Grandpa just said that the understanding between you and Xiao Xiche is not the reason for everything that happened later, that without your understanding, many things will happen later. Your father will not do well, your mother, she will also divorce your father, and your father is not in good health, and sooner or later he will get sick, your aunt and his divorce from your uncle, the relationship is not good, and it will happen directly, and there is a reason why your aunt is missing now...... All these things have antecedents that lead to this result, and it's not just because you have a relationship, you know someone, it can cause everything. So really, Huahua, you don't have to blame yourself, and you don't have to think that all the problems are all your own responsibilities and yourself.

Grandpa also said it just now, if grandpa didn't think about blaming you, it would be impossible, and I wouldn't believe it if I said it myself. But that idea was in that instant, and then grandpa also figured it out. Now we all have to work hard, and we have to look forward to life. All problems can only be solved by finding a solution. If we only dwell on the possible problems or possible responsibilities of the past and never get out, then our life will only be a mess, we will not meet new people, we will not have new friends, we will not have a new life, we will just stay where we are. ”

What Tao Zhongming said to Tao Jingjing is also like saying to himself, after all, we are a new life. Those relatives and friends who have left deep traces in our lives will eventually dissipate in our lives, "Grandpa is only you and Wanwan now, no matter what happens to your aunt later, or what happens, and what we will face because of your aunt, but Huahua Yeye still wants to tell you after all, those times are what we will face together in the future, even if it is difficult, no matter how difficult it is, it is also what our family will face together." It's not your problem alone, nor is it your responsibility alone, Huahua, grandpa hopes you can understand what grandpa said. ”

After Tao Zhongming finished speaking, he stared at Tao Jingjing very seriously, wanting to see if Tao Jingjing understood what he meant.

How could Tao Jingjing not understand Tao Zhongming's meaning, how could it be impossible to understand Tao Zhongming's intentions. But she can't, and she can't, she really can't, so let all the past pass, and just never think about those past things. Then let yourself go, let yourself forget all the past and start a new life. As soon as she thought that she might do this, Tao Jingjing felt that she hated herself very much, and she still hated herself like this. Although in the most lonely and helpless moments, she also thought about it. Even thought of the most extreme way to end his life, maybe everything has nothing to do with him. In this way, people who have had to do with everything in the past are also liberated from each other. But every time she had such thoughts, even more extreme than this, she knew that she couldn't do it, and who was she worthy of doing so? worthy of her deceased father? or worthy of herself? In fact, she is sorry for everyone, especially sorry for her father's upbringing, tonight, grandpa said that everything in the past has nothing to do with herself, not because of one thing that changed the process of all things, but the cause is caused by herself after all, if you don't know these people, you treat them as your friends, as your relatives, and even as your closest people in this life, and give them unreservedly, and then let them have a chance to do anything in the back unscrupulously and justifiably。 And the matter of my aunt, how can it not be my own reason. If you don't know Xiao Xiche, if you don't have an entangled relationship with Xiao Xiche, if you don't ...... So, what has my aunt done here, even if it is wrong, even if it is wrong, so many things, since my aunt knows that she always has her own solution, it is not Xiao Xiche who pointed it out to her, or even Xiao Xiche, let others find out the matter, which eventually led to my aunt being so passive, so that there will be a series of things behind, and even now I don't know where to go.

"Grandpa, it's not that I don't want to do this, it's not that I don't want to give up everything. I know what you mean, and I understand your intentions, but Grandpa you know what I can't do, I really can't do. Tao Jingjing said to Tao Zhongming very calmly, her face was not turbulent, but her heart was already turbulent.

"I know what you're talking about. Although they have no direct relationship with me, but you also know that everything is caused by me, if I don't know them to the west, here they want to do anything, at that time Dad will always be very wary of these strangers, so as not to ignore a lot of suspicious places. Eventually, the problem reached a point where it was out of control. I didn't do anything to be sorry for you or my father, but everything happened because of me. I can't just let go of everything in my life. ”

Tao Zhongming looked at his granddaughter with very stubborn eyes, and said very sadly: "Huahua, you can't be like this, your father ......"

"I know that my dad told me to live well, let me not think about the past, like you said, I want to look forward, live well with you, and then have a good and happy future. Tao Jingjing said, saying that she felt that what she said was ridiculous, "but how can I not care about the past, how can I forget those futures? There is a new life. ”

"You can be Huahua, really, believe grandpa, we Huahua can definitely have a new future. Tao Zhongming heard the despair in Tao Jingjing's words, in fact, he also knew that many things caused irreparable damage to Tao Jingjing, but he didn't want those injuries to stay on Tao Jingjing's body, heart, or even for a long time in the future.

"We don't care so much, we don't live in this city anymore, we go back to our hometown, we take Wanwan, grandpa tries his best to bring Wanwan with us, we wait for your aunt, we live a good life, we don't care about things here, whether it's the company's affairs or all kinds of things about your father, even if Xiao Xiche investigates again, it has nothing to do with us, we don't care? Huahua, we leave here far away, and then live our own lives." ”

Tao Zhongming said to Tao Jingjing very eagerly, in fact, really, he really didn't want Tao Jingjing to investigate anything again, or to entangle some things because of some things in the past, he only thought about his granddaughter, his own daughter, and his granddaughter, all of whom were living well, and they were all around him without any harm. The past is gone, even if there are any karma in the middle, there are some inevitable injuries, he doesn't want to repeat these injuries again, for those who are now living well, those unnecessary injuries should not happen.

After listening to Tao Zhongming's words, Tao Jingjing could only smile bitterly in addition to bitterness in her heart, and all she could do now was smile bitterly. Is it possible not to care about many things if you think about it? Can it solve many things that you can avoid and solve? He once thought about it, just give up, no matter what happened, who caused harm, those are already over, no one to repeat these things, no one to emphasize these things in his own life, he wants to think that he may really go back to that small county, and then go on a blind date, get married, have children, and then live his life smoothly, stay by his grandfather's side, and finish this life peacefully. But this is not the case in real life, there will always be people who will constantly emphasize to you what has happened to you, what consequences have been caused by what you have done, and what impact has been on your family and friends...... Someone is constantly repeating to themselves the things that they could have avoided, the harm that could have been avoided. Therefore, I can't forget, and I can't just let go of those who have hurt me. How can they get better, how can they hurt others, as if nothing happened, and let the hurt person always remember the wound in his heart. The wound was scarred, and it looked like it was all healed, but the pain was only known to the injured person.

"Grandpa, I can't do it, it's not because I don't want to let go of myself, I don't want to live a new life by myself, I just don't want to see those who have hurt us, and be able to watch others continue to suffer as if nothing happened. And it's not fair to not want to see those people do things that they haven't done before, or as if they've done things that are so kind to others. It's not fair to us. Why can they do this, and we are only hurt, but we don't say anything, so we can only endure it silently!"

Tao Zhongming was very tired at this moment, he knew that it was impossible for him to let his granddaughter give up like this, at least until now, at this moment, he knew that his granddaughter's personality was actually the same as when he was young. But what about the same, what about the same, what if you don't admit defeat?