Also, Tao Jingjing suddenly thought that she would not be allowed to sleep now, this is eating and sleeping, it is really easier to gain weight, but thinking about the resistance to eating less late and late, Tao Jingjing thought that it would be better to wait for her grandfather to talk about it, this time forget it, and then she hugged Wanwan very hard, put her on the bed in the room, and then took off her coat, covered her with a quilt, patted her gently, waited for her to fall asleep slowly, closed the curtains, Tao Jingjing walked out of the door lightly, and then closed the door lightly.

Suddenly, the sound of firecrackers and crackling appeared, which made Tao Jingjing, who was originally light-hearted, immediately vigilant, and wanted to open the door to see if she was scared awake Wanwan.

"It's okay, she's so old, she won't be scared to wake up like this!"

Tao Zhongming's voice made Tao Jingjing stop immediately, and then turned around to see Tao Zhongming still standing in the position when he was leaving, staring at him with a frown.

"Grandpa!", Tao Jingjing instantly felt as if she had done something wrong, and immediately stood up in an orderly manner, and then lowered her head.

Tao Zhongming looked at Tao Jingjing's thin body in this room, which was particularly eye-catching, and suddenly found that this granddaughter, who was not fat, lost weight like she is now, and just now saw her holding Wanwan and struggled, Tao Zhongming's heart was very uncomfortable.

"Come and sit!"

The firecrackers outside didn't know what was going on suddenly, and they all lit up at once Then there was a continuous crackling sound, which suddenly covered Tao Zhongming's voice, but Tao Jingjing looked at Tao Zhongming and understood how to move, and then slowly sat on the sofa next to him, and knew that he was letting himself sit over, so he silently followed Tao Zhongming, and slowly followed Tao Zhongming to sit in the corner of the sofa next to him.

The firecrackers outside are still crackling, someone's voice is cheering, I don't know what is happening outside, Tao Jingjing thinks it should be a good thing, otherwise this New Year is too boring and tasteless, thinking that at this time, the street should be full of people, in the afternoon, even if it is cold, everyone will come out to hang around, and wait until tomorrow, the new year is a new beginning, then everyone will come out one after another to pay New Year's greetings, this week, may be the most humane day of the year.

Tao Zhongming also heard the crackling sound of firecrackers outside, at this time of the year I was in my hometown for the New Year, and it is estimated that firecrackers will be set off at this time, even if I don't put it myself, the old neighbors will also shout that everyone will put it together. However, this year's Chinese New Year is in the city, and with such a young child, he Zhuang Min originally planned to go downstairs to set off firecrackers, but then he thought about it, the firecrackers are so noisy, and no one knows each other, so it is not interesting to eat? So it saves this link, just paste the Spring Festival couplets before noon, and the window flowers make this year, not so deserted, as usual in previous years, it is very deserted, especially when only he and Huahua celebrate the New Year, but this year there are many things here, Wanwan this child, Tao Zhongming doesn't know what he thinks, he always feels more and more lonely, I don't know what I think, I always feel that I give myself what's going on, I always think about the lively and lively family, people come and go, it's better。 But fortunately, Lin Ziyu and Lin Musheng spent the New Year with him, otherwise, Tao Zhongming felt that he might feel even more lonely.

Suddenly, there was a sound of children shouting outside, Tao Zhongming turned his head and looked at Tao Jingjing who was sitting next to Yuanyuan, if he got married now, would there be younger children in the family? Will it be more noisy? Will it be more noisy? Will there be another family? But thinking about it, Tao Zhongming felt that he might really think too much, and unconsciously smiled bitterly. Maybe I'm really old, and when I'm old, I like to be lively more, and I like to look at myself more, and I look like both children and daughters. Anyway, Tao Zhongming unconsciously thought of the son who had passed away, and his daughter who was now missing, so Tao Zhongming wondered if he had done something wrong in his previous life? Only then did he let the retribution be repaid on his children, looking at Tao Jingjing's thin figure, Tao Zhongming had something hot in his eyes, and wanted to go down, but he tried to endure it, turned his head and calmed himself down, at this time of the New Year, if he was so emotional, he knew that Tao Jingjing would definitely blame herself even more, originally she blamed herself very much, and in this way, Tao Jingjing may blame herself for all her mistakes, whether it happened in the past or now.

