Chapter 293: Powerless

"Just like Ziyu just said, everyone is responsible for the decision they make, no matter what the reason is for the decision, you are responsible for the decision, and the people related to the decision, you also have to bear some responsibility, Huahua, not Ziyu is the only one who doubts you, or I am also skeptical of the decision you made, it doesn't matter whether the person named Li Rui is good or bad, or how long you have been between you to manage this relationship, we are skeptical, and we have always been uncertain about the decision you made, and even repeated over and over again to let you confirm your mind, not to say that you doubt the correctness of the decision, but I want you to think about it seriously, marriage is not big or big, but it is about two families, and as a girl, it may even be related to the second half of your life, no matter what kind of mind you hold, we hope you can be happy after all. ”

Yu Xiang said very seriously, as if he wanted to finish everything he hadn't said for a while, even if Tao Tao Jingjing heard Yu Xiang's words and wanted to explain, Yu Xiang stopped her, and then kept talking.

"Whether it is the person named Li Rui, or Xiao Zhouhua, or even any other man, we all know that you are going to get married and start a family after all, but when making this decision, we still hope that you can pay attention to your own heart, in this era, talk about feelings, talk about love, if I say you must do this, you may think I am fake, but it has nothing to do with truth or falsehood, it has nothing to do with right or wrong, and even nothing about hypocrisy or hypocrisy, feelings still play a great role in marriage after all, we hope that the person you meet has you in the eyes, this is our hope, but also our wishand then thought he could make it happen. ”

"Yes, Huahua, what Yu Xiang said is what I want to say, I asked you over and over again to confirm, not to deny the decision you made, but to let you really face your heart, not because of all other things to make this decision, but really because you think this person is the object you can marry, and then you go to get married, that's it, it doesn't matter about any other factors, you really want to spend your life with that person, and then form a family." ”

These words are really Lin Ziyu's heartfelt words, it doesn't matter what happened to the two people, or what kind of entanglement there is between the two people, or even the evil thoughts that Lin Ziyu once had in his heart, but when it really comes to needing each other, Lin Ziyu feels that the girl in front of him is still the person who has given him warmth and wants to give her warmth, so she will repeat it over and over again, and confirm her mind over and over again, even if she knows this girl, she has already been impatient when answering herself。

Listening to Yu Xiang and Lin Ziyu's words, if you say that you are not moved, it is absolutely impossible, but when you are moved, Tao Jingjing is more rational, rational about practical problems, she knows that Yu Xiang or Lin Ziyu is right, but she is no longer the ordinary, carefree girl, she knows the consequences of these decisions she makes, and she is ready to bear the consequences, if there is really a punishment, Tao Jingjing wants to put those punishments on herself, even if she lives alone for a lifetime in the future, Tao Jingjing wants to be like this, anyway, she hasn't thought about it a long time ago!

"Ziyu, Yu Xiang, I know what you said, and even understand what you said that Xiao Xiche is investigating me behind my back and even investigating Li Rui's situation, I also know that Xiao Xiche will do this, but what does he have to do with me, what does it matter if he doesn't do it to me, now he is a complete stranger to me, and for Li Rui, I also said, it has nothing to do with family affection or love, even if it is the love between two families, I finally think that the two of them can live this life in peace, I see my responsibility as a wife, he hears the responsibility of his husband, even if he has many peach blossoms outside, as long as I don't knowAs long as he doesn't get into trouble, I think it's fine. ”

Saying that, seeing the expressions of Lin Ziyu and Yu Xiang, especially Lin Ziyu's expression, Tao Jingjing knew that what she said, it was obvious that they did not agree, especially in the matter of marriage and feelings, many times, they always disagreed with their own concepts, but now they are themselves, they just need to find someone to marry, and then live this life smoothly, according to the expectations of others, and live this life stably.

