"Your grandfather said, this person's ability is not as high as he thinks, he has some ability, but he can't bear to calm down and do things, he is too radical to do things, he is easy to go on a fork in the road, I am afraid that it will be a catastrophe. ”

After speaking, he paused again, and continued: "Besides, I can't trust him in terms of character, so no matter what the purpose of this money is, he will not lend it to Luo Ting. ”

Qingqing's mother inevitably had a little embarrassment when she said this, and when she mentioned her father, the light in her eyes seemed to be as pure as when she was a child.

Qingqing watched her mother tell her about these ups and downs for the first time, and she couldn't help but feel a little more embarrassed, she couldn't realize how much sacrifice she could make for her child after having a child as a woman, so she just felt that the mother at this time rarely showed her pure and age-inappropriate side of her heart, but she couldn't understand the deeper meaning behind it.

The expression on Qingqing's mother's face then changed a little helplessly, she turned her head to look at Qingqing, and found that the girl seemed to be thinking seriously, her eyes flashed with entanglements and contradictions, she didn't know whether to continue to tell this Qingqing the next story, whether to tell her about... But after a moment's hesitation, she made up her mind, some things are still a matter of course waiting for her to uncover herself, and the current situation, I'm afraid it will take a long time for her to accept it.

"And what about later?" Qingqing looked up at her mother, who had paused for a long time, was also looking at her, her eyes were complicated and struggling, and she couldn't understand what her mother was thinking at this time.

"Later, Luo Ting went home less and less, and became more and more impatient with me, I thought I could save his mind at first, but gradually, I found that I couldn't wake up a person who was pretending to be asleep, and when this home grinded my heart hard enough, I understood that some things were wrong from the beginning, and some people were bad from the beginning. ”

"A person, unless you want to change, you can't change him, they all say that after such a long time, even a stone will be covered with heat, but Luo Ting, he has no heart. ”

The mother spoke lightly and indifferently, and there was no trace of emotional fluctuation between the words.

When Qingqing heard her mother's words, it was like a basin of cold water poured on her heart, she never thought that her father would be like this.

"Later, your father gradually began to do anything and no longer shy away from me, even disdainful of pretending, he felt that I had a child with him, because I couldn't make any waves because of the long-term relationship, I made trouble, useless, cried, useless, so I gradually stopped saying anything. ”

"He may have thought that I might be like this. And I didn't have much use for him anymore, so he didn't go home at all. ”

The corners of Qingqing's mother's mouth were full of sarcasm.

"Actually, I have known for a long time that my father has his own family and son outside, and I also know that you are not as affectionate as I seem, and I can actually hear you in the house every time you quarrel with your father, but I don't want to say it, because I am afraid that if I say it, you are not even willing to disguise the apparent harmony. Qingqing said a little stunned, her gaze seemed to penetrate the window, and walked far, far away.

Qingqing's mother looked at Qingqing's reaction at this time, and she didn't feel too surprised except for surprise, because she knew that her daughter was actually very smart, and it seemed that many unintentional actions were not so simple and unintentional, but she felt that her daughter was better to be smarter, at least smarter, and not be bullied by so many people.

"Well, it's true, in fact, it's not easy for everyone living in this family, it seems that the scenery and glamour on the surface are just a bunch of barren grass mounds behind it. Qingqing's mother didn't seem to have the desire to stop, and wanted to tell the original story clearly to the girl in front of her at one time, because after all these years, she had never mentioned her family and her experiences over the years in front of anyone.

"About your father's son and that woman, in fact, he was with that woman before I was with your father, and they actually had their own son before us, but this matter, your father kept it from me completely, he didn't know about it, and I would never find out about him. ”

"But in fact, when you want to find out these things, it's very easy, and even find someone to know his past with a little inquiry, your grandfather, my father, actually didn't waste much effort to find out this man's past, but at that time the whole family hid it from me and didn't let me know, because I was five months pregnant at that time, so your grandfather had to agree to our marriage. ”

Qingqing's mother was a little embarrassed and powerless when she said this.

Qingqing listened to her mother talk about her past, and her impression of her father felt completely different people, and she didn't even know how to accept it for a while.

She knew that her father might have another family outside the family, but she felt that after all these years, if her parents could live together harmoniously, it was also a small desire in her heart, but she didn't expect that her father would be such a well-dressed beast.

Sure enough, life is far more bloody and miserable than the script, and it is far less logical and nonsensical than the novel.

"Then why didn't you leave him immediately after you found out, and why did you still live with him?" Qingqing asked rhetorically, she felt that her mother was not the kind of person who was very stupid and easily deceived.

"People do not have the ability to distinguish right from wrong from the beginning, and flowers do not bloom to maturity from the beginning, people's experience and life in this life actually have a process, and I am gradually growing up in life, because your grandparents are busy, so no one teaches me how to deal with these situations, so I will be so simple, so stupid. I believe that a person has believed for so long, and in the end it turns out that he is just deceiving himself after all. ”

"After a period of stealing my ears, I have to be patient and still worn out by your father and this family, so I simply send you out to school, and I rarely stay in this house, every time you come back, I will stay at home for a while, but only for a while. ”

"I thought I could give you a complete home experience, but I never thought that I would fail, and maybe this experience is not what you want. ”

Qingqing's mother looked at Qingqingdao, but Qingqing didn't look up at her mother, she was still a little touched, but after listening to her mother's final reason, she felt extremely ironic for a while.

Her eyes were full of mockery and looked back at her mother and said: "Don't pretend to be too sanctimonious, in fact, you have such a choice, it's just because of yourself, you actually have many opportunities to break away from such a family, but you didn't do it, don't use me as a shield, everyone has to be responsible for what they have done." ”

Qingqing's mother's face suddenly looked a little embarrassed, but in fact, no matter whether she admitted it or not, what Qingqing said was indeed right, and it was her own choice in the final analysis.