are the pride of their hearts. Zhao Ruyan removed Min Haoran's hand.

"I don't care, as long as you are with me, there is no difficulty that can stop us, promise me, and withdraw from the marriage, okay?" Min Haoran said beggingly.

In Min Haoran's heart, Zhao Ruyan has been an indispensable symbol engraved in his life, has melted into blood, which cannot be erased, and he vows to spend his life to take care of her and not let her be hurt a little.

"Haoran, forget about me, so we are all tired of living. Zhao Ruyan turned around and walked down the hill.

"Love to the end, it's hard to get back, love you, hate youyou, why do you have to be irretrievable, then you think of your tenderness, give me care to relieve my worries, add a lot of sorrow to me, wait mercilessly in the middle of the night, cry alone, feel uncomfortable alone. I want to say that I really love you, I want to say I'm sorry for you, you cry and say that the love is over. It's hard to continue, it's hard to continue, so please give me a little more time and ask a little more, don't take everything with you. Please give me a little more time and ask a little more questions, and don't make me so uncomfortable...... 'You are such a woman, let me rejoice and make me sad, and let me be willing to give everything for you.' ”

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"Do I love Zhihao, is he my lover, or my benefactor? Do you have to sacrifice love to repay your kindness?" Min Haoran's reappearance made Zhao Ruyan feel helpless.

"How do I say it to my parents, how do I say it to Zhihao. Zhao Ruyan's heart was churning, and there were mixed flavors. If Min Haoran hadn't appeared, she might have stayed with Xiong Zhihao for the rest of her life, but Min Haoran appeared.

Love is a magical force, which not only entangles people's nerves, but also changes people's fate and dooms people's lives.

Zhao Ruyan walked to the bus station with a plastic woven bag.

"Dad, mother, I'm leaving, I don't know how to tell you, I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for Zhihao. I'll take care of myself, don't worry about it!

Love is lonely in the depths, and pain makes people mature. The mood is like clothes, if you take it out to wash and dry when it is dirty, the sun will spread. Leaving may make things simpler, time may be the best key to solving problems, Zhao Ruyan wants to refresh her emotional world with time and start her life anew.

Since Zhao Ruyan ran away, Xiong Zhihao also understood what was going on, but he did not give up. Zhao Ruyan is all in his life, without Zhao Ruyan, he would rather never marry. After Zhao Ruyan left, he poured his thoughts about Zhao Ruyan into tireless labor, he wanted to build a small nest like a swallow for Zhao Ruyan, no matter how cold it was, or wind and rain, he couldn't let Zhao Ruyan be hurt and wronged a little.

The swallow will always return to the nest, he has always believed that Zhao Ruyan will come back, will return to his side, every time he thinks of this, the disheartened Xiong Zhihao will have a fire in his chest.

Many young and middle-aged people in rural areas have earned a lot of money by working outside, and they have all gone home to build houses, and Xiong Zhihao simply set up a peasant construction team, which is busy from the beginning of the year to the end of the year.

The pace of the junior year is faster, passing English grades, internships, tutoring, and finding a job, Min Haoran has a full schedule every day to alleviate the pain in his heart. He went to find Zhao Ruyan during the winter vacation, but no one knew where she went.

Min Haoran's university is in the downtown area of the provincial capital, and there are commercial and residential buildings on both sides of the campus, so he rented a house of less than 20 square meters there. He was fond of literature, and from time to time he wrote poems and essays for publication in journals, which was enough to pay for rent and daily expenses.

"(Female) Don't suspect that women don't know how to raise seedlings, and seedlings are the same as men. (Male) Wow, I don't want to talk about it, I think of the children in the house, I don't know how to do it all day long, I only know how to take the cubs to cook and laundry······ (Male) listen carefully to the forehead and swear, if the forehead is sorry for the tenderness in the future, ten fingers are rotten and eight forks, the teeth are rotten, and the root of the rotten hair is the root ······." After the tutor came out, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, the drizzle on the road was relentless, and the VCR in the loudspeaker shop on the street was playing the local opera.

Listening to the sour love songs, I saw a pair of lovers holding umbrellas under the neon lights, snuggling and holding each other, indulging in romance, Min Haoran's soul was taken away by Zhao Ruyan again.

"Ru Yan, where have you been, how are you doing? Why are you so ruthless, do you know how sad I am without you. ”

Min Haoran was afraid of the arrival of the night, and as soon as he lay down, Zhao Ruyan came to him like a shadow, giggling and laughing, painfully touching and not touching, screaming and not responding.

Min Haoran entered a small fried shop in a daze, ordered two bottles of beer and two side dishes, and wanted to numb his thoughts about Zhao Ruyan with wine, so that the night would not be so painful.

