Chapter 292: Dreaming of being a housewife
The helplessness of everything, and a panic about the unknown, in her heart, it has been a long time, it has been a long time, there is always an inexplicable worry, she herself can't figure out where this worry comes from, but she is worried, worried about the bad things that happened suddenly, worried about the sudden loss of some people, a sudden outbreak of emotion......
"Are you two done talking about this topic?"
The silent atmosphere Yu Xiang suddenly broke down, making Lin Ziyu and Tao Jingjing, who had been bowing their heads and contemplating their emotions, raise their heads at the same time, and then looked at Yu Xiang who had no waves with a puzzled expression, the two looked at each other for a moment, seeing each other's doubts, but no one spoke.
"I'm done talking about marriage?"
"That's it. ”
While Lin Ziyu spoke, Tao Jingjing nodded silently, here are two people who have other ideas in their hearts, but on the topic of marriage, Lin Ziyu knows that he has asked many times, even if there is any change in the middle, what special circumstances are there, he has asked so many times, Tao Jingjing does not say that he has no way at all, and Tao Jingjing feels that this topic has been discussed many times, and there is no point in discussing it again, and there is nothing to say about it, so they all feel that there is no need to continue this topic, this is one of them, or two people have some other ideas at the same time, but they felt that there was no need for the two of them to talk about these topics anymore.
"Well, since you've both said so much about marriage, and you're done, I'm going to say something. ”
As soon as she heard Yu Xiang say this, Tao Jingjing's eyes flashed the same look, and she knew that Lin Ziyu might be like this, it was indeed like this, who ignored Lin Ziyu's white expression.
"What are you going to say?"
"Actually, it's not a big deal, Huahua, since you have decided to spend your life with this person, just like Ziyu said, you have to be responsible for the decisions you make, no matter what your original intention is in making this decision, you have to bear all the consequences of what happens later, no matter good or bad, even if you don't have all the consequences according to your expected goals, you also need to bear it silently. ”
Yu Xiang said very seriously, staring at Tao Jingjing without blinking.
"You've always checked with you many times, but you didn't think about remedying it when you could, and then when things happened, if you regret something, you can't regret it. ”
"I know, I don't regret making that decision. ”
Tao Jingjing listened to Yu Xiang's words and said very firmly, and Yu Xiang just smiled silently when he heard Tao Jingjing's words, and what he said to her was not acceptable.
"I know, I know you don't regret the decision you made, at least now, but Huahua, who can say for sure what will happen in the future, what will happen in the future?
"Initial intention?"
"Don't forget the original intention, don't forget the truest idea in your heart, maybe there are all kinds of twists and turns, difficulties, ups and downs in the implementation of this idea, but, according to the new idea, we have been working hard, I am sure, in the end we will still be happy. ”
Yu Xiang said this, which made Tao Jingjing and Lin Ziyu involuntarily think about themselves, thinking about the decisions they have made so far, and the decisions they are about to make.
"Whether you, me or anyone else, any decision we make requires us to see the truest thoughts in our hearts, and don't forget our original intentions, maybe we have all done wrong things, we have made wrong decisions, but we can't be wrong again and again, there is a principle in everything, I hope we can all abide by the principle in our hearts, and see the truest thoughts in our hearts......"
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Tai Tao Jingjing actually didn't expect that Yu Xiang, who had been silent for so long, asked him by himself and Lin Ziyu and didn't say anything, and as soon as he opened his mouth, all kinds of big truths were said, but what he said was also reasonable, but it didn't matter about these truths, Yu Xiang's abnormality reminded Tao Jingjing of the alarm bell in her heart, inexplicably she always felt that Yu Xiang would do something, something that she couldn't accept, or even something that was particularly out of line, and Yu Xiang didn't plan to tell herself these things, so at this moment, even how passionate Yu Xiang said, Tao Jingjing's thoughts in her heart are more about what happened to Yu Xiang, and even looking at Lin Ziyu's eyes, she was skeptical, and she had a hunch that if something really happened, it would definitely be done by these two people together, but at present, she had no clue, and there was no indication that the two of them were plotting something they didn't know.
"Yu Xiang, I understand all these big truths you said, the decision I made also followed my own heart, I decided to get married, marry a gentle man, and have two lovely children, that used to be my dream, and now I have decided to move towards my dream. ”
"Dreams?"
"Is your dream to be a housewife? Or is your dream to keep pots and pans, husband and children, and then do it for the rest of your life?"
Tao Jingjing sometimes feels that Lin Ziyu is really a complex of contradictions, why? It's because sometimes some things he tells himself, or some big truths he wants to tell himself, are always asymmetrical in front and back, just like now he hopes that he can think about this marriage carefully, think about the relationship between himself and Xiao Xiche, and then don't make wrong decisions easily, but then let himself stick to his dreams, although marriage is not a dream, but for Tao Jingjing, this is also something she has been looking forward to since she was a child, looking forward to growing up, and then meeting a handsome and gentle man, giving birth to a few lovely children, parents are around, all the relationships around her, friends are also aroundHe wants to think about if he worked hard to realize such a dream, then where is he now, the road he has walked, some of the things he has encountered, the road he is walking again, and some of the classmates he has met, and some of the things that have happened to them, whether all the experiences may be different, maybe they are different, but no matter what they say? No matter what kind of big truths they say, even if these theories are very useful to themselves, but heck, knowing that they can do what they have to do, that's all.
"It's nothing more than the right or wrong decision I made, but now I know that I have made this decision, so you don't have to tell me the truth, and you don't have to persuade me to have any ideas, I really plan to marry the man named Li Rui, and then this man may not be able to give me love, but there is always family affection, even if there is no family affection, but because of the love when I was a child, I think I am also very content. ”
Tao Jingjing said very seriously, saying it to Lin Ziyu and Yu Xiang, in fact, it was like telling it to herself, so that she could be sure that the decision she made was correct, and even the decision she made in the future was correct, and it had nothing to do with family affection.
And Yu Xiang looked at Tao Jingjing like this, there was a trace of confusion in her eyes, even doubt, she always felt that this Tao Jingjing was strange, so strange that even he felt that this was not the girl he had known since childhood, nor the girl in his impression, the girl who had followed him since childhood, timid but assertive, but dared to love and hate, brave to be himself, and met his own love, even if everyone disagreed, but identified, it was identified, what about the current Tao Jingjing, the raincoat looked at the person in front of him was still timid, but the original assertiveness has become the current calmness, and sometimes even silence, and for feelings, for love...... Yu Xiang thought about this girl, how deeply hurt in his heart, he had already tried his best to save some things, but he knew that some of them were not something that he could recover to be able to heal the scars in his heart, those wounds were imprinted on his heart, imprinted in his mind and in his blood, and then invaded the bone marrow little by little, this girl finally lost her enthusiasm little by little in the warmth and coldness of the years, Yu Xiang thought that if he was really brave, even that summer, he could be more brave, many things would be differentCan many things be changed? The current girl, or the two girls in front of her, will their life trajectories and their own life trajectories become more different? But how can there be so many ifs in this world, things have already happened, what can you do......
Thinking of these, Yu Xiang sighed deeply, and then, after all, he still had to face all this, he had escaped for so long, he didn't think about facing everyone, he didn't think about facing himself all this, but he knew that he couldn't escape now, just when Tao Jingjing made the decision to get married, Yu Xiang knew that he had escaped for so long, and after all, he still had to seriously face the decision he needed to make.
"Now that you've decided, we don't have anything else to say. ”