Tao left the car and parked at the door, and sure enough, as he expected, the curtains in Ai Xin's house were drawn tightly, and he couldn't see the smell of people at home at all. Although he wanted to surprise Ai Xin, he still chose to send a WeChat message first.

If Ai Xin happens to be sleeping, if he goes in now, it is very likely that he will be scolded again.

The strange thing is that Ai Xin not only did not reply on WeChat, but Tao Li tried to make two calls but no one answered, probably sleeping to death? Tao Li thought like this, so he got out of the car with flowers and gifts, and stood at the door and pressed the pager.

In fact, he knew the password of Ai Xin's house, and he politely avoided it a few times when Ai Xin entered the password at the beginning, and then Ai Xin directly sent the password to his mobile phone, and he was too lazy to get up and open the door for him every time.

After waiting outside the door for three or four minutes, Ai Xin still didn't come to open the door, and Tao Li began to wonder if Ai Xin had gone out. But now it's only the third day of the Lunar New Year, and the merchants have basically not opened, even if they go shopping, but the car parked at the door has not moved.

Or...... Just go in and have a look?

Tao Li thought for a while, if Ai was not there, he would come back in a few days. Even if Ai Xin is sleeping, it is not a loss for me to be able to take a look at her sleeping.

Thinking like this, Tao Li felt a little bit in his heart, entered the password and opened the door.

Unsurprisingly, Ai Xin's house was really dark, the curtains blocked all the sunlight outside, and there was no light in the house. Tao Li stood at the door and listened quietly for a while, there was no movement in the room, and obviously Ai Xin was not in the living room. If she's at home, she's supposed to be sleeping in a bedroom somewhere.

Tao Li put the gift on the coffee table, sat on the sofa, and dialed Ai Xin's voice again.

This time, the bell of the voice call rang, and it came out of a certain bedroom very clearly, burrowing into Tao Li's ears.

Sure enough, I was sleeping at home! Tao Li smiled, followed the sound to find the room, hesitated, but knocked lightly on the door, but did not respond. Tao Li tiptoed open the door, Ai Xin was lying on the bed, seemed to be sleeping soundly, the mobile phone on the bedside table flashed and flashed, and the ringtone near his ears could not be heard, it seemed that he was very tired.

With the idea of letting Ai Xin have a good rest, Tao Li retreated and quietly played with his mobile phone on the sofa for dozens of minutes, waiting for Ai Xin to wake up.

But as he played, the picture of Ai Xin falling asleep just now kept coming to his mind. Usually, Ai Xin is not too honest when she sleeps, at least she turns over and makes some noise, but this time she didn't move at all, as if she was unconscious. He remembered that he had seen Ai Xin's phone on the bedside table, and there seemed to be something next to it......

Broken!

Tao Li jumped up from the couch with a carp and rushed into Ai Xin's room.

Really...... He picked up the medicine bottle standing next to his mobile phone and took a look, although he had never seen the name of the medicine, but the description behind it clearly stated the effect of sleeping and helping sleep.

Look at Ai Xin in "sleeping", her head is covered with sweat, her face is blue, and her lips have completely lost their blood.

This is a plot that Tao Li has only seen in TV series, and it is the first time he has encountered it in reality, he also panicked, took the medicine bottle and looked at it twice, threw it aside, and hurried at Ai Xin but didn't know what to do.

Finally, Tao Li made an unbelievable move, but he felt quite witty.

He stretched out his right hand and slapped Ai Xin hard in the face. Tao Li was very sure that he used strength in this slap, not to mention Ai Xin, even ordinary boys are estimated to have pain for several days, but Ai Xin seemed to have completely lost consciousness, there was no reaction at all, he was still in a coma, and muttered a few words from time to time.

At this time, Tao Li reacted, quickly took out his mobile phone and wanted to call an ambulance, but suddenly remembered that he had driven the car, and carried Ai Xin from the bed and carried her all the way to the car.

At that time, Tao Li didn't expect that a few years later, he would once again be at a loss to carry Ai Xin into the car like this, and send her to the hospital in a panic.

It turns out that many things are not experienced, but they will be calmer when they happen the second time, and some things will be experienced many times, and they will still be the same fear and panic. Every time I stand on the verge of loss, it's so desperate.

Tao Li couldn't stop the car, and stepped on the brakes directly at the main entrance of the hospital, so he quickly jumped out of the car, hugged Ai Xin from the car, and ran into the hospital while shouting.

"Help—help!"

Tao Li stood at the door of the emergency room, looking around helplessly, unable to tell which direction he should go for a while, only hoping that his shout could quickly attract a nurse or doctor.

Although later, Tao Li felt that his behavior at that time was quite embarrassing, and he actually shouted stupid words like "help". But at that time, Tao Li's mind was blank, and he didn't even remember to shout "doctor" and "nurse", he only knew that he wanted to save Ai Xin's life.

He had never actually seen such an act as suicide, but with the empty pill bottle and Ai Xin's painful reaction, it was clear that this was not an ordinary pill to help him sleep.

He doesn't understand, and will never understand, this mentality, he has too much nostalgia for the world, because he has lived a luxurious life since he was a child, and he has seen this world, and he is even more greedy than ordinary people.

When Ai Xin was sent to the emergency room and the red light lit up on the door, Tao Li sat on the rest chair at the door and sighed heavily. Everything happened so suddenly, he didn't even have time to think about it, but now was not the time to relax, Ai Xin was just sent to the first aid, could he come out intact...... It's still an unknown.

Tao Li leaned back in his chair, recalling many pictures since he met Ai Xin, and always felt that she had nothing to do with suicide.

Ai Xin was eating the most simple meals in the cafeteria, and Tao Li felt that people who could live such a hard life must be very strong and have a strong mentality......

Ai Xin lives alone in a three-story detached house in Beijing, and millions of cars are left at the door to eat ashes......

Ai Xin watches movies and variety shows at home every day, eats and sleeps, and has a lot of research on food, Tao Li thinks that people who love food will also love life......

Tao Li sat on the chair and thought about it over and over again, looking for clues that Ai Xin might commit suicide in his memories, but he never had a clue. The phone rang suddenly, it was a WeChat.

"Da Tao, are you there?"

Tao Li glanced at it, he was the eldest boy who replied to himself in the group that day, and he was also the only friend in the group who knew what Ai Xinfa's circle of friends meant.

"How?"

Although he was not in the mood to chat, for the sake of politeness, Tao Li still replied perfunctorily. In his opinion, this kind of chat that starts with "are you there" is generally not an important matter, but the probability of borrowing money is very high.

"That's right, the last time you posted the essay in the group, didn't I just find the name? I flipped through the book from which book it came from yesterday. ”

“...... Which book?"

Tao Li was a little speechless, is the characteristic of these nerds that their brains are tendons, just such a trivial matter is still entangled for a day, but after all, it is about Ai Xin, and others are also kind, Tao Li still stubbornly followed his words and asked back.

After another minute, Tao Li saw the reply in the chat box, and suddenly felt his heart skip a beat. For a while, it seemed that the dam of the reservoir was opened, setting off a monstrous wave in Tao Li's heart.

"The book is called: I Loved the World with Sorrow. ”

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