Tao Zhongming looked at his granddaughter, if he didn't blame him, it was impossible, if he didn't think about this granddaughter in his heart, and didn't know those people, would his family not be like this, she said that if she didn't think she said it, she wouldn't believe it, let alone others? However, many things simply cannot control the direction of the development of things, nor can they hinder the direction of their development, all kinds of things have causes and effects, and there must be causes and effects, in fact, many things that have happened in the past, we have no way to blame anyone, or evaluate whose rights and wrongs. Tao Zhongming stared at the still gloomy sky outside, thinking that this should be it, let everything pass. Let all your grievances pass.

"Huahua, you don't have to blame yourself. No matter what the situation is, you don't have to blame yourself, blame yourself, and let everybody suffer. ”

Tao Zhongming's voice was very light and light, and it was as if Tao Jingjing hadn't heard it, but it hit Tao Jingjing's heart like a drum...... Tao Jingjing felt that she could hear the sound of her own heartbeat.

"Grandpa, if I don't blame you, then I say it, in fact, I don't believe it myself, grandpa does blame you, blame you for being disobedient, blame you for making your own decisions, blame you for knowing some strangers, blame you, always feel that your parents and family are harming you...... But you are the child I raised, even if you are angry with you, even if you blame you, but you also know that grandpa's original intention was to think about your good. It's all about thinking that you can be okay. ”

"Your aunt was disobedient at that time, and when I got married, your father and I worked hard, how to persuade and speak, even if your father and I did not attend the wedding, she had to get married, she had to marry that person. Whether we're growing up and living well now, or whether we're happy or not, and whether that person used to be nice to him, what happened in between? I don't know what your aunt eventually understood, but I did, and maybe your dad also understood, that we sometimes think we're always thinking that we're good for you, but in fact, it's probably our own thoughts. , in fact, I didn't really understand your feelings at that time, maybe many things in the back have led to a lot of changes because of our parents' opposition. So, Huahua, then I thought about it carefully, especially these days, more and more to the New Year, maybe older, more and more thinking about the excitement, thinking that if your father is also there, your mother is also there, your aunt and uncle are there, our family is there, I am not lively, maybe you are also married, have children, and my husband's family is also lively for a New Year, but I know that this is also my own thoughts, not real things. Your father died because of his illness, and your aunt is missing now because of what she herself did, and only you and I are at home for the Chinese New Year in our family, and there is still Wanwan, also because of the things that happened to us. Everything has a cause and there must be an effect, your father is not in good health, it is because he himself usually does not pay attention to physical maintenance, your aunt is because she was for love at the time, or she lost weight, we oppressed, she always wanted to resist, so she did something out of the ordinary. These things have nothing to do with you, and now grandpa is very clear, whether your father dies or your aunt is missing, these things have nothing to do with you, even if our family has experienced so many things later, grandpa still told you very clearly, it has nothing to do with you, not because of Xiao Xiche you know, and then our family became what it is now, which led to these things that happened to your aunt later, no, grandpa told you very clearly, no. The occurrence of these things, or what happened to your aunt and your father, or even the divorce of your father and your mother, and your mother's going abroad, all these things have nothing to do with you, they are all things that they have done themselves, which led to everything that happened later. ”

Tao Zhongming said seriously, his eyes were serious, and his body was serious...... The whole person said to Tao Jingjing very seriously.

Tao Jingjing has been stunned since Tao Zhongming started to speak, the whole person is stunned, she doesn't know how to express her mood at this moment, or how to describe her mood at this moment......

"Grandpa......"

When Tao Zhongming saw Tao Jingjing's expression, he knew what Tao Jingjing was going to say or what he would say, and more accurately what he wanted to express, but Tao Zhongming also knew that there was no meaning at all, or for the current people, those who said that there were some and did not, and those words that were said had no practical meaning to each other, changed a little bit of life and each other's lives now, all now everyone has to look forward, look at the current life, and live the current life, so that's it, it's okay, it's really okay………

"You don't have to say it. I know what you want to say, but I know what you want to say and what you want to express, but you can't decide those things.