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Luo Qingqing didn't know what kind of feeling she felt when she said this, she just didn't like to live with a self-deceptive attitude, and she didn't like her mother like this.
Because all of them seem to be aiming for their own good, but in fact they have never asked themselves what they want, nor have they understood what they want, she just finds it a little ironic, these people are all making excuses for their own selfishness and incompetence in the name of their own good.
One by one, they kept saying that it was for their own good, saying that they only cared about themselves in their hearts, but in the end, the first thing to be abandoned was themselves, and they embarrassed themselves everywhere in the name of loving themselves, is this really the family affection they want?
Is this really the so-called relative?
Qingqing felt a burst of disappointment and greasy in her heart, and her gaze at her mother became cold and hard again.
"Mom, don't make excuses for your incompetence and selfishness, admit what you have done, don't play the emotional card anymore, over the years, you keep saying that it is for me, but when are you not using me to do what you want to do, your so-called frankness and feelings are really cheap. ”
"But I also admit that you do treat me better than strangers, and I will do to you as you do to me. Qingqing sighed a little weakly.
The expression on Qingqing's mother's face was even more uncertain, and she boasted that she had good concentration, but she was also a little out of shape at this moment.
"Also, I don't think it's that simple, my dad said that a lot of things are your problem, he put all the blame on your head, and even yelled at you in front of me, saying that you are a bitch, a trash, a parasite, and I didn't tell you all this. "Qingqing said plainly, lightly, and as simple as eating and drinking.
"But in fact, he can slander you in front of me, except to show that he is narrow-minded and selfish, he can't explain anything, and what's even more ridiculous is that he still blindly pretends to be benevolent and moral in front of me, pretending that he is the one who is hurt the most. ”
"Over the years, I've felt disgusting enough. ”
A hint of fluctuation finally appeared in Qingqing's tone.
"What is your dad himself, is he embarrassed to say that, doesn't his face hurt when he says this?" At this time, Qingqing's mother's face was already a little hideous.
"He's so embarrassed, don't you have any points in your heart, you have been with him for so long, don't you know what kind of person he is? I don't believe that you don't know anything about his past, and I don't believe that you have just put up with him for me all these years, you ask yourself, do you not want to know, or do you really not know?"
Qingqing's eyes no longer have the light of her peers, she looked at this person who was her mother, and the emotions in her heart were full of complicated, obviously she should be a very close person, but she was like a stranger.
But she, after all, is her own mother, Qingqing finally sighed and said:
"Mom, leave him, let's live a good life in the future. She got up and hugged her mother, who was already in tears.
"Qingqing, then you still ask your father to help you settle the matter on the school forum. Qingqing's mother looked at Qingqing and said.
The corners of Qingqing's mouth unconsciously showed mockery: "I don't know what he will do, hehe, I will wait to see what he will do." ”
There was a look of determination on the girl's face.
"Qingqing, in fact, there is no right or wrong in this kind of thing, and there is no order, I know that in fact, you are emotionally missing, you are eager to be cared for and recognized by others, you are eager to be noticed and find your own sense of existence, but I don't think this way is good, you take yourself as a price, in fact, it is you who is hurt in the end. And this kind of boy chooses you not because you are you, but because of your identity and the resources behind your identity. ”
Qingqing's mother also hugged the daughter in front of her, and something in her eyes gradually began to change.
The rain outside the window has turned into a drizzle at some point, without the intensity and impact at the beginning.
"Qingqing, don't touch a boy like Xu Ming'an in the future, can't you hide if you can't provoke it, such a person seems to be smart and enterprising, but it is also such a boy who will push you to a catastrophe and bring you the biggest and most tragic pain. Don't take revenge on others by hurting yourself, vent your emotions, and in the future, you will have your mother with you. ”
Qingqing's mother looked at the girl in her arms, her daughter was distressed except herself, she had been in a daze for decades, and in the end she was not as sober as a young child who had just turned 18, she thought to herself, her daughter is so sober, and it is very difficult to go along the way.
After all, every time you grow, you have to pay a price.
"I know what kind of person Xu Ming'an is, I also know what he wants to do, I even know what he thinks in his heart, I know all this, but I actually just want to use this way to keep myself from thinking about the mess in life. ”
"It's just that I underestimated the shamelessness of human nature and his bottom line, I thought that such a proud person would have at least a trace of pride and bottom line in his heart, but I never thought that he was full of inferiority complex and filth in his bones, and it seemed to be extremely conceited, but in fact he was extremely inferior in his bones, he was afraid that others would look down on him and fully prove his ability and try all means to go up, for his so-called interests, he could sell his heart, hehe, my dad, is also such a person. ”
"So look, this is not retribution, this is the retribution of heaven for me!" Qingqing nestled in her mother's arms, her voice gradually weakened, and Qingqing's mother looked at her daughter and felt like she had been pricked by a needle.
It seems that she is protecting her daughter over the years, but in fact, her daughter is also protecting her in her own way, she has been indulged in the past for too long, it's time to come out, she can't let people hurt her daughter anymore.
But she thought about Qingqing's words, in fact, Luo Ting's bones were extremely inferior, because he cared too much about his background and felt inferior, so he desperately befriended those so-called elites, to prove his superiority, and unscrupulous means for the sake of interests, over the years, Luo Ting has always cared about himself.
can be full of benevolence and morality to cover up, shameless and hypocritical.
The capital is a tiger poison and does not eat children, but Luo Ting will eat his own children? Qingqing's mother is no longer sure, but she will protect her daughter.
She thought that she hadn't seen her parents for more than ten years, and she didn't know what happened to her parents, and since she had decided to ask for this environment, there were some things that she had to face.
At this time, the lights in Xiao Mu's room in the villa at No. 44 Wutong Street were still on, and the figure on the window indicated that the villa seemed to have an uninvited guest.