Although the small fried shop is not big, it is noisy and overcrowded, so Min Haoran chose a corner to sit down. The exhaustion of the day made him just want to eat quickly and go back to rest, away from such a noisy environment. For him, it is also a happy enjoyment to reminisce about Zhao Ruyan's sweet words before falling into a dream.

"Let me tell you softly, the stars in the sky are waiting, share your loneliness and your happiness, what else can not be said, let me slowly approach you, stretch out my hands, you and me, give you my fantasy my blessing, the warmest sunshine of life······ Don't ask me how high the sun is, I'll tell you how real I am, don't ask me how many stars there are, I'll tell you many, many more. ”

The sweet lyrical music of "Tell You Gently" in the hotel brought Min Haoran into reverie.

"My Ru Yan, where the hell are you. Min Haoran asked himself sadly, and buried his head in ordering two dishes casually.

"Hello sir, this is your dish. After a long time, the waiter who ordered the food hurriedly walked towards Min Haoran with two plates of dishes and said.

Min Haoran turned his head and said, "Thank you!"

"Ru Yan, is it really you?" What a familiar voice, Min Haoran was stunned and surprised. He never imagined that he would see her meditating day and night in such a corner of the city.

"Hmm, Haoran, why are you here?" Zhao Ruyan was surprised and excited when she saw that it was Min Haoran.

"I ......"

"Oh, I wasn't hungry when class ended, I'm hungry now, come over and get something to eat. Why are you here?" Min Haoran didn't want Zhao Ruyan to know about being a tutor.

"Okay, you use it slowly, I'm still busy here. I'll go first. After Zhao Ruyan finished speaking, she went to greet the other guests.

Suddenly seeing Min Haoran, Zhao Ruyan was at a loss for a while, wanted to stay and wanted to escape, her tongue was knotted and she couldn't speak, so she hid the joy in her heart and left in a hurry.

Min Haoran couldn't suppress the excitement in his heart, his eyes never left Zhao Ruyan's busy figure, and ran over to the gap where Zhao Ruyan was not busy, for fear that Zhao Ruyan would disappear in front of him if he was not careful.

"I'll wait for you, and we'll go out for a walk together after work. Min Haoran was worried that Zhao Ruyan would reject him, and his heart was in his throat, anxiously looking forward to Zhao Ruyan's response.

"Don't, I have a lot to do, you can go back after eating, I will be busy until late. Zhao Ruyan said coldly, turned around and went back to work.

Min Haoran returned to his seat sourly, eating and drinking slowly, drinking bottle after bottle of beer, hoping to wait until Zhao Ruyan got off work. But the business in the store was so good that the customers walked and came, and more than an hour passed, and there was no sign of closing. Zhao Ruyan was busy back and forth, shuttling back and forth, Min Haoran's soul was hooked away, and she greeted her several times, but Zhao Ruyan's expression was cold and frosty, and she ignored him like air. Min Haoran was embarrassed to stay any longer, so he went to the door to settle the bill and left the hotel sadly.

Although Zhao Ruyan was pleasantly surprised, she didn't want to stir up her dusty feelings anymore, and hoped that Min Haoran would leave soon. Every time I peeked, I saw Min Haoran there, and understood that Min Haoran was waiting for her, and silently drove him to leave quickly. But when she saw that Min Haoran's position was empty, she looked around, but there was no one in sight, and her heart was broken.

"This stupid guy is really gone, a pig's head, and he doesn't know how to wait for me. Zhao Ruyan complained again in her heart.

At one o'clock in the evening, it was finally time to get off work. Zhao Ruyan changed her clothes, walked out of the hotel with a loss, looked left and right, and looked forward to Min Haoran's appearance. After staying at the door for a while, and when he was sure that Min Haoran was gone, the lost one wandered down the empty street.

"It's okay, out of sight and out of mind, I just don't want to see you yet, big idiot. Zhao Ruyan blamed Min Haoran in her heart.

After walking less than a mile, a person suddenly flashed out of the forest belt and blocked her, startling her.

"Ru Yan, it's time to get off work. "The person standing in the way is none other than Min Haoran.

Min Haoran didn't leave in a hurry after leaving the store, he knew that he would never have a chance to meet again, and he would lose his beloved forever, and he had to wait for her tonight. He walked back and forth like a year, cursing the owner of the restaurant in his heart for being Huang Shiren, and not letting the employees get off work in the middle of the night. When he saw Zhao Ruyan coming from a distance, he hid in the forest belt on the side of the road, wanting to surprise Zhao Ruyan.

"Haoran, you haven't come back yet, why are you always startled, trying to scare me to death. Zhao Ruyan was so frightened that she stood upright, patted her little heart with her delicate hand, and was short of breath. Seeing that it was Min Haoran, he slowly came to his senses.

"Where have you been during this time, your parents are in a hurry, and I am so worried about you, I went to look for you during the winter vacation, and your parents said that they don't know where you went. Min Haoran's heart was sweet, and he seemed to have returned to the good old days, strolling on the streets with Zhao Ruyan.

"I just want to come out quietly, I'm so annoying, at that time, Zhihao went to my house every day, and my parents also asked me when I would get married, and I didn't know what to do. Zhao Ruyan was overjoyed to see that Min Haoran was still waiting for her so late. But more than a year has passed, has Min Haoran changed her mind, has she already had a sweetheart?

"What's in your mind?" Min Haoran asked.

"I don't know, my parents only have one daughter, I must listen to them, and Zhihao is very good to me, but I don't want to get married so early, so I don't say goodbye, let time solve it. Zhao Ruyan hung her head and pouted her cherry lips, letting the drizzle blow her face.

If you really love it, you can't let it go easily. Even if you restrain yourself, you can't do it, your thoughts slowly accumulate in your heart and can't be erased, and you can't cry when you endure your sadness. Regarding Min Haoran's thousand words, Zhao Ruyan often thinks about it at night and refuses to sleep.

"Ru Yan, do you know how sad I am during this time without you, you don't say goodbye, there is no news, I am like a psychopath, there is no point in living, and I am not interested in doing anything. Min Haoran quietly took Zhao Ruyan's hand.

"Why do you want to do this, it is impossible between us, and your parents will certainly not approve of our marriage. I can't explain anything at home, and I'm very bored, so I just want to come out and be quiet. The ears do not listen, and the heart is not troubled. Zhao Ruyan twisted and broke free of Min Haoran's hand.

"Are you working at the restaurant just now?" Min Haoran snapped his fingers to hide his embarrassment.

"Not only that, but I found an apprenticeship in a tailor shop nearby, so that I could support my family by having a trade. In the evenings I went to the restaurant to work as a part-time worker, so that I could learn the art and support myself. ”

Although Zhao Ruyan has only gone to junior high school, she is very strong. She knows that her parents are discriminated against in the village, and only by working hard and fighting for her parents can she not let her parents be looked down upon by others. She is also unwilling to marry and teach children at a young age, and her life is dull. She left her hometown without saying goodbye, firstly to avoid emotional entanglements, and secondly, she wanted to learn a trade, so that her parents could have something to rely on in their old age.

"I mean, I've been to that restaurant a few times and I haven't seen you. Hey, I didn't expect a lover to be close and didn't know it. I wasted a lot of time, and I got a serious illness. Min Haoran tentatively took Zhao Ruyan's hand again, pretending to be sad.

"Are you sick, what kind of illness does it matter?" asked Zhao Ruyan nervously.

"Silly girl, what other diseases can there be, lovesickness, can you cure it. Min Haoran smiled slyly at Zhao Ruyan.

"Okay, you Min Haoran, you tease me, you ......" Zhao Ruyan lowered her head shyly, slapped Min Haoran's arm vigorously, her heart was full of sweetness, and she pretended to shake off Min Haoran's hand, but it didn't work.

Unconsciously walked to the place where Min Haoran lived, and Min Haoran pointed upward: "I live here." ”

"This is where you go to school, there are a lot of fox spirits in the university, are there any hidden beauties in the house?" Zhao Ruyan giggled.

"Of course, go up and sit down, introduce you, and get to know your future sister-in-law. Min Haoran made a gesture of inviting the eldest lady.

"Well, Miss Ben wants to see what kind of delicate your golden house hides, it can't be a dominatrix, I'm so afraid. Zhao Ruyan pretended to be scared, and after speaking, she took the first step and ran upstairs with a smile.

Min Haoran is a person who loves cleanliness, although the house is not big, it is well organized, very warm, and there is a photo with Zhao Ruyan frolicking next to the bed.

Zhao Ruyan sat on the edge of the bed, picked up the manuscript paper full of words written on the bedside and looked at it.

"That's my letter to you. Min Haoran was making water for Zhao Ruyan, and when he saw Zhao Ruyan looking through the letterhead, he looked uncomfortable.

Zhao Ruyan was silent for a while, looking at the letterhead intently, her face gradually turned red, and her heart was pounding.

"Ru Yan, where are you, why don't you answer ......me if I call for a long time?"

"Ru Yan, I think about you all the time, it's all you in my dreams, how are you doing.....?"

"Ru Yan, I lay on the hill where we were dating for a whole day during the winter vacation, I hope you will appear in front of me......"

The letter that Min Haoran wrote to Zhao Ruyan that he didn't send was full of thoughts about Zhao Ruyan.

"Thank you for letting me see you today, I'm really happy, I thought I'd never see you again in my life. Min Haoran slowly sat down beside Zhao Ruyan.

"I'm sorry, Haoran, I didn't mean to make you sad, I miss you so much. Zhao Ruyan put down the letterhead, turned her head and looked at Min Haoran with affection.

"I will always remember our oath, even if the mountains collapse, the sea is rotten, and the Yellow River flows backwards, I will never let you leave me again. Min Haoran looked at Zhao Ruyan affectionately, for fear that she would slip away with the wind like air again.

"Where am I good, worthy of your affection. Zhao Muyan's heart beat faster.

"I can't tell you what's good about you, but no one can replace you. Min Haoran was confused.

"I believe in you. Haoran, I won't let you lose sight of me again. At this time, Zhao Yuyan's cheeks were crimson, and the rabbit's heart was scurrying.

Two hot youthful bodies fused into one······

Zhao Ruyan is a smart and clever girl, and after a year she basically learned the craft of tailoring, she returned to her hometown and planned to open a tailor shop in the township. The parents were naturally happy to see Zhao Ruyan come out. Xiong Zhihao's parents withdrew from the marriage not long after Zhao Ruyan ran away, and asked people everywhere to find a partner for Xiong Zhihao.

Zhao Ruyan returned suddenly, and Xiong Zhihao was also excited. Although he divorced, Xiong Zhihao still helped Zhao Ruyan's parents from time to time, treating Zhao Ruyan's parents as his own parents. He believed that Zhao Ruyan and Min Haoran would not be fruitful, as long as he was affectionate, Zhao Ruyan would return to his side. After Zhao Ruyan came back, he expressed his admiration to Zhao Ruyan again, but Zhao Ruyan said that he didn't want to talk about marriage yet, and just wanted to open his tailor shop. Xiong Zhihao believes that since Zhao Ruyan did not directly refuse, there is hope.

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Before going to Xinjiang, Min Haoran went to the city gypsum factory to give Min Haojing a farewell.

Min Haoran's elder brother Min Haojing went to work as an apprentice after graduating from middle school. At first, he learned Lei bricks from stonemasons in the same village, but he was not interested in stonemasons. After being introduced, he went to work in a gypsum factory. Seeing that Min Haojing was stirring, his clothes were stained with white plaster, and his hair was also covered with a layer of gypsum ash, Min Haoran's heart was tense for a while, and he stood at the gate of the factory for a long time, silently watching Min Haojing work. After Min Haojing finished stirring, Min Haoran stepped forward and called Brother Sheng.

Knowing that Min Haoran was going to Xinjiang, Min Haojing was silent for a long time, washed his hands in the bucket next to him, and got into the simple shed.

"This is two months' salary, I wanted to give it to my father, I want to go far away, take this money, remember, a person over there should pay attention, tender temper is a little stubborn, and colleagues around me must have a good relationship. Min Haojing walked out of the shed and stuffed five hundred yuan to Min Haoran.

"No, brother, my father and mother have already given me enough money for the journey. Min Haoran excused.

When they were young, they went to school together, read at night together, worked in the fields together, frolicked and fought together, were inseparable, and innocently enjoyed their childhood by their parents' side.

After Min Haojing dropped out of school, he picked up his bags and left his hometown to go to an unfamiliar city to learn crafts and make a living. Since leaving home, Min Haojing can't go home a few times a year, so there are few opportunities for the two brothers to meet, and they usually spend a few days in a hurry for the New Year. Six years have passed, and Min Haojing has changed from a student baby to a mature man, with several vicissitudes of life depicted on his forehead. Min Haoran looked carefully at Min Haojing, who was standing in front of him, and suddenly felt so strange, and his nose was sour.

"Take it, the poor family is rich, the tender goes so far, there are many places to spend money, take care of yourself outside, and your father and mother can rest assured that they will take care of it." Min Haojing pulled open Min Haoran's pocket, forced the money into it, and then rubbed his nose vigorously.

"Brother....." Min Haoran had tears in his eyes, and tightly held Min Haojing's calloused hands: "You also have to take care of yourself, don't be too tired." With that, he turned and left.

Min Haoran has always felt sorry for Min Haojing. Min Haojing stayed in one level in elementary school, so the brothers were classmates in middle school. During the high school entrance examination, Min Haoran was admitted to a key high school, and Min Haojing was admitted to an ordinary high school. High school is a boarding system, the cost is very high, and the parents really can't afford to provide for two high school students, Min Haojing took the initiative to drop out of school to work to reduce the financial pressure on his parents.

This part, the ups and downs of life, this go, the sweets and sorrows depend on each other, this life, intriguing.