"I know what you think, but reality is reality, those ideals are empty and ethereal, I have long stopped looking forward to it, Ziyu, in fact, you also know the relationship between me and Li Rui, really, nothing to do with love, when you reach the age of marriage, you meet a person who can get married, he can ensure the stability of your next life, and the family thinks it is very suitable, then get married, there is nothing wrong, what you want to say and want to express, even if you want to persuade me, I know it, I understand it, and I know your intentions, but I still insist on the decision I made, I don't regret itEven if something irreversible does happen, I don't regret the decision I made. ”

Tao Jingjing said with a firm face, and suddenly confirmed that Yu Xiang was still a little shaken.

"Since you're so sure of your decision, there's nothing more for us to say. But since you have decided to get married, then after getting married, you will take good care of your in-laws, and your grandfather will also take good care of your aunt, and there is no news now, it is estimated that you will need to think hard to play, and you will only get pregnant after a while, have your own child, and have no energy to ......"

Yu Xiang said this suddenly, which made Tao Jingjing puzzle at the same time, in fact, it was not an instant, there was a car accident, for more than half a year, he suspected that Tai Yi was silently making these decisions in his heart, but when Yu Xiang was about to say it, Tao Jingjing still felt that he had been preparing for so long for psychological construction for so long, and he still couldn't accept this.

"What I have, but I'm busy, and Ziyuna, isn't it?"

Listening to such an urgent answer, Yu Xiang just smiled silently.

"You know what I'm going to say, you just say you have energy. Ziyu, if you ask people, just say that people also have time. Yu Xiang looked ridiculous, and said to Tao Jingjing and Lin Ziyu.

"I ......"

"Okay, I know what you mean, you wait for me to finish. ”

"Ziyu, don't say that you all let me finish my words. ”

Yu Xiang stopped Tao Jingjing, and what Lin Ziyu was about to say, looked at the two people, and suddenly felt as if he hadn't looked at the two people very seriously for a long time, especially Lin Ziyu, maybe in the relationship between the three people, Lin Ziyu was the most sorry, but Yu Xiang also knew that many times he was powerless.

Emotionally powerless, family-powerless, and even friendship, too-powerless, many times, the favored ones are often fearless, Tao Jingjing has been moving forward for so many years and she has been following her from afar, thinking about protecting her, thinking of all ways to avoid her wind and rain, but in the end, she didn't do a good job and ignored the people behind her, what Lin Ziyu has done for herself over the years, I don't know what I know, Yu Xiang wants to laugh but it's all bitter smile, after all, I hurt a girl who loves me the most and I don't know it for a long time, I always think that what I accept is taken for granted, always thinking about moving forward, moving forward, lest I be not careful, and then the person in front of me will disappear, I can't keep up, but in the end I didn't protect the person in front of me, the person behind me was also lost by myself, to this point now, Yu Xiang thinks that between the three of them, he will be responsible after all, the main responsibility, if he can make a little decision and be brave, is not everyone's ending is different, but how much if this world is so if, if you live up to it, you don't do it, how many assumptions, how many regrets, how can there be so many explanations and excuses......

Yu Xiang thought that this might be the thing he knew most clearly after lying here for so long, he had spent more than 30 years, and he thought he was worthy of others, but in the end, he thought back to the past step by step, but after all, he still failed others, and he didn't really do himself......

Thinking of this, his heart was full of bitterness, looking at the two people in front of him, and another girl, Yu Xiang thought that he couldn't be indifferent like this after all, and then enjoy all this with peace of mind.

"For most of the past six months, since I was injured, I know everything you two have done, I know, thank you, this is sincere, sincerely express my gratitude to the two of you for this period of time, and my grandmother, thank you two for always helping me take care of me, and thank you for understanding, giving me time, giving me space...... I'm really grateful for all this, the friendship between the three of us, I know it's hypocritical to say this, but I decided to say it anyway, and you really know what I think, and you know how I feel for you. ”

Yu Xiang looked at Tao Jingjing and Lin Ziyu's eyes, word by word, serious, but it was true that he really wanted to express some emotion.