144. Suicide failed
The lights in the emergency room finally went out, the door opened, and the doctor wearing a hat and mask slowly walked out of it, and sighed faintly after seeing Tao Li.
Within a few hours, Tao Li had already watched the usual scenes of TV series several times, but he felt that the stimulation he received today was too great to withstand the blow.
"Doctor, doctor, she...... Are you alright?"
Tao Li looked at the doctor a little nervously, for fear that he would say something like "We've done our best."
"People are fine. ”
After the doctor answered quickly, his gaze returned to Tao Li, and after hesitating for a while, he still spoke.
"You...... Who is she?"
"I? well, I'm her friend. ”
"Oh. The doctor nodded, revealing a hint of concern, "Let's contact her family, in this case, it's better for her family to be there." ”
"Hmm...... Hmm, what's the situation?"
Tao Li was stunned, isn't Ai Xinren fine, why do you still have to contact your family.
"This, there will be an attending physician to take over later, I am not an expert in this area, so I will leave first. ”
The doctor seemed to want to say something, but he quickly gave up on this idea, his professional attributes and past experience taught him that there are some things that need not be said without need, otherwise it is easy to get angry.
"Well, then thank you doctor"
Tao Li bowed to the other party, and then obediently stood at the door of the emergency room, waiting for the nurses to push Ai Xin out. Soon, he saw Ai Xin, whose face was bloodless, his weak face was covered with sweat, and there seemed to be a trace of white foam on the side of his mouth.
"Ai Xin?!"
Tao Li stepped forward and called her anxiously, as if he was afraid that she would fall asleep again, and eagerly awaited her response.
"Hmm. ”
Ai Xin raised her eyelids and glanced at him, proving that she was awake, and after a while, she answered again.
"It's fine if you're okay...... It's okay. ”
Tao Li let out a long sigh of relief, the big stone in his heart fell to the ground, and he followed the cart all the way to the ward.
Because Ai Xin was first aid, he couldn't go through the procedures, Tao Li had been staying outside and forgot about the hospitalization, so the nurse directly pushed Ai Xin into the ordinary ward of three people according to the usual practice.
Tao Li swept around the ordinary facilities in the ward, although the patients in the next bed were pulling the curtains, there were also bursts of violent coughing, and the smell of various plasters and injections was not far away, surrounding the ward, and it could not be dispersed for a long time. Even the bathroom looks extremely unhygienic, and Tao Li feels that it is not even as good as a public toilet. Of course, he didn't know what a real public toilet looked like.
Frowning and thinking about it, and then glancing at Ai Xin who was lying on the bed, Tao Li finally grabbed the bag and turned around and walked out of the ward.
When he came back, Tao Li was already followed by two nurses, silently walked to Ai Xin's bed, and pushed Ai Xin out of the ordinary ward.
"Where are you going?"
Ai Xin was obviously still very weak, because the gastric lavage made her feel like her throat was about to burn, and it was very difficult to speak. But even so, she could feel that she was being pushed around like a cargo.
"Change rooms!"
Tao Li really didn't want to stay in this room for too long, and considering that Ai Xin should have a hard time talking back now, he tried to make his words as simple and direct as possible.
Ai Xin should have heard it, but she didn't respond or nod, just closed her eyes quietly, and was pushed by the nurse to the private ward.
Sure enough, as soon as I entered this room, although it still carried the faint smell of disinfectant water unique to the hospital, it was more of a fresh smell of incense, which made Tao Li's body and mind a little soothed.
"Good work. ”
Tao Li thanked the two nurses who pushed the bed, habitually wanted to touch out his wallet, and suddenly remembered that the medical staff could not accept red envelopes, so he put away his hands again, planning to buy some fruit tomorrow and send it over to express his gratitude.
"Hmm. ”
The nurse answered, and quickly turned around and walked out of the ward, leaving only Tao Li and Ai Xin for a while.
"The ......"
Tao Li sat on the stool next to the bed and looked at her with some hesitation.
"The doctor asked me to contact your family, I guess you will have a hard time calling now, why don't I help you call?"
"No, I don't. ”
Ai Xin didn't even open his eyes, but his mouth spat out a rejection very quickly.
"No, someone must take care of your situation, I guess you dislike it, and I can't be there at any time. Besides, even if I'm here, if you take a shower or something, I can't help you, right?"
Tao Li pursed his lips, resisted the urge to joke, and looked at Ai Xin quite seriously.
"Big Brother ......"
Ai Xin finally opened her eyes, struggled to prop up the bed with her hands, sat up with great difficulty, and leaned against the head of the bed.
"I'm gastric lavage, not amputation...... I can take a bath by myself. ”
"Okay...... Even so, the doctor told me to contact your family, saying that I wanted to understand the situation with your attending physician, but what's the matter, don't you dare to tell your parents?"
"Are you bothered?"
Ai Xin's face suddenly changed, and she looked at Tao Li with some disgust.
If this was an ordinary person, she sent Ai Xin to the hospital to save her life along the way, and spent energy and money to change her to a private ward, but normal care was said to be annoying, and she might have turned her face a long time ago.
But Tao is divorced from ordinary people, and one thing that is even more than ordinary people is that his skin is thicker than the city wall. Not only was he not angry, but when he thought that Ai Xingang had just been tortured, and he had to listen to his nagging at this time, he was actually a little distressed for a while.
"I know you're uncomfortable, okay, okay, I'll not talk about it now, I'll contact you when you feel better......"
"Get out!"
Ai Xin interrupted Tao Li without hesitation, and a pair of fawn-like round eyes stared at Tao Li, the anger on his face was obvious.
“......”
Tao Li nodded a little aggrievedly, stood up dejectedly, lowered his head and silently exited the ward.
It wasn't until the door of the confirmed ward was closed and he stayed quietly for a few minutes that Ai Xin came to his senses and took out his mobile phone to look at the time.
It was almost seven o'clock, because it was winter, and it was getting dark early, and she looked out the window thinking that it was eleven or twelve o'clock, and when she thought that there was still a long night, she suddenly had a sense of frustration with despair.
When she was sent to the emergency department, Ai Xin was basically unconscious, but the doctor was very kind to give her a local anesthesia. Even so, in order to rush to wash Ai Xin's stomach as soon as possible, the doctor began to act before the anesthetic had fully taken effect.
Halfway through, most of the medicine had been washed away, and Ai Xin's consciousness gradually recovered. Although I couldn't feel the catheter, I could clearly hear the conversation between the doctors and nurses in the emergency room.
If she remembers correctly, she swallowed the medicine at five o'clock in the morning, before dawn, and she felt that it was a good time to end her life.
This idea came up a year ago, because of the fear of pain, and because of the subconscious fear of death and hesitation, she rejected all possible ways to commit suicide and chose to take sleeping pills. In fact, she also considered the classical way of closing the doors and windows and turning on the gas, but thinking that there have been incidents such as gas leaks causing explosions in many news, she didn't want to cause trouble to others, let alone be noticed by others, and the quiet way to die by taking medicine was the most appropriate.
But sleeping pills are always prescription drugs, and she can't prescribe too much every time she goes to the hospital, plus her daily dose, so she has accumulated a year little by little, and went to the hospital before the Spring Festival to prescribe a full two-month dose at one time, which is enough to make up the amount of a suicide.
She was successfully rescued this time, on the one hand, because Tao left her house in a very timely manner, and it was not even more than ten hours before she took the medicine, and on the other hand, because many of the sleeping pills she saved were capsules, which were absorbed slowly in the stomach, so they did not die so quickly.
The most important point, and the one that made her the laughing stock of the entire emergency room medical staff, was that a large part of the sleeping pills she was taking had expired.
Because the accumulation time is very long, the brand and form of the drugs saved are different, and of course, the shelf life is also different. The first batch of savings had already passed the expiration date, but Ai Xin didn't know it, so he took it as the only medicine for liberation and swallowed it all in one go.
She still remembers the laughter of the doctors and nurses, the sound of urns and urns through the masks, even if not loud, when part of her body was anesthetized, the voice was like a devil's whisper, and it penetrated into her ears with all her might.
Yes, who else could have failed more than himself? Even if he was determined to commit suicide, even the sleeping pills he took had expired.
Even suicide failed......
Ai Xin looked up at the whitewashed blue ceiling, but her heart felt like she had fallen into an abyss